(Live with you. . . )

The sound of the door closing echoed in the corridor.

Yun Li was shocked and looked at Fu Shize.

He looked down at the stairs quietly, and after a while, turned his head to meet hers. Seeing her blushing eyes, he loosened his brows and touched her cheek with a soothing smile: "Don't cry."

Yun Li was able to control his tears, but when he heard his words, his throat choked: "I seem to have screwed up."

She made him more miserable.

Fu Shi took her downstairs, and when both of them were under the sun, Yun Li noticed that he was wearing the gray scarf.

Nanwu is a single-digit temperature.

Fu Shi took off the scarf, pulled the long side, and put it on her in circles, and pinched her red nose lightly.

"It's not messed up." He leaned over, his eyes met her, and he said calmly: "Actually, I won't have much ups and downs when I see his parents."

"But," Fu Shi put a heavy kiss on her forehead, "Thank you Lili."

He looked at the person in front of him, his eyelashes were still fluttering, with some water stains, and his face was buried in the scarf.

After confirming that his demeanor was not fake, Yun Li relaxed a little. After a few seconds, he asked him dully: "Do you still feel guilty about brother Jiang Yuan? Do you still think he is blaming you?"

Fu Shi was silent for a while, then nodded.

"Have you read his diary for the next few years?" Yun Li's voice was still nasal.

"When I was a freshman, I thought he didn't write it later."

Most people think so too, not to mention that the interval between Jiang Yuan's diaries is getting longer and longer.

Yunli backed up Jiang Yuan's diary on her phone, she sent the document to Fu Shize, and the two returned to the car. Fu Shi sat in the main driver's car and turned the pages silently.

"I believe uncles and aunts can figure it out, they won't blame you anymore." Yunli put his hand on his.

At first, when Yunli called Fu Shize, his focus was not on Jiang Yuan's affairs at all, but worried that Yunli would be sad if he hit a wall or collapsed.

After reading the diary, he didn't say a word, just turned off the screen and sat there in a trance.

It was more than six years before anyone heard Jiang Yuan's true voice.

Everyone misunderstood, Jiang Yuan never blamed Fu Shize.

At that time, most people had no awareness and consensus on depression. Jiang Yuan finally stopped the drug, just hoping that he could get better, and he also thought he would get better.

He finally stopped the drug, and the purpose was not to leave this world.

He still loves people in this world.

The last diary he wrote was full of pain, in which he complained about the existence of Fu Shize, just because he couldn't control himself when he got sick.

Intellectually, he doesn't need to think that he is a sinner anymore. Jiang Yuan never hated his appearance. In the end, the tragedy was not entirely due to his negligence. Jiang Yuan had a plan not to take medicine, and there was always a way to implement it.

He doesn't have to worry about having a normal life anymore.

However, at this moment, the bitterness embedded in the words flooded into his heart, as if the emotions of the past almost drowned him in an instant surge.

It turned out that he also wanted to live.

He restrained his emotions, replied to Yunli with a light hum, and started the car directly to Jiangnan Garden.

Yunli secretly observed his demeanor the whole time, he was a little absent-minded, and his reaction to changing lanes and turning on the lights when driving was much slower than usual.

"How long has the plan been?" Fu Shi asked her on the way back.

"There is no plan..." Yunli said hesitantly, "Before meeting his parents, I actually didn't think clearly about what to say, I just hope that they can stop blaming you. I also want to find evidence so that you don't blame it. myself."

"Actually, when you talked to me about the diary that brother Jiang Yuan wrote before his death, I blame him a little bit."

I always felt that it was the existence of that diary that caused Fu Shi to be tormented by accusations and guilt for so many years.

Fu Shi was driving the car, looking at the road conditions, he replied, "Don't blame him."

When the car in front braked, Yunli looked at the red light of the car in front and murmured, "Well, don't blame him."

Yunli remembered that day, the canvas shoes on the red runway, the other party's gentle smile melted into the sunlight.

His tenderness and kindness in the first two decades should not be forgotten because of the final stage.

A gentle boy who never misses anything.

After a long pause, Yun Li looked at Fu Shize: "What about you, do you still blame yourself?"

