Chapter 98
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date="2020-11-07"
title="Chapter 98"
weight="103754"
series = ["Transmigrating Into The Heartthrob’s Cannon Fodder Childhood Friend"]
mode = "manual"
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Song Yu walked over, sat down by the bed, and approached Xie Sui. He also saw the diary he was holding. Some years have passed since the paper has turned yellow. The handwriting on it is small and elegant, from Xie Sui's mother. It looks like the words on the face, as if you have seen the beautiful and gentle woman after life and death.
Xie Sui closed the diary, tilted his head, and smiled: "I remember you said on the phone that you want to tell me a secret. It's a long story, so let's talk slowly."
Song Yu was stunned and looked up at his dark eyes. He had always liked Xie Sui's eyes. Now he was watching him quietly, as clear springs flowed into his heart to soothe all irritability. He slowly nodded and opened his mouth : "Let me think about where to start."
Xie Sui said gently: "Follow your dream first."
"Dream...? No, it's too chaotic here."
Song Yu shook his head, then walked off the bed all at once.
Pale feet stepped on the heavy red carpet.
He walked to the desk, opened the drawer and took out a piece of paper and a pen.
The retro-style desk light was orange and not dazzling. He spread out the white paper and held the pen in his hand, half jokingly: "I'll tell you a tragic story, about you, do you want to listen?"
Xie Sui smiled lightly, walked over, and stood beside him: "Okay, I'll listen."
Song Yu was holding the pen. The young man's wrist was thin and white, and cyan blood vessels were faintly visible. It looked fragile and it was hard to imagine how powerful it would burst out.
He drew a line on the paper.
"Come on, this is your timeline. I once read a book called "Gentle Control", the protagonist is you."
Xie Sui lowered his eyes and listened carefully, his expression calm.
Song Yu drew a node on this line from left to right: "This is six years old. Before the age of six, the author did not specify it, but I will briefly describe it in three chapters later. You have a childhood sweetheart, also it is me."
He simply signed his name next to him, writing on the words "Song Yu": "You don't remember those memories, but we were very happy to get along when we were young."
Then another point was broken on the subsequent timeline: "From six to fifteen years old, you followed Aunt Xu to Jingcheng, and you were adopted by Grandma Chen. The time in between is summed up in one word, miserable."
Song Yu's tone of voice was not very heavy. He tried to make the atmosphere less tense, and then broke a little bit later: "Then it was even worse. I really think it might be the author who has an enemy with you. I wrote this book for torture. You. You went to high school and met Wang Ci. Yes, you are such a naive and rich second generation, who is at the same table with you and always bullying you. After you put him in the hospital, he will become more aggressive against you. But he is not the most excessive. Yes, Qin Mo is even more exaggerated."
Xie Sui listened quietly, but the smile remained.
"Qin Mo is no longer silly to describe it, but scumbag. He covets your looks, pretends to be a dog, and has always been in front of you. When you were bullied by Wang Ci, he helped many times. I also chatted with you from time to time to comfort you. At that time, your temperament was inferior and timid. Of course, you would catch a little bit of light, so you dig into him."
"But he is a scum, you are sincere to him, he is just for fun, and he put you together when you graduated from high school."
In Song Yu's mind, the boy who was holding on to the telephone pole and gagging again appeared in his mind, and frowned slightly.
The end of the pen stopped at this place in the third year of high school, drew a node, and almost scratched the paper. He didn't say those disgusting things, he just summarized them briefly.
"You wounded Wang Ci and escaped from the apartment, but Grandma Chen didn't go home because you were too late and went out to look for you, and got into a car accident."
Having said this, Song Yu tilted his head to see Xie Sui's expression. It's just that the young man turned against the light, his expression hidden in the shadows, as if unmoved, he met his hesitant gaze, just smiled and said, "Go on."
Song Yu was stunned, nodded obediently, and continued to break the line with his pen.
It was broken in the part where he went back to Xie's house in the third year of high school.
"University is at a new stage again. Here, you met another scumbag named Sun Heguang, which is the name, I should remember correctly. Grandma Chen is hospitalized and requires high medical expenses. You work-study at the university. , I don’t know how many jobs a day. This scumbag is the boss when you work in the hotel. He has a white moon in his heart, and he looks very much like you. So when I saw you for the first time, he tried to mislead you. "
Speaking of this, Song Yu seems to be back when he was watching "Gentle Control", feeling aggrieved and speechless, especially now that Xie Sui is still his boyfriend. He hasn't seen Sun Heguang, and he doesn't know if he can discuss with Director Song and let the sun break through the sun, ha ha.
"You rejected his pursuit, but he didn't give up. He stumbled all kinds of things on you at school. When he forced you to desperate, the Xie family found you."
The new node.
Song Yu paused after this, and then drew a point a short distance back.
"In the book, after you returned to Xie’s house for a while, Xie Sinian made you an heir because of guilt. After the dust settled, you felt bad about everything in the country and went abroad for three years. Oh, we are in these three years. Reunited. You were disgusting enough by Sun Heguang and Qin Mo, and your personality was very gloomy for a time. I appeared as your childhood playmate. In the book, I talked with you for a long time, and I use my childhood memories to unlock you."
