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    After hanging up the phone, Chen Ju sent a message to Jiang Zhou, telling him that he had something to do tonight and couldn't meet him.

    Although Jiang Zhou was unhappy, he didn't ask any questions.

    little boyfriend

    Jiang Jin pushed his glasses, took the inspection report, and said, "The situation is much better recently, is there new progress with Chen Ju?"

    Jiang Zhou stood up from the chair, put on his coat, bent his lips and said, "Well, after attending the banquet today, I'll go find him."

    "But the medicine still needs to be taken. This disease is uncertain. It may recur when you think nothing is wrong." Jiang Jin looked serious, "Don't take it lightly, don't forget how serious you were some time ago."

    That was when Jiang Zhou just came back from Chen Ju's hometown. At that time, the man was so serious that he couldn't close his eyes for three or four days, let alone eat.

    "I know, you can prescribe the medicine." Jiang Zhou was a little impatient. He looked at his watch and said, "I'll get the medicine next time. There's still some left over from last time."

    "Okay, remember to pick it up whenever you are free." Jiang Jin said.

    Jiang Zhou came out of the psychological counseling room, breathed the outside air, and felt much more comfortable in his dull heart. Looking at the man's face on the phone screen, he suddenly wanted to hear Chen Ju's voice, so he made a call.

    "Hello? What, what's the matter?" Chen Ju was very noisy, and it sounded like he was still working in the store.

    "It's nothing, I just miss you." Jiang Zhou whispered.

    Chen Ju walked to a quiet place, looked around, covered the microphone with her hand, and said softly, "I miss you too."

    Jiang Zhou felt his heart throbbing. If possible, he wanted to fly to the man immediately and hold him in his arms.

    "Then let's meet tonight. If you have something to do, I can wait for you. A little later, okay?" Jiang Zhou asked softly, as if being coquettish.

    Chen Ju hesitated for a few seconds, then blushed and whispered, "Okay."

    "Then can I have small oranges tonight?" Jiang Zhou pushed forward, "I remember you will rest tomorrow."

    Chen Ju felt hot all over, and his cheeks and neck were flushed with shame. He glanced at the busy shop outside, turned around, and said in a low voice, "Well, let's talk about it when the time comes, I'm going to work."

    Before Jiang Zhou could answer, he hung up the phone hastily.

    Hearing the beep on the other end of the phone, Jiang Zhou couldn't help laughing, his dark eyes were full of smiles, he kissed the photo on the screen lightly, then put the phone back in his pocket, when he looked up,The smile on his face froze suddenly.

    Across the road, a woman was standing on the side of the road wearing that long white dress. Jiang Zhou squeezed the space between his eyebrows, and when he raised his head again, the woman disappeared.

    It was just an illusion, but it was so real, as if it could be touched.

    Jiang Zhou's face was pale, he opened the car door, sat in, leaned on the chair tiredly, closed his eyes, and his joyful mood just now fell to the bottom.

    Jiang Jin is right, this disease is like a demon, it never leaves, it will pop up at every inadvertent moment, making you feel physically and mentally exhausted, as if all your strength has been drained.

    Chen Ju got into Song Yuan's car, looked at the smiling man beside him, endured it all the way, and finally said: "Song Yuan, I have something to tell you."

    "Brother Chen," Song Yuan looked at Chen Ju, with a hint of sadness in his eyes, "I know what you want to say, just for two hours, don't say anything, can you just be my lover?"

    Chen Ju clenched the hem of her clothes, and said in a low voice, "Song Yuan, I have always regarded you as a very good friend."

    "I know, but I like Brother Chen, why can't Brother Chen give me a chance?" A flash of anger flashed in Song Yuan's eyes, which was quickly covered up again. He took a deep breath, looked at Chen Ju again, and said softlySaid, "I know Brother Chen regards me as a friend, but can you just be my lover for two hours? After the banquet is over, I won't force Brother Chen anymore."

    The man's expression was so earnest, and his eyes were blushing, Chen Ju couldn't bear to refuse any more.

    "Okay." He nodded slightly, and his hand was grabbed.

    "Great, thank you Brother Chen!" Song Yuan grabbed Chen Ju's hand excitedly.

    Just after entering the banquet, Chen Ju saw Liu Jingque, the man was still so good-looking, with a red wine glass in his hand, he glanced towards this side, and then walked straight over.

    "Yo, I just said that I won't reply to my message, so I have a companion?"

    Song Yuan subconsciously blocked Chen Ju behind him, raised the corners of his lips, and said, "What a coincidence."

    "Unfortunately, I came here specially to look for you." Liu Jingque approached, and whispered in Song Yuan's ear, "It seems that you should also know that Jiang Zhou will come here, what a clumsy way."

    Seen through his mind, Song Yuan's eyes flickered slightly, showing a comfortable smile, and said, "Thank you for the compliment."

    Chen Ju looked at the two of them, thinking of what Liu Jingque said before, if he hadn't heard it with his own ears, he wouldn't have seen that Liu Jingque liked Song Yuan at all.

    Then he must be very sad knowing that he is with Song Yuan now?Although Chen Ju doesn't like Liu Jingque very much, he had a crush on Jiang Zhou for a long time before, and he knows the pain of not being able to love.

    "By the way, I forgot to tell you that Brother Chen and I are dating." After speaking, Song Yuan put his arms around Chen Ju's waist, turned his head sideways, and planted a kiss on Chen Ju's face.

    Chen Ju froze, as if someone had hit him with a stick on the spot, his head was buzzing, he hurriedly grabbed Song Yuan's sleeve, wanting to speak.

    But Song Yuan didn't give him a chance to speak, reached out to grab his hand, bent over to get closer, and said in a low voice: "Brother Chen promised me, we are lovers now."

    Chen Ju paused, he did agree to Song Yuan, he couldn't go back on his word, forget it, it's only two hours, when the banquet is over, he will have a good chat with Song Yuan.

    Liu Jingque looked at the hands held by the two of them, pursed his lips, and clenched the wine glass in his hand, his pretty eyebrows frowned, he snorted, turned and left without saying a word.

    Looking at Liu Jingque's angry back, Chen Ju felt sorry in his heart, he felt like he had robbed something that didn't belong to him.

    "Brother Chen, don't worry about him, let's go over there for a stroll, there are some desserts you like~" Song Yuan wrapped his arms around Chen Ju's waist.

    From the beginning of the banquet, Song Yuan has been taking good care of Chen Ju, bringing him delicious food and introducing him to some people, but Chen Ju still feels very uncomfortable, especially when Song Yuan told others that the two of them are lovers, he clearly said thatIt was only two hours, but Song Yuan felt as if he wanted to introduce him to everyone he knew.

    At this time, there was a loud noise from the front, and the voices of several people chatting came from afar.

    "Over there is Song Ershao and his boyfriend. The relationship between the two seems very unusual."

    "What? My brother has a boyfriend? Why didn't anyone tell me? I'm going to check it out!" Song Qingtan walked towards him with a look of surprise.

    Hearing the figure, Chen Ju's heart skipped a beat, he stopped what he was doing, and slowly raised his head. Sure enough, there was a familiar figure standing behind Song Qingtan.

    Jiang Zhou followed Song Qingtan, and when he saw the familiar figure next to Song Yuan, he stopped and stared blankly at Chen Ju who should have something to do but appeared here.

    "When will your kid fall in love and not tell me?" Song Qingtan said with a displeased face, looked around, and said, "Where is he? Your little boyfriend."

    Before Song Yuan could speak, Song Qingtan saw Chen Ju, pulled Jiang Zhou's arm quickly, and said, "Young Master Jiang, your little boyfriend is here!"

    Chen Ju came back to her senses, and looked at Jiang Zhou in a panic, what should do?Why is Jiang Zhou at this banquet?

    "I think I must have made a mistake." Song Yuan raised the corners of his lips, and wrapped his arms around Chen Ju's waist, "He is my lover."

    "Ah?" Song Qingtan looked at Jiang Zhou beside him with a look of seeing a ghost.

    I saw that Jiang Zhou didn't say a word, nor showed any expression, just looked at Chen Ju so quietly.

    Chen Ju saw deep grief in the man's dark and indifferent eyes, her heart throbbed, and she forgot to explain for a while, when she realized, Jiang Zhou had already looked away, turned around, and left without saying a wordthe banquet hall.

    "Jiang Zhou!" Chen Ju woke up startled, and called out Jiang Zhou's name in a panic, but Jiang Zhou just paused for a moment before continuing to walk forward, his back actually looked a little flustered.