The sky was getting dark, and Fu Shize's eyes could no longer be seen clearly. The car shuttled between people and cars. For a moment, he smiled, making people unable to distinguish his emotions: "I don't blame myself so much."

...

The car was parked in the community, and the two went to a nearby vegetable market to pack some cooked food for dinner. Just as he sat down on the table, Yunli unexpectedly received a call from Jiang Yuan's parents.

They wanted to talk to Fu Shize.

Yunli handed him the phone, and Fu Shi got up, pulled up a chair and sat on the balcony.

"Uncle Jiang, Aunt Jiang."

Fu Shi has not called this title for many years.

There was only the whistling of the wind in the air.

"Child, I'm sorry to hear Uncle Jiang and Aunt Jiang say sorry to you. After so many years, we can't accept it. How could Yuanyuan, who loves us, have the heart to leave us? It's all your fault." Jiang's father's voice trembled. , "We watched you grow up, how could it be, we have wrongly blamed you for so many years."

They only remembered themselves, they watched Fu Shi grow from three years old to twenty years old.

He was never by his parents' side since he was a child, and every time he ran to Heyuan, he said that he wanted to eat the dishes made by the two of them.

They feel sorry for this child, and the parents gave him excellent resources, but they did not give him companionship and love.

Every year on Children's Day, they take him and Jiang Yuan to the playground outside.

For so many years, because of pain and resentment, they put all the blame on this man who sees them as family.

What happened to Jiang Yuan is something that no one wants to see.

After he finished speaking, there were tears in his eyes, "Uncle Jiang and Aunt Jiang are not good. They didn't take good care of Yuanyuan and you."

"Lili told us a lot about you today, and I also heard from my uncle and aunt, Yuanyuan is a good boy, he will hope you live well, not because of his bad life, if he knows, he will be very happy sad."

Jiang Yuan would indeed think so.

He will wish him a good life.

Such Jiang Yuan is also the person that Fu Shize has known for seventeen years.

The painful memories that haunted everyone did not disappear in an instant today. Countless images flashed across Fu Shize's mind in an instant, and finally they all became blank.

He also hoped that Jiang Yuan would live well, but he was no longer so obsessive.

He hummed.

Hearing his answer, the hanging heart of the person on the other side of the phone finally let go.

Fu Shi remembered many nights sitting here. The opposite floor had changed from house to house. The despair, pain, and guilt of losing his best friend seemed to gradually fade from his life with the events of the past few years. go.

Some of the hurdles that have always been considered insurmountable have finally become a stroke in the countless past.

Yunli pulled up a chair and sat beside him, he just hung up the phone.

In the cold wind, Yunli just hugged him tightly.

Feeling the temperature on his body, Fu Shi came back to his senses, lowered his head, the faint floral fragrance of her hair was on his nose, his stiff body moved, and he hugged her back.

"What did they say?"

Fu Shi summed it up in simple words: "Don't blame me, let me live a good life."

Hearing this, Yun Li also felt inexplicable in his heart. Everything seemed to be resolved, but he was not as happy as expected: "Then what are your thoughts?"

"I want to live a good life." Fu Shi hugged her back and said softly, "With you."

I want to live a good life, and want to completely let go of the most sinful part of heart.

Yunli hugged him with all his strength, and when he raised his eyes, his eyes were empty, and he stared at the opposite.

Yunli pursed her lips and asked him, "How do you feel when you think of brother Jiang Yuan now?"

In fact, Fu Shi didn't know either.

Most of the time, he would not think of Jiang Yuan.

A few years have passed, and Fu Shi can't remember the rain all night and the diluted blood.

The memory seems to have stopped before the accident. Jiang Yuan brought milk tea to his office and chatted with him.

It's like the brain is protecting itself, sealing that memory forever.

Fu Shize said with a gloomy expression: "I hope he is still alive."

He can stop blaming himself so much.

He can not be eroded by guilt at night, like a withered bone that rots in the years.

However, even after so long, the pain caused by Jiang Yuan's death did not disappear.

It's just that he is no longer so sensitive, it's just that this kind of pain is so familiar that it's numb.

"I couldn't accept it for a long time, and maybe I haven't accepted it until now. I hope he took medicine at the time."

