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date="2020-12-24"

title="Chapter 133 Pursuit "

weight="113694"

series = ["High Energy QR Code"]

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After Xing Ye got the permission to visit Lu Mingze anytime and anywhere, seeing that Lu Mingze in the intensive care unit had no special changes, he took the mirror phone case and left with satisfaction.

It is said that when he confessed, Lu Mingze's heart rate soared again, but soon calmed down.

Due to the presence of Lu's father and mother, Xing Ye could not say anything to Lu Mingze. After leaving the nursing home, he said softly, "What are you thinking?"

Lu Mingze said dullly: "It always feels so sudden, and you bully me and can't move."

Xing Ye thought for a while and said, "I know this is too sudden for you, but you don't have to respond to me. I also know that you are not angry, but do not know how to deal with our relationship. You are very passive, you passively follow me, passively understand me, and passively get along with me.

"We are not equal. I can put you in the system space at any time to prevent you from coming out to see your parents, and I can throw you in a dark place to ignore you, but you can only rely on me. This way of getting along allows you I'm very upset. Even if you have feelings, you don't know if you really like it. You can't be sure whether your good feeling for me is a suspension bridge effect or not, and you are also worried that I like whether you like this feeling of completely controlling a person.

"You are even more afraid that after rejecting me, the relationship between the two of us will not be as natural as it used to be. You are worried about losing intimacy, so you dare not answer me easily, right?"

After listening to Xing Ye's words, Lu Mingze sighed faintly: "Are you the roundworm in my stomach? And why do you have to list one, two, three, and four like a essay when you are in love, and analyze your heart deeply?"

At this time, Xing Ye had already arrived at the company, he locked the door behind him, and ordered Assistant Qi to come back to him an hour later.

He put the small mirror on the phone holder, as far as possible so that the two people's eyes are level.

Xing Ye said to Lu Mingze, "Because I am also afraid."

Lu Mingze tilted his head in confusion, what was Xing Ye afraid of? He is the one who is restricted from freedom, and he is also the one who is upset. Xing Ye has always been the one who dominates. Why is he afraid?

Xing Ye looked at Lu Mingze's ignorant expression, and said softly: "I'm afraid that my feelings for you are not pure enough and will hurt you.

"As I said just now, our relationship is too unbalanced. I control your life and death. This is an unfair relationship.

"I discovered my feelings for you when I lost my memory in the hospital world. After returning to the real world, I did not tell you immediately, but took time to reflect on it. You are a very good person, and liking you is a very Simple things, I have to figure out whether my relationship is true love, tolerance, intolerance, or a distorted desire for control, a desire to dominate the puppets, and... the empathy after losing all my family."

Hearing what Xing Ye said, Lu Mingze couldn't help but shiver, he whispered, "You are so scary."

But the fact is just as Xing Ye said, the unequal relationship between the two is very likely to distort the feelings to this point.

Fortunately, even if Xing Ye talked about love, he could analyze it deeply. Such an analysis made Lu Mingze feel a little relieved. He asked, "Do you think it clearly now?"

Xing Ye smiled and said, "I can't figure it out clearly."

Lu Mingze: "..."

Xing Ye sighed in a low voice: "I took advantage of your aunt's lecture and listed my feelings in a percentage table. From the gratitude nine years ago, the companionship after the death of my family, and no matter when you are The peace of mind by my side, the amazing feeling of seeing you after amnesia, the secret joy of misunderstanding the relationship between you and me, the desire to imprison you in my world, and the spiritual world losing you After the anxiety, I extracted all the feelings one by one, calculated the weight of each feeling, and finally found that I could not calculate it.

"I think I have all these feelings, but none of them. My feelings seem to be very simple, so simple that I am happy as long as I see you; and they seem very complicated, so complicated that I can't remember when I was tempted by you. When I trace the root of this relationship, it seems that you have left a different mark in my heart since the first meeting.

"But this is unreasonable. If I really fell in love with you at first sight, it would be impossible to ignore you for nine years. But the truth is that I just think you are different. It seems that after I like you, I even bring memories with you. A layer of filter, can not be treated with normal heart.

"In the end, I came to the conclusion that love is such an unreasonable thing. It is so simple that it is only the secretion of dopamine, and it is so complicated that the supercomputers all over the world can't calculate my emotional data together.

"You said, what should I do?"

Lu Mingze's eyes straightened when he heard it. Seeing Xing Ye asking him and waiting for his answer, he shook his head and said, "I don't even think about things you don't understand."

Xing Ye said: "In the end, I only made sure of one thing, that is, I don't want to lose you. I want you to return to your body, and hope your parents can...not support, at least not prevent me from seeing you. I am A person who is good at seizing opportunities, I know that this time is the easiest time to impress your parents and let them accept me, so I decided to get rid of other chores first and concentrate on pursuing you."

