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The perfumer is finally done.

This plane is the most painful story I have ever written, and the biggest bottleneck I have ever written.

As I said in my article, the next ten chapters are broken.

Before opening this plane, I did a lot of preparations and checked a lot of information about incense and incense, but it was almost useless.

The plot about perfumery that was conceived in my mind was basically not written.

Where is the problem?

In my project outline, I chose a lot of cameo roles, they were very vivid in my mind, and I tried to write them all out.

But I overestimated my own strength... The whole story is almost about "people" in the thirty chapters, and it has basically nothing to do with fragrance.

If this is a long story, I can write it like this, and slowly write the fragrance stories related to these people completely and clearly.

But this is Kuai Chuan, it only gives me at most fifty chapters and one hundred thousand words to play.

After I realized this, I wanted to quickly end this plane, because if I keep writing like this, I won't necessarily finish writing a hundred chapters.

Therefore, I had to cut off the plot of the fragrance, try to tell the characters as complete as possible, and take the fragrance in one stroke.

It’s not that I don’t want to write it, and it’s not that I didn’t take it seriously. It’s true that the writing has collapsed. I can’t write it anymore, and I am also very painful. a few days.

I reflected on it, and this problem should have something to do with my writing preferences and the habit of writing two long novels.

I like to lay out the characters before the plot starts. Every character that appears, whether it is a trick or an important supporting role, will have a complete life in my mind, what kind of family he was born in, and what kind of things he has experienced to have it. current character traits.

This habit is good and bad, but it is very bad for writing fast wear, and it is too easy to stretch the length of the page.

In the next plane, I will try my best to avoid this problem, reduce a lot of unnecessary supporting roles, so that the characters serve the plot and "fit the title".

Hey, I feel from the bottom of my heart that Kuai Chuan is a hundred times more difficult to write than a long story, because it requires the author to narrate a story in the shortest possible length.

Use the fewest words to create one distinct character after another, and simplify the language again and again.

It's a test of the overall quality of the author [authors who can write fast short stories are all great! 】

And I, too self-righteous, too ignorant...

Originally, I was not very comfortable writing about Kuaishou, and I even tried to write about the Republic of China that I didn't understand.

This plane allows me to thoroughly see how much I weigh.

Don't do nothing to write that you are not good at it. This is not a challenge to yourself, it is suicide.

I have to dig out the other great Kuaichuan articles to read more, and read and study from the author's point of view. If you don't study, there will be no progress [make fist]

In order to avoid the problem of inadvertent imitation, I did not read any articles I wrote, so as not to unknowingly bring them into my own articles.

When I wrote the first book, I imitated the writing style of an author I liked very much, and it was because of her that I dared to write this book in Japanese, and it has never been accepted.

It's also her, I just selected the starting point girl network in many stations in China, I just hope that one day I can enter this circle and really know her.

But when I wrote it, she was an eunuch.

Her only book has been broken for 17 years, and so far it has not given us an ending.

Later, when I entered the industry, I found that the circle of writers was actually very small. I opened the starting point app and clicked on a page at random. Almost all the authors of the articles recommended above knew each other.

However, even so, I rummaged through all the official female channel author groups, and inquired through one author's friend after another, but couldn't find her.

After that... I stopped falling in love, and I liked it a lot.

But first love is always impressive, I still often go to see if she can cheat.

But for more than two years, she didn't catch her breath.

Just chat and write whatever comes to your mind.

In the past few days, I have been on the pk recommendation and asked for 8,000 daily updates. I swore and told the editor that the update would be guaranteed, but I still broke my promise.

I failed her and wasted a good recommendation resource. I didn't dare to go to her to admit my mistake. It was too sad and too embarrassing.

Tears are coming down my cheeks.

But the plane of the Republic of China is tormenting me too much. I really can’t write it. I can’t write it on my computer. I can change it to a mobile phone.

I'm going crazy.

Seeing me like this, my roommate led me to the newly opened pastry shop in the school to eat cakes, because I like sweets very much, but in order to lose weight and prevent acne, I usually dare not eat it.

This time simply gave up, but the goose still couldn't write it after eating it, and was still in a low mood.

Probably obsolete.

I found that I really can't write full-time. It's too easy to focus on a book. All the joys, sorrows and joys revolve around this book. I open my eyes in the morning to see how much the data has risen and how much has dropped. , a bad review will create self-doubt and be depressed all day.

Seriously, people with glass hearts and crystals should not write.

I don't have a heart of glass, but I also don't have a will of steel.

This needs to be changed. If I don’t change it, if the society teaches me a little to be a servant, I think it is a severe beating, and I will never recover.

I told myself it was all right, it was just a plane crash, and I also found the problem, so I have a direction to correct it, and I can save it.

I hope to survive this plane, and the next plane to wash dishes can still rise!

Also please don't disappoint me! ️

good night fairies

2019.9.21

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