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    She heard everything.

    everything is over.

    With tears in his eyes, Jiang Lu couldn't see Qi An'an's expression clearly. He only felt that his heart was broken into countless pieces, and he couldn't make a sound of pain.

    He watched Qi An'an step forward without saying a word, and these few steps seemed to have passed his whole life.

    "Jiang Lu, don't cry."

    In a trance, Qi An'an's voice was still gentle, without disgust or fear. Her tone seemed to be no different from before.

    Jiang Lu said, "Okay..."

    Before he could raise his hand to wipe, Qi An'an's little hand was already on his cheek, and he wiped away the tears with pity.

    Suddenly she put down her hand, Jiang Lu Xin pursed her lips, and saw Qi Anan turned his head, raised his hand and slapped Qi Zhen's face fiercely.

    Qi Zhen was stunned for a few seconds by the sudden slap, and when she reacted, she covered her face and pointed at Qi An'an with another finger: "What are you crazy about?!"

    Saying that, she rushed forward angrily and wanted to fight back, Jiang Lu's eyes narrowed, he instinctively stopped in front of Qi An'an, and shook off Qi Zhen's hand.

    Qi Zhen staggered back in embarrassment, she looked at the two people in front of her with hatred, and suddenly smiled: "Jiang Lu, Qi An'an heard everything. No, look at her reaction, she should remember everything, right? Look? Your madness will never be cured."

    "Do you think everyone is a lunatic? I think you are the craziest one," Qi Anan took two steps forward and glared at Qi Zhen with a cold tone, "If I knew that you would run to Jiang Lu is telling nonsense in front of you, the last time I saw you, I would never say a word to you!"

    Qi Zhen's eyes were bright: "You know whether I'm telling nonsense! Am I wrong? You know very well how he treated you in your previous life. If it wasn't for him, how could you have died so miserably?"

    Qi Zhen glanced between the two of them with a smile. After what she said just now, Jiang Lu's face was obviously pale again.

    Just now, he was like a fearless and life-threatening ghost. When Qi Anan came, he seemed to be a porcelain man who would be broken at the touch of a touch.

    Qi Zhen felt extremely happy in his heart, and sure enough, for Jiang Lu, losing Qi An'an was a hundred times more painful than death.

    Qi Anan saw Qi Zhen laugh so happily, and felt even more angry: "Of course you are talking nonsense, what do you know? Those things you said have nothing to do with me."

    She clenched her fists and turned her eyes to Jiang Lu.

    From the moment Qi An'an appeared, Jiang Lu didn't take his eyes away, as if she would disappear if she looked away.

    Qi An'an stared at the teardrop that was about to fall on Jiang Lu's chin. She told him not to cry, and he clearly agreed.

    She felt heartbroken and reached out to gently wipe away the teardrop.

    Qi Anan whispered, "Jiang Lu, why are you so stupid..."

    Jiang Lu stood there at a loss, he should have said something, but there were so many things, he didn't know where to start.

    Looking at the two of them, Qi Zhen suddenly realized that the current situation is too favorable for Qi An'an: she knows everything, and Jiang Lu only feels guilty for her.

    Now that it was no longer a matter of stabbed Jiang Lu in the heart again, Qi Zhen simply shook out everything and said loudly: "Qian An, don't be so pretentious! Jiang Lu just remembered how he tortured you to death, but he I don't know why he did this - would you dare to tell him why he treated you like that in a previous life?"

    Qi Anan turned to look at her with a cold smile: "Why don't you tell me."

    Qi Zhen snorted coldly: "Do you think I dare not say it? Jiang Lu, Qi An'an is here to take revenge on you! In your previous life, when you were a prostitute who was trampled on by others, Qi An'an tossed you a lot. She stepped on you into the mud, and when you rise to prominence, she will be the first to take revenge."

    With that said, Qi Zhen stretched out his finger and pointed at Qi An'an: "She remembered it a long time ago, so she has been so enlightened in this life, and has been good to you since the beginning. She planned such a big game to get revenge on you! I reminded you a long time ago. I've passed you, but you don't believe it."

    Qi Zhen said so much, but Jiang Lu remained indifferent.

    No one knew if he had listened to Qi Zhen's words. He just slowly stretched out his hand and tentatively held Qi An'an's hand. He didn't even dare to embrace her whole hand at first, but gently pulled two of them. Seeing that she hadn't let go of her fingers, she clenched her fingers little by little.

