Chapter 46 Chapter 046

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date="2021-09-19"

title="Chapter 46 Chapter 046"

weight="136997"

series = ["The Most Shining Little Chicken in the Wolf Palace"]

mode = "manual"

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Jing Yan had a long dream.

He hugged his knees in the corner, and some people stood by the door, wearing black dresses, whispering. He could feel the gaze from them frequently, but he didn't want to pay attention to them, and they didn't dare to bother him.

Jing Yan buried his head between his knees.

In his dream, he seemed to be submerged in a pool of black water, unable to see clearly around him, cold and suffocated, as if he was on the verge of death.

"Jing Yan? Jing Yan!"

The anxious call gradually amplified in my ears.

Jing Yan slowly opened his eyes, warm light pounced, and in the warm light, Qiao Xi held his face and looked at him worriedly.

In an instant, the temperature returned to the body, and the heart beat again.

Seeing Jing Yan finally awake, Qiao Xi breathed a sigh of relief: "I think you seem to be having a nightmare, and keep asking you to wake up, almost scared to death."

"..." Jing Yan came back to his senses, his Adam's apple rolled down, his voice hoarse, "Qiao Xiaoxi..."

The heart fell, Qiao Xi moved aside, trying to put on her clothes, but when she moved, she was pulled back again.

He unexpectedly lay on Jing Yan's chest and looked at him blankly.

"Qiao Xi," Jing Yan murmured his name and pressed him to his chest, "Qiao Xi..."

Qiao Xi was startled.

Jing Yan...

In the next second, he stretched out his hand to hug Jing Yan, nestled in the man's arms obediently, and said softly: "It's okay, it's okay."

Jing Yan hugged Qiao Xi tightly, and her body was also very tight.

After a while, Qiao Xi moved.

He raised his head and pecked and kissed Jing Yan's cheek.

Jing Yan didn't move, closed his eyes and let him soothe him. After Qiao Xi kissed the corner of his eye, he clasped Qiao Xi's head and kissed his lips.

The room was quiet for a while. After a while, the two separated and stayed warm for a while before Jing Yan took a deep breath and sat up.

He took the quilt, hugged the naked Qiao Xi in his arms, and asked, "Do you feel better now? You slept with fever all day."

...Sure enough, I slept all day!

Qiao Xi touched her forehead and said, "I didn't feel it at all. I felt that I slept for a long time. After waking up, I didn't feel any difference in normal times."

Jing Yan leaned over and tried the temperature of Qiao Xi's forehead with his forehead.

Qiao Xi stared at Jing Yan at close range and blinked. He hesitated and said, "Jing Yan, are you sad in your dream?"

Jing Yan said dumbly: "How do you know?"

Qiao Xi: "I feel it."

Jing Yan: "Feel it?"

"Well, I just feel that you are sad, and then I woke up." Qiao Xi answered obediently.

"Have we two feel good at each other?" Jing Yan asked softly.

"I think so." Qiao Xi said.

Jing Yan pulled the corners of his lips.

Finally laughed.

Jing Yan is usually happy every day, but his mood in the past two days is obviously not right.

Qiao Xi was worried and distressed, but besides staying with him, she really didn't know what else to do.

Jing Yan took the thermometer and put it in Qiao Xi's ear again, and then he was relieved to confirm that the temperature had really dropped.

Then he brought Qiao Xi together, hugged him, sat quietly for a while, and said, "You should have heard about our family, right?"

Qiao Xi nodded subconsciously: "Yeah."

Then it suddenly occurred to Jing Yan that this is... Are you ready to tell him something in his heart?

Thinking of this, he constricted his face and said seriously: "In the past, there were not many people in the bird clan telling me about outside affairs. I only heard about it when I was with Jingyu, knowing that your mother died... 13 years ago. Yes, one year after his death, the current queen is..."

Jing Yan rubbed his head lightly, but his eyes fell on the void.

After a moment of silence, he slowly said, "Well, my mother died of illness. Although the woman entered the palace a year after my mother died, she was with that man when my mother was sick and lying in bed."

