Chapter 55
byThe story of Lin Yutong and Lin Han started a few months ago on Christmas Eve, and Ji Ran's aggressive method was quite useful.
Hearing that Lin Yutong had an enthusiastic and excellent suitor, and that she was still considering whether to agree or not, Lin Han immediately panicked.
In her heart, she always felt that there was a high probability that Lin Yutong would enjoy a life alone, just like herself, and continue to do so.
After all, she knew Lin Yutong so well, and they had been together for such a long time.
But now, has Lin Yutong started thinking about others?
It was the first time he heard such news, and thinking of the possibility, Lin Han had mixed feelings in his heart.
Discomfort, remorse, and loathing for myself all rushed to my heart.
He said that he wanted Lin Yutong to be happy, but in his heart he was unwilling to hand her over to anyone.
She is really selfish and too much.
Lin Yutong is her sister who is one year younger than her, and she has no blood relationship. When she was nine years old, the two single-parent families joined together, and then she took care of Lin Yutong when she grew up. The two accompanied and depended on each other.
Even though his parents separated again later, and Lin Yutong returned to his family with his mother and younger sister, it did not affect their connection and relationship at all.
When Lin Yutong inherited the family at a young age, she was the one who silently helped and supported Lin Yutong behind her back, being her most solid backing, accompanying her in creating, participating in competitions, and watching her fulfill her dream and become a famous designer.
Later, they also briefly revealed their thoughts to be together for a period of time, but because of the foreign relationship, the incompatibility of the sudden change in the relationship, and family reasons, etc., after they had a big fight and spoke harshly at each other,No more contact.
Separated by two countries, both of them stubbornly ignored each other.
Lin Han was used to Lin Yutong's dependence on her, and thought that they would reconcile soon, but he didn't expect Lin Yutong to be so decisive this time, and never contacted him again.
The child I have been with has grown up and no longer needs me. This is Lin Han's idea.
The idea had been on her mind when they began their relationship, and she had spent half her life in school.
In the final analysis, Lin Yutong actually had more knowledge than she did after she became famous. Her former sister had become more mature than herself, and she didn't need my own protection, and even started to protect her instead.
This change made her uncomfortable and very disturbed.
Lin Yutong was busy with the development of the company, and the two were in a foreign country, so Lin Han went to country w to find her, but sometimes, the two of them would be disturbed by Lin Yutong's sudden urgent matter before they finished their meal.The number of times is really not too much.
Or going to shows, attending parties, etc. As a well-known designer, Lin Yutong can easily become the center point and be looked around by others, and she really needs to rely on this to win over relationships.Therefore, most of the time, Lin Han could only silently watch her from the side.
As Lin Yutong's sister.
This is also a very important point that caused the quarrel between the two. At that time, Lin Yutong, who was 25 years old, had just received funding from Losmer, and his career was at a critical time, while Lin Han had just entered the university to teach, and he had not yet received the title of professor.Due to the complexity of their families, the two decided not to announce their relationship for the time being after discussing it. They will talk about their relationship secretly for a few years and make it public later.
I imagined it very well, but when it comes to dating, in practice, in reality, there are a lot of troubles, a lot of unsatisfactory things, it is the first time to fall in love, and have met a foreign relationship, have no experience and do not know how to manage, It is indeed sweet and happy when it is good, but it is also uncomfortable when there are conflicts and quarrels.
After all, he was still young at that time, thinking everything was too simple.
Lin Han can't remember now why they were so quarreling at that time. They bickered on the phone and got angry in the video. After finally meeting each other, they were prone to friction. The quarrel was more serious when they were lovers than when they were sisters..
The only thing she clearly remembers now is the quarrel that caused Lin Yutong to break up hysterically, and it was also the last time they met.
Lin Yutong came to country f to see her, which was originally a very happy event, but the two of them had conflicts again.
Lin Yutong was suspicious of her for no reason, and felt that there was someone behind her back in Country F, who turned her room into a mess, even checked her mobile phone and computer, and checked emails one by one, but found nothing, but it was just barely.Believe it, and said that she was too close to the female teacher and didn't know how to control the distance.
Lin Han was wronged in her heart. She was also angry when facing the aggressive Lin Yutong. She also didn't like being ignored and disturbed from time to time when she was with Lin Yutong. She kept silent, but Lin Yutong had a big fight with her first..
