Chapter 23

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date="2021-11-08"

title="Chapter 23"

weight="145913"

series = ["Please, Don’t See Me"]

mode = "manual"

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Sheng Xinghe's home is actually quite far away from their company, and it is neither a small one-bedroom apartment nor a location close to the subway entrance, which is completely different from what the two of them had dreamed of.

The security and safety of the real estate are very high. After entering the elevator by pressing the fingerprint, you can directly enter the door of the house, eliminating the barrier of the entrance door.

The house was bought by Sheng Xinghe two or three years ago. It has not been long since it was renovated and officially moved in, so there is still no trace of life.

Shu Jin thought, maybe they both thought about breaking up.

Just as he stopped going to the cinema after the breakup, Sheng Xinghe no longer chose the originally planned future, but chose a more suitable way for him, trying his best to move forward in the direction of life where he no longer had each other.

"I went to take a driver's license a few years ago, and then bought a car by the way." Sheng Xinghe said, "When I planned to buy a home, it happened that the environment was good and the route to work was not congested, so I bought it."

In Sheng Xinghe's situation, he could drive. Shu Jin knew this and nodded.

Seeing him standing in an unfamiliar environment, Sheng Xinghe walked over and led him to the sofa to sit down, and then said: "I'll pour you a glass of honey water."

"No need." Shu Jin grabbed the corner of his clothes, "I can drink very much now."

Sheng Xinghe sat down with raised eyebrows, expressing suspicion.

Shu Jin said: "When I just graduated, the company I joined was relatively small, and everyone had several jobs. I'm a newcomer, not only doing design, but also serving as an assistant to the boss, and often accompany him to social meetings. "

Shu Jin talked about the past, it was something that Sheng Xinghe didn’t know, “I’ve been drunk many times, I don’t remember how many times it was. Anyway, you get drunk so easily afterwards. Sometimes I still pretend to be drunk. Well, they don’t know what is true anyway."

It's common for newcomers who have just graduated from college and entered the society to encounter such things.

Sheng Xinghe heard him talk about the things that he had not participated in, except for a trace of heartache, and did not feel pity for him. Shu Jin was also a strong person, and was never a idiot. If you listen to him a little bit more, you can get to know him a little bit more.

"At that time I didn't dare to resign." Shu Jin said, "Although the salary is not very high, but it is enough for me to stabilize. And because the company just started, the more things piled on me, the more I can learn. , And added a lot of points to my resume for quitting."

Sheng Xinghe asked: "Why don't you dare to resign?"

He could hear that Shu Jin's topic opened up consciously.

Shu Jin tilted his head and leaned on the back of the sofa, cross-legged, with fingers playing Sheng Xinghe one after another: "No money."

Saying these three words, Shu Jin blamed him for embarrassment. He glanced at him before continuing: "Actually, Shu Zhaoyuan left a sum of money for me when he entered, and I didn't move a cent."

Is it guilt?

may be.

At that time, 19-year-old Shu Jin couldn't draw the line between family affection and the law. He knew that Shu Zhaoyuan was worthy of his crime, but as long as he thought that the culprit indirectly caused Shu Zhaoyuan's imprisonment was himself, he could not get rid of the torment of conscience.

In that year, he seemed to owe the world.

All he should pay back, appeared in that year.

In order to force him to break up with Sheng Xinghe, Shu Zhaoyuan suddenly told the truth. Shu Jin couldn't accept it. He paralyzed himself to let this secret go on. As long as Shu Zhaoyuan didn't say it, Sheng Xinghe might never know.

But after meeting the man who had carried him a black pot for more than ten years in the barbecue restaurant, after seeing the frostbite on his hands, he couldn't continue.

It's not easy to tell the truth. The news that Shu Jin brought overturned that person's cognition and caused quite a stir in the family.

The tens of thousands of dollars in compensation to the Sheng family back then were provided by Shu Zhaoyuan for them. The family has been grateful for Dade. For a long time they worked in the factory for free without remuneration. However, the expensive medical expenses made them unbearable and they did not borrow money. light.