Qiao Xi froze.

Jing Yan said in a calm tone: "She and my mom grew up together, and my mom always regarded her as a good friend. Before knowing the truth, when my mom was in bed, she cheated on my dad. When I visited my mother...I was still very close to her, calling her "auntie"."

Qiao Xi tightened her hands.

Above his head, the man's voice was faint: "Dog-blooded and vulgar drama, every time I think of what happened during that time, I feel sick."

Qiao Xi sat up.

Jing Yan's eyes met him.

"If you really love someone, it's impossible to be lonely and cheat when the other person is sick? Then when did he start not loving my mom? Does my mom know?" Jing Yan paused and said "Afterwards, I thought about it carefully. I think my mother should be able to feel the man’s indifference, but it’s not clear that the man abandoned their feelings so thoroughly that he even betrayed their marriage. Because if my mother knew, With her character, she will never continue this marriage."

"And that man, even if he doesn't love him, why has to find a new love when my mother is sick, why is she still the woman who is regarded as a friend by my mother? Why is she cheating on her while allowing her to go to my mother’s bed and use her friend’s Gesture to visit the sick?"

"What about that woman? Have you ever regarded my mother as a friend?" Jing Yan said coldly, "No, this matter is not a question. Since my mother passed away, her attitude towards me has changed. You can find the answer."

Qiao Xi couldn't help it, and asked, "What about your dad? Doesn't he see the nature of the queen?"

"I also thought about this question, but I soon wanted to understand the answer," Jing Yan held Qiao Xi's hand and said slowly, "He must have known her when he was with that woman. The nature of him. It may even be the nature of that woman that aroused his interest."

Qiao Xi was stunned.

Interested in straightforward hypocrisy?

But no matter what, at that time with such a woman, did the wolf king really never consider how Jing Yan Jingyi and his wife felt?

Or, I never considered...

Just thinking about it, Qiao Xi felt cold at her fingertips.

At the reception dinner of the Leopard King and the Leopard Queen, he saw the appearance of the Wolf King and Jing Yan standing together.

The wolf king's importance to Jing Yan is not fake, but while he values ​​it, he is emotionally so...that can only be said that the wolf king himself is an extremely emotionally indifferent person.

"During that time, I had a lot of questions in my head every day." Jing Yan closed his eyes.

"After knowing the truth, I once left the palace with Jing Yi. I don't want to see those two people again, and I don't want to be a prince anymore. I also hate those in the palace who may have been six years old before I knew the truth. When it comes to some things, I have been treated politely by my mother, but in a blink of an eye I can bow to that woman, flattering servants, guards, all people," Jing Yan's hand gradually hardened, "Some people say I am too naive, my lord. My world is so realistic, and I will understand when I grow up. But to this day I still feel sick."

"You're not wrong!" Qiao Xi squeezed Jing Yan's hand back, and felt very distressed to see Jing Yan's appearance. "People who work in the palace may not be able to smile at the queen, but you will feel sick as well. It can’t be more normal. You haven’t done any bad things like revenge, and no one has the right to ask you to be considerate of them. As for the other—"

Jing Yan opened his eyes and looked at Qiao Xi.

Qiao Xi slowly said: "As for other things, what is the'adult's world' and what is'reality' are just excuses, steps for yourself, and a fig leaf!"

Qiao Xi couldn't comment on things that had no choice.

But when he had a choice before him, Qiao Xi’s inner answer was always clear. This will definitely not change because he is a child or an adult today, because he is always him, he has grown up, but his heart Never twisted.

And Jing Yan is the same as him.

Why should Jing Yan let go? Suffering from this kind of thing that he would never do and never understand with his heart, nausea is normal for a lifetime, but-

"But I hope your heart can calm down completely," Qiao Xi said softly, "I hope you will stop having nightmares and sleep well this night of each year. I hope you are happy every day and not sad. "

Jing Yan hugged Qiao Xi again and bit his lip.

