Chapter 75 Confession (slightly modified)

Chapter 75 Confession (slightly modified)

Shen Ningshen made another video call to Gu Nianci, but Gu Nianci hung up. Shen Ningshen grabbed the phone, left West Street without any hesitation, and took a taxi home by the side of the road.

He got out of the car and knocked directly on the door of Gu Nianci's house. The door opened by Grandma Gu was a little strange to see that it was Shen Ningshen, and asked, "Ningshen? Why are you alone? Nianbao said that you won't come back for dinner tonight, Go out to eat."

Shen Ningshen stood at the door and was stunned, his hands drooping by his side and grabbing it blankly.

Gu Nianci hasn't come home yet?

Something must have happened, but what happened? It's fine after school.

His eyebrows sank involuntarily, but he quickly regained his emotions, and said to Grandma Gu: "I was stopped by the teacher after school, and the phone was out of power again, and I couldn't contact Nianbao. I thought he was back, so I went home and took it. Get off the power bank and find him again."

He said that he walked to his house, but he didn't go in at all, just pretended to show it to Grandma Gu, for fear that Grandma Gu would be worried and ask more questions.

He stood outside the courtyard gate of his own house, without even putting his schoolbag home first, the street lamp cast a thick black cloud of his figure on the ground, the tall boy's back was slightly against the marble wall pillar, and one hand was hanging by his side. Grabbing the black schoolbag shoulder strap on the waist with one hand, it fell down.

He stood for a long time before he heard footsteps. The footsteps ranged from far to near. Shen Ningshen looked up, but it wasn't Gu Nianci, just a passer-by. He glanced at him secretly when he passed by, and then walked away again. Far.

Shen Ning's fingers gripping the shoulder strap of the schoolbag were closed, and his expression was light and cold, but it was stained with a sense of emptiness.

His eyes slowly moved to the ground again, but when his eyes completely fell, he glanced at the white sneakers that suddenly stopped not far away.

He raised his head again, and Gu Nianci was standing a dozen meters away from him.

The street lights were dim, and the sounds of cars and shops in the distance were faint. Shen Ning looked at Gu Nianci calmly for a few seconds. Gu Nianci also looked at him, then walked towards him and smiled at him as if nothing had happened. down and asked, "Why are you here? Wait for me?"

Shen Ning's eyes stayed on his face, his pupils narrowed slightly, Gu Nianci concealed it well, but he clearly saw that Gu Nianci's eyes were dark for a moment before walking towards him, and there was a strong stubbornness in the dark. .

He gently wiped his fingers on the shoulder strap of the schoolbag, and said in a slow voice, "Where have you been?"

Gu Nianci said in a relaxed tone, "I met a few former friends on the way. After chatting for a while, I'm so tired. I won't tell you anymore. I'm going to wash and sleep."

He said that he was walking towards the door of his house, but as soon as he took a step, his wrist was pulled strongly.

Gu Nianci stood stiffly with his back for a few seconds, then turned around and smiled at Shen Ning, "Why?"

Shen Ning said deeply, "Why are you hiding from me?"

Gu Nianci said perfunctorily: "I didn't hide from you, I'm just tired."

Shen Ning looked at him deeply and asked again, "Why are you hiding from me?"

Gu Nianci sneered, and the corners of his lips raised a bit mockingly: "I said I didn't hide from you."

Shen Ning was deeply stabbed by his expression, and Gu Nianci's current appearance made him more uncomfortable than he was unwilling to pay attention to him before.

He didn't understand what happened, and Gu Nianci's attitude changed so much all of a sudden.

Even after school, he was still pulling him to the summer festival.

Mingming deliberately said that he had a fever, and asked him to mark it every day.

Shen Ning was deeply annoyed by this hugely different attitude, he couldn't help pulling hard, and directly pulled Gu Nianci into his arms, his hands tightly clasped on Gu Nianci's shoulders, his eyes were heavy, and his tone was also heavy: "Gu Nianci."