    "Brother Chen, don't go." Song Yuan grabbed Chen Ju's wrist, "You promised me, there is still an hour."

    Chen Ju pursed her lips, took a deep breath, reached out and opened Song Yuan's hand little by little, and said with a serious expression: "Song Yuan, you will always be my good friend, I'm sorry."

    After finishing speaking, Chen Ju trotted towards the direction Jiang Zhou left, leaving Song Yuan standing there with an ugly face.

    Song Qingtan looked at Chen Ju's back and then at Song Yuan, reached out and patted him on the shoulder, and said, "Don't be too sad, of course I can't rob you with Young Master Jiang, besides, he has liked you for so many years."

    Song Yuan patted Song Qingtan's hand away, and said with a cold face: "I know what I know, I don't need brother to meddle in my own business."

    After finishing speaking, Song Yuan turned around and left, leaving behind the petrified Song Qingtan, who was stunned in place with an incredulous expression on his face.

    Damn, is that rebellious person just now still his cute and lovely brother?Is he hallucinating?

    Chen Ju ran out, and the night wind blew over with traces of coolness. He looked around anxiously, what should he do?Where did Jiang Zhou go?He obviously chased him out immediately, why couldn't he see anyone?

    "Jiang Zhou! Where are you? I have something to tell you!" Chen Ju raised her voice and shouted.

    The only answer to him was the bleak evening wind. Chen Ju clenched his palms tightly, and a burst of heat suddenly welled up in his eyes, as if a big stone had been pressed against his chest, which was stuffy and stuffy. He squatted down slowly, choked up and said, "Come outAh, why did you run so fast, why didn't you wait for me..."

    Behind the tree not far away, Jiang Zhou clenched his fists, his joints protruded, his slender fingers were pale, and when he heard Chen Ju's choked and hoarse voice behind him, his heart tightened suddenly, full of pitychest, to dissipate the surging anger.

    He turned around and walked out from behind the tree, wanting to hold the man in his arms immediately, no matter what he said, no matter whether he wanted to be with Song Yuan or not, he would not let go.

    As soon as he took a step forward, suddenly, there was a feeling of suffocation in his chest, his heart thumped and accelerated, and even his breathing became rapid.

    Remember to peel the oranges before eating

    Jiang Zhou held onto the tree trunk, cold sweat dripping from his forehead. He closed his eyes, leaned against the tree, and took out the medicine from his pocket. Because his hands were shaking, the medicine box fell to the ground without grasping it firmly.

    He looked at his feet, and he could only vaguely distinguish an outline in his blurred vision. He squatted down and wanted to pick it up, but unexpectedly, his feet were unstable and he fell to the ground.

    Chen Ju heard the sound coming from that side, and looked over quickly, just in time to see a figure sitting on the ground, he was overjoyed, stood up immediately, and walked over there.

    "Jiang Zhou, didn't you leave? Great, I, I thought you were gone." Chen Ju ran over, and saw Jiang Zhou leaning on the trunk, sitting on the ground, with his back to himself, his heart tightened, "What’s wrong with you?"

    "Don't come over!" Jiang Zhou said in a deep voice, he didn't want Chen Ju to see himself in such a mess.

    Chen Ju stopped, her eyes suddenly became hot, she pursed her lips and said, "You, are you angry?"

    Hearing Chen Ju's trembling voice, Jiang Zhou felt extremely distressed. He took a deep breath and clenched his palms tightly. The pain of nails digging into his palms made him regain consciousness for a short time, and his vision gradually became clearer.

    "Song Yuan and I are just friends," Chen Ju explained cautiously, looking at Jiang Zhou's back pitifully, "It's not that kind of relationship, don't be angry, okay?"

    Jiang Zhou still didn't speak, Chen Ju looked at his back with a sore nose, clutched the hem of his clothes tightly, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I, I'm leaving first."

    He couldn't stay here any longer, it turned out that it was such a painful thing to face the indifferent Jiang Zhou.

    Chen Ju quickly wiped his eyes with his sleeve, turned around, and was about to leave when his wrist was grabbed, and Jiang Zhou's voice sounded low and deep.

    "Don't go, little orange, I'm not angry."

    Chen Ju paused, the tears he had been suppressing finally couldn't bear it anymore, and rolled down, he turned around, looked at Jiang Zhou with red eyes, choked up and said, "Then why are you ignoring me?"

    Jiang Zhou hadn't fully recovered yet, his heart was beating so fast that it seemed to jump out of his throat, but what made him even more unbearable were the man's tears. He had sworn that he would never hurt Chen Ju again, because he sheda tear.

    "I'm sorry," Jiang Zhou reached out and pulled Chen Ju into his arms, hugged her tightly, and said in a hoarse voice, "I'm so angry, I promise you, I won't do this again."

    Being hugged by the man, Chen Ju felt even more wronged, tears couldn't stop falling, and said in a muffled voice: "Song Yuan and I are not what you think, I wanted to accompany him to the banquet, and then I told himclearly."

    "I'm sorry, I misunderstood." Jiang Zhou gently patted Chen Ju's back, and lowered his head to place a soft kiss on the man's hair.

    "Yes, I was wrong, I should tell you clearly." The uneasiness and grievance in my heart were calmed down by Jiang Zhou's comfort, and Chen Ju began to feel embarrassed.

    Jiang Zhou gently shook Chen Ju, like coaxing a child, resting his chin on his shoulder, and said softly: "Needless to say I'm sorry, little Juzi, I believe what you said, I'm angry just because I don't believe in myself enough."

    He felt that he was not good enough and did not do enough, so Chen Ju would choose someone else, which is all justifiable, and he didn't even have the right to be angry.

    Chen Ju didn't understand the meaning of Jiang Zhou's words. He noticed that something was wrong with Jiang Zhou, almost half of his weight was on his body, and he was breathing heavily.

    "Are you uncomfortable?" Chen Ju raised his head and looked at Jiang Zhou worriedly. Sure enough, the man's face was pale, his brows were slightly frowned, and he looked very uncomfortable.

    Jiang Zhou paused, raised the corners of his lips, and said, "It's nothing, it should be caused by hypoglycemia."

    "Hypoglycemia?" Chen Ju didn't remember that Jiang Zhou had this disease, "Did you bring candies?"

    "Just rest for a while." Jiang Zhou grabbed Chen Ju's wrist and hugged him in his arms again, "Let me hug you, little Orange, you'll be fine if you hug me."

    "But I, I'm not a doctor," Chen Ju said anxiously, "This won't work."

    "It's really fine." Jiang Zhou hugged Chen Ju tightly, not letting him see his face, turned his head and kissed his neck one after another, "I'm much better now."

    Chen Ju was numb all over from the kiss, and pushed Jiang Zhou feebly, but finally gave up and patted Jiang Zhou's back lightly to make him feel better.

    Jiang Zhou slowly opened his eyes, and the hallucination of the woman appeared again. He stood on the side of the road not far away, looking at him quietly, the feeling of suffocation in his chest became heavier, he closed his eyes, and hugged Chenorange.

    After a while, Jiang Zhou finally got better, took Chen Ju's hand, and got into the car parked by the side of the road.

    The car quickly drove to a familiar place, Chen Ju looked at the building in front of him, and his thoughts drifted far away for a while.

    The days spent here seemed like yesterday, as if he just went out to work for a day and then came back.

    "Do you still live here?" Chen Ju looked back and asked.

    "Well, it's always been here." Jiang Zhou took Chen Ju's hand, turned his head and kissed his palm gently, "Because there are traces of you here."

    After entering the house, Chen Ju understood what Jiang Zhou meant by the traces. From entering the door, everything in the house was exactly the same as when he was there, even his slippers were still lying on the shoe rack.

    Still in a daze, Jiang Zhou suddenly hugged him from behind, put his chin on his shoulder, and whispered: "You are finally back again."

    Feeling the warmth on his back, Chen Ju relaxed his body and leaned against Jiang Zhou's arms, closed his eyes, yes, he finally came back again.

    When Chen Ju went to the bathroom to take a bath, he thought of Jiang Zhou's phone call in the morning, and his cheeks were hot. He made special preparations and took a bath for thirty minutes.

    When he came out of the bathroom, his whole body was red, like cooked shrimp.

    After searching around, he found that Jiang Zhou was not in the bedroom. Chen Ju searched around, and finally saw Jiang Zhou in the kitchen of the living room. Hearing footsteps, Jiang Zhou put down the water glass in his hand and turned around.

