Chapter 47:

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date="2020-11-25"

title="Chapter 47:"

weight="106531"

series = ["Rebirth Plan to Save Leader"]

mode = "manual"

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The two of them walked back from the beach. Zhang Man originally wanted to stay at Li Wei's house for one night and went to the school final exam with him tomorrow, but Zhang Huifang kept calling to remind her, so she had to say goodbye to him.

She was still a little uneasy, accompanied him to the store to buy a new mobile phone, and installed the phone card: "Boyfriend, you want to text me tonight."

The boy nodded obediently, with a smile on his lips: "Well, Manman, I will take you home."

When he arrived downstairs at her house, Zhang Man just wanted to go upstairs, but he heard the boy calling her behind her.

"Man."

His voice was hoarse and he couldn't hear much emotion.

Zhang Man turned his head: "What's the matter? Can't bear me?"

The boy was silent for a long time, but finally he didn't speak.

He smiled and waved at her, his eyes were filled with strong emotions. In this winter, there seemed to be a different temperature.

Zhang Man's heart was hot. She walked over and kissed him gently on the cheek, with bright eyes: "Well, then I'm going upstairs. Don't think about it at home yourself, just call me if you have anything, OK? ?"

"Well, go up."

It may be the sea breeze that blew all afternoon, and the boy's voice was a bit thick nasal.

His smile was so warm that Zhang Man's heart was slightly at ease.

Things are always going in a good direction, right?

In the warm winter sun, the thick snow was melting silently. The solid ice ridges on the eaves kept dripping.

"Tick, tick, tick."

The water droplets on the light gray concrete floor circled a thick color.

Everything was strangely peaceful.

In many cases, people cannot perceive when they are in peace, and there may be storms afterwards.

That night, the two kept in touch. Zhang Man would send a text message with Li Wei every few minutes, and he would reply in a regular manner. Although he didn't talk much, Zhang Man could feel that he was much calmer than before.

Li Wei even sent her a copy of the physics exam. Zhang Man looked at the densely packed questions with a warm heart.

At this time, he could still think of the words he had said before to help her.

He seemed stronger than she thought.

...

On Monday, Zhang Man arrived at school very early.

The final exams were arranged very tightly, with two and a half hours of Chinese in the morning and math in the afternoon. The exam on the second day is divided into liberal arts and sciences. Liberal arts students are politics, history, and geography, and science students are science, chemistry, and students.

Each grade is divided into a different examination room, in the empty teaching building on the other side of the school.

Zhang Man went to the classroom first. There were not many people in the classroom.

Li Wei is not there either.

He usually comes earlier than Zhang Man. As long as she walks into the classroom in the morning, you can see him sitting quietly and reading a book.

But today he is not here.

Looking at his empty desk, Zhang Man suddenly had a bad feeling in her heart. She asked the boy who was sleeping on his stomach at the desk: "Jin Ming, have you seen Li Wei?"

Just as Jin Ming went to bed, he rubbed his sleepy eyes with a little irritability when he was tossed: "Well, I just saw him coming. I took a file bag and went out. Should I go directly to the examination room?"

Today is the final exam. There is no morning reading class arranged. Many students will go to the exam room to review.

Zhang Man breathed a sigh of relief.

She pressed her temples and shook her head helplessly.

She is still too sensitive. He was still thinking about giving her the question paper last night, so he should be in a much better mood.

As long as it has something to do with him, her nerves begin to tighten.

At this time, Chen Fei'er called her at the back door of their class: "Manman, what are you inking? Go to the examination room. There are still more than 20 minutes. It will take a while to walk from here."

Zhang Man nodded, packed the stationery bag, and went to the examination room with her.

In order to prevent cheating, schools are categorized according to liberal arts and sciences for such large-scale examinations and ranked randomly. She and Li Wei were not in the same examination room, but happened to be together with Chen Fei'er.

Before Zhang Man entered the examination room, he deliberately turned to the examination room where Li Wei was and looked in from the window.

She saw him at a glance.

The boy didn't turn the book nervously like the others, he lay quietly on the position, seeming to be sleeping.

Zhang Man didn't bother him, he sighed in relief and scolded himself nervously. Then he pulled Chen Fei'er through the long corridor and upstairs to their own examination room.

As Chen Fei'er walked, he pouted and muttered dissatisfiedly: "I said how you walked from the second floor. It turned out to be to see your dear boyfriend. How about, does his head look good?"

Zhang Man was amused.

She thought of the girl's sorrowful expression when she told Chen Fei'er that she was with Li Wei.

It has not changed until now.

Chen Fei'er saw that the Youren strategy didn't work, and changed to acting like a spoiled child. He shook her arm back and forth: "I don't care. If this continues, I think you are going to abandon me. Manman, you are not allowed to look down on friends! "

Zhang Man looked at her, feeling better, and rubbed her head with a smile: "Well, I promise you."

Chen Fei'er was happy now.

"Well, then when you two get married, I will be your bridesmaid."

Zhang Man suddenly thought of his previous life.

When Chen Fei'er got married, she was her only bridesmaid.

She still remembers that Chen Fei'er was wearing an exquisite crown and a gorgeous wedding dress, standing on the stage, throwing the bouquet in her direction while crying: "No one is allowed to grab her, Zhang Man ,you must be happy!"

Zhang Man's heart is warm, maybe she will really get married earlier in this life.

...

The last of the two-day exam is physics.