Gu Nianci's heart was full of anger and grievances. Hearing Shen Ning's deeply angry voice, that anger also burned. The peacefulness on the surface can no longer hold, the beautiful eyebrows are raised, the eyes are full of sharpness and hostility, and the voice is as cold as ice: "Let go."

Shen Ning's expression was somber: "Don't relax, don't speak clearly, don't sleep today, I'll spend the night with you standing here."

The two were very close, Gu Nianci felt Shen Ningshen's warm breath hitting his face, he could feel that Shen Ningshen was angry, but he felt that Shen Ningshen had the right to be angry? He was obviously preparing to go abroad without telling himself, but he had to pretend that nothing was the same, so he had the nerve to ask him why!

It's obvious that he is going to leave, so why don't you distance yourself in advance?

He knew that he was going to leave, and he could get along with him and prepare himself not to meet in the future. What about himself? Are you going to be foolish enough to welcome the people you get along with every day without any psychological preparation, and suddenly disappear from your life?

It's not fair, Shen Ningshen can leave, but he can't hide it from him.

The more he thought about it, the more angry he became. He wanted to reply to Shen Ningshen harshly and coldly, but his eyes turned red, his tone was stubborn but definitely not tough, he looked at Shen Ningshen and asked coldly, "You want to go abroad about this matter. When are you going to tell me? Wait until you get the admission letter? Or tell me when you leave?"

Shen Ning loosened the hand that held Gu Nianci's shoulder deeply, looking slightly startled.

Gu Nianci was angry because of this?

Looking at Gu Nianci's fierce eyes and red eyes, he couldn't help feeling that his heart was being pulled.

Gu Nianci thought he was hiding it and planned to leave secretly, just like his parents.

Shen Ningshen's voice softened immediately, and his fingertips gently brushed Gu Nianci's cheek, but because of his distress, there was a bit of soreness in his throat: "Are you stupid, what the hell are you thinking about every day, why do you think I'm hiding it from you? , I want to go alone, do you really not know how I feel about you? I never wanted to be separated from you, I just wanted to tell you when everything is done, I want you to apply for college with me. "

Gu Nianci's eyes became redder, tears welling up in her beautiful, aggrieved and stubborn eyes, stubbornly holding on and not wanting to drop, but some long eyelashes were wet.

Shen Ning gently touched Gu Nianci's tearful eye socket with his thumb, and the tear immediately rolled down to his fingertip. It was obviously warm, but it seemed to be burning, leaving a clear feeling on his fingertip. .

"Don't cry, it's not uncomfortable anymore." He stroked the end of Gu Nianci's eyes, and then took out a soft plastic file bag from his schoolbag. The file bag was printed with the name of a study abroad institution, and inside was a thick stack of materials. .

"I don't know if you'd like to go abroad with me. I wanted to check it out for you first, and then discuss it with you, so I didn't tell you. This is a plan they made based on your information."

Gu Nianci's vision was blurred by the swirling tears in his eyes. He clearly couldn't see the document bag in Shen Ningshen's hand, but when he saw the document bag, his tears fell unsatisfactorily.

That tear was like a thorn, stabbing Shen Ningshen's heart.

He seemed to see Gu Nianci, who was young at the time, through the current Gu Nianci, a little one, watching his parents leave helplessly.

He reached out and took Gu Nianci into his arms, patted his back with one hand, rubbed his head with the other, his low voice and breath fell on Gu Nianci's hair: "It's not uncomfortable, darling, it's not uncomfortable, it's me It's my fault, I shouldn't hide it from you, it's not uncomfortable anymore."

Gu Nianci's tears became more and more turbulent under the gentle coaxing of Shen Ningshen. He himself didn't understand, Shen Ning clearly didn't want to leave him, but why his tears couldn't be stopped.

He was like a child who was wronged, and he had to cry on purpose in the arms of the person who spoiled him.

Shen Ning gently caressed him, her thin lips gently kissed between his hair, patiently and gently coaxing him over and over again.

