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    date="2021-01-03"

    title="Chapter 169 The Love Story in the Mental Hospital 2 "

    weight="115264"

    series = ["Undying Patient"]

    mode = "manual"

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    When the director came in, Su Jinzhi was sitting on the bed with his knees in a daze. He was stunned when he saw the director coming in quite pretentiously, and raised his eyes to look at him after he recovered.

    "Jinzhi, come, let's take you to a place." The director looked at him for a while. Maybe he felt that his current situation was relatively stable, so he cleared his throat and spoke to him in a gentle voice.

    After thinking for a few seconds, Su Jinzhi let go of his arms and put on his shoes and got off the bed, and walked out behind the director.

    It was just when he went down to the ground, Su Jinzhi's eyes suddenly went dark, and he fell to the ground unsteadily. The male nurse next to the master doctor hurriedly supported him. After Su Jinzhi stood firm, the black in his eyes gradually receded, and he supported him. His next male nurse thanked: "Thank you."

    The male nurse said nothing, but the director looked back at him.

    After passing through a few corridors, Su Jinzhi realized that the room he had stayed in was really wrong, almost in the innermost part of the mental illness.

    Except for some mental patients who need special isolation, patients with relatively mild mental problems can move freely in the same hall. The Changshan Mental Hospital where he is located should be a relatively advanced nursing facility. He has seen many benefits. Entertainment venues made by mental patients, or facilities to meet their illness needs.

    The clothes in the Changshan Mental Hospital are light blue. The patients saw on Su Jin’s road were all wearing such clothes, but the suit on Su Jinzhi was indigo blue. Different patients.

    Director White led them through the event hall. During the period, many patients came up to greet him. The normal appearance with a smile on his face and a calm expression did not make people think that he needed to be treated in a mental hospital. Mental patient.

    Those patients also showed surprised or curious expressions when they saw Su Jinzhi. There was even a patient who was scared by him, yelling "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" and ran to the side quickly, hiding Shaking under the table.

    The director and the male nurses didn't anticipate this sudden situation either. Almost the moment the patient called out, the director immediately turned around and stared at Su Jinzhi.

    The two male nurses standing beside Su Jinzhi also tightened their bodies. Su Jinzhi had no doubt that as long as he made any particularly violent movements, the two male nurses would definitely rush to hold him down.

    They stared at him in this way, so that Su Jinzhi was born except for the idea of ​​trying to do something big, otherwise they would be very sorry for them.

    However, Su Jinzhi quickly suppressed this strange thought. While the patients were looking at him, Su Jinzhi was also looking at these patients, and his eyes passed over their faces one by one, but he did not look at them. To the face he knew well.

    Su Jinzhi breathed a sigh of relief. If Jiang Lishan is really his patient, it would be a little difficult, because you can't guess what a mental patient is thinking.

    The director and nurses quickly led him to the door of this ward. At the door, two special police officers in black uniforms stood there. They were taken aback when they saw Su Jinzhi coming out. One of the officers quickly After regaining his senses, he opened his lips and smiled at him: "Hi, Jinzhi, do you remember me?"

    Su Jinzhi does not have any memory of this body, and it is naturally impossible to answer the police officer's question.

    He didn't even know his name at first, or after the director called him "Jinzhi", Su Jinzhi knew that his name in this world was also Jinzhi, but he didn't know whether his last name was Su.

    Su Jinzhi was silent, and the police officer understood the answer, nodded to the director, and continued to walk in front and led him to the other building.

    Su Jinzhi was still surrounded by two male nurses, and two police officers walked side by side with the director in front.

    "He still doesn't speak much?"

    "Well, it will be the same as when I first came."

    "I don't think his face is very good." One of the police officers said.

    The director said: "He hasn't eaten normally since he came here, and almost all of them are on the nutrition injection. At night, we have to let the nurses stay vigil to prevent him from harming himself."

    The last two words were so lethal, the police officer couldn't help but turned his head and glanced at him. There were various complex emotions such as regret, pity, and sympathy in his eyes.

    Su Jinzhi looked back at him expressionlessly, and the police officers closed their gazes back. He had no idea why they looked at him like this until he entered the new hospital building and saw himself through the glass reflection outside the hospital.

    To be honest, Su Jinzhi himself was frightened. He knew he was very thin when he raised his sleeve yesterday, but he did not expect that he could be so thin.

    He was almost thin into a skeleton, with deep sunken cheeks and no flesh. Under his bloodshot eyes are dark cyan dark circles. The indigo blue medical suit is abnormally empty on him. The glass cannot be like a mirror. That way, a person can be photographed very clearly, but even so, Su Jinzhi can see this morbid appearance from the glass.

    He looked like a ghost, and walking outside at night could scare people to death. No wonder the patient was scared by him just now.