Song Yu twitched the corner of his mouth and said silently: "Relieve you, calm your gloom, let you relax, let go of your hatred for Qin and Sun, and become a kind person again."
Xie Sui smile
After Song Yu said the most important part, he could talk about it later, because he was so mad at that time that he didn't look at it carefully.
"You returned to China and really appeared in City A as the heir of the Xie family. At this time, you met Zhao Ziyu at the banquet, the one you saw tonight."
Speaking of this, Song Yu still felt that it was necessary to defend himself: "I really didn't beat him for no reason, he really owed him a lot."
Xie Sui smiled and said solemnly: "I believe you."
Song Yu finally felt better and laughed.
The timeline drawn at the beginning was no longer enough. He held a pen at the end to extend it, and there was no need to divide the points. Anyway, it was not clear.
Say while extending.
"Zhao Ziyu and you are rivals in business. Once they came and went, they liked you, but you didn't like him. At this time, Qin and Sun suddenly repented, felt guilty for the past, and rushed to apologize to you. But you don't seem to forgive. So because of love and hatred, the three of them joined hands and drove you out of Xie's house and imprisoned you on the island."
Song Yu cursed in a low voice: "A bunch of idiots."
The pen stopped, and the following story was already heard from 008, the original plot of "Gentle Control".
Song Yu's tone became very complicated: "Zhao Ziyu regretted after imprisoning you. He solved Qin and Sun, but he was reluctant to let you go. He was on the island across a door and chatted with you every day. He was still secretly. I helped you solve the Xie family affair. In the end, the Xie family didn't know who it was, so they had nowhere to go to the island, and wanted to shoot you. Zhao Ziyu blocked a shot for you, life and death, at that moment - you were moved."
The last four words Song Yu almost spoke through gritted teeth.
You are moved. Move a hammer!
"You will all go back later. At that time I had died of illness and was buried in a cemetery in City A. Zhao Ziyu lay in the hospital unconscious, and you came to my grave alone, feeling a bit about the death of your childhood sweetheart.
"The ending of "Gentle Control", you leave from my grave, go to the hospital where Zhao Ziyu is, and stay in front of his bed... Well, I guess he will open his eyes soon to reach a happy ending ending."
Close the pen.
The paper is a freehand drawing that is not a straight line, but each node is clearly divided, with the names of each person written next to it.
Song Yu's segmentation is based on time scale, so on this line, there is a narrow range of his name.
After recalling this story, Song Yu's head was a little empty. I still feel a little cold when I step on the blanket.
Suddenly he felt that someone was sitting down next to him, and he turned his head in a daze. It was Xie Sui.
The chair is so big that it can fit two people together. The boy was wearing a shirt and untied his tie. The whole person was laid back and his expression remained the same. It seemed that what he had just heard was a story of a stranger.
Xie Sui asked, "Is the story of "Gentle Control" finished?"
Song Yu was very close to his warm body, and half a second after he got stuck, he nodded: "En. But I haven't said my dream yet."
Xie Sui nodded patiently.
Song Yu pulled out a blue pen from the drawer, turned around, and continued to add on the white paper and the black timeline.
"I have a period, time dreams of you every day."
"The first time I dreamed, it should be in this range. Soon after you returned to Xie's house, at the banquet, I chatted with my sister and saw you, but I didn't dare to recognize it at that time."
"The second time I dreamed was a reunion abroad. At the hospital, it seemed that we met because I touched porcelain. You didn't remember what happened when you were a kid."
Song Yu smiled and commented: "Xie Shao is quite unkind."
"The third time," the pen returned to the initial point, "I dreamed of seeing you for the first time in the manor when I was a child. You followed my butt and called my brother, I will take you to climb the wall to steal fruit."
"Then the fourth time..." Song Yu was a little bit at a loss. I don't know which time period it was. Was it before Xie Sui was trapped on the island or when he was trapped on the island?
"Do you remember that I was trapped in the auditorium last semester, and it rained heavily. Then I had a dream of being trapped in a dark room by Qin Mo. The bastard gave me a tube of alcohol. I went out and called You, but I fainted before the call was over. After fainting, I heard my mother crying, and my sister was crying and questioning you, and you said sorry."
Finished. Song Yu didn't know how to participate in the two things of 008 and the system, but everything he wanted to tell Xie Sui was clear, like a big rock in his heart fell.
He breathed a long, comfortable breath, turned his head, the corners of his lips were raised slightly, and his eyes were clear and smiling, "So, I lied to you. Before I came to Jingcheng to find you, I had no memories of my childhood."
"I just think your high school was too miserable, I want to help you."
When Xie Sui heard "a tube of alcohol", his blood became a little cold. The heart throbbed violently, and the fear and fear in the haunted house recurred, penetrated into the bone marrow and swept the brain. He closed his eyes, feeling that his hands were shaking.
Song Yu always said that he was miserable in his last life and suffered all the hardships on earth. But now, perhaps it is the time when he is the most real and the closest to the pain.
