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by"I will give you all my heart and give you everything, and I will not make you sad."
Yan Qin looked at Lin Sui, waiting for his answer.
The degree of advance and retreat mostly exists in the default rules of adults, and in the question and answer they twist and turn blurry, like the dark shadows under the sea.
And most of the people who are simple and direct don't, they see, wonder and express, just looking for answers and nothing else.
When faced with such a simple and direct inquiry, Lin Sui's thinking was somewhat faulty.
He didn't doubt the truth of Yan Qin's words. At this moment, some of his thoughts were a little loose, as if a hand had pulled the stopper from the bottle of his thoughts, and pushed aside the dark cloud that covered the sky of his thoughts.
He has been waiting for the last moment, like waiting for a hanging knife, waiting for the end of the trial, but he also knows that he wants to escape, he is just forcing himself to face it.
But at this moment, he suddenly felt that he had another choice.
The pieces of Yan Qin he met were all Yan Qin himself, and he got some answers from them, and this time he wanted to get some opinions.
"Even if I deceive you, hurt you, or make you sad for the so-called make up?"
Lin Sui looked straight at Yan Qin, as if to see his soul in his eyes and the sword cultivator in his body.
Yan Qin obviously did not expect that he heard this answer, and his expression was surprised and dazed, mixed with doubts.
"Why do you deceive me and hurt me, is there any last resort?"
Yan Qin did not deny this assumption, but just felt that if Lin Sui really did this, there must be a reason.
He felt that Lin Sui was not the kind of person who would hurt other people's hearts at will, and Lin Sui didn't seem to care much about other people's likes.
This kind of thought has no basis and appeared in his mind out of thin air, but Yan Qin felt that way.
Lin Sui was noncommittal and just said, "No matter how unavoidable the reason is, do it."
Lin Sui will not beautify his actions. He doesn't feel how unreasonable what he is doing, but he also doesn't think that what he is doing is correct. This is just a selfish desire.
Yan Qin thought for a while and said, "If there is such a day, I will decide based on the reasons."
Yan Qin didn't want to use the illusory words that he would always tolerate each other to An Linsui's heart, because he didn't know whether he would do it or not, and he also knew that Lin Sui would not believe that kind of words.
"If you're cheating me and hurting me for your own sake, I want to see if your motives for doing these actions meet the obligatory standard."
"If you're doing this for someone else, then I probably won't forgive you."
Yan Qin felt a dull pain in his heart when he thought about it, how could Lin Sui hurt himself for others, and he was aggrieved to death when he thought about it.
"Also, why do I have to hurt my heart to compensate me, then I would rather not have this compensation."
Yan Qin suddenly became nervous: "It won't be that kind of bloody plot, you have an incurable disease and want to break up with me, then you don't want me to be sad, so you lied to me and said You are in love with someone else, I really don't like this kind of plot, don't do it!"
"The kind of behavior that you don't like to drive others out of your own world when you say you don't like it. It's really selfish. You make decisions for others without authorization. Have you considered other people's feelings? Compensation for this kind of thing also depends on you. What does the other party want?"
"Every time I see this kind of plot, I think if this person finds out later that the person he loves is dead, he won't even be able to accompany this person on the last journey, and the last time he will If you can't see him, someone will tell you where he is buried, and this person will suffer for a lifetime!"
Yan Qin held Lin Sui's face and looked left and right, worried: "Are you sick?"
Lin Sui: ......
Very noisy, really noisy.
All his emotions have been washed away by the series of words that follow. Why did he have this direction, and what strange things was this puppy trying to figure out?
Lin Sui took a deep breath and smiled: "Break up? Are we in love?"
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Yan Qin coughed lightly, but was discovered.
If Lin Sui started talking about his physical condition, then he could seize this point and acquiesce that they were in love. He didn't expect Lin Sui to be so sharp, and he was caught.
Yan Qin took a step back honestly, looking a little dejected, then raised his head expectantly.
"I answered all your questions just now, but can you promise me, no matter what, don't break my heart."
"It's okay to hurt the body. If it's sad, I'll be very sad."
The boy's eyes were as pure as his love, making Lin Sui unable to look at him.
Lin Sui lowered her eyes. At first, she wanted to refine her soul, because he wanted Yan Qin to hate him and hate him more, so that his ending would be happier.
He hates sticking, and he hates being unclear, but the remnants of every world in Yan Qin have proved one point.
No matter how much he scolds and hurts him, he still loves him.
It was a deep and deep love that drowned people like a tide, making people want to give up their resistance, making Lin Sui exhausted.
The more Yan Qin was like this, the more shaken he became, saying that he didn't know what to do, so he didn't do this in this world.
Now he got an answer, maybe according to Yan Qin's original intention, he would rather be weak in the end than be hurt by him again and again.
Lin Sui has always been a sober person, and he understands what he is afraid of.
He was afraid that Yan Qin would forgive him because of these loves, which was something he couldn't repay.