"What is a chore?" Lu Mingze asked puzzled.

Xing Ye said: "Family, secular, public opinion, life, society, interpersonal, etc., these things can all be called chores, but they are indeed obstacles to emotions. What I can do is to solve them before you recover. These obstacles, so you can only consider whether you want to like me, and not worry about other things.

"I think I am an overly rational person. I probably don’t know how to write the word romance in my life. So the way I pursue you is to do everything I can, and then you decide whether Love me."

"Then what if I still can't respond to your feelings? Don't you think that your investment has failed?" Lu Mingze asked.

"That's okay, the relationship itself is unclear, I think every bit of getting along with you is rewarding."

Xing Ye was using the tone and attitude of analyzing a project to treat the feelings of the two, but Lu Mingze clearly heard from his words that Xing Ye was saying "As long as I can be with you, I have nothing to ask for."

Lu Mingze squatted down, covering his face, as if blushing.

Xing Ye poked the figure of Lu Mingze on the mirror and said, "Actually, I think your thinking is too complicated. My focus is not to attack you, but to attack your parents and let them recognize me so that I can visit you frequently. Body, shake your hand, or kiss your face or something."

"No!" Lu Mingze immediately jumped up and said, "It's okay to shake hands, but before I return to my body, I can't kiss my face!"

"Okay, I get it, just wait for you to come back." Xing Ye smiled lightly.

Lu Mingze wanted to say "I can't come back," but seeing Xing Ye's smile, he couldn't help but said: "Then wait and come back."

He didn't refuse, and he couldn't seem to refuse.

After the long talk, Xing Ye went to a meeting. Lu Mingze didn't want to hear other company's secrets, so he asked Xing Ye to put himself outside the meeting room with security guards watching.

Lu Mingze was placed on the table, and the two security guards beside him did not understand why the boss asked them to guard a mobile phone, and whispered that there might be business secrets in the mobile phone.

Lu Mingze sat with his cheeks in a daze.

He was in a panic, fearing that the intimate relationship between the two would change because of Xing Ye's confession. However, after listening to Xing Ye's analysis, Lu Mingze felt that Xing Ye is still Xing Ye. Even if it is a relationship, he will probably arrange a schedule and strictly implement it.

Would anyone divide their feelings by percentage? Science students are really terrible.

After thinking about it for a while, he found that Xing Ye was all in his mind. Lu Mingze also felt inexplicably, just like Xing Ye said, it seemed that this person was different in his heart nine years ago.

"Do I also have a memory filter?" Lu Mingze thought.

After that, Xing Ye had been busy with work, and did not interrupt Lu Mingze's thinking, but Lu Mingze thought of his mind as a mess, and finally did not know what he was thinking.

Xing Ye was right, he couldn't even think about it. Love is an unreasonable thing to make trouble, so just follow the feeling!

After returning home at night, Lu Mingze, who was dizzy with thoughts, said, "You chase me."

"Huh?" Xing Ye, who was lying on the bed, looked over at him, not understanding how Lu Mingze's magical brain circuit came up with this conclusion.

Lu Mingze patted his cheek, and said with a breath: "I have never been in a relationship before, and I don't know how to talk. But I don't hate being with you, I love to listen to you, and I love to listen to you like the teacher in charge. Analyzing the task, I didn’t feel any discomfort during this period of time, except...when you were buried in your chest and thrown into the bathtub, oh, when you were in the river, when you knocked on the door in the cold wind in the middle of the night... …"

Hearing what he said, Xing Ye couldn't help tapping his forehead with his index finger. If he had the ability to foresee, he would definitely do better with the small mirror at first.

Lu Mingze broke his hands and expounded Xing Ye's various evil deeds on mirrors in the novice world. After counting, he said: "Except for these, all are good. So, if you chase me in your way, I will propose a plan I like, and we will do well. Get along, adapt to each other, and face each other with a new mentality."

Xing Ye thought for a while and asked: "Mobile phone vibration will make you feel dizzy. Does that mean you can feel the influence of the outside world on the mirror? How did you feel when I kissed the mirror before?"

Lu Mingze was angry when he mentioned this. He frowned and said: "You go find a small figure, a very small one, 5 cm in length. Give it a kiss. I will feel what it feels like. Or if you find two pieces of meat, It’s a very big one, just roll around and you’ll know what it feels like. It’s not beautiful at all."

Xing Ye: "..."

He thought strongly about the reason and said: "So the point is that the difference in size leads to a decrease in comfort. In the final analysis, you are too small, so next time you try a full-length mirror, it may feel different."

Lu Mingze said: "That's right, if there is a mirror in the next world, I will change to a larger full-length mirror."

Xing Ye smiled: "That's it."

Lu Mingze: "?"

It seems something is wrong, did he make some bad promises?

Volume VI Greedy Cruise