Chapter 23

Chapter 23

Li Xi walked over and sat on the edge of the bed, tracing his eyebrows over and over with his eyes, but an inexhaustible haze shrouded his heart.

He has been healthy since he was a child, and he rarely gets sick, and he has no way of knowing how painful the sick person is. If possible, I wish I could bear these for him, instead of watching him dragging his sick body every day like this, while he is completely powerless.

Even if he closed his eyes, he could feel his gaze. Chu Yan gradually opened his eyes. There was a momentary double image in front of him, and it took a while for the focus to return to normal.

Li Xi quickly retracted his gaze and asked, "What book are you reading?"

Chu Yan lowered her head and took the book back into her hands, flipped it over, and showed Li Xi a look at the cover—it was a very ordinary idle book, probably a novel or something.

"Well..." Li Xi nodded to indicate that he knew, and when he saw that he had turned over the pages and read them seriously, he did not continue to disturb them. For a while, only the sound of rustling pages was heard in the room. .

His serious look is actually very attractive. The drooping eyelashes cast a light shadow under his eyes, which softens his icy outline a lot. Because of the paleness of his face, the water-like light pours out, and the complexion becomes darker. It has an ice-like texture.

Li Xi leaned over almost involuntarily, trying to attract his attention, to make his eyes fall on him.

"What's wrong?" Chu Yan asked suspiciously when he noticed Li Xi who was suddenly approaching.

Li Xi subconsciously found a topic and asked, "Is this book good?"

"It's okay, just to pass the time..." Chu Yan didn't think much about it, and answered casually without raising his head.

Li Xi's eyes fell on his face, and there was a hint of fiery in his eyes, but he didn't dare to show it, so he could only ask tentatively, "Do you understand what I said this afternoon?"

Chu Yan pondered for a while, put down the book in his hand, and finally looked up at him.

Li Xi stared at him with an unprecedented seriousness.

"You, do you really think that?"

Li Xi was startled: "Yes."

Chu Yan paused for a while, and then slowly said: "But I may not live that long, are you sure you want to accompany me to wait with this illusory hope? Or maybe... Maybe I can never wait. It's time to adapt to the bone marrow... If you continue the treatment day after day, your pain and suffering will not be less at all."

Li Xi heard him analyze with him so rationally, and a strong feeling of distress rose from his chest. This is what you really said... But when he opened his mouth, his voice was extremely firm: "I know."

Chu Yan sighed: "Once I start chemotherapy, I will become ugly, my body will be swollen, and my hair will even fall out one day, are you really sure?"

Li Xi nodded and said firmly, "I'm sure."

Chu Yan looked at him for a while, then turned his head and smiled. There was even a hint of relaxation in that smile. Li Xi looked at him nervously, his hands on his knees clenched into fists, and even his palms slightly out sweat.

"Then are you going home tonight or staying here to sleep?"

Li Xi didn't even understand what he said for a while, and only said blankly: "There is a room next door, I can sleep there."

After a while, he suddenly reacted, his heart beating like a drum, and he looked at Chu Yan carefully and asked, "I think your bed is too big, can I sleep here?"

Chu Yan didn't speak, just lowered his head and continued to read his book.

But his attitude was clearly acquiescence, and Li Xi was so excited: "I'll go wash first."

After he finished speaking, he leaned over and kissed Chu Yan's cheek quickly, then took out the pajamas he brought and walked quickly to the bathroom.

Taking advantage of this time, System 2333 immediately popped up: [Master host, what is the male lead thinking about? ]

[Probably feel very moved. ]

The system is confused, so what exactly is moved?

Chu Yan lowered his head and flipped through the book a few times. Maybe he slept a lot in the afternoon, but he was still in good spirits, so he turned on the TV and played Qi Mingyan's TV series. The more he watched, the more he realized that Qi Mingyan was the protagonist of this world. A very good man.

Li Xi quickly took a shower and wiped the water off his body so as not to wet the sheets. When he came out of the bathroom, he found that the TV was on again.

He walked over and climbed into the bed, and put his hand loosely on Chu Yan's waist. Seeing that he didn't intend to sleep, he also watched TV with him earnestly for a while, but after a while his mind was no longer there. Looking over at the people around him, because he is close, he can even feel the fresh breath on his body. Under the warm light, his side face looks warm and soft.

Li Xi's heart moved, the more he looked at him, the more he fell in love, he couldn't help but leaned in and kissed him again.

Chu Yan was accustomed to his small gestures from time to time, just smiled, and then pointed to the TV: "Do you know him?"

Li Xi was full of joy and happiness, and only glanced at random and nodded: "I know, I saw it at the party before."

As he spoke, one hand slipped silently into Chu Yan's pajamas and touched his thin waist, but before he could do anything, he heard Chu Yan groaning repressedly.

Li Xi immediately stopped, looked up at him and asked, "What's the matter?" He was about to lift off his pajamas.

Seeing that he insisted on watching, Chu Yan also went with him.

Li Xi took off his pajamas and found that near his waist, there was an obvious bruise and two small wounds that looked like pinholes.

He should have done another puncture before he came in the morning.

Li Xi was so distressed that he hugged him obediently and didn't move, buried his face in his warm neck, and said in a slightly sad tone, "Does it hurt?"

Chu Yan shook his head: "It's okay."

After waiting for a while, it was about nine o'clock, Chu Yan couldn't stand the heavy drowsiness and fell asleep. Li Xi touched his cheek and found that because of the heat, he opened his mouth slightly and breathed. Some heavy.

Li Xi was worried that he would unbutton two of the pajamas for him like noon again, and then hug him to sleep.

Not long after waking up the next morning, a nurse came to draw him a blood test. Li Xi bought breakfast and came up, but when he was going upstairs, he ran into someone in the elevator.

The man didn't know if it was a cold or something, and he was wearing a mask on his face. Perhaps the reason why Li Xi noticed him was because Chu Yan asked him once last night.

It was the rush hour in the morning, and there were a lot of people in the elevator. Li Xi pressed the number of floors, and he arrived in no time.

He didn't take this episode to heart, but in the afternoon, Chu Yan said that he was going to take a walk in the garden, and Li Xi went to get him some water. When he came back, he saw two people sitting on a bench in the garden. to chat with.

Li Xi recalled the attitude of Chu Yan when he mentioned this person yesterday, and found that there was nothing special, so he walked over and handed the water to Chu Yan.

Qi Mingyan was obviously surprised when he saw Li Xi, and then turned to look at Chu Yan, who was beside him, and asked in doubt, "Mr. Li, you?"

Li Xi smiled, watched Chu Yan drink the water, then turned to Qi Mingyan and said, "This is my lover."

Chu Yan: "..."

Qi Mingyan had long heard that Li Xi had a deep lover, but the other person was too low-key, so not many people in the circle knew about it, but he didn't expect it to be such a coincidence.

Qi Mingyan smiled, "That's it... Then I won't bother you."

Then he turned to Chu Yan and said, "Dr. Liang, I wish you a speedy recovery, I'll go first."

Chu Yan nodded and watched him go away.

Li Xi sat down beside him and shook his hand: "How did you meet?"

"He was hospitalized in our hospital before..."

Li Xi just asked casually, and accompanied him to bask in the sun in the garden before returning to the ward.