Moreover, Lin Yutong before falling in love would never contradict her like this.So, she couldn't help but say harsh words, saying that Lin Yutong had changed so much that she almost didn't know her anymore, and she also said what she was thinking.
But who knows, Lin Yutong seemed to be angered all of a sudden.Then, the word breakup came out of her mouth.
This time, Lin Han's emotions were also aroused.
She has been in love with Lin Yutong, and she has been under pressure. Due to the special family of the two, after her parents divorced, her father has always been dissatisfied with her continuing to communicate with Lin Yutong, let alone falling in love.They are all very opposed.
During the quarrel, Lin Han also talked about this matter, expressing the pressure he had suffered all these years to get in touch with Lin Yutong. He thought that Lin Yutong would feel sorry for her and calm down, but Lin Yutong just looked angry.He raised his eyebrows and asked her:
"Your father doesn't agree. Could it be that my mother and my family agree?"
But they have been in touch with this matter, and it is clear that Lin Yutong's mother knows about it, and has never objected, and welcomes Lin Han's arrival every time, showing that she likes it does not seem to be fake.
When Lin Yutong said this kind of thing at the moment, he just insisted on refuting it, as if, your family doesn't think highly of me, and my family doesn't necessarily think highly of you, just because they simply don't want to be disadvantaged in front of Lin Han.
As an older sister, Lin Han has never shown weakness. When talking about this matter at this moment, she just wants to be comforted faintly, but who knows that this is the result, which made her unable to express any other grievances and dissatisfaction in her heart.
I have been neglected many times, and I don't feel the same dependence and love from Lin Yutong as before, as well as that full of anxiety, all buried in my heart.
Anyway, Lin Yutong wouldn't care about her.
Lin Han stopped talking, Lin Yutong finished the quarrel, left those decisive words, turned and left, she said that she would buy a ticket to go back now, and would never come to country f again, Lin Han didn't go to see her off, but just watched her leave the door.
In fact, if Lin Yutong is not so stubborn, when he walks out of the door and turns his head, even if he glances sideways, Lin Han will go forward to keep her, and then coax her carefully and gently like before after a small quarrelLooking at her, the two had a good talk.
But Lin Yutong just walked forward with a stern neck, stubborn and ruthless to the end, and never contacted her again.
Even Lin Zhi came to ask her why they were arguing again, and said that Lin Yutong would warn her as soon as she got home, and told her not to mention Lin Han in front of her in the future.
But unexpectedly, this quarrel lasted for several years.
He had already missed the opportunity to coax others. Maybe Lin Yutong was just angry at first, but he didn't want to contact him after that, so he must have been disappointed.
Then, after hearing from Ji Ran that Lin Yutong even threw away the books he gave her, Lin Han became more certain of this idea.
But Ji Ran comforted her, saying that it might be a misunderstanding, just like she also quarreled with Luo Simo because of a misunderstanding.
She also thought it was a misunderstanding.
She is really envious of Ji Ran and Luo Simo's affection, they don't need long-distance relationship, they can quickly clarify any problems and confess to each other.
Alcohol made her a little drunk, Ji Ran asked her to put away the wine glass when she left, so she did so, and then saw the book Ji Ran put on the table.
When Ji Ran came to country f, he even brought it with him?
Lin Han couldn't help but opened the book. Her handwriting was still on the title page. She still remembered how surprised she was when she gave this book to Lin Yutong, and she was so happy that she hugged herself.
She is a bit slow in feelings. Before the two of them poked through the window paper to express their feelings, she didn't know what she thought about Lin Yutong. She just liked her for no reason, took care of her, wanted to treat her well, and was especially willing to see Lin Yutong happy.look.At the same time, he has an unspeakable possessiveness towards Lin Yutong.
Obviously after her parents divorced, their short-term sisterhood should have disappeared, but she still doted on Lin Yutong, treating her no worse than her biological sister, or even better.
Lin Yutong has also been accepting her kindness and giving feedback, but Lin Yutong understood their emotional relationship earlier, so when the company got back on track and she achieved success in her career, she immediately quietly made surprises and confessed to herself.