    "Did you wash?" Jiang Zhou raised the corners of his lips and reached out to Chen Ju, "Come here."

    Chen Ju walked over obediently, and put his hand in Jiang Zhou's palm. Jiang Zhou's hand was a size bigger than his, and he wrapped his hand easily.

    "Aren't you thirsty after washing for so long? Drink some water." Jiang Zhou poured a glass of warm water and handed it to Chen Ju

    Chen Ju picked up the water glass and gulped down a big one, glanced at Jiang Zhou out of the corner of his eye, then lowered his head, his earlobe was red and bleeding.

    "I, I made preparations..."

    Chen Ju's voice was very low, like a mosquito chirping. Jiang Zhou couldn't hear it clearly, so he bent over and asked, "What?"

    "I, I..." Seeing Jiang Zhouli so close, with that handsome face so close at hand, Chen Ju seemed to stop breathing, her heart was beating wildly in her chest, and she couldn't say the first sentence that seemed to be an invitation.The second time, I held it in for a long time before I could say, "Do you want to eat oranges tonight? Me, I washed it."

    After finishing speaking, the air seemed to be quiet. Jiang Zhou didn't speak for a long time. Chen Ju was so ashamed that he wanted to bite his tongue and kill himself immediately. What was he talking about just now?How embarrassing it would be if Jiang Zhou didn't mean that!

    "Washed clean?" Jiang Zhou moved closer, his straight nose pressed against the tip of Chen Juhong's red nose, his dark eyes were full of wind and clouds, suppressing the unresolved lust, and said softly, "Really? Then I canDid you peel the tangerine?"

    The man's hot and humid breath sprayed on his face, and Chen Ju's face was as red as a ripe tomato. If it was in a cartoon, you could definitely see a wisp of white smoke rising from his head.

    Jiang Zhou grabbed Chen Ju's waist, lifted him up and placed him on the countertop. The coolness of the tiles seeped into his skin through the bathrobe, causing Chen Ju to shiver.

    "Hold me tight." Jiang Zhou put Chen Ju's limp arms on his shoulders, leaned over and kissed Chen Ju's lips, biting and grinding his teeth lightly.

    The kiss moved from the mouth to the chin, and Chen Ju raised his head impatiently. The next second, his chin was bitten, and the numb pain spread from his chin to his whole body. Chen Ju's body became weak and he fell back.

    Jiang Zhou grabbed his waist, loosened his teeth, kissed the red chin, moved all the way down, and kissed along the line of the neck to the protruding Adam's apple.Trembling, he clenched Jiang Zhou's arm and said in a trembling voice, "No, no, it's so uncomfortable..."

    "That won't work," Jiang Zhou narrowed his eyes, bit his Adam's apple lightly, and felt Chen Ju's feeble push. He grabbed Chen Ju's hand and laughed softly, "Do you have to eat a small orange?"Do you want to start eating a little?"

    Chen Ju blushed, her body was weak, she stared at Jiang Zhou shamefully and angrily, and stammered: "Yes, but this is too, too uncomfortable."

    Seeing the gleam in the man's eyes, Jiang Zhou's heart softened. He moved his mouth away, raised his head and kissed Chen Ju's lips, and said, "Okay, don't bite there."

    Jiang Zhou began to peel the small oranges. He peeled off the skin first, then pulled the straps, and the bathrobe slid off his shoulders, revealing the white and tender orange flesh. Jiang Zhou's eyes darkened and his breathing became short of breath.

    But he can't be too anxious, the way of eating oranges has to be gentle, otherwise it will scare the little oranges.

    First comfort the little orange, give him gentle kisses and gentle touches, so that he will not be so nervous and afraid, and then continue to peel the orange when he relaxes.

    Suddenly, with a hand on his chest, Jiang Zhou stopped the movement of his hand, looked down at the little orange that had been peeled off half of the orange, opened his bathrobe, revealing the glistening white flesh of the orange, his round eyes were moist,Like the green grass that has fallen frost in the early spring morning, sweeping across Jiang Zhou's heart, itchy.

    "What's wrong?" Jiang Zhou asked, "Do you feel uncomfortable?"

    Chen Ju shook his head, nodded again, blushed, and whispered, "This, this is so strange...it wasn't like this before..."

    Jiang Zhou knew that Chen Ju was talking about something he did when they were just together, and Jiang Zhou had no experience at that time, so he forced Chen Ju out of anger and left him with a bad memory.

    Thinking of this, my heart felt a little sour, and the feeling of guilt enveloped my heart again. Jiang Zhou took Chen Ju's hand back, turned his head and kissed it lightly, and said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I was not gentle enough before, and I didn't take it well.Cherish you, don't be afraid, I will love you well."

    Our little orange is the cutest

    Facing Jiang Zhou's affectionate eyes, Chen Ju's nasal cavity felt sore for a while, and she slowly lowered her hand against it, and said with a blushing face, "Then, then you should be gentle."

    "Okay." Jiang Zhou moved closer and kissed Chen Ju's lips again.

    After peeling the orange peel, the orange peel was spread on the cold tiles. Chen Ju lay on the clothes with her eyes closed in shame, waiting for Jiang Zhou's action.

    This time Jiang Zhou didn't continue, Chen Ju opened his eyes suspiciously, and met Jiang Zhou's dark eyes, his heart was beating wildly.

    "Why, what's the matter?" Chen Ju stammered.

    "I'm admiring," Jiang Zhou raised the corners of his lips, his eyes were full of smiles, "My little oranges are so pretty."

    Chen Ju's face turned red, he turned his head, and said shyly, "They're all men, yes, what's so good about it, and I, I think you look better."

    Jiang Zhou is indeed prettier than him, not only his face, but also his muscular body, and wherever he goes, he is always the focus of attention.

    As for him, he is ordinary-looking, thin and weak, only Jiang Zhou said he is cute and good-looking.

    "Who said that? Our little oranges are the prettiest." Jiang Zhou leaned over, hugged Chen Ju, and kissed his shoulders one after another.Pressed into his arms.

    Chen Ju felt his whole body was soft, and his grasped waist seemed to have no bones. It was so soft that he couldn't sit still, so he could only rely on Jiang Zhou's palm for support.

    "Hold me tight, it's too cold here, let's go to the bedroom."

    "Oh." Chen Ju's head was dizzy, and his hands limply wrapped around Jiang Zhou's neck, and then he was picked up by his buttocks, in the standard posture of holding a child.

    Because he was afraid of falling, Chen Ju's legs tightly wrapped around Jiang Zhou's waist, and his arms hugged tightly, like a little sloth.

    When she was put on the soft bed, Chen Ju was still in a daze. She opened her teary eyes and looked at Jiang Zhou blankly, her hands were still in an embracing position and did not let go.

    "Don't you want to let go?" Jiang Zhou asked, and gently kissed the tip of Chen Ju's nose.

    Chen Ju nodded his head, Jiang Zhou's body was very warm, he liked the warmth.

    "Okay, then we'll do what you want." A look of malice flashed in Jiang Zhou's eyes, he pinched Chen Ju's waist and lifted him up, sat on the bed by himself, and let Chen Ju sit on his lap.

    Chen Ju realized what Jiang Zhou meant by changing his posture. The blush spread from his cheeks all the way to his body. The skin exposed in the air was pink and tender, which made people very appetizing and wanted to take a bite.

    Jiang Zhou thought so, and did the same. He opened his mouth and bit Chen Ju's tender shoulder, and began to eat the little orange!

    Jiang Zhou's movements throughout the whole process were so gentle, it could even be said that he was careful, for fear of hurting Chen Ju, such a man made Chen Ju feel full of heart, as if stuffed with a ball of cotton that had been basked in the sun, warm and warm,Soft and soft.

    After the end, Chen Ju's whole body was sore and limp, she had no strength at all, and was so sleepy that she closed her eyes and fell asleep.

    I don't know how long I slept. Chen Ju dreamed that he was tightly entangled by a vine, which became tighter and tighter, and he was about to be unable to breathe. He suddenly opened his eyes, and Jiang Zhou's handsome face came into view. The man frowned while asleep.He hugged his waist with both hands, and pressed his legs with two legs. It turned out that the vine that was about to strangle him in the dream was Jiang Zhou.

    Chen Ju moved, and Jiang Zhou hugged him even tighter. Thinking of what happened before falling asleep, Chen Ju's cheeks felt hot and he felt uncomfortable.