The fact that Shu Zhaoyuan took the initiative to compensate poor workers and assisted the victim Sheng Xinghe received attention from the government. When Shu Zhaoyuan was commended, it was the time when the family suffered conscience. Even if they had to leave for the last time in a foreign country, they often bought things and sent them to Sheng's home, and they would visit during the holidays.

Because of that incident, the family paid a lot.

At that time, Shu Jin only wanted to make up.

He took out all the money he had saved over the years to treat the sick mother of the family, and he had supported him until these years, but at that time he had never thought that the family would report Shu Zhaoyuan illegally after learning the truth. Operating.

Perhaps Shu Zhaoyuan, as he said at the beginning, had to let others back down to reduce compensation because of financial difficulties, but this was only the first thing he did to corrupt his morals.

But after his "kind deeds" were taken seriously, everything intensified the deterioration.

After he tasted the sweetness, he continued to fund Sheng Xinghe, and was continuously supported by the government as a "charity entrepreneur", using this identity to grow and usher in a boom in business.

Human hearts cannot be compared.

A family who has been wronged in the first place, the better they see the culprit, the harder it is to control their inner anger. The family had a lot of secrets from the beginning of Shu Zhaoyuan's career, and they all submitted them to the inspection agency in a fit of anger.

Shu Jin's so-called compensation was just wishful thinking. Just when he first corrected the matter, just one month after he and Sheng Xinghe confessed the truth, Shu Zhaoyuan was formally detained for examination by administrative detention.

Shu Jin didn't do anything well.

"Correct", this kind of love-hate entanglement does not exist. Everything is caused by him. He can't control or reverse it. So when Sheng Xinghe came to him, he couldn't answer the sentence "Have you ever loved me?" ".

At that time, Shu Zhaoyuan didn't know the reason, but this time when his enemies met on a narrow road, he knew what Shu Jin did.

The money he left was a legitimate income. The reason why Shu Jin did not move was because of guilt rather than filial piety. He wanted to keep his father and make a comeback. He threw his cup at Shu Jin, scolded Shu Jin for eating out and betraying Lao Tzu, and asked Shu Jin if it was right. Regardless of family affection for a man.

In winter, Shu Jin's forehead wound has not healed, but fortunately it is not big at all, with superficial marks.

Sheng Xinghe saw it a long time ago. Maybe he knew how the wound came from when he was in the hospital, but he didn't ask anything, and gave Shu Jin a chance to confess himself.

After speaking these words, Shu Jin was a little tired.

It may be drunk, or it may have taken too long to say these words, his body leaning on the sofa is getting weaker and weaker, and his eyelids are so tired that they just barely open.

Sheng Xinghe stroked the wound with his thumb, and asked, "Why didn't you tell me these things before?"

Shu Jin was quiet for a while before telling him: "I don't want you to know...the warmth is fake."

There is no one else in Sheng Xinghe's family.

Shu Zhaoyuan brought him to Shu's house and took care of him, so even if he was unwilling to appear in a newspaper interview, he would still agree to Shu Zhaoyuan's request. For a period of time, Sheng Xinghe even showed respect to Shu Zhaoyuan that even Shu Jin never appeared. As Sheng Xinghe said before, Shu Zhaoyuan once played the role of his "father".

"For you, it is too much for him to hide the facts and deceive you for so many years. I don't want you to find out that even his guilt and compensation are fake." After Shu Jin finished speaking, he laughed at himself, "Brother, I Isn’t it a Virgin? I just think we’ve broken up anyway and we can’t be together anymore. It’s not bad for you to keep some good things.”

In fact, Shu Jin still saved some money, and planned to transfer it to Sheng Xinghe if he had the opportunity, but seeing the other party's development getting better and better, he knew that no matter how much he expressed, it was nothing but hypocritical.

Of course, he didn't dare to say this, Sheng Xinghe would be angry.

Sheng Xinghe was silent for a long time.