After reacting, Lin Han faced her heart directly and readily agreed to her, so the two began a secret love affair.
Obviously, the two had so many sweet memories, but now they ended up like this. Lin Han felt uncomfortable while touching the book.
It was obvious that there was an invitation letter in the book. Lin Han pulled out the exquisite invitation letter. The content on it was written by Lin Yutong himself, and she recognized the handwriting at a glance.
Things related to Lin Yutong always make her miss her for a moment.
Ji Ran is right.
You might as well be bold, if you want to see her, just see her, anyway, between the two of you, it's usually me, the elder sister, who is submissive.
You can't miss forever because of those ties, and you will regret it when you see Lin Yutong with others.
This invitation letter, as well as the "secret news" that Ji Ran told her, immediately aroused her great courage.
Ji Ran, who I just met not long ago, is helping me secretly, so I can't let her down.
In the end, Lin Han left with the book and the invitation letter.
The next day after making up his mind, Lin Han went to see his father.
The father who disagreed with her and Lin Yutong was a big problem. Back then, he and Lin Yutong's mother ended badly, so she never let her contact Lin Yutong anymore, and she kept quietly going against his words, and even fell in love with Lin Yutong.In terms of sexual orientation, she violated his taboo again.
The last time she and Lin Yutong met in country f, due to negligence, the picture of them kissing on the side of the road was seen by an acquaintance and told her father.
After a big quarrel with Lin Yutong, she had another quarrel with her father, and she was alone and helpless.
Also after that time, the relationship between their father and daughter became very bad.
In the end, she couldn't keep anyone.
Later, she was promoted to a professor and never contacted Lin Yutong again. Her father felt that she was obedient, and the relationship between the two of them eased a little, and they were no longer in a state of refusing to see each other.
This time when he went to find Lin Yutong by himself, Lin Han planned to stop hiding from his father and choose to confess. In fact, if he had confessed earlier instead of hiding it from him for so many years, he would not have been so angry.
I really need to change my habit of procrastinating so much.
My father found another partner two years ago, and the two old people depended on each other to enjoy their old age, and they lived a good life.
When Lin Han arrived at his father's small house, they were preparing dinner. Today is Christmas. Not only will she come, but also the stepmother's children and grandchildren will come in the evening. It is a big family, lively and lively.
Worried that she would spoil the atmosphere of Christmas, Lin Han suppressed her thoughts and spent the third Christmas with everyone. It was not until the next day after her stepmother's children left that she prepared to talk to her father in the small yard.
Father also seemed to know that she had something to say, and made a pot of tea on the table.
Time really can't help but the father who used to be dressed in a suit and tall and straight now has gray hair all over his head. When he quarreled with me last time and scolded himself, his father had only sporadic white hair and he was still like a child. In a blink of an eye,Even I am thirty-three years old, and will soon be thirty-four.
Really wasted years in vain.
"Do you have something on your mind? I saw you were absent-minded during the festival last night."
"Yeah, I have something on my mind. I'm going to tell you that I'm going to meet an old friend."
Papa Lin paused while drinking the tea, but he still brought the teacup to his mouth. He sipped the tea carefully, first his mouth was full of bitterness, and then he slowly returned to the sweetness.
The same is true of life, the hard-won sweetness will be even sweeter when it is set off by bitterness, but it is a pity that he has become the bitterness in the life of his beloved daughter.
His daughter is his pride, so he treats her harshly, and even forces her to correct the mistakes made by him. This is what he regrets most now.
His own marriage is failing and his children are footing the bill.
"Are you going to see that girl Lin Yutong?"
Papa Lin's tone was calm, but there was no sign of getting angry.
As soon as he heard the words old man, and then thought about Lin Han's loss of soul, he immediately guessed who the old man was.
He still chose Lin Yutong's name. At the beginning, this girl was too naughty and always caused troubles, but Lin Han, the older sister, has been doting on her and getting involved in various things with her, which made him very dissatisfied.
Lin Han studies well, is pretty and well-behaved, he really shouldn't fight with others because of Lin Yutong, and affect his studies, Lin Yutong directly gave up his studies for the design career, and Lin Han is planning to go to a university in country w for her...