Every time he thinks of this, he can't see the way forward, so he would rather choose the former, and would rather hurt himself while hurting Yan Qin, but now he clearly knows that Yan Qin is not willing.
Lin Sui began to feel a little anxious and bipolar, his fingers twisting each other in the palm of his hand unconsciously.
Yan Qin was a little flustered by his strange state, and said quickly, "If you don't like my answer, then you can leave it alone. It doesn't matter, you will be sad if you want me to be sad."
Yan Qin was a little short of breath, and his heart was full of pain, but the source of this pain was not his compromise and Lin Sui's idea of hurting him, but Lin Sui herself.
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He felt that Lin Sui was in pain, as if struggling constantly, but he didn't know how to help him.
"What's wrong with you, you look at me."
Yan Qin firmly held Lin Sui's face and let him look at him.
"If it still doesn't work, then you just treat what I just said as if I didn't say it. If you don't want to change, don't change it. We are like this. Even if you never divorce Yan Xingsen, it doesn't matter. I would like to be with you all the time."
Yan Qin thought very simply, if all the words he just said made Lin Sui in a bad state, then he would take back all the words he said.
Lin Sui said softly, "But I have heard it."
He wanted to laugh a little, tried to tug on his facial nerves, but found that he couldn't laugh.
He thought he already knew Yan Qin's bottom line for him, and then he found out that it was much more than that.
Yan Qin from the previous world said to him, it doesn't matter if you hurt me.
Yan Qin in this world compromised again, saying that it was okay to hurt his heart.
He can even pretend to be deaf and dumb with him. Yan Qin is a very sensitive person, and these words he said are actually expressing: If loving me makes you feel pain, then you can pretend that there is no love pass me.
But those words were just said, and it is hard to get over the water, let alone love.
Yan Qin's expression was like a dog that had eaten bitter gourd, full of entanglement and annoyance.
He felt like he had screwed everything up and it wasn't what he thought it would be.
Lin Sui looked at Yan Qin's expression, and suddenly her mind became clear.
He still couldn't find the answer to deal with it, but he suddenly found a better way to deal with it.
In fact, falling in love with Yan Qin never made him feel pain. What made him feel pain was actually himself who couldn't repay his love.
Even if the last day did not come, he thought he could walk on this road calmly.
Lin Sui's expression relaxed, she raised her hand to smooth the folds between Yan Qin's brows, and said to him with a light smile, "Do you really like me?"
"You think about it, I'm not a good person."
Lin Sui's expression was playful, like the maker of the rules of the game, full of casual stares.
He is a man who will do anything to achieve his goals.
When he first went to get Yan Qin's Taoist bones, he didn't feel any guilt.
Innate Dao body, supreme Dao bone, there are many people who want to grab it in the entire cultivation world, and there are many such things in the original book.
Yan Qin is like a piece of Tang monk meat, anyone who sees it wants to take a bite.
What was he thinking at that time?
Those people can't grab it, but he may not. What he wants will never give up easily.
Flowers will wither sooner or later, why can't they wither in his hands?
He doesn't care about the pain of others at all, let alone the end of his own demise.
He will never be slaughtered to live, and he will never be a lowly cauldron that can only be used by others.
He wants to be strong, to be a superior person, he wants everyone to be respected wherever he goes, and he wants no one to control his destiny.
He doesn't care about the likes and dislikes of others, as long as he gets what he wants, he can do whatever he wants.
Yan Qin had no idea how long he had been staring at him, he had been hiding in the shadows in the corner and watching him, because this was the only hope he could grasp, no matter how difficult it was, there was no return.
So he planned, designed, and imagined over and over again in the dark what he should do to gain Yan Qin's trust, so as to get his Taoist bones, and he was excited for the results he might get.
If he didn't really like this person, he wouldn't feel guilty at all, and he wouldn't feel bad and despicable.
He is a bad guy.
Yan Qin's eyes suddenly lit up when he heard the words, and there seemed to be flowers around him.
He doesn't seem to have screwed up!
He nodded like a chicken pecking at rice: "I've figured it out."
"Whoever says you're not a good person, I think you're very nice, don't listen to other people's nonsense."
Yan Qin thinks that Lin Sui is very good, he doesn't know why Lin Sui's self-perception is like this.
He should be a flamboyant flower growing recklessly in the sun, so why should he feel like a mushroom in the corner?
Lin Sui's fingertips moved down from Yan Qin's brow bone, stroked his face and held his hand.
He was surprised that he was not surprised by this answer, it was Yan Qin who gave him this certainty and confidence.
This emotion made him feel good, and even other impulses emerged.
"Let's go then."
I don't know how far the nearest hotel is. In this respect, he doesn't have the patience of Yan Qin.
Yan Qin was pulled stupidly, but he didn't react, thinking that Lin Sui wanted to go back to the base.
Yan Qin tangled: "Otherwise, let's go to the hospital before returning to the base. Have you had a medical examination this year? If not, let's do a full set of medical examinations!"
Lin Sui's assumptions made him a little worried, and he still couldn't forget the episodes he had seen.
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