Between the turbulent breathing, Qiao Xi whispered: "Jing Yan, does your mother want you to be the wolf king?"

"Hope, I have always regarded this as my goal." The light in Jing Yan's silver eyes was cold.

That year, he took Jing Yi back to his grandfather's house.

On the tenth day after he locked himself in the room, Grandpa knocked on his door to let him out, and then sat with him in the corridor.

It was a peaceful night, and a full moon in the sky could be seen in the courtyard.

"What do you want to do in the future?" Grandpa asked him, "Will you go to an outside school? It's still too late, study hard, and then go to a good university and study a favorite major——"

With that, Grandpa turned his head to look at him, and then smiled: "No, you kid, are you still ambitious?"

He stretched out his hand and nodded the young wolf Jing Yan's forehead: "You want to be the king, this little yard can't fit you."

Jing Yan raised his head and opened his dry eyes, looking straight at the moon in the sky.

He is not the protagonist in those novels, he lives in the royal family but dreams of ordinary people.

He was born looking at the throne, he wanted to be the wolf king, and his mother, his grandfather, and his family also supported him behind his back.

He originally had many plans and wishes for his own future and the future of the entire wolf clan.

"Jing Yan, you have to understand that the wolf clan is not owned by the wolf king alone, nor is the royal palace owned by him, and the throne is not his alone," the grandfather said slowly, "that is not his private property, it needs you. Get rid of the relationship. The throne represents ability and responsibility. What you should consider is not who is sitting on the throne now, but whether you have the ability to take on this responsibility in the future. At the same time, you must also understand, As the prince of the wolf clan royal family, as the eldest son, every choice you make will affect the future of the wolf clan."

Jing Yan trembled.

"Little fool, you can't live without the royal whirlpool at all," Grandpa smiled and rubbed his head. "Your father, the person who is about to become the queen, and many more people who follow you... …They will pull you in. Do you want to be drawn in by the whirlpool?"

Jing Yan looked at Grandpa, was silent for a moment, and shook his head.

"——Then don't become passive. Go and control this vortex."

"Think about things, think about the future, and then figure out what you should do next," Grandpa stood up and said, "Although you are only six years old, Grandpa believes that you can make these things clear by yourself."

That day, Jing Yan thought about it all night.

And five days later, he took Jing Yi out of his grandfather's house.

After waiting outside for fifteen days, the attendant sent by the man saluted him respectfully.

Jing Yan chose to return to the palace, but when he faced the Wolf King again, he would no longer cry, and would no longer be reconciled to ask why, not roaring, not making trouble, he suppressed all emotions, and showed rationality and calmness. Face that man.

It can only be said that the man and his purpose are the same, so the two of them have been able to get along for so many years in such a cold, non-provoking relationship. In many cases, the man just asked the guard to help convey what the man had.

But the emotion that was pressed in his heart did not disappear. Whenever this time came, Jing Yan thought of his mother, that if she did not fall in love with that man, she would definitely live a free, wanton, and brilliant woman, who always had her face on her face. Smiling, cheerful, gentle, and free, the woman who was lying weakly on the hospital bed when he was sick and still smiling when he saw his friends and husband, he could not sleep all night.

Jing Yan wants to be the king, but if he is born in an ordinary family, he will definitely have other goals of his own. But that was just a fantasy. The past could not be changed. His mother fell in love with someone who was not worthy of love.

He even still clearly remembered the half a year that he was guarding his mother’s bed. He always thought about why his father hadn’t come back. He complained to his mother, and his mother chuckled and comforted him, and when his mother was in a critical condition At that time, he was panicked and pulled away by the waiters. He could only shrink into a ball outside the door alone, shaking, thinking repeatedly, why his dad hadn't come yet.

That feeling is too painful.

He also vaguely remembered that the woman came to visit his mother, and when he left, he sent her farewell to the door. The woman said: "Your father is the wolf king, so he will be very busy, so be considerate of him." After he heard this, he cheered up and flicked his tail at the woman and said, "Well, I know, goodbye aunt!"