    Qi Zhen's eyes turned red at this scene: "Jiang Lu, I didn't lie to you, what I said is true! Do you think Qi An'an really loves you? Is it possible?! You hurt her so miserably in your last life, She doesn't love you at all!"

    Only Qi An'an could feel that Jiang Lu was shaking slightly as he pulled his hand.

    Qi Anxin sighed and looked at Qi Zhen word by word: "You're not me, how do you know that I don't love him?"

    Qi Zhen was trembling with anger, but she didn't know what to say. If it was only her and Jiang Lu, she could reverse black and white with her red mouth and white teeth. But now that Jiang Lu is helpless, even if she tells the truth, she can't compare to Qi An'an making up a sentence or two to him.

    Sure enough, Qi Anan turned around and met Jiang Lu's red eyes: "Jiang Lu, I'll tell you everything, do you believe me or Qi Zhen?"

    Jiang Lu's lips moved slightly: "An An, I believe you."

    Qi An'an smiled at him gently, her voice was firm, sweet and soft: "Then let's go home."

    She held Jiang Lu's hand tightly, turned back to Qizhen and said, "I told you the last time we met, and advised you to find a new life goal and not waste your time on us."

    "Jiang Lu and I will live a happy and stable life, and this will never change."

    ...

    Back home, Qi An'an stared at Jiang Lu closely, and Jiang Lu also looked at her quietly.

    Qi Anan felt helpless and sympathetic in her heart, and she didn't ask why Jiang Lu didn't tell her the truth. How could he tell her when such a bizarre thing happened? Anyone can only swallow silently.

    After staring at Jiang Lu for a long time, Qi Anan touched his face in pain: "Jiang Lu, I have only been gone for three days, how did you lose so much weight?"

    Jiang Lu looked at her tenderly and said softly, "I'm sorry."

    "Sorry?" Qi An'an cupped his face with both hands, "Why is the phone turned off?"

    Is it off? Jiang Lu pursed his lips: "I... didn't do it on purpose, I won't in the future." He really didn't pay attention to the last two days.

    Apologizing without saying a word, Qi An'an's eyes flashed a little: "Don't blame yourself, it's okay, Jiang Lu, look at me."

    "I'm afraid you worry about me, eat well and sleep well every day, but how can you take care of yourself like this?"

    Jiang Lu looked at her, his lips trembled, but he didn't say anything. He gently hugged Qi An'an in his arms, acting very cautiously, as if he was afraid of breaking something: "I'm sorry, An'an... Sad, okay? I really didn't mean it."

    Qi An'an pulled Jiang Lu and let him sit down on the sofa.

    Seeing his insecure eyes, Qi Anan kissed him on the forehead, sat next to him and looked at him earnestly: "It's all my fault, if I had discovered your abnormality earlier, you wouldn't eat it. It's been so much suffering. Jiang Lu... I'll tell you everything, you just listen to me, okay?"

    Finally came, Jiang Lu's fingertips trembled slightly, he clenched quietly, his voice was low: "An An, what Qi Zhen said at the end was the truth, right?"

    He could tell that, perhaps Qi Zhen had half-truthed to kill him, but in the end she wasn't lying.

    Qi Zhen knew about their past, and obviously An An also knew, but he was the only one who still had a lack of memory. But it's only a matter of time, and one day he'll remember it all.

    Qi Anan looked at Jiang Lu's face. He had always been calm and self-controlled. His face allowed her to clearly see her emotions, and she must have been extremely tormented.

    She understood what he was afraid of: "It doesn't matter Jiang Lu, after you listen to me, I promise that the two of us will remain the same as before, and we will never get better, okay?"

    won't it change? Jiang Lu felt bitter in his heart.

    An An hurt him in his last life, and he did everything he could to get revenge. But in this life, everything starts from scratch. The two of them originally only knew each other and fell in love with each other, but God forced the memories of the past into their minds.

    This also... won't it change?

    Jiang Lu pursed his lips slightly: "An An, in fact, I am very satisfied now. You still..." You still love me, no matter what the purpose is, it doesn't matter.

    As long as there is still a little love for him, I am willing to stay by his side.

    He really doesn't care about his previous life, even if he thinks of everything one day, he won't care. But if An An cared about it, he would stand here and let her vent his anger without any regrets.

    "Don't be afraid, Jiang Lu, don't be afraid, listen to me, I must tell you about this matter." Qi Anan held Jiang Lu's hand, she understood that Jiang Lu was transparent and dared to listen to Qi Zhen's words, but a I dare not listen to her words.

    But what she had to say was definitely not as bad as he imagined.