    No, he needs to take a shower, but Jiang Zhou hugs him so tightly that he can't even move.

    After tossing and tossing for a while, Chen Ju finally got out of Jiang Zhou's embrace. As soon as his feet touched the ground and was about to stand up, he felt his body go limp and fell back down.

    There was no strength in his legs, and Jiang Zhou's bold actions appeared in his mind, and Chen Ju couldn't help but blush again. He rubbed his waist and waited for a few minutes before moving to the bathroom little by little.

    You can't take a shower standing up, but you can soak in the bathtub for a while.Chen Ju filled the bathtub with hot water and tested the water temperature before taking off his shirt and entering the bathtub.

    The warm water wrapped his body, and Chen Ju washed his face in an awkward position with a blushing face. After washing, he was already sweating profusely and panting.

    After holding on and changing the water in the bathtub again, Chen Ju couldn't hold on any longer, lay on the edge of the bathtub exhaustedly, and closed her eyes.

    Because she was too tired, and the warm water wrapped her body very comfortably, Chen Ju wanted to get up after soaking, but she accidentally fell asleep.

    I don't know how long I slept, but in a daze, Chen Ju heard a shout, as if his name was being called, he yawned and slowly opened his eyes, and when he saw the scene in front of him, he was stunned.

    Jiang Zhou, barefoot and disheveled, knelt in front of the bathtub, grabbed his hand, sobbed and kept calling his name.

    "Little Orange, don't leave me, Little Orange..."

    "I'm sorry, little orange, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I should hold on to Auntie, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

    "Don't go, don't die, you don't want to see me, then I won't appear in front of your eyes, I'm sorry, please don't die, please..."

    Jiang Zhou cried like a helpless child, completely unaware that Chen Ju had woken up, immersed in his own world, unable to hear any sound from the outside world.

    Chen Ju woke up with a start, and hurriedly said: "Jiang Zhou! Look, I'm fine, I just fell asleep!"

    But Jiang Zhou seemed to be unable to hear, and continued to beg in a low voice, his eyes were red, as if he had fallen into a nightmare and couldn't wake up, Chen Ju's heart hurt badly, he sat up from the bathtub, and hugged Jiang Zhou with his arms.

    "Jiang Zhou, open your eyes and take a good look at me, I'm fine, I'm fine." Chen Ju patted Jiang Zhou's back clumsily, as if coaxing a child, "It's fine, it's fine, don't cry.”

    Jiang Zhou finally heard Chen Ju's voice, and his mood gradually calmed down. He grabbed Chen Ju's hand and looked up at him, tears still falling uncontrollably.

    "Little Orange?" His voice was hoarse, with a hint of uncertainty, as if everything in front of him was an illusion.

    "Well, it's me. I'm fine. I'm fine." Chen Ju's eyes were red and her voice was choked up.

    He never knew that that night was not only a nightmare for him, but also a terrible nightmare for Jiang Zhou that he could not escape.

    "I'm sorry, little orange," Jiang Zhou put his face on Chen Ju's palm, his eyes drooped, tears rolled down his thick eyelashes and dripped on Chen Ju's hand, "I'm sorry, I thought you were leaving againI thought it was because I didn't do a good job and hurt you again."

    The man's apology made Chen Ju feel a swelling pain in his chest, and his eyes were filled with heat. He choked up and said, "I won't go, I won't go."

    Liu Jingque walked to the balcony with his wine glass in his hand, Song Yuan was standing there smoking with his back turned, the evening wind blew his clothes up, which made people feel a little lonely.

    He raised the corners of his lips, leaned against the pillar next to him, and said, "Yo, where's your little boyfriend?"

    Song Yuan paused, didn't look back, didn't speak, and continued to smoke his cigarette.

    Liu Jingque continued to provoke: "Why did he leave you to chase Jiang Zhou? It seems that you are not attractive enough~"

    "Shut up." Song Yuan shook his cigarette butt and gritted his teeth.

    Liu Jingque smiled with crooked eyebrows, walked to Song Yuan's side, shook the wine glass, leaned in front of Song Yuan, and said, "Do you want me to play with you?"

    "No need," Song Yuan grabbed Liu Jingque's wrist and frowned, "I don't need you to pity me yet."

    "Haha, but I think you really need it?" Liu Jingque laughed so hard that he didn't want to be beaten. If it wasn't for that pretty face, Song Yuan would have punched him down a long time ago.

    "No need! Take care of yourself!" Song Yuan shook off Liu Jingque's hand, extinguished the cigarette butt, and turned to enter the banquet.

    Liu Jingque leaned on the railing, took a sip of red wine, looked at Song Yuan's angry back, and the smile in his eyes did not diminish at all.

    At dawn, Jiang Zhou opened his eyes. He looked at the man in his arms, his eyes flickered slightly, kissed the man's forehead lightly, and got up gently.

    Walking to the living room, he called Jiang Jin and made an appointment. After hanging up the phone, Jiang Zhou lowered his eyes, and the fingers of his right hand trembled slightly, uncontrollably.

    He took a deep breath, went to the kitchen, took the rest of the medicine, and took a while to get better.

    Waking up from a dream last night, he found that Chen Ju was not in his arms. He panicked, stumbled into the bathroom and saw Chen Ju lying quietly in the bathtub with his eyes closed.

    At that moment, his breathing almost stopped, and the blood in his body stopped flowing. When he came back to his senses, he was kneeling on the ground and crying, being hugged by Chen Ju.

    That memory seemed to be pinched out, and he couldn't remember anything.

    Jiang Zhou felt panic for the first time, a kind of panic and uneasiness from the bottom of his heart.

    "Jiang Zhou?" Chen Ju's confused voice sounded, Jiang Zhou woke up from his thoughts, put down his water glass, and walked out of the kitchen.

    "Are you awake?" Jiang Zhou raised the corners of his lips, said in a gentle tone, and stretched out his hand towards Chen Ju.

    Chen Ju squinted her eyes, wore plush slippers, and her walking posture was awkward because of her sore back. When she came to Jiang Zhou, she obediently put her hand in his palm, and said vaguely, "What did you do?"

    "I'm going to make you breakfast, what do you want to eat?" Jiang Zhou took Chen Ju into his arms, put his chin on his shoulder, and whispered.

    Chen Ju closed his eyes, and Jiang Zhou's pleasant smell made him feel at ease. He rubbed his head in Jiang Zhou's arms like a kitten, and said in a muffled voice, "It's all right."

    "Then sit down and I'll make breakfast right away." Jiang Zhou rubbed Chen Ju's hair and kissed him on the lips.

    Chen Ju shook his head, reached out and grabbed Jiang Zhou's sleeve, and said softly, "I don't want to be alone, I want to be with you."

    "Okay, let's go together." Jiang Zhou petted, stretched out his hand to grab Chen Ju's waist, picked him up, and walked towards the kitchen with his buttocks in his hands.

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    Jiang Zhou fried an egg, toasted a few slices of bread, made a sandwich, and warmed up a glass of milk for Chen Ju.

    Chen Ju stared at the breakfast on the plate and felt it was very familiar. After taking a bite, she was even more sure that it was the taste she had eaten before, and looked up at Jiang Zhou who was sitting opposite and drinking coffee.

    "What's wrong?" Jiang Zhou put down his coffee and asked, "Is it not to your taste?"

    Chen Ju hesitated for a few seconds, then said in a small voice, "Did you cook the breakfast before?"

    Jiang Zhou paused, then replied, "Yes."

    "I thought Auntie did it." Chen Ju said, feeling happy because of this little discovery, picked up the milk and took a big gulp.

    "If you like it, I'll make it for you every day." Jiang Zhou bent his lips and looked at Chen Ju tenderly.

    Chen Ju was stared at by such enthusiastic eyes, his cheeks were slightly hot, he lowered his head, embarrassed to look into Jiang Zhou's eyes, and said in a low voice, "Me too, I can make it for you."

    "Okay, then I'm looking forward to it~" Jiang Zhou said with a smile in his eyes.

    After breakfast, Chen Ju put down his cup and looked at the clock. It was almost time to go to work, but his waist and buttocks were still sore, and it was uncomfortable to move.

    As if seeing what Chen Ju was thinking, Jiang Zhou said, "I have already called Li Qing and asked you for a day off. You can rest at home today."

    "Ah, I, I'm fine, I can still work." Chen Ju said with a blushing face.