The death of the closest family member and friend, the living person may spend a lifetime to repair the pain.

When Fu Shi said these words, his emotions were calm but lifeless. He lowered his head, no longer hiding his true emotions, like a fragile porcelain doll.

"Li Li, you are my dearest person."

So, no matter what happens, don't leave like everyone else.

He is a very fragile person.

Without her presence, he would have been unable to bear these losses.

"Then your dearest person," Yunli held his face: "The only wish is your happiness, and she is willing to spend her whole life to achieve this, are you willing to help her?"

Fu Shize paused, his thoughts came back, he tilted his head, and asked her casually, "Is this... a marriage proposal?"

Yunli: "..."

"You're too cheeky." Yun Li originally said sincerely and earnestly, but suddenly broke the defense: "How can I propose?"

"Oh." His tone was slightly disappointed, and after the trial, he pretended that nothing happened: "Just to verify, lest you have an unspoken meaning."

"..."

Yunli asked awkwardly, "Then do you want to..."

I always feel that the question at this moment has other meanings.

There was a slight smile in the corner of his eyes, and his tone was inexplicably solemn: "Then I will."

...

After finishing the dishes, Yun Liwo watched a movie in Fu Shize's arms.

"Are those two a couple just now?" Yunli raised his head and asked him, but Fu Shi was stunned and didn't answer.

Seeing that he didn't watch the movie at all, Yunli knew that he was thinking, so she went back to the room to get the ipad and opened a two-player game that had been downloaded in advance.

Fu Shize's attention was quickly drawn away by this brain-teasing game.

The rules are very simple, two people use their fingers to control the squares on the map to the corresponding positions.

Putting the iPad flat on the sofa, Fu Shi and Yun Li sat facing each other. As the difficulty of the game increases, the cubes multiply or move, occasionally interlacing their fingers on the screen.

In the later levels, the difficulty increased, and Fu Shi quickly figured out the rules.

Yunli was reluctant to admit that he could also be crushed by him in this kind of game, and gave him a vaccination in advance: "You can't remind me."

Fu Shi raised his eyebrows slightly and said patiently, "Got it."

Every time, he fixed the position first, and Yun Li then used his fingers to manipulate the remaining squares.

In the spare time, Fu Shi looked down at her. She was very close, her body would shake slightly when she moved her fingers, and only a small orange light was turned on in the living room, which happened to hit her.

He stared at her, and inadvertently, the whole world seemed to have only the figure in front of him.

Yunli kept complaining about how her hands were so stupid. Once again, the game failed because of her manipulation. She raised her head angrily, but directly met Fu Shize's deep eyes.

Both of them were very close to the screen of the tablet, and only one centimeter away from each other.

Yunli was nervous for a while, bowed his head, and started a new round of games directly.

Fu Shize's hand was still on the tablet, but instead of moving to the square, she moved forward and held her finger.

Yunli still intends to continue. Seeing this, he asks him, "Aren't you going to play?"

Fu Shize: "I want to play something else."

"..."

He only needs to move forward a short distance and directly cover her lips. Follow her fingers up, slide over her wrist, and then hold the back of her head.

His other hand rested on her leg, forcing her to the corner of the sofa, pressing her one hand on the sofa.

Yunli felt that her neck was against the edge of the sofa. She passively responded to his kiss, remembering what he just said, and put her hand on his chest: "I'm not a toy."

"I'm a toy." Fu Shi said suddenly, pulling her hand to him, "Do you want to play?"

"..."

Yun Li was speechless for a while.

Fu Shi asked again, "Don't you want to?"

He lowered his eyes, with a pure heart and few desires, but there were obvious hints in his words. Yunli stared at his glossy lower lip, swallowed, thinking that she hadn't taken a bath yet, she calmly pushed him away.

"No. I'm going to take a shower."

Seeing that Fu Shi did not stop him, Yun Li tried to move his legs under the sofa. When he accidentally bumped into him, Fu Shi laughed: "Intentionally?"

"..."

Yunli immediately rushed back to the room and opened his suitcase.

Fu Shi found two quilts and four-piece suits in the closet and put them in their respective rooms.