    Jiang Lu looked at her clean expression, and he could clearly see the distress inside. Forget it, the resistance and evasion in my heart can't resist these bright eyes after all.

    Jiang Lu asked in a low voice, "An An, can I hold you and listen?"

    Qi Anan smiled, and obediently jumped into Jiang Lu's arms first. Jiang Lu hugged her tightly. She was small in size and held up like a petite milk cat, but it could fill his entire chest.

    Qi Anan leaned in Jiang Lu's arms, thought for a moment and said, "Although Qi Zhen didn't lie in the end, she said it from her own perspective. But from my perspective, this matter is completely different. Since you can If you accept the past and present, you should also be able to accept... the idea of ​​a parallel world, right?"

    Since she has lived here for so many years, this is not just a book, but a whole world.

    Qi An'an compared the book to a parallel world, and slowly told it from beginning to end, and finally said in a low voice: "...I thought at the time, this person named Jiang Lu in this world is really distressing, if I It's Qi An'an here, I must..."

    Thinking about the ironic goal he had when he first came here, Qi Anan shook his head and continued to speak firmly: "I will definitely treat him very gently, so that he will no longer suffer from those grievances he should not bear."

    Jiang Lu listened quietly, his long eyelashes trembled slightly, and he subconsciously tightened his arms.

    "I came here later, and I became Qi An'an of this world." Qi An'an's eyes were clear and clear, reflecting Jiang Lu's figure, and she showed a shy smile, "In the beginning, it was really just a fight against injustice, and I wanted to be right. You. But then...and then..."

    It's really hard to confess like this, Qi Anan buried his head in Jiang Lu's arms: "Before I saw you, I thought I knew you very well, and when I really got along with you, I realized how hard you worked. I feel sorry for you, originally I want to be friends with you, but... you are so kind and gentle, I really like it."

    After hearing all this, Jiang Lu was silent for a long time.

    He wrapped his arms around Qi An'an tightly, but he never let go of his strength.

    He had a thousand words, but suddenly he couldn't utter a word.

    But Qi Anan spoke again, she grabbed Jiang Lu's big hand and put it on her face: "Jiang Lu, I don't know why you think of the past, but you have to remember that those who hurt you will hurt you. That person, not me. There has never been any harm between us."

    The skin under the palm of the hand was soft and smooth, warm to the touch.

    Jiang Lu's eyes were red, and there was a thin film of water in his eyes. His voice was low: "I see."

    He knew that it turned out that God did not treat him badly, but favored him instead.

    The noon sun came in through the window, bringing with it a warm temperature.

    Jiang Lu was the first to ask the question he most wanted to know: "An An, will you... leave in the future?"

    Qi An'an blinked, and he was fully integrated here, but his previous life was more like a dream: "I won't leave you."

    Jiang Lu's tense body relaxed a little.

    He looked at Qi An'an for a long time, and finally showed a slight smile: "Little idiot from a parallel world?"

    Qi Anan didn't understand: "How can you be a little idiot?"

    Why not, know his unbearableness, have seen his viciousness, know everything, but still fall in love with him.

    There is no one more stupid than her.

    There is no one better... than her.

    All this has finally cleared up, the little idiot is just a little idiot, Qi Anan didn't care, looking at Jiang Lu distressedly: "Look at you, you have lost so much weight, you must not eat well or rest much. When will you start? Remember what happened before? Have you been working hard for a long time?"

    Her distress is so obvious, Jiang Lu's heart is unbelievable, and he gently strokes Qi An'an's hair: "It's just recently, it hasn't been very hard."

    If it started, it would go back to before graduating from high school. He dreamed that Qi Yan went bankrupt. But at that time, he only felt the crisis, and the real disaster was when he confirmed that he was the murderer.

    Jiang Lu smiled slightly, although his face was a little haggard, but his eyes were calm and peaceful, "It's okay, An An, it's all over."

    He looked at her, and his smile suddenly deepened: "I have much better luck than myself in my previous life."

    Qi An'an pinched the bridge of Jiang Lu's tall nose, and poked his cheek dishonestly, "It's not, it's obviously me who is lucky. You don't know, Jiang Lu, many people in our world know you, and everyone likes you very much. you."

    Jiang Lu's eyes were gentle and his voice was low: "But only you can do this for me."

    "An An, when did we meet for the first time?" After listening to her, many things suddenly became clear. Jiang Lu recalled that when he first met Qi An'an, he felt that the "Qian An'an" he saw for the first time was not the girl he loved in front of him.