Shu Jin was a little flustered, so when he raised his head to meet Sheng Xinghe's gaze, he subconsciously jumped in his heart and turned away from his face.

"Why don't you look at me?" Sheng Xinghe stretched out his hand and pulled his face, his eyes burning, "You are so comprehensive and you have considered everything, why don't you dare to look at me?"

Oops.

Shu Jin secretly said that it was not good.

"say."

Shu Jin was short of breath, and whispered: "I didn't..."

"Shu Jin." Sheng Xinghe loosened his chin, stood up and looked at him condescendingly, "No one likes your thoughtfulness, and no one likes your self-sacrifice! You want to correct your mistakes to compensate the family. It's right, good, but I don't need it."

After speaking, Sheng Xinghe turned around coldly and left the living room.

Shu Jin sat on the sofa in astonishment. He didn't expect him to react like this. After a while, tears fell from his eyes.

A few minutes later, he suddenly got up from the sofa, didn't even wear slippers, and went to find Sheng Xinghe's figure barefoot. This house was very large, with several rooms, Shu Jin pushed open two doors, but couldn't find Sheng Xinghe.

Did he make people angry away?

Shu Jin became more and more panicked. He didn't come to mess up this time. He came to seek reconciliation. He had developed very well before. Why did it suddenly happen?

Coming to the last room, the messy clothes fell to the ground.

The room was quite big, it looked like the master bedroom, and there was a rush of water in the bathroom.

Shu Jin held back his tears, pushed open the bathroom door and rushed in without thinking about it, and hugged Sheng Xinghe's waist.

The hot water drenched his head and wet Shu Jin's whole body in a blink of an eye. Even the sweater was almost soaked. He called Sheng Xinghe over and over again, and said helplessly, "Don't be angry", not knowing what to do.

Sheng Xinghe didn't intend to talk to him. After being soaked in the water for a while, he turned around and pushed the man against the wall to kiss him deeply.

Shu Jin was so soft that he choked on a few sips of water. Sheng Xinghe stripped him naked on the spot, pinched Shu Jin's face with his fingers relentlessly, and said bitterly, "Look at me!"

Both of them were in a panic, Shu Jin wet hair back, and the water continued to flow down the tips of the hair and body.

Sheng Xinghe's nose and eyelashes were dripping, and his gray eyes were also soaked, looking like broken glass balls.

Shu Jin was panting, her face hurt from being pinched, so water mist appeared in her red eyes.

He looked at Sheng Xinghe for a moment, looked at the eye that was ruined in his hand, and stared at it so directly for the first time, and his teeth trembled.

"I'm optimistic." Sheng Xinghe gritted his teeth, "You did this eye, but I don't want you to compensate, and I don't want you to compensate, and you don't need you to arrange my life experience for me!"

Shu Jin's body trembled, big tears falling down.

Sheng Xinghe wanted to engrave words into Shu Jin's mind: "What, "I broke up anyway, and I won't be together anymore." That's just what you think. I never thought that way. I don't want to keep what you think is better. There is only one thing I want to keep, and that is you."

Shu Jin cried and nodded desperately: "I know, I know now!"

Sheng Xinghe gradually calmed down, let go of his face, rubbed his lips with his thumb, his voice was hoarse: "...so you can look at it, you can look at it with plain, normal eyes."

"It's part of me."

"It's also Sheng Xinghe."

Shu Jin's arm was wrapped around the neck of the person in front of him, and he was forced to stare at the gray pupil. He still couldn't control the trembling of his body, but he persisted.

Before Sheng Xinghe was about to speak, Shu Jin raised his hand and stroked the right eye, gently feeling the temperature of his eyelid.

The hot water rushed, and Shu Jin's cold hands became hot.

He lowered Sheng Xinghe, printed soft lips, and sealed it with a kiss.

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There are probably one or two chapters left.

Although knew it was a plain little story before wrote it, didn't plan to have many ups and downs, but at the end of writing, still feel that wrote it lonely.

It's so mediocre, and it's good........................ (Escape w, please keep in mind:,,,