She asked pretending to be calm, "Are you going to make the bed?"

There was dust on the bed, and the sheets needed to be wiped before laying the sheets. Fu Shi snorted and took a clean towel.

Yunli took out her cosmetic bag and quickly removed her makeup in front of the dresser, picked up her pajamas and walked to the bathroom, while Fu Shi handed her a new towel.

After taking off his clothes, Yunli walked to the shower room and looked at the bottles and jars on the wall, only to remember that he didn't take the facial cleanser.

Opening the door, she stuck out half of her head: "Help me get the facial cleanser."

Fu Shize's voice came from the room: "Where?"

"In the makeup bag..."

Yunli suddenly remembered a few small bags in the mezzanine, and her voice stopped abruptly.

She had just said "No need" in a panic, when she saw Fu Shi walking out of the room with her facial cleanser in hand.

His demeanor was natural.

Should have found nothing.

"Don't catch a cold." Fu Shi handed it to her through the crack of the door, urging her to take a shower.

With a sigh of relief, Yunli picked up the shower head and poured hot water on her body, and an indescribable picture appeared in her mind in the rising smoke.

After taking a shower, Yun Li sat in front of the dressing table and applied skin care products. This dressing table was specially bought for her by Fu Shi last time. She remembered that she muttered at the time, "I always feel that there is no girlish atmosphere in this room. "

The next day, Fu Shi took her to pick out a European-style dresser with an oversized round mirror.

Yunli looked back, and Fu Shi was making the bed.

She blew her hair slowly, the sound of the hairdryer was noisy, short hair can be blown to half dry in a minute or two, and now long and dense hair takes more than ten minutes to dry.

She remembered how long it had been since the two first met.

Some people are still by your side even after time has passed unknowingly.

Raising her eyes, she saw Fu Shize's figure in the mirror.

He put his fingers on her hair, took the hairdryer, and blew her hair gently, the air was full of heat and moisture, she stared at the fingers in the mirror that were stroking her hair, occasionally lifting her up The hair on the shoulders slid across the skin intentionally or unintentionally.

The disturbing roar of the hair dryer on weekdays blocked other sounds at this moment, making the touch on the shoulders clearer.

The next second, when Yunli looked up, he turned off the hairdryer.

There was silence in the air.

Fu Shi pushed her hair behind her shoulders, and Yun Li looked at herself in the mirror and him behind her. His hand was on her hair, but he didn't leave, but moved to her neck and stroked it gently.

Yun Li was a little sluggish for a while, while Fu Shi lowered her eyes. She was wearing white pajamas with a flat collar. The collar was not high. The skin at the collarbone looked almost transparent, and it was still a little moist.

His icy palm slid down, contrasting sharply with her warm skin, burning where it touched.

At a certain moment, Yun Li froze all over.

She wanted to get up, but Fu Shize's left hand was on her shoulder, leaning over and gently biting her earlobe, an unusually hot and dense kiss fell on her neck.

A minute or two later, Fu Shi retracted his right hand, squatted down on one knee, and with a firm hand, he pulled over the chair and made Yunli face him.

Yun Li looked down at those eyes, so deep that there was only one emotion left.

Yunli breathed rapidly, and she whispered, "Did you see it?"

"Yeah." Fu Shi replied vaguely. At the same time, he held her neck, made her lower her head, and his tongue slid into her teeth wantonly.

Yun Li was distraught, but he still wanted to save face, and said intermittently: "I-I'm just in case."

Fu Shi chuckled lightly and bit her neck lightly: "I can't help it."

"I-I'm not ready yet." Yun Li was at a loss and shrank. Fu Shi tilted his head and asked her, "When did you buy it?"

"..."

Yunli just wanted to find a hole to bury himself in: "Two months ago..."

"I'm sorry." Fu Shi said, but there was no apology in his words: "I made you wait so long."

"..."

His breath fell on her neck and shoulders, Yunli opened his eyes dumbfoundedly, feeling that the place where his kiss fell was like countless electric currents passing through.

She bit her lower lip, and the touch on her earlobe made her passively close her mouth.

When he slowed down a little and opened his eyes, Yun Li was stunned, and instinctively pulled his clothes down, but Fu Shize grabbed her wrist, he bit her neck, and whispered in his lips: "Don't make trouble. ."

