Chapter 102

shackles

"Although you haven't seen the one in Principal Wells's house, you should have heard that he left the main planet and went to other planets to cultivate because he was weak and sick since he was a child." Vimos sneered.Is the medical condition of the main star better? It’s nothing more than a kind of expulsion.”

"And then me and Mistan are doing the same now, one has to be in power and the other stays out of the way, or we can't both exist at the same time."

Wei Mosi's words were a little pale: "We are also very guilty, but there are many things that we can't control back then, and there are even many things that we, who seem to be strong now, can't control at all."

"The world was in decline back then, we hadn't grown up yet, and then the elders of the cabinet were in power, and many things were beyond our control, and we couldn't even interfere. We could only watch him come to this point, and the influence of their power in the past has continued to this day, which is what you have seen after you officially joined the political arena.

"In addition, after all, Andrew is also a good home. Back then, he was almost certain to be the next king. No one would attack the people around him. Back then, West was also a kid with big ideas. Since he already hasIf we make a decision, we are not good... To put it bluntly, there is no way to interfere, and we can only let him go on like this."

The wry smile on Vimos's face deepened: "To tell you the truth, no matter how many explanations there are, the truth is that these things are still the result of my inability back then, coupled with my cowardice, I couldn't even keep my friend's child, and I let things go to the present.This step."

"West may have been just a pawn of those elders over the years, putting him next to Andrew to stare at him, but they, including West himself, did not expect that West and Andrew would have these things.Friendship..."

"It can only be said that it is God's will."

Vimos had some nostalgia and some helplessness on his face.

"The above are all about stale grain, overcooked sesame, you can just listen to it, these things you know and master are probably a gift from West, who is still unwilling to accept what he did back thenForget it, you just keep it, and it can be regarded as inheriting his last wish."

Last wish.

It's already a will.

These old guys are not dead yet, but West, who was still such a small group, has passed away.

Gu Xi's expression was a little dull, and he even wanted to cry: "Is this the feeling of powerlessness?"

The question was endless, but Vimos felt the same way.

They have all been at this age before, and they have also experienced such powerlessness.

The passing of a friend, the long journey of a loved one, the parting of a lover.

"Actually, sometimes I also think, I think, why is this so? Why do you have to do something when you are powerless? Things that make you heartbroken happen, and when you have the ability to control everything, those things areIt has already happened, and I can never go back, I can only keep them in my heart forever."

"And the most ridiculous thing is that you don't even have the qualifications to pay homage to them, because you are afraid that after you put them on the altar, that person will come over and spit on your face, disgusting your hypocrisy."

Wemos had a self-deprecating face on his face: "When we were your age, we used to be as cynical as you, always thinking that many things should be how, but how can there be so many shoulds in the world?"

"I was with Brother Yan, Ke Lun, your little uncle Gu Ci, and Jersey from Principal Wells' house. I grew up with them."

"When I was a little younger than you, Jersey left, and then at about your age, Brother Yan and I got married. We were together very early and got married very early, and then we were almost the same as you.When I was young, Brother Yan and Kelun went to the battlefield together. It was the same as now. At first glance, there were almost ten dead people in the battlefield. The difference is that we had no children back then. I also entered the political arena after Brother Yan went to the battlefield.Climbing up little by little, it was also after I entered the political arena that West's father died, and I couldn't keep him, just as entangled and powerless as you are now."

"You and I may even have the same purpose of officially entering the political arena. I want to protect Brother Yan, and you also want to be able to protect Bo Lin, right?"

Vimos looked at Gu Xi's astonished expression, and smiled helplessly: "To tell you the truth, I was a sophomore in high school, and I really wanted to join the army and fight on the battlefield, but then my male father, your grandfather,At that time, the Marshal of the Empire, the old Duke Vimos, suppressed me. The person he brought to suppress me was Brother Yan. Brother Yan was his apprentice at the time—just like Bo Lin is Brother Yan’s apprentice now—and then weTogether, until now."

"You and I are like a reincarnation. I have also experienced the regrets I experienced, and you are also experiencing the helplessness that I could not do back then. You are even worse than me."

"After the death of West's father, it didn't take long for the tense period of the Imperial War. I was worried every day whether something would happen to Xuan Yan on the battlefield. Finally, the war was over and he was honored.After returning, Ke Lun mysteriously disappeared again.”