Gu Nianci cried for a while, and after crying, he felt too embarrassed. He pushed Shen Ningshen away as if to save face. He wiped his eyes hard, and asked with red eyes, "What if I don't want to go?"

Shen Ning's mouth moved deeply, but looking into Gu Nianci's eyes, she was unable to speak.

Gu Nianci said again, "If I don't go, will you still go?"

After he asked, he scolded himself in his heart, what a stupid question.

Shen Ning was silent for a moment, then clenched his fingers lightly and said, "I will go."

Gu Nian paused, pursed his lips, looked away, and said nothing.

After a few seconds of silence between the two, Shen Ning frowned and said, "You won't stop me from going abroad at all, why do you deliberately say such things?"

He is very clear about Gu Nianci's character. He may be a rogue in small matters, but he is actually very strong. In major matters, he will never want to drag others down because of him, and he will not allow others to interfere with him at will.

But Gu Nianci still pursed her lips and said nothing.

Shen Ning looked at him deeply and said in a low and slow voice, "If you don't mind me being annoying, I will call you every day."

Gu Nianci's lowered eyes flickered slightly.

Shen Ning said again: "When I come back, I will find you, and I will ask if you would like me to be your boyfriend."

Gu Nianci's eyelashes trembled.

"If you're willing to believe me, I want to be your boyfriend now."

"I like you."

"I will respect every choice you make, and I will support you in whatever you want to do, except you want to be with others."

"I don't want you to be with anyone else."

"I want to go abroad with you, I want to live with you in a city, in a university, and live with you."

"I like you."

Shen Ningshen's sudden confession made Gu Nianci stunned, and he felt his heartbeat amplify little by little.

He listened to his thumping heartbeat and Shen Ningshen's confession words, his mind went blank, and he didn't know how to react.

Just as he was dizzy, a stronger dizziness pressed down, and Shen Ning's hot lips gently pressed against him.

Gu Nianci's eyes widened, staring blankly at the cold face magnified in front of his eyes.

Shen Ning also looked at him with deep and shallow eyes, and his long eyelashes were intertwined with his eyelashes.

Gu Nianci looked into Shen Ningshen's eyes, lost for a moment, and his heart seemed to skip a few beats. In his blank mind, only one thought seemed to flash - Shen Ningshen's eyes are really good-looking.

He let Shen Ningshen kiss him for a while in a daze, and then suddenly came back to his senses, his head thumped dully, his face flushed and he reached out and pushed Shen Ningshen down.

But Shen Ning hugged him deeply, so tightly that he couldn't push him away.

However, Shen Ning felt his movement deeply, his Adam's apple rolled, suppressing the desire to continue kissing Gu Nianci, and raised his head to look at Gu Nianci.

"Don't like it?"

Gu Nianci blushed so hot that he didn't know how to answer, it seemed that no answer was right.

Shen Ningshen looked at Gu Nianci's blushing face like this, silent, then looked at Gu Nianci's lips, his Adam's apple rolled down.

He originally wanted to ask about Gu Nianci's medical report, but now Gu Nianci blushed too much. Shen Ning cooperated tacitly and did not mention the medical report. He was afraid that if he brought it up, Gu Nianci would blush until he fainted.

Gu Nianci pushed him again at a loss, Shen Ning's brows were a little low, and he gently released the hand that was surrounding Gu Nianci.

Gu Nianci saw Shen Ningshen let him go, and immediately walked towards his house as if running away, but he only took a few steps, and stopped when Shen Ningshen whispered "Nianbao" in a low voice.

Shen Ning's deep voice sounded a little uncomfortable.

Gu Nianci's footsteps nailed to the same place for several seconds, then turned around with a blushing face, and walked quickly into Shen Ningshen's house without looking at Shen Ningshen.

Shen Ningshen was stunned, until Gu Nianci took the key and opened the door of his house and ran in, then he returned to his senses and walked in.

After he entered the room, Gu Nianci had already taken the pajamas from upstairs and ran down. When they met him face to face, Gu Nianci looked up at him, then immediately looked away, and ran into the bathroom like a ghost. , closed the door.