Due to an additional page of additional questions, the test time has been extended from two hours to three hours. Of course, students who do not do additional questions can hand in papers in advance.

Zhang Man glanced at the title and was a little surprised—it was really close to the paper that Li Wei sent her two days ago.

She finished smoothly, handed in the paper half an hour early, and walked briskly to the classroom.

There are no lunch breaks and late self-study in the two days of the exam. Whether it is after dinner at noon or after the exam in the afternoon, it is free time. Li Wei seemed to go home straight after each exam, and when he came to the examination room for the next exam, he never returned to the classroom.

So during the two days of exams, she hardly had any time with Li Wei-although before each exam, she could see him in his exam room and said a few words, but it was just a few minutes in a hurry. .

Thinking of this, Zhang Man speeded up his pace and turned into the first grade teaching building.

Today is the winter vacation after the exam. Li Wei will definitely go back to the classroom to pack things. She plans to go to his house to eat with him in the evening.

There are already many students in the corridor at this time, probably some students who have not done additional questions and handed in papers in advance.

Several boys walked in front of Zhang Man, discussing the paper just now.

"This time the question is given by a class teacher. Isn't it too difficult? Don't talk about the additional questions. I only have two main questions. How about you?"

"No? It's Liu Zhijun's paralyzed face. I said why it's so difficult...I'm done."

"If you are unlucky, I'm unlucky? I'm really on my back today. Originally, it was not Li Wei who sat in front of me in the examination room. I heard that he got full marks every time in physics. I originally wanted to take a sneaky glance. As a result, he took the physics exam. Missed the exam."

——"Classmate, did you just say that Li Wei was missing the exam?"

As soon as the boy finished speaking, he heard anxious questioning behind him. He turned his head back a little impatiently, only to realize at this glance that it was their schoolmate who was suddenly enthusiastic.

"Well, he is missing the exam."

"How is it possible? I saw him sitting in the examination room before I took the physics test."

"This...I don't know. He just came to sit for a few minutes, said something to the invigilator before the test, and left. Oh, I think he seems to have handed a leave slip to the invigilator."

Fake note? He never told her.

She immediately ran back to the classroom, pulled out the mobile phone in her schoolbag, turned it on, and immediately called Li Wei.

"Hello, the phone you dialed has been turned off, please call again later."

The same as last time, a cold mechanical female voice.

Suddenly a boundless panic arose in Zhang Man's heart, this feeling was even worse than last time.

Her eyelids began to jump wildly, and the sensitivity of constant restraint in the two days exploded at the same time.

Where did he go?

At this moment, the mobile phone issued a "didi" message prompt.

It is the email reminder of the mobile phone email.

She opened her inbox and found an email with no subject.

Zhang Man saw the sender's email address, his heart beating wildly.

It's Li Wei.

She shook her hands and opened the mail.

Since they met, she saw him type the most words, a page full.

"Manman, my school and I applied for a leave of absence to go to another city for treatment, maybe we won't come back. Let's... break up."

"If you want to refute, please listen to my three reasons first? First, I have been thinking about it for a long time in the past two days. At present, the most important thing for me is to cure my schizophrenia and other things. , Including physics, including you, I don’t have the energy to take care of it."

"Second. Manman... I know that you may not be able to accept what I said to you now, but... Do you remember the beach I took you to the day before yesterday? That beach, I used to go to it often when I was alone In fact, being alone is good sometimes. I can think calmly in my own world."

"Actually, I never said it. I admit that I used to like you crazily for a while, but when you were there, it prevented me from calming down. When a person is immersed in love, it is easy to be swept away. Mind, deviated from my original track, I think after I was with you, I did a lot of things that I would not have done before. Such a change is not appropriate for me."

"Forgive me, forgive me for wanting to go back to square one."

"Third, a person like me is actually more suitable for living alone. Manman, do you know about my dad? When I was in the hospital, my dad committed suicide at home...for him He could not accept the harm caused by my mental illness, so he chose to commit suicide. Manman, I don’t want to repeat his mistakes. In other words, I may not like you as much as I thought."

"I don't want to take such a big risk for you"

"Manman, maybe in your heart, I am very special. It is not because of me, but first love is very special for everyone. You are still young and have not experienced so many stages in your life. I know that the likes now are not enough to support us through our life. In the future...you will meet someone a hundred times better than me"

From beginning to end, he didn’t say anything to be afraid of dragging her down or hurting her. Every reason and starting point for him was himself. Everything was chilling polite, cool, calm and selfish— —Any 16 or 17-year-old girl who reads it will be so disgusting that she can't eat, sleep, think that her feelings have been disappointed, and then gradually forget it in pain and anger.

——Just like her previous life.

Zhang Man trembled after reading this passage, unable to restrain the uncomfortable and panic in his heart.

All are farting...what else, huh, there is no logic in each one, where is it like something he can say?

His tone seems so calm, so reasonable and well-founded, it seems to be well thought out, but some sentences are not fluent, and he even forgot to add the punctuation marks that he usually obeys.

——He was playing her like a sixteen or seventeen-year-old boy.

No wonder, no wonder he suddenly took her to such an expensive restaurant yesterday, and also took her to the beach. It turned out that he was saying goodbye to her.

He had already made plans to leave her.

She knows him so well.

The more calm he is, the more distance he wants to draw a line with you, the more his heart collapses.

This young man who has suffered all the hardships and misfortunes, he didn't want to impose those hurt and despair on her. Even if he left, it would be disgusting to leave.