    "It's okay, you have a good rest, I want you to rest at home." Jiang Zhou came over and put his palm on Chen Ju's shoulder, "Be obedient and wait at home for me to come back from get off work."

    "Oh." Chen Ju's cheeks were hot, she lowered her head, and waited at home for Jiang Zhou to come back from get off work, sounding like a newlyweds.

    what to do?He feels his heart beating so fast now, and even the pain in his body feels sweet, getting married... If he and Jiang Zhou get married...

    Song Yuan's words suddenly sounded in my ears, Jiang Zhou is the young master of the Jiang family, and he is not only powerless, but also a man, so it would be difficult to be together...

    Thinking of this, Chen Ju's happy mood sank, and he didn't notice that Jiang Zhou's expression on the opposite side was wrong.

    "Then slow down on your way to work." Chen Ju raised her head and said.

    "Okay." Jiang Zhou raised the corners of his lips, cold sweat dripped from his forehead, he clenched his fists tightly, his protruding joints turned white, and the familiar feeling of suffocation came again, sweeping his whole body like a tide, and his body became heavy and heavy.

    "Then I'll wash the dishes." Chen Ju stood up, picked up the dishes, and walked awkwardly to the kitchen.

    Hearing the sound of splashing water coming from the kitchen, Jiang Zhou seemed to have returned to that night again, everything around him became dark, and the kitchen behind him turned into the bloody bathroom. Chen Ju closed her eyes, without a trace of life.Lie in the bathtub.

    Trembling uncontrollably, Jiang Zhou closed his eyes and used his willpower to expel the illusion.

    Chen Ju is fine, he is alive and well, these are all hallucinations, don't think about it anymore.

    Chen Ju glanced out of the door while washing the dishes. Jiang Zhou was sitting with his back facing the door, his back straight and motionless. It looked strange. Isn't he going to work?Why don't you get up and pack up?

    "Jiang Zhou?" He called out.

    Jiang Zhou's back trembled, then stood up, and a low voice came: "I remembered that there are still things left in the study, I'll go get them."

    After finishing speaking, Jiang Zhou walked towards the study room. He didn't know if it was Chen Ju's illusion, but he always felt that Jiang Zhou's footsteps were a little staggered, as if walking unsteadily.

    As soon as the door was closed, Jiang Zhou swayed forward. He reached out and grabbed the table next to him, and barely stabilized his body.

    Jiang Zhou's eyes were red, he took a deep breath, leaned against the door, sweat slid down his temples to his chin, and dripped down his neck.

    This time the onset was even shorter than the last time, and it must have been because Chen Ju was frightened last night that it became so serious.

    There was not a single pill in the medicine bottle in his pocket, and he had to find Jiang Jin quickly after finishing the last two pills last night.

    When the knock on the door sounded, Jiang Zhou woke up from his thoughts, his hands were still shaking, and his vision was blurred, but in order not to worry Chen Ju, he pretended to be in a normal tone and asked, "What's wrong?"

    "Are you okay?" Chen Ju's worried voice came. After washing the dishes in the kitchen, he still felt uneasy, so he decided to come and have a look.

    "It's okay, what can I do?" Jiang Zhou took a deep breath, opened the door, and bent his lips to show a gentle smile. Although only Chen Ju's figure could be seen clearly in his line of sight, it didn't affect him at all, "Is this going to happen?"I don't see you, Little Orange misses me?"

    Chen Ju was still very worried just now, but after being teased by Jiang Zhou, she immediately blushed, pursed her lips and said, "No, no, go to work quickly."

    As he said that, he turned around and wanted to leave, but his wrist was grabbed, and Jiang Zhou hugged him from behind.

    "Little Orange, let me charge the battery. If we don't see each other one day, I will miss Little Orange very much~" Jiang Zhou rested his chin on Chen Ju's shoulder, smelling the man's familiar scent, his heartbeat gradually stabilized.

    Although Chen Ju said that, he was actually reluctant to let Jiang Zhou go to work, but he was too embarrassed to say it, feeling too tired and crooked.

    After a while, when the time was almost up, Jiang Zhou left the room with three turns. As soon as he left, Chen Ju felt that the room became empty.

    Since it's all right, let's clean the house, anyway, he has nothing to do.

    Thinking of this, Chen Ju rolled up his sleeves and started drying, carried Jiang Zhou's clothes and the bed sheets and quilt covers into the washing machine, and then began mopping the floor and mopping the table, very busy.

    When sweeping to the kitchen, Chen Ju kicked a small bottle and picked it up.

    What kind of medicine is this?Is Jiang Zhou sick?He stared at the words on the bottle and looked around, but couldn't tell what disease it was for.

    So he took out his mobile phone and searched for the bottle. When the introduction of the medicine popped up on the screen, Chen Ju was stunned, and the broom in his hand fell to the ground. He stared at the words on the screen for a long, long time.

    "Are you sure this method is okay?" Jiang Qing sat on the sofa and raised his eyebrows, "Jiang Zhou is not a fool."

    "As long as something about Brother Chen happens, Jiang Zhou will go there even if he knows it's a trap." Song Yuan took a sip of the red wine, put the glass on the table, his eyes sparkled slightly, "I only have one request,Don't hurt Brother Chen."

    "Don't worry, but are you sure you want to take such a risk?" Jiang Qing looked at the man in front of him, as if looking at a lunatic, "If you don't do it well, you might die."

    "I know it well." Song Yuan stood up and raised the corners of his lips, "You don't need to worry."

    After finishing speaking, Song Yuan left the box, and when the door of the box closed, Jiang Qing said in a low voice: "What a madman."

    But it has nothing to do with him, as long as it can seriously hurt Jiang Zhou's vitality, he can take the opportunity to become the biggest beneficiary of the Jiang family. As for the others, it has nothing to do with him.

    As soon as Song Yuan walked out of the restaurant, he saw an uninvited guest. He frowned, pretended not to see him, and turned around to walk in another direction.

    There was the sound of unhurried footsteps behind him, and he followed him slowly without speaking.

    Finally, Song Yuan couldn't bear it anymore, stopped, turned around and looked at Liu Jingque, frowned and said, "What do you mean? Why do you know I'm here?"

    Liu Jingque looked surprised, and pretended to say: "Hey, Song Ershao can see me? I thought I had acquired the invisible skill unintentionally."

    Song Yuan stared at Liu Jingque, and said in a deep voice, "What do you want to do?"

    "I'm not doing anything, I'm just curious why you came here to find Jiang Qing?" Liu Jingque walked up to Song Yuan with a smile all over his face, "Could it be that you are planning something that I don't know about?"

    Song Yuan's heart tightened, and he instinctively told him what Liu Jingque knew, but asking directly would expose himself again.

    "You're overthinking. My people recently found Miss Liu's whereabouts. I'll send it to you later." He changed the subject.

    "Really? Are you sure it's my sister?" Liu Jingque became emotional, and stopped playing tricks with Song Yuan, "Send it to me now, by the way, let your people not disturb her, I just want to know herIt's just how you're doing."

    Song Yuan raised his brows slightly, a look of surprise flashed in his eyes, he looked at Liu Jingque, but couldn't see it, he thought Liu Jingque's first reaction was to go to Liu Shengyue when he found out, after all, this kid has always been a sister-controller.

    "What's the matter? Looking at me like this, do you think I'm pretty?" Liu Jingque began to be serious again, putting his arm on Song Yuan's shoulder, smiling brightly.

    Liu Jingque is indeed good-looking, but it doesn't fit Song Yuan's aesthetics. His good looks are too aggressive, like a beautiful leopard, which can only be seen from a distance but not up close. don't know when he will bite youa mouthful.

    "Don't think too much, I don't like your type." After Song Yuan finished speaking, he pulled Liu Jingque's paw and walked towards the car parked by the side of the road.

    Liu Jingque followed closely behind, and when Song Yuan opened the door, he also opened the door and sat in.

    "What do you mean you don't like my type? Did you have a good time quitting that night?"

    "Liu Jingque!" Song Yuan couldn't believe that Liu Jingque could be so shameless, and he could say such words like no one else, "Don't talk nonsense!"

    Seeing Song Yuan's expression, Liu Jingque couldn't help laughing, leaning on the back of the chair, clutching his stomach, as if hearing some funny joke.

    "Get out of the car if you laugh again." Song Yuan said with a sullen face.

    Liu Jingque sat up straight, restrained her smile, coughed twice, and said, "Okay, I won't laugh, I won't laugh anymore."