The sorrow and pain when my mother died, the astonishment and anger when she knew the truth, it was the first time to recognize the nature of his father, and to understand that the man who loved them very much but didn’t care about his family because of his busyness was just a fantasy in his heart. The coldest and darkest period of Jing Yan's childhood.

And the memory of that period of time is always in the two days of each year, crawling out from the shadows with minions to look for him.

He didn't want to affect Jing Yi and Jiaoyue, so he always kept silent on these two days of the year.

He didn't know how to talk to Qiao Xi, because he knew Qiao Xi would be depressed after listening.

But maybe it was a nightmare, and when opened eyes, saw the beloved person in front of me. At that moment, a great sense of security and fulfillment poured into heart, causing his tight heart to relax. He finally learned how to confide this to Qiao Xi.

Qiao Xi's mood at this moment is very complicated. He originally thought that Jing Yan's poor relationship with the Wolf King and the Wolf Queen was just some problems that would inevitably arise after the arrival of a malicious stepmother. He did not expect that the real situation would be twisted and twisted. Around.

He said: "Jing Yan, if your mother can see who you are now, she will definitely be pleased. But she will definitely be sad when she sees you now."

"This line may be a bit clichéd, but this is what I have to say, and the other thing is—" He raised his arms, put his arms around Jing Yan, and whispered something while leaning against his ear.

Live happily, grow continuously, and move steadily towards the throne that will eventually belong to you.

"Don't think about bad things anymore. At this time of the year, think about the happy days you and your mother used to be, and then go to the grave with a relaxed mood, just like family gathering," Qiao Xi stroked Jing Yan's face. , Wen said, "When you are happy than when you are sad, don't you? Just think about the unhappy, forget the happy, and always use that heavy mood to see your mother, your mother will also be unhappy."

Jing Yan trembled.

Scenes from the past flashed before my eyes.

It was dim at first, with black-and-white portraits, mother's stiff and pale face, lead-grey clouds and cold raindrops hitting her face.

But soon, the warm light was drenched, and in the drenching light, he saw the look of his mother's brows and eyes.

His mother squatted in the flower field, smiled and waved at him, shouting: "A Yan, come here."

Flowers set off her face, it was the most beautiful woman in the world he had ever seen.

The room is quiet.

After a while, Jing Yan's whole body was relieved, as if he had completely unloaded a heavy object that had been on his back for an unknown period of time to the ground. Although he was exhausted, at least his body was no longer stiff.

He tightened his hands, hugged Qiao Xi, buried his head in Qiao Xi's shoulders, and muttered, "Qiao Xiaoxi..."

Qiao Xi patted Jing Yan's back lightly, sighing in the bottom of her heart.

Jing Yan.

Jing Yan.

The next day was a sunny day.

The group got up early, got on the speed car and went to the royal cemetery.

Chris, like Qiao Xi, wakes up a hundred times more energetic after going to bed all night.

Knowing that he had signs of transformation, he almost jumped up and yelled happily, but after the bright moon told him what day it was, he immediately covered his mouth.

Although he has not lived here for a long time, he has known each other for many years. It’s just that although know the year in which Jing Yan’s mother died, don’t know exactly when it was. didn’t expect...

"Jing Yan seems to be in a good mood?"

Before the tombstone, Chris whispered to the moon.

Bright Moon also looked thoughtfully at Jing Yan's back.

Indeed, Jing Yan seems to be much better this year than in previous years.

"But dark circles are still heavy," Chris muttered.

Jing Yan heard this muttering, and he turned around and said: "...I had a nightmare last night, and I still didn't sleep well."

He glanced at Kuroba.

Butterfly shook and said: "Nightmare? Impossible! I even made you dreamless mode specially for you!"

"This means that there is still a way to solve your miracles." Jing Yan said dryly.

The cracking method is a psychological shadow.

Everyone: "..."

I can ridicule myself, it seems that the state is not bad.

When they greeted Jing Yan's mother one by one, they consciously walked aside and gave the place to Jing Yan and Jing Yi.