    The first time I saw you, Qi Anan thought about it, she still had some impressions of this incident: "One day after school, you were walking on the road with your kitten in your arms, and when I saw you, I ran up to call you, that was our first meet again."

    That time...

    Jiang Lu was suddenly silent. It turned out that it was the first time he saw her.

    It's a pity that he didn't know it was her at that time. At that time, he should have seen the original "Qian'an".

    Jiang Lu bit his lower lip lightly, he remembered it very well, if it was the first time they met - the first word he said to her was to get out.

    "An An... I didn't know it was you at the time, I had a bad attitude towards you..." He was so bad at the time, it was the first time we met.

    "What happened to your attitude at that time? I don't remember much. Oh, don't take it to heart, it doesn't matter." Qi Anan smiled and held Jiang Lu's face, and kissed him on the lips.

    After so many years, Jiang Lu has been too gentle to her, even though she vaguely remembered that Jiang Lu couldn't be close and friendly to her at first, but she couldn't remember his specific behavior when they first met.

    She kissed her soft lips and was about to leave, Jiang Lu finally couldn't hold on anymore, and grabbed the back of Qi An'an's head with one hand and did not let her evacuate.

    He leaned over to cover her lips and kissed her deeply.

    Jiang Lu's kiss has always been careful and gentle, lingering and slender, but this time it seemed a little rough.

    The fears and worries of the past few days drove him to a desperate situation. Suddenly, the sky brightened, and all the restraints were removed. He walked out of hell, and his beloved girl smiled at him in front of him.

    Jiang Lu deepened the kiss with all his strength, and fiercely hooked her lips and tongue tossing and turning. Even if he felt Qi An'an's weak struggle, he just paused for a while, and then attacked even more fiercely.

    When she released Qi An'an, her eyes and the tip of her nose were red, and she leaned against him with a soft body, and her eyes were very accusing: "Why are you working so hard..."

    She reached out and rubbed her lips that were a little red and swollen: "It hurts."

    It was he that lost his head. Jiang Lu immediately leaned in to take a look, and put his lips lightly on the sticker with some remorse: "I'm sorry, An'an, I couldn't control it just now."

    Qi Anan glared at him with a charming and cute look: "Forget it, seeing how pitiful you have been recently, I don't care about you."

    "Jiang Lu, are you tired these days? Can I lie down with you for a while? I will look at you, and there will be no more nightmares."

    Yeah, no more nightmares.

    ...

    This night, I slept until more than nine o'clock in the evening, and it was really dark and sweet and dreamless. When Jiang Lu opened his eyes, he felt that he was completely alive.

    The walking dead of these days are finally alive again at this moment.

    Qi An'an had been lying with Jiang Lu all the time. She hadn't slept well the day before, but after all, it was longer than Jiang Lu's rest period. She slept until five or six o'clock in the afternoon and opened her eyes.

    Although he woke up early, Qi An'an didn't move for fear of waking up Jiang Lu.

    When Jiang Lu opened his eyes, Qi Anan smiled at him from the side: "You're awake."

    Jiang Lu pressed against her hair scattered by the pillow: "Well."

    Qi Anan kissed him with a smile, and went down to cook a bowl of dumplings.

    The glutinous rice balls were not cooked too much, and eating too late was afraid that it would be difficult to digest. The two of them put their stomachs together, and Qi Anan sat next to Jiang Lu to discuss with him: "I came back too quickly today, and I didn't even listen to the doctor's explanation for you. The condition. We will go again tomorrow, let me take a good note."

    Jiang Lu said, "No, I'm nothing, and I'll be fine."

    Qi An was worried and gave him a small look: "Nonsense, how can it be so fast." She had seen Jiang Lu's checklist, and it was no joke that she had an obvious tendency to depression.

    Jiang Lu shook his head and said softly: "It's true, the things I feared no longer exist, how could I make myself a patient, and you need to take care of me hard."

    In fact, Jiang Lu knew that his will was very strong. He had never been depressed in such an environment since he was a child - he was just a little paranoid.

    Qi An'an didn't have any strong demands either. Forget it, Jiang Lu's matter has to be taken slowly. It can't be cured in a hurry. She will look at him in the future and treat him better.

    It's a pity that the two of them slept for too long this day. When they turned off the lights and went to bed again at eleven o'clock in the evening, they were lying in the silent night, and no one was sleepy.

    Extraordinarily sober, not quite right.

    On this dark bed where the silhouette of the other party was vaguely visible, the atmosphere gradually became ambiguous.

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