After Song Yu finished speaking, thinking of Zhao Ziyu's words, his light-colored pupils flicked in confusion and said: "I have always told you that ill-intentioned approaches are unkind, but it seems that my purpose was not simple at the beginning. We are all friends until we die. In this life, am I cheating? Because I know the plot first, I went to find you who was still young. Be nice to you, and then make you fall in love with me."
Is this cheating? In fact, this problem has been bothering him for a long time, like taking a guide to Raider Xie Sui.
Xie Sui opened his eyes, his eyes were as cold as before but only slightly flushed: "No."
Song Yu had a lot to say, but when he saw his red eyes, he shut up.
Xie Sui smiled, stretched out his hand to hold down the back of his head, inserted his slender fingers into the juvenile's soft hair, leaned over and kissed it down.
His lips and teeth bite, seeming to vent his anxiety.
The handle of the chair confined Song Yu's body, leaving him nowhere to escape, so he could only passively accept this somewhat uncontrollable kiss.
Song Yu was taken aback and could feel Xie Sui's hand shaking.
He was a little confused.
Is his boyfriend scared by the stupid book "Gentle Control"?
"you……"
Xie Sui ended the kiss, but did not get up, hugged him tightly, and said calmly and softly in his ear: "We must have been in love in our last life. When you come to Jingcheng, I like you. It's love at first sight."
Song Yu was stunned.
Immediately after listening to Xie Sui's silence for a moment, he almost coaxed and said, "Is Yu Yu always having nothing to ask me?"
what?
Song Yu stiffened.
Xie Lingshu's words passed through his mind like lightning.
——"But I'm still curious, how can a person change so much after a summer vacation, because I met you?"
The doubts held in his heart for a long time screamed silently, and they were about to explode in his head.
The young man who has never concealed his nature since the second time I saw him-handsome, smiling, gentle, indifferent, sloppy and nonchalant, and calm in his work.
He was at the parking station and whispered to him: "All dreams are fake, you open your eyes and I will always be by your side."
Song Yu's throat was dry, like waking up from a dream, his lips opened, and his voice was not like his own: "Xie Sui, you told me to stop dreaming that day. Is it because..."
Xie Sui sat down, eyes dark as a deep pool, looking at him quietly.
Because of what?
Song Yu was already speechless.
Xie Sui smiled, looking down as if soothing and sighing, and said, "Because I know it all."
boom. It was like a thunder exploded in his head, shattering all his reason and thinking, leaving nothing but blank.
Xie Sui rubbed Song Yu's hair and continued. .
"I know what you dreamed about, what you said, about past lives."
"I left your cemetery and did not return to the hospital."
His voice was calm, and he spoke crazy content lightly.
"I even fired the shot that made Zhao Ziyu unconscious in the hospital. How could I fall in love with him."
"On a dark rainy day, I left your cemetery without going to the hospital. I died in a car accident on the highway."
"And the story has just begun, I'm back to fifteen years old..."
He watched gently and patiently, with Song Yuzhen expression.
The boy's pupils widened, his eyes dilated, and his face paled from shock.
Xie Sui gave him a buffer of time, slowly and softly: "I'm back to fifteen years old, come over to meet you, and fall in love with you again."
Song Yu's brain was blank. Obviously, all the clues are clear, and all doubts are solved.
But he still had stiff limbs and was cold all over, unable to speak.
Xie Sui knew that his current gaze would only put more pressure on Song Yu, so he was not watching him.
He took the pen from Song Yu, his gaze fell back to the timeline on the white paper, and the corners of his lips curled up, icy irony, like a knife in the snow, sharp and sharp.
"The story of "Gentle Control", I don't know whose imagination it is, but now, I can restore my reality to you."
He continued to hold Song Yu's blue pen, and started at the place where they reunited, and cut a new line.
"After I came back from rebirth, all the memories of you were formatted, leaving only a simple childhood sweetheart concept."
"But it doesn't matter, some I have remembered, and some I can guess by myself."
He holds the pen in a stable and elegant posture, but the writing is cold and sharp.
"We met again in a foreign country, but it is impossible for me not to remember what happened when I was a child. I may be lying to you or teasing you, but all this is to chase you."
Song Yu was already speechless.
Xie Sui: "Just like when you were six years old, you told me when you were sitting on the iron gate of the orchard. The authorities are a fan. It turns out that I really like that ‘little sister’ with teeth and claws, but I don’t know it myself."
Song Yu: "..."
The line Xie Sui drew was as straight as a ruler.
The tone is calm and the narrative is true.
"I was not sure if I could catch up, but now, I think we were lovers in my previous life. After catching up, I got my wish."
"Love should be in the country, during the time I left Xie's house. And I was not framed by Zhao Ziyu and the others. At the time I left, it was just a bureau for Father Xie and Xie Lingshu."
"Your accident happened at this time."
Xie Sui looked at the place in silence for a long time, and laughed at himself: "I'm really useless."
He extended the line back and said lightly.
"I was never forced to go to the island."
"Perhaps at the beginning, I rushed to Zhao Ziyu to kill him."
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