Gu Nianci dawdled in the bathroom for a long time before he came out. Maybe he had enlightened himself in the bathroom. When he came out again, although his eyes were still dodging, he was no longer like seeing a ghost when he saw Shen Ningshen. In front of the desk, he turned his back to Shen Ning and said, "I've finished washing, you can go wash it."

Shen Ning looked at Gu Nianci's back, hesitant to say anything, "um", took his pajamas and went down.

When he finished washing up, Gu Nianci was wearing blue-light blocking glasses, headphones in his ears, and sat in front of the computer desk.

Gu Nianci's shoulders looked a little stiff, Shen Ning narrowed her eyes and walked over.

"It's getting late." He sat down beside Gu Nianci and said warmly.

But Gu Nianci didn't know if it was because the earphone was too loud, or if he pretended not to hear it, he didn't return to Shen Ningshen, and he didn't look at Shen Ningshen.

Shen Ning looked deeply at the tips of Gu Nianci's slightly flushed ears, her eyelashes narrowed, and she reached out and took off Gu Nianci's earphones.

Gu Nianci paused, then turned to look at him, and said as if he had just discovered him: "I, I'll change the script."

"It's getting late." Shen Ning said deeply.

Gu Nianci was obviously a little nervous: "You, you go to sleep first, I have to change the script, I will change it again, you sleep first."

"Didn't you write a manuscript recently?" Shen Ning said deeply.

"Ah, yes, this, this is from before. It needs to be revised. Li He said that it needs to be revised." Gu Nianci stammered.

Shen Ning looked at Gu Nianci quietly, with deep emotions in his eyes: "Nianbao, you haven't replied to me yet."

Gu Nianci stammered even more: "Ah? What, what, me, I'm going to change the manuscript."

"I like you." Shen Ning's deep and cold voice was gentle and solemn on a summer night.

There was ignorant panic in Gu Nianci's eyes. He felt that he had to respond to something, but he didn't know how to respond to this sentence.

Shen Ning sighed slightly, as if helpless, and then slowly said, "Abacus asked me to hand over the medical report to you."

The topic suddenly turned, and Gu Nianci's reaction was a little slow to think, why are you telling me this?

Shen Ningshen continued: "But he misrepresented our report."

so what? Gu Nianci still didn't respond.

Shen Ning looked at him with deep and shallow eyes, reached out and stroked his cheek: "I saw your medical report, Nianbao, you are not feverish."

Gu Nianci finally reacted, his head banged, and the snow-white face became pink little by little.

Shen Ning's deep and shallow eyes were filled with deep longing, black and pressed, and he leaned in close, blocking Gu Nianci's tender lips. He first touched it gently, then sucked and rubbed it, Gu Nianci's eyes widened with a "woo", Shen Ning looked at him with deep and shallow eyes, raised her hand, bent her index finger against his glasses, and casually moved towards Pushed up, revealing his long eyelashes and slightly trembling peach blossom eyes.

He stroked Gu Nianci's eyelids with his fingers, then stretched out his hand to cover his eyes, Gu Nianci was in the darkness, feeling the movement of Shen Ning sticking to his lips, one by one, tossing, licking and biting, his lips seemed to heat up rapidly , fiery hot.

He was stunned by Shen Ningshen's kiss, and when he came back to his senses, he made another "woo", as if he was about to push Shen Ningshen away, but he didn't look like he was thinking about it.

Shen Ning's hand covering his eyes moved to the side, and when it passed by his earlobe, he stroked his earlobe and hooked it again as if toying with it. Gu Nianci felt his ears warm and numb, that strange experience made his eyes He couldn't help but open his eyes wide, looked at Shen Ningshen blankly, and began to struggle again.

Shen Ningshen's fingers only stayed at his ear for a short while, and then continued to move back, slender fingers inserted into Gu Nianci's soft hair, and rubbed as if soothing, but the tenderness was only for a moment, and the big hand then held him. Some wiggly heads, kissed harder.

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