    Su Jinzhi was stunned by how he looked, and stood still in front of the glass.

    The director turned to look at him: "Nishiki, what's wrong?"

    "Do you remember anything?" The police officer stared at him, his voice a little urgent.

    Su Jinzhi was silent for a while before he said: "No."

    His voice was dumb, like a small piece of sand in his throat. Those voices were made by rubbing the gravel.

    The director and police officer stopped talking after hearing this, but sighed softly.

    Soon, they walked to the door of a room, and the two police officers opened the door and stepped forward, standing on the left and right at the door, before letting Director Su Jinzhi and Director Su enter.

    This room is very bright, and the large floor-to-ceiling windows allow all the warm sunlight to fall into the room, dispelling the gloom of people's hearts.

    Su Jinzhi was arranged to sit on a very soft sofa. The director handed him a soft pillow for him to hold. He also asked if he wanted a blanket. Su Jinzhi shook his head and refused.

    He could see that the director wanted him to relax and not be nervous.

    Su Jinzhi was not nervous at all, but he looked at the director and felt that the director was more nervous than him, because he put all his attention on him.

    "Jinzhi." The director sat down in front of Su Jinzhi and smiled at him. "There will be a doctor who will come in to see you later. He is also a doctor and won't hurt you. Don't be afraid."

    "Yeah." Su Jinzhi responded.

    The director nodded, then chatted with him casually.

    Before long, someone knocked on the door of this room, and a man with gray eyes in a white shirt walked in. He was wearing glasses with gold rims. All the hair on his forehead was squeezed towards the back, only a few. Tousled hair hung on the sideburns.

    The moment he met those familiar eyes, Su Jinzhi's tears welled out of his eye sockets uncontrollably, as if in front of this person, he always couldn't control his emotions.

    His cry made the two men in the room stunned.

    The gray-eyed man even stopped, keeping the action of pushing the door open.

    Su Jinzhi lowered his head, wiped the tears from his face with the back of his hand, and sucked his nose to withdraw the sad mood.

    "Can I sit down here?" The man walked to his side, pointing to another empty sofa chair and talking to Su Jinzhi.

    Su Jinzhi's voice gave a dull "um".

    ——See him again.

    Su Jinzhi wanted to look up at this moment to look at the person he was thinking about, but he just saw his ugly appearance in the glass at this time, so he didn't want to look up so that the man could see him unsightly.

    The gray-eyed man sat down in front of him and smiled at Su Jinzhi: "My name is Jiang."

    The man didn't tell him his name directly, only a last name, and the director also explained to him: "This is Doctor Jiang."

    Su Jinzhi still lowered his head. Just on the road, he learned from the conversation between the police officer and the director that the original owner of this body didn't speak much. Su Jinzhi didn't have a memory pack. After thinking about it, he thought it would be better for him to remain silent as usual. .

    The man didn't mind his silence. He bent forward slightly, put his hands on his knees, and spoke to him in a very gentle tone: "I think your face is not very good. Did you not sleep last night? "

    Listening to his voice, Su Jinzhi couldn't help but raised his head to look at him, but met the gray eyes that were just looking at him. He lost his senses for a while, then gave an "um", which counted as an answer.

    "Why?" The man said in a soft voice, as if he was afraid to scare him, "Did you have a nightmare?"

    Su Jinzhi looked down at the lines on the floor and replied stubbornly: "No."

    I just dreamed of you.

    Then the man asked him some more questions, all of which were very easy daily greetings. Most of the answers ended in "um", "yes" or "no", so that pale dialogue could hardly go on, and Su Jinzhi was also very Helplessly, he has a lot of things he wants to say to a man, and he also has a lot of things buried in his heart that he wants to tell him, but as long as he meets those gray eyes that are full of strangeness in his eyes, he will say no. Out.

    In your opinion, you are close lovers who have been in love for many years and know the roots. No one in this world will know each other better than you two; but in the eyes of each other, you are just the first time you face each other. The stranger, before this side, he didn't even know that you existed in this world.

    The furthest distance is this.

    Su Jinzhi has almost been able to realize that Jiang Lishan has traveled a few light years away. When he finally met him on the earth after a hundred years of drifting, what he faced was the feeling of a lover who didn't remember him or even feared him.

    In an instant, Su Jinzhi's mood became even lower, and almost everyone present could feel the deep sadness spreading from him.

    Upon seeing this, Jiang Lishan closed his mouth and stopped asking him questions. After a glance at the director, he got up at the same time, opened the door and went out.

    Su Jinzhi looked up at the man's back, and quickly lowered his head before the man's eyes met him.

    "How long has he been like this?" The man's familiar low voice sounded in his ears, and Su Jinzhi was taken aback for a moment, and then he realized that it was Jiang Lishan's voice.

    But didn't he and the director go out?