    Saying that, the smile in his eyes didn't diminish by half, Song Yuan was upset, but there was nothing he could do about him.

    When the car started, Liu Jingque didn't ask him where he was going, as if he would go wherever Song Yuan went.

    Song Yuan was too lazy to talk to him, as long as he found an opportunity, Liu Jingque would run the train with his mouth full, in order to avoid this situation, he chose not to speak.

    After driving to the place where Liu Jingque was working, Song Yuan stopped the car and looked to the side. In this situation, Liu Jingque actually fell asleep, and Song Yuan couldn't help but have black lines on his forehead.

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    "Hey, wake up." Song Yuan called out.

    I have to say that when Liu Jingque fell asleep and didn't speak, his appearance was still very pleasing to the eye, but without those lively eyes, it lost a bit of charm.

    Liu Jingque yawned and slowly opened his eyes. When he saw the familiar scenery outside the window, he was stunned and said, "Your company has been renovated? Why is it the same as my company?"

    "Just pretend, this is your company, get out of the car." Song Yuan couldn't help swearing, he always maintained the image of Mr. Pianpian in front of Chen Ju, but he couldn't pretend for a moment in front of Liu Jingque, and wanted to give it to him directly.The man kicked, the farther the kick, the better.

    Suddenly, Liu Jingque's expression became twitchy, he blinked his eyes, and looked at Song Yuan shyly, and Song Yuan immediately had a bad premonition in his heart after seeing him.

    Before he could stop him, Liu Jingque squeezed his throat and said shyly, "Hey, do you want to see your parents so soon? But what should I do? My dad may not be at the company, why don't we change the time?"

    There was a rumbling sound in Song Yuan's ear, and his eyes turned black for a while. After a while, he squeezed out a word between his teeth: "Get out!"

    "Hahaha," Liu Jingque let out a burst of laughter, stretched out his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said, "Song Yuan, why are you so serious? Can't tell, don't you usually have a good time?"

    Song Yuan unbuckled his seat belt, opened the door, walked around to the other side, opened the door of the passenger seat, and pulled Liu Jingque off with his hand.

    "Don't follow me anymore!" Song Yuan gritted his teeth, got into the car, stepped on the accelerator and left here without giving Liu Jingque any time to react.

    Looking at the car going away, Liu Jingque gradually restrained her smile, her eyes filled with unknown emotions.

    Looking at the inspection report in his hand, Jiang Jin frowned and said, "What's going on? Obviously the situation was much better two days ago."

    Jiang Zhou leaned back on the chair, pulled off his tie, closed his eyes, and said hoarsely, "How long will it take for this disease to recover? Or will it never recover?"

    He began to feel bored, tired of this disease, which accompanied him for five years, like a devil hiding in the dark, waiting for him to emerge when he was undefended, and destroy his life.

    "Master Jiang, don't be too anxious. It will take several years to repair the severe physical injuries, let alone the spiritual ones? Some people will remember the injuries they suffered in childhood until they are old." Jiang Jin comforted.

    Jiang Zhou opened his eyes, looked at Jiang Jin, and said, "What does Doctor Jiang mean, I might never get better for the rest of my life?"

    "Of course not. What I mean is that it won't be completely cured, but at least it won't affect your life, and try to minimize its existence." Jiang Jin explained, "Don't be too anxious, and cooperate with me from now on.Treatment will do."

    "I can't do it," Jiang Zhou pinched his brows, arched his waist, and looked very tired. "If this continues, how will I live with Xiaojuzi? He just accepted me, and I don't want to be with him.He separates."

    Jiang Jin looked at Jiang Zhou like this and sighed. He could understand Jiang Zhou's urgency and anxiety. They had been treated like this for half a year, and everything was clearly developing in a good direction, but they were suddenly killed back., it would be uncomfortable for anyone.

    But such a situation is not a special case. Many of his patients have such a situation. After all, it is a psychological disease. How can it be cured so quickly and easily?

    The ringing of the mobile phone broke the silence in the treatment room. Jiang Zhou woke up from his thoughts and picked up the mobile phone. When he saw the little orange's note on the screen with a flash of pain in his eyes, he took a deep breath and pressed the answer button.

    "Little Orange, why do you miss me?" Jiang Zhou's tone didn't sound like the exhaustion and pain just now.

    The other end of the phone was very quiet, only the sound of breathing could be heard, Jiang Zhou faintly felt that something was wrong, panicked in his heart, and asked in a low voice: "What happened?"

    "Jiang Zhou, do you have something to hide from me?" Chen Ju's final voice trembled, and he paused every word.

    Jiang Zhou's heart tightened suddenly, he was silent for a few seconds, and said, "No, how could I have kept something from you? Little Orange, did someone tell you something?"

    "No, if you don't want to tell me, then I have nothing to say to you. I'll go back to live tonight." Chen Ju said a little angrily, and he didn't hang up the phone after speaking, waiting for Jiang Zhou's answer.

    Unexpectedly, Jiang Zhou was silent for a few seconds, and said in a deep voice: "Okay, you can go back and stay for a few days. I'm just busy during this time, so I'll find you when I have time."

    As soon as he finished speaking, the phone was hung up. Hearing the cold mechanical beeping sound from the other end, Jiang Zhou slowly closed his eyes with a painful expression.

    "Why bother?" Jiang Jin said, "Mr. Chen is not as fragile as you think, what he needs is that you can tell him everything, without lying, and there is no so-called doing for your own good."

    Jiang Zhou lowered his head dejectedly, staring at the polished handmade leather shoes on his feet, silent for a long time, and said in a hoarse voice: "It's not that I don't believe in Little Orange, I just don't have confidence in myself, so I want to show my best self in theIn front of his eyes, I don't want him to see his embarrassment."

    It was his pride at work, he didn't want to see pity for himself in the eyes of Little Orange.

    After taking the medicine, Jiang Zhou was relieved for a while, and then went to work in the company. There was still a lot of work waiting for him. He tried to use busyness to get rid of the complicated thoughts in his mind.

    In a blink of an eye, it was dark outside, and Secretary Liu came in with a cup of hot milk and a sandwich, looked worriedly at Jiang Zhou, who had a bad face, and said, "Boss, you've been busy for a long time today, let's have something to eat."

    Jiang Zhou looked at the computer without looking away, and said, "Put it aside."

    Secretary Liu was silent for a few seconds, and then said: "The lunch at noon is getting cold by the side. Boss, you have to eat. If this continues, your body will not be able to bear it."

    Jiang Zhou finally stopped. He looked at the table next to him and realized that it was already night.

    "Bring it here." Jiang Zhou said.

    Secretary Liu immediately put the food in front of Jiang Zhou, and when he put it down, he glanced at the photo frame next to it, which was a group photo of Chen Ju and Jiang Zhou.

    Sensing Secretary Liu's gaze, Jiang Zhou raised the corners of his lips and said, "It was taken some time ago, and he thought the last one was not good-looking."

    Secretary Liu also smiled slightly and said, "Mr. Chen is very cute."

    He is not flattering, Chen Ju is indeed the kindest and purest person he has ever met, if he does not know the experiences of Chen Ju, he will definitely think that this person is a young master who does not eat the fireworks of the world, has not been hurt, and has not eatenToo bitter.

    But what is valuable about Chen Ju is that he has experienced so many bad things, but he still maintains a kind heart.

    "Yeah, very cute." Jiang Zhou looked at Chen Ju's face in the photo frame tenderly, and said in a low voice, "Even if he doesn't have me in his future life, he will have a good life."

    Secretary Liu was stunned, and looked at Jiang Zhou in surprise. You must know that Jiang Zhou has always had a deep obsession with Chen Ju. For Chen Ju, he did not hesitate to disobey the chairman, and even abandoned everything in the company.Branch, how could he say such a thing?

    "It's been a hard day today. You can get off work. Just put the car keys on the table. I'll drive back by myself." Jiang Zhou picked up the sandwich and ate it.

    "Good boss." Secretary Liu nodded and left the office.

    The store is very lively at the moment, when Chen Ju opened the door and came in, Li Qing regarded him as a guest, just about to entertain him, when he found out that it was Chen Ju, and said with a smile: "Yo, why are you here? Didn't Master Jiang say thatAre you feeling unwell?"

    As he spoke, he deliberately winked and bumped Chen Ju's arm with his elbow.