"A lot of things may really be connected. You have no way to control him. You can only say that you try your best to accept it. Although it is helpless, it can only be so."

Vimos closed his eyes gently, with a sad expression on his face.

"In my life, I seem to be a dignified and extremely powerful person, but this peace and power are all about things and not people. They are useless to me, but I still hold them in my hands, because without them, I am reallyThere is nothing, and there is nothing."

"I have no way to prevent my lover from going to the battlefield to fight for his life, nor can I heal my friends, take care of my brother's children, or even prevent my friends from being disappointed and leaving."

Vimos looked at Gu Guxi with rare serious eyes: "Xi Xi, in a few years, you will probably have to bear all of this, just like what you have endured now."

Thinking back to the passing of Andrew and West and Bo Lin who was still on the battlefield, Gu Xi was a little silent.

"I've lived my whole life feeling like I don't deserve anything," Wemos said with a sigh.

"When I was young, I wanted to go to the battlefield. Neither your grandfather nor your female father allowed me to enter the political arena. Although I made a name for myself, I was restricted everywhere. Now that I am not young, I wantIt is the same to protect you, it is impossible."

"I've looked up and down all these years, but life is something I only know when I live it. I'm so aggrieved that I have nothing to say."

"This person, only the young self is the truest self. Don't look at me. Although I have a high position and power to deter the main star and even the entire Zerg race, and even the devil king in the hearts of various higher civilizations, as long as I have the opportunity, I stillI wonder if I can go to the battlefield to fight." Vimos chuckled, "Of course, I can only think about it, your father and mother will definitely not allow it."

Gu Xi also showed a smile.

Vimos quickly restrained his smile and became serious: "But I don't regret all of this. It's true that all of these are shackles, but they are shackles that I am willing to wear, not for anything else, just for your father."

Vimos couldn't help but laughed again: "I always felt that I didn't fit in this world."

Vimos revealed something subtly, but he didn't realize it, and it may have been on purpose: "But then I found out that I just didn't find the person who could lock me in the room. No, I didAfterwards, I didn't feel how hideous the world was, and even thought it was beautiful."

Gu Xi really didn't notice it.

Seeing Gu Xi's blank expression, Vimos sighed inwardly.

But his eyes were very honest and gentle: "Xi Xi, you are very lucky, you have already found the one you love, the one who can put you in shackles, hasn't it?"

Gu Xi is rarely at a loss. He has always known that Bo Lin has a great influence on him, but he has never felt the shackles on him from the other party. All his changes are made by him voluntarily.

For his question, Vimos couldn't help laughing, and he sighed softly: "Sure enough, I'm still a child."

Already willing to change for others, isn't it still called shackles?

"Xi Xi, do you think about what you were like before?" Vimos asked with a smile.

Gu Xi was at a rare loss.

My previous self?

The busyness of this period made him seldom think about what he was like before, and he seemed to have been completely left behind.

Gu Xi thought for a long time, and gave the answer he thought was correct, but Vimos couldn't help laughing.

Vimos laughed until tears came out, and was busy wiping away the tears.

He stopped smiling before answering Gu Xi: "Since your answer is like this, do you think you still agree with your previous self?"

"Since I have changed, I naturally disagree." Gu Xi didn't understand the meaning of this question.

"Did you ever think about changing before that, or did you feel that you were wrong at that time?" Vimos continued to ask.

Gu Xi was stunned.

Yes, the previous him lived a very good and happy life in a life that he felt was inappropriate now. Although he was not as fulfilled as he is now, he was still comfortable every day. Why did he have such a big change?

"Because of Bo Lin." Vimos seemed to know what Gu Xi was thinking, "Because you fell in love with him, so you were willing to change for him. Didn't the reason why you came here today is because he could seeDoes your change make him willing to be proud of you?"

Vimos smiled and shook his head: "They are still young people. When I was your age, I was about the same as you, and even crazier than you. After all, you and Bo Lin got together suddenly, and there was no emotional foundation.Brother Yan and I have been together for several years before we officially got married. At that time, he really said what I would do for him, and if I couldn’t do it, I would do it, and you are just doing the same now.”

The author has something to say:

It's a bit messy, and can't help but carry a little bit of private stuff when write this kind of emotional monologue, so everyone can just read it.