    "I can only help you here." Number One appeared in time to clarify his confusion, "You should listen to them and slowly create a successful treatment, so that your chances of being discharged from the hospital may also be greater."

    Su Jinzhi raised his head and glanced at the two police officers guarding the door, and said: "I think even if I look ill, the possibility of being discharged from the hospital is not very high."

    After all, a normal mental patient will not be guarded by police and nurses at any time.

    "It's been like this since the day I came in." The director answered Jiang Lishan's question, "He is in better condition today, and he didn't cry or make trouble. Some time ago, no one was watching, he bit his arm with his teeth and put his fingers on the wound. Open it, he doesn't snorted, if it wasn't for being seen by the nurse, he must be sent to rescue again."

    The original body is so powerful?

    Su Jinzhi was silent when he heard it. He glanced at his match-like arm, and felt that he might not have the courage of the original body to bite it, and he had to gouge the wound with his nails. It made people feel painful to hear it. How did you do it.

    The man was silent for a while outside, and asked the director: "I saw his palm, wrapped like that, hurt?"

    "It was pinched yesterday." The director said, "He said something yesterday and kept saying'Why did you kill him' and'I'm sorry."

    "Has he already thought of something?

    "Should still not be there, otherwise he must have started making trouble."

    "Have you asked him about that night?"

    The director said: "You can't ask, he goes crazy when he asks."

    There was another silence on the man's side. After a while, he said, "Let him get used to speaking first. He looks very poor, so he should take care of it first."

    "Ok."

    "Where does he live now?"

    "The separate ward."

    "Why let him live in that kind of place? The environment over there is too depressing. Let him come here to live. I was here just this week."

    "He killed someone after all..." The director's voice hesitated, "Otherwise, he won't be isolated. It is really scary when he is crazy. Is it okay to live here?"

    "Killing?" The man snorted as if he had heard some funny joke. "It's just a suspicion, and there is no conviction. Besides, who can kill him like that? It's just like someone makes a cut on him. Can make him die."

    Su Jinzhi was stunned when he heard the director's words. The thin appearance of the original body did not seem to have the strength to kill people, but normal people were not as depressive as the original body looked. He immediately asked No.1: "No.1, this Has Gu's body killed anyone before?"

    "I don't know." answered him on the one, "what case you should be involved in."

    "Your target is not an ordinary psychiatrist, he is a criminal psychologist, he should know what you say, pay attention when you answer." One reminded him.

    "But I don't know anything." Su Jinzhi was helpless, "What if I make a mistake?"

    Number One said: "Then you should quickly tell your partner the truth. If he believes it, he will wake up, and Number Zero and I can wake him up; if you don’t believe it, it’s okay. He will think you are sick and you will be very sick. safe."

    Su Jinzhi: "..."

    Jiang Lishan and the director soon came into the room again. Su Jinzhi maintained the movement they had when they left, holding a soft pillow and sitting on the sofa with a faint expression. His body is very thin and the sofa is soft and wide. He sits on it. From a distance, it's like the whole person is trapped inside.

    The man glanced at him through the lens, then smiled at him without speaking.

    "Jinzhi, we will change your room later. Dr. Jiang will take care of you in the future. You can talk to Dr. Jiang if you have anything." The director was worried that Su Jinzhi would feel uneasy after changing to a new environment, and he repeatedly consoled him.

    However, Su Jinzhi would only be happy quietly.

    With Jiang Lishan’s golden words, Su Jinzhi was quickly replaced with a room. This room was similar to the one he had lived in before, but the decor was brighter, and it didn’t make people feel depressed. Except for the bed and bedside table, There is also a small rocking chair in the room, which is placed next to the window for him to lie on and relax.

    But the bathroom is still completely transparent.

    Su Jinzhi glanced at the bathroom, then looked at the small window on the door, thinking that Jiang Lishan might stand at the window to observe his every move, Su Jinzhi felt...it was a bit exciting.

    Fortunately, at this time, his luggage was packed and sent by the male nurse, which diverted Su Jinzhi's attention and did not let him continue that bold and dangerous idea.

    His luggage was only a small bag of clothes, and it was said that the luggage had lifted it a little, because there was only a set of changed hospital gowns and a book that was crumpled.

    The male nurse put the clothes in the cupboard beside the bed, and the books were put on the cupboard for him so that he could read at any time.

    Su Jinzhi only drank a bowl of porridge this morning, and just drank a lot of water in the office. Now he wanted to go to the toilet. He glanced at the transparent bathroom, then turned to look at the door with the window.

    The original body is a patient, so you don't need to care about the sex, but he is not sick, and he can't do it in front of others for no reason.

    After confirming that there was no one at the door, Su Jinzhi took his legs to the bathroom and put water on the toilet.

    As a result, when he turned around after washing his hands, he faced Jiang Lishan who was standing in front of the small window and looking at him.

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