    But Chen Ju had a sleepy expression and didn't speak. Looking closely, his eyes were still red. Li Qing realized that something had happened. He immediately suppressed his smile, grabbed Chen Ju's wrist, and walked inside.

    "What's the matter? Did Jiang Zhou bully you?" Li Qing said angrily, raising his sleeves, as if he was about to do it.

    Chen Ju shook his head, took out an empty small white bottle from his pocket, choked up and said, "Jiang Zhou, he is sick."

    Li Qing took the small white bottle, looked at the words on it, but couldn't tell what medicine it was for, and asked, "Ah? What's the disease, is it serious?"

    Chen Ju nodded, and showed Li Qing the information he had found. He had read and checked that paragraph of text many times, but when he saw it again, his chest was still aching.

    "This kind of psychological illness is very serious. I have a high school classmate who suffered from depression and committed suicide. Everyone usually thinks he is normal, just like ordinary people. Who knew that this kind of thing would happen." Li Qing sighed., "Is there anything wrong with Jiang Zhou recently?"

    Chen Ju suddenly remembered that last night, he just fell asleep by the bathtub, and when he woke up, he saw Jiang Zhou kneeling next to him and crying all the time. That scene reminded him of the night when his wrists were cut, when Jiang Zhou cried like this?Like crazy, can't listen to anyone's voice.

    So, is it because of him that Jiang Zhou got this disease?It's all because of him...

    "Then why did you come here? Doesn't Jiangzhou need you more?" Li Qing asked, "I think, he likes you so much, you are by his side now, it should be the best medicine."

    Chen Ju raised her head, her eyes were red and she said, "Really?"

    "Of course, isn't there a saying that a lover is the best medicine?" Li Qing patted Chen Ju on the shoulder, "Don't worry too much, aren't Yan Qiu and I here? If there is any problem, we will definitely do our bestpower to help you."

    "Yeah." Chen Ju nodded, Li Qing was right, it was just a disease, whether Jiang Zhou wanted to tell him or not, he had to stay by his side.

    After Chen Ju and Li Qing thanked him, they came out of the store and took a taxi to Jiang Zhou's company. He was going to find Jiang Zhou. Jiang Zhou had helped him so much and done so many things for him.Change him.

    The car was driving on the brightly lit street, Chen Ju took a nap, and when he woke up, he looked out the window, and he could already see the building of Jiangzhou Company.

    Getting out of the car, Chen Ju looked up at the building, took a deep breath, and walked inside.

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    Jiang Zhou sat at his desk, staring at Chen Ju's number on the screen of his mobile phone. He didn't press the dial button for a long time. Xiao Juzi should go back. On the phone in the morning, his tone was clearly angry.

    He shouldn't reply like that, at least he should appease Xiao Juzi's emotions, but his physical condition is very unstable now, and the situation like this morning will appear at any time.

    When Xiaojuzi was with him, he would be frightened. He didn't want to drag Xiaojuzi down because of his physical condition.

    Suddenly there was a knock on the door, Jiang Zhou recovered from his thoughts and said, "Come in."

    The door of the office opened, and Chen Ju, who wasn't supposed to be here, stood at the door. Jiang Zhou saw Chen Ju stunned, and forgot to say anything for a while.

    "Good evening," Chen Ju said first, walked into the office, and asked, "Are you off work yet?"

    Jiang Zhou's gaze stayed on Chen Ju, but he still couldn't believe that Chen Ju would appear here: "I just finished my work, why are you here?"

    Chen Ju stopped in front of Jiang Zhou, pursed her lips and looked into his eyes, and said, "Can't I come to you because I miss you?"

    Jiang Zhou opened his eyes slightly, with an unconcealable surprise in his eyes. He just stared at Chen Ju in a daze, as if he was hallucinating, and didn't speak for a long time.

    Did not hear Jiang Zhou's reply, Chen Ju clenched his palms tightly, walked around behind the desk, walked up to Jiang Zhou, grabbed his collar, and sat on his lap, because of this bold behavior, his heart thumpedJumping wildly, cheeks flushed.

    "Little Orange..." Jiang Zhou was afraid that Chen Ju would fall, so he put his palms on his waist, "Don't move around, you will fall."

    But Chen Ju didn't listen to Jiang Zhou's words, leaned over and kissed Jiang Zhou's lips recklessly. Because of his inexperience, he looked like some kind of small animal, and his teeth were so sharp that his lips hurt.

    Jiang Zhou finally came to his senses, and touched the back of Chen Ju's head with his palm, deepening the kiss. Compared with Jiang Zhou's kiss, Chen Ju was like a child playing house. After only a few minutes of kissing, Chen Ju was shocked.No more, pushing away Jiang Zhou's gasping.

    "You still haven't learned to breathe through your nose." Jiang Zhou said with a low smile.

    Chen Ju looked at Jiang Zhou with moist eyes, and said softly: "Then, if you teach me more, I will be fine."

    The smile on Jiang Zhou's face gradually subsided, and he just looked at Chen Ju with burning eyes, like a ball of flame.

    "Little Orange, why are you so nice?" After Jiang Zhou finished speaking, he moved closer and kissed Chen Ju's nose.

    Chen Ju's cheeks were slightly hot, she held Jiang Zhou's clothes tightly, and said softly, "You are fine too."

    Jiang Zhou shook his head, hugged Chen Ju, put his forehead on Chen Ju's shoulder, and said hoarsely, "I'm not good."

    It's not enough, he still doesn't want to be separated from his little orange, if possible, he wants to hold the little orange tightly in his arms and never let go, but now he can't do it, he is in such a mess, he can't giveThe life that Little Orange wants.

    Hearing Jiang Zhou's voice, Chen Ju felt tight in his chest, stretched out his arms to hold Jiang Zhou tightly, patted his back lightly, and said, "Don't say that, you are really good, very good! Who would dareSay you are not good, I, I will beat him!"

    Jiang Zhou paused, then laughed lowly, but his eyes were hot. He closed his eyes, smelled the reassuring scent of Chen Ju, and hugged the man tightly, as if he wanted to melt him into his own flesh and blood.inside.

    "Really, you're fine." Chen Ju said in a low voice.

    Jiang Zhou just hugged Chen Ju without saying a word. Hearing the heartbeat from the man's chest, the steady heartbeat gradually calmed down the restlessness and uneasiness in his heart.

    I don't know how long it took, Jiang Zhou let go of Chen Ju, raised his head, looked at him, his eyes were red, and said in a low voice: "Little Orange, we don't want to see each other for now."

    Chen Ju was stunned for three seconds before waking up suddenly, and immediately said: "Why? Why don't you meet? Could it be because of your illness? I know it all. No matter what illness you have, I will be with you.”

    Jiang Zhou paused, looking at Chen Ju's eyes filled with too much emotion for a moment, grabbed his arm, and said in a deep voice, "Who told you? It was Jiang Jin?"

    "No, I found it myself." Chen Ju's eyes were red, she took out the white medicine bottle from her pocket, and opened her palm, "I saw this when I was cleaning the kitchen. Didn't I find it, so you plan not to tell me?"Me?"

    Staring at the medicine bottle in Chen Ju's palm, Jiang Zhou's face suddenly turned pale, and he was silent for a long time. He helped Chen Ju up, stood up, and staggered towards the door, his back showing panic.

    "Jiang Zhou! Where are you going?" Chen Ju shouted.

    Jiang Zhou acted as if he didn't hear him, opened the door, and left the office. Chen Ju hurriedly chased after him, but Jiang Zhou's long hands and legs were blown by the wind, and Chen Ju ran all the way to barely catch up.

    "Why are you ignoring people?" Chen Ju followed behind Jiang Zhou, trying to hold Jiang Zhou's hand, but was dodged.

    Jiang Zhou turned around without saying a word, did not continue to wait for the elevator, and walked towards the corridor. Chen Ju followed closely, his eyes were hot, because he was walking too fast, he didn't see the steps under his feet clearly, and suddenly sprained.

    "Ah!" Chen Ju felt severe pain in his feet, and sat down on the ground, watching Jiang Zhou's back disappear around the corner, the tears in his eyes couldn't bear it anymore, and rolled down.

    A sound of footsteps came from downstairs, and Chen Ju looked up with tears in his eyes. Jiang Zhou, who had already left, was standing at the corner, and the expression on his face could not be seen clearly in his blurred vision.

    He walked up the stairs to Chen Ju, squatted down, reached out and grabbed Chen Ju's ankle, and checked his ankle. Under the trouser legs, the slender ankle was red and swollen.