Seeming to know what she was afraid of, Fu Shi stopped and just stared at her, his eyes slowly looking down.

Yunli turned his face away and whispered, "Don't look at it."

He laughed and said "then I won't watch", but he didn't stop the kisses that fell on every corner.

Yun Li only felt warm all over her body, and an unspeakable longing grew from the bottom of her heart. She lowered her eyes and looked at the wrist that was tightly buckled by him, and used the other hand to unbutton him.

Then everything was like a storm, he directly picked her up and put her on the made bed.

"Do you know?" Fu Shi pressed her ear, "The one who made the bed stubbornly."

He continued to whisper in her ear without any hesitation: "I have to undress you after making the bed."

Yunli blushed because of his flirting words, and she was not afraid, looking at him with affectionate eyes: "Then I will take it off for you?" She stared at the shirt on him and said unabashedly: "Every time The next time I saw you wearing a white shirt, I wanted to take it off for you."

When he puts on a white shirt, it always makes people feel cold and unapproachable, but it makes her have a stronger intention to see another him.

"Yeah." Fu Shi obediently leaned against the head of the bed, Ren Yunli sat on top of him, and untied the buttons one by one.

Fu Shi waited patiently for her, but his hands restlessly held her ankles and rubbed the pulp of his fingers.

Yun Li's legs were weak, and he held his hand.

"Don't." Yunli protested his behavior just now.

However, Fu Shi ignored this sentence, and when Yunli continued to unbutton her, he lightly held her ankle again.

Yun Li blushed and said, "Didn't you say last time, as long as I say no, you won't continue?"

Fu Shi looked at her and smiled: "I didn't say it."

"..."

This smile seemed a little shameless to Yunli, and she looked down at him dissatisfiedly.

He seemed to be passively pressed by her, giving her the illusion of being in control. She said unconsciously, "You have to listen to me."

The rubbing of her ankle made her want more. Yun Li gave up her restraint and took the initiative to lower her head to kiss his Adam's apple. Fu Shi's breathing became heavier, and he urged, "Are you only taking off your clothes this time?"

Yunli remembered what happened in the bedroom last time, she raised her hand in accordance with her heart, and her eyes always looked at him.

Inky eyes filled with desire, almost engulfing her.

He moved gently, and the two exchanged positions.

Yunli looked at the face in front of her. She remembered the video she saw that year. It should have been nine years ago. At that time, the youth was lush and temperamental, but the man in front of him had a tough jawline and his sharp eyebrows were broken by affection. reason.

He is also about to belong to her completely.

She had a strong sense of possessiveness and satisfaction in her heart.

Yunli went forward to meet him, hooking his neck, while Fu Shi hugged her shoulders, his strength gradually became heavier, she felt countless unrestrained kisses falling on her body.

Fu Shi took out a bag from under the pillow, followed by the sound of plastic being torn open, and his bewitching voice.

"Yun Lili..."

The three words floated into her ears, and she felt numb all over her body. Yun Li grabbed the sheet tightly and saw her frown in pain, while Fu Shi patiently kissed her between the brows.

"Lili..."

Following his call, he pulled each other closer inch by inch, forbearance and softness. Seeing that her brows were completely stretched out, Fu Shi asked in a hoarse voice, "Is it better?"

Yunli blushed and nodded lightly, covered his shoulders with his hands, and asked him stumblingly, "Can you play some music?"

Hearing the weakness in her voice, Fu Shi laughed softly, took the phone from the right and handed it to her.

With trembling hands, Yunli opened the music software, and the melodious retro music sounded. She tried to adjust the sound to the maximum, but failed to press the button several times.

She glared at the instigator, but he just smiled softly, and a gentle kiss fell on her forehead.

Pushing the phone aside, Fu Shi pulled a pillow from the head of the bed.

Yunli felt that the music seemed to have power, whether it was long and melodious or ups and downs, every beat was clearly audible. She bit her lower lip tightly, but he gently brushed her lips and teeth with his fingertips.

Fu Shize pressed her lips to her right ear and spit out two unclear words.

"Love you."

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