Qiao Xi was about to leave, but was stopped by Jing Yan.

Jing Yan smiled at him: "Qiao Xiaoxi, come here, I will introduce you to my mother."

Qiao Xi blushed.

Jiaoyue smiled and said, "Go ahead."

Everyone looked at him with a smile, Qiao Xi walked over and stayed.

Jing Yi was closing his eyes, probably talking to his mother in his heart.

When he opened his eyes, Jing Yan spoke softly.

The breeze was blowing, and it was a bit cold, but not the chill of the previous few days.

Qiao Xi looked at the photo on the tombstone.

He had seen other photos of Jing Yan’s mother before on the Internet. It was a woman with very similar eyebrows to Jing Yan, beautiful, elegant, generous, and dignified.

The characters of Jing Yan and Jing Yi are inherited from his mother.

Qiao Xi felt that Auntie had really given the most precious gift to the two brothers when they were born.

This gift allowed them to support each other for so many years, grow up strong and happily, and enable them to walk along the straight path and stride towards the light.

Auntie, watch them carefully.

Qiao Xi said in her heart.

On the way back, Qiao Xi and Jing Yan fell asleep cuddling each other because of exhaustion all night, and no one came to bother them.

I don't know if it was because of the topic last night, Qiao Xi had a dream.

...It's just that the dream is a bit strange.

In his dream, Jing Yan became the king of wolf. He and Jing Yan were married, and they held their children a year after their marriage.

When he woke up, the speeding car had landed beside the wooden house, and when Qiao Xi's feet landed on the ground, she was still in a trance.

Jing Yan looked back at him, wondering: "What's the matter?"

"..." Qiao Xi tilted her head and asked him, "If we two get married, what about the heir to the throne?"

He looked at Jing Yi who was squatting on the ground picking up leaves.

In the history of the orcs, male queens are indeed uncommon, but since there is a male queen, the heir to the throne is a question that needs to be considered.

Will Jing Yan let Jing Yi come?

... After all, he can't have children like in his dreams!

Jing Yi stood up, noticed Qiao Xi's gaze, and was startled: "It has nothing to do with me! I'm not the Beastmaster!"

Jing Yan stared at him, "Why does it have nothing to do with you?"

Qiao Xi was dumbfounded.

Jing Yi immediately thought of something, patted his head and said, "Yes, it has something to do with me. My brother said that I will pick my child as the heir in the future!"

Qiao Xi understood, and apologized: "I'm sorry."

I always feel that it is still causing trouble to Jing Yi, and to Jing Yi's children... also trouble?

"It's okay, I've discussed it with my brother a long time ago," Jing Yi said with a grin. "I like girls. As long as they don't want children, they will definitely have children in the future. I don't like being a king, maybe I am a child. I would like it, anyway, my brother also said that it will depend on the situation when the time comes."

Although he was still young when his mother died, the memories of that period of time still existed in Jing Yi's mind in bits and pieces.

He remembered the appearance of his mother lying in bed, and remembered that his brother had to take care of him while also taking care of his mother.

It can be said that his brother has been protecting him, and Jing Yi also knows that if it were not for his brother, he would not have been able to live so carefree at this age.

His brother held him up a piece of sky, so he could become the current Jing Yi.

So his brother has found his own happiness, and he must support him unconditionally.

As long as there are no accidents, the child will definitely have it in the future. Anyway, he thinks he has no ability and no interest in being a wolf king, but his child might have it.

Qiao Xi was moved, and saw Jing Yi "hehe" with a smile:

"But brother, you are responsible for introducing more young ladies to me. I really like the young ladies!"

Qiao Xi: "..."

In any case, since Jing Yi went to the fox clan, he really exudes the breath of a mysterious stallion.

Jing Yan said blankly: "The introduction will introduce you. There are no'few'. If you fail to learn, you will be beaten."

Jing Yi shuddered, and subconsciously touched his pi stock.

Auntie, sometimes it’s okay to lift your eyes a little, huh.

Qiao Xi thought secretly in her heart.