    "Hiss..." Chen Ju wanted to withdraw her foot, but was held tightly by Jiang Zhou.

    "Don't move around," Jiang Zhou lowered his head, frowned, and said in a deep voice, "I need to go to the hospital first."

    Listening to the man's gentle voice, thinking of the man's ignorance of me just now, the grievance in my heart suddenly flooded into a river.

    "No, don't worry about it." Chen Ju withdrew her feet, covered her ankles with her hands, lowered her head, and let the tears fall, "You go."

    Looking at Chen Ju in front of him, Jiang Zhou felt pain in his chest, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, little Juzi."

    Chen Ju still ignored Jiang Zhou, leaning on the wall, trying to stand up by himself, Jiang Zhou hurriedly reached out to help him, but was slapped away.

    "You, you go, I'll go back by myself." Chen Ju pursed her mouth, her eyes were red, and tears rolled down one by one, looking very pitiful.

    As he spoke, he leaned on the wall and limped down.

    "Little Orange." Jiang Zhou followed closely and said anxiously, "Your feet can't walk, I'll carry you on my back."

    "No need, don't you want to go? I'm not chasing you anymore, you go." Chen Ju said angry words while walking, and the grievance and sadness that had been suppressed for a day burst out at this moment.

    He didn't understand why Jiang Zhou pushed him away so stubbornly. He was the one who approached first, but he was sick, not terminally ill. Why did he do this?Is he the kind of person who can't stand a little setback?

    "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, little orange." Jiang Zhou reached out to grab Chen Ju's hand, was thrown away again, grabbed and then was thrown away, and finally he carefully grabbed Chen Ju's sleeve, and said in a hoarse voice, "It's meWrong, I shouldn't ignore you, forgive me, okay?"

    Obviously when he grabbed his hand just now, he could shake it off without hesitation, but now, the man just grabbed a small corner of his sleeve, but he couldn't shake it off no matter what.

    "I'm sorry, I don't want you to know that I'm sick because I think I'm ugly like this," Jiang Zhou said in a hoarse voice, with lowered eyes, thick eyelashes covering the eyelids, and an indescribable fragility all over his body, he completely exposed himself in front of Chen Ju, "I think in your heart I will always be omnipotent."

    Chen Ju felt a tightness in his chest. When he was in high school, Jiang Zhou's family conditions were not good, and he studied while working part-time. Even though it was very difficult, he always maintained an arrogant posture and refused to accept anyone's charity.

    This is the first time he has seen fear and anxiety in Jiang Zhou. Such emotions have been hidden tightly in the past years and have not been exposed once.

    Jiang Zhou suddenly felt his hair being patted lightly. When he looked up, he saw Chen Ju stretching out his arms reluctantly and patting his hair clumsily. Suddenly, a burst of heat welled up in his eyes. He bent down and reached out to hug him.Chen Ju.

    "It's okay, I don't think you are ugly at all." Chen Ju whispered, the grievance and sadness just now were washed away by his heartache, and now he just wants to hug Jiang Zhou and comfort him.

    Even though he could take the elevator, Jiang Zhou still carried Chen Ju on his back, step by step, the sound of footsteps made by leather shoes echoed in the corridor, again and again.

    Neither of them said a word, quietly feeling each other's warmth.

    When he arrived at the underground garage, Jiang Zhou carefully put Chen Ju on the passenger seat, bent down to fasten his seat belt for him, and after doing all this, he looked up and met Chen Ju's moist eyes, the man just looked at him like thatLooking at him, he is cute and cute.

    Jiang Zhou's heart was itchy, and he couldn't help himself. He leaned over and kissed Chen Ju's lips. The man's lips were soft and sweet, and the tip of his tongue shyly retracted, but it was still hooked out and entangled.

    After the kiss was over, Jiang Zhou moved away reluctantly, tidied up Chen Ju's hair, closed the door, walked around to the other side, Chen Ju lowered his head shyly, and rubbed his hot cheeks.

    "Let's go to the hospital first and have an examination to see if there is any bone injury." Jiang Zhou started the car and said.

    "No, no need, it should just be twisted, and the pain will be gone in two days." Chen Ju said hastily.

    Jiang Zhou looked into Chen Ju's eyes, paused for a few seconds, and said, "Okay, then let's go to a nearby clinic to get some medicine?"

    "Okay." Chen Ju breathed a sigh of relief.

    After taking the medicine, Jiang Zhou went to the convenience store to buy some food, and then drove Chen Ju out of the city. The wind came in through the window, blowing away the heat on his face, making him cool and comfortable.

    Chen Ju didn't ask Jiang Zhou where he was going, even if Jiang Zhou wanted to take him away from here to a place that no one knew, he would accompany him.

    mutual complaint

    They came to the mountain where the fireworks were set off last time. They sat on the open grass and watched the city lights below the mountain like the Milky Way. The weather in May and June was not cold, and the mountain wind mixed with a little bit of coolness blowing on their faces was very comfortable.

    Jiang Zhou took out the food, unpacked the packaging bag for Chen Ju, and inserted the milk straw for him. He performed these actions very skillfully, as if they should be done by him.

    Chen Ju was so embarrassed to say that he could come by himself, obediently took the food handed over, took a big mouthful of bread, and drank a big mouthful of milk. When he looked up, he found that Jiang Zhou stopped moving, and looked at him with a smile in his eyes.with him.

    "Why, what's the matter?" Chen Ju asked vaguely, feeling very puzzled.

    Jiang Zhou looked at the man with bulging cheeks, like a hamster eating, and the smile in his eyes grew stronger. He moved closer, reached out and pinched the bulging cheeks, and said, "It's so cute."

    Chen Ju opened his eyes wide, and the next second, Jiang Zhou leaned in and kissed him on the mouth, then moved away quickly, lowered his head and continued to take out food, as if what happened just now was an illusion of Chen Ju.

    Blinking and blinking, Chen Ju swallowed the bread in his mouth, his cheeks were hot, he quickly turned his head towards the direction of the wind, letting the mountain wind blow away the heat.

    "When you were in high school, why did you like me?" Jiang Zhou said suddenly, his voice was cold and clear, but it was different from the indifference before, Chen Ju could feel the quiet tenderness, "Is it because of a bet?"

    Chen Ju's heart skipped a beat, his eyes widened in surprise, and he looked at Jiang Zhou, thinking he didn't know about it.

    "How could you..."

    "I heard it." Jiang Zhou's tone was flat, "Those friends of yours are not strict with their mouths."

    "No! I, I..." Chen Ju started to stammer again when she was nervous, "It was indeed a joke at the time, but I really like you behind!"

    With a puff, Jiang Zhou laughed lightly, and the night was reflected in his eyes, with a ripple of tenderness. He moved closer and lowered his voice, "Then what do you like about me?"

    Chen Ju's face turned red, he lowered his head, held back for a while, and said in a low voice, "Because, you, you are good-looking."

    After saying this sentence, after waiting for a long time without hearing Jiang Zhou's words, Chen Ju paused, then raised his head in doubt, and what caught his eyes was Jiang Zhou's expressionless face.

    Although she was as expressionless as a few minutes ago, Chen Ju could see a trace of anger in it.

    what happened?Why is Jiang Zhou angry?

    "Only good-looking?" Jiang Zhou finally spoke again, his voice sounded like it was squeezed out from between his teeth.

    "Also, and," Chen Ju glanced at Jiang Zhou, lowered her head in embarrassment, and said shyly, "Your figure is also very good."

    With a bang, the bread bag in Jiang Zhou's hand was crushed, and the bread inside couldn't see its original appearance.

    Chen Ju shrank his neck and looked at Jiang Zhou suspiciously. He didn't understand why Jiang Zhou became more and more angry. Did he say something wrong?No, he was talking about things he liked.

    "Except for these two, there are no more?" Jiang Zhou paused.

    Chen Ju thought for a while and said, "Yes, you are very smart! You have to work so many jobs during the winter and summer vacations, and you can still study so well. I read books every day, and I get a headache, and I am still the bottom of the class."

    He thought countless times at that time, if only Jiang Zhou's brain could be given to him a little, just a little, so that he would not get such an ugly score in the test.

    "You will give me tutoring in the future, and I will understand the questions that I don't understand. It's really amazing!" The more Chen Ju talked, the more excited he became, "Are you hiding any superpowers from me, or how can you learn things?so fast?"

    Looking at Chen who was talking to himself

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