These were all things that he, a father, couldn't bear, so after the divorce, firstly because his marriage ended badly, and secondly because he didn't want Lin Han to be influenced by Lin Yutong, so he banned Lin Han from interacting with Lin Yutong, and even more so.After moving back to country f, I want to cut them off as much as possible, so that Lin Han will be better in the future.
However, Lin Han still secretly mixed with Lin Yutong, and even developed into a couple relationship. Everything was going in the direction he least wanted. When he was furious, the two really severed contact.
But looking at Lin Han today, Father Lin regretted it very much, and he had already looked away from many things.
"If you want to see her, go see her. I read on the news that she will hold a fashion show soon. This child is also very good. I blame me for being mistaken."
Lin Han was surprised and couldn't believe it after listening to his father say these words.
"you……"
"Hey, it took me so much of my life to realize it. It's just a pity that I delayed you. I thought you would be able to come out, but there are so many people chasing you, and you are still single. I think you really have to be that child.In this case, then go to her and take her home so that I can apologize to her too."
Lin Han was speechless for a while, and today she even thought about going no matter how much her father tried to stop her, but the result made her so happy.
"Okay, I will definitely bring her back!"
This is a good start, right?
After talking with his father, Lin Han had an unstoppable smile on his face when he left.
It started so smoothly, hope everything goes as she wishes.
There was nothing to be busy at school, and after settling everything in country f, Lin Han couldn't wait to board the flight to country w, even at this time there were still several days before Lin Yutong's fashion show started.
Lin Yutong didn't know anything about this, and was still staying up late preparing for the fashion show, and it was already two o'clock in the morning when he left the studio.
The traffic was congested during the holidays recently, so she didn't drive when she came here during the day, anyway, it took only ten minutes to walk there.
The street was empty and deserted. Lin Yutong had long been used to this road, so he was not afraid. Moreover, there was a security booth and a police station not far away.
The location of the studio was chosen by Lin Han and her. At first, the company had no money, so they chose a small studio. Later, when they had money, they moved to a better location, but she spent a lot of money to buy it., has been empty for a long time.
Probably after she and Lin Han broke up, it has been vacant, but this year she started a fashion design project, so she re-opened this place, because this place has a very important meaning to her, as if it is a dry place.A new beginning of one thing, all over again.
Under the street lights, the whole street looked very lonely, and the familiar scene made Lin Yutong sigh deeply.
There are too many memories of her and Lin Han here.
In order to save money for hiring workers, the two of them cleaned the decoration studio together, and until now, she has not changed much the decoration inside.
Also, in those years, there were several times when Lin Han quietly came back from Country F and hid outside the studio to surprise her. She obviously gave her the key, but she always said that she should not disturb her work, otherwise her inspiration would fly away.La.
But she created many works with Lin Han in mind.
The street in front of them has also been walked by them countless times hand in hand, but now they are alone.
The memories in my head overlapped with the reality in front of me, which was really uncomfortable, and my heart seemed to be being torn apart.However, Lin Yutong just likes to stay where he has memories of Lin Han.
She didn't want to forget Lin Han.
Listening to Lin Han's news from Ji Ran these days, she finally regained the feeling that Lin Han is still by her side.
It even made her have a thought in her chest, after this important show is over, go and meet Lin Han, even if it's just to catch a glimpse of her from a distance at the gate of the university.
Come to think of it, she had never seen Lin Han standing on the podium, giving lessons to students.
The only time she found time to find Lin Han was to give her a surprise, but it turned out to be a farewell.
Lin Han is beautiful and attractive to people regardless of gender. She understands it very well, but she has always been troubled and worried about it.
She was too afraid that Lin Han would be snatched away, but Lin Han has a gentle personality, talks a lot, can talk to anyone, and is also insensitive to feelings. It is obvious that he is approaching her with a purpose, and she has no intentions.But can't see it, which also leads to people often misunderstood, mistakenly thinking that they are likely to pursue more passionately.
Although Lin Han would refuse, and often said that he only loved her, Lin Yutong was still uneasy. She was very possessive, and she hoped that Lin Han belonged to her alone.
That time, she saw Lin Han who had just finished class at school. Some students asked her questions in the corridor. The two chatted as they walked.Ming, the smile on the student's face.
Lin Yutong was a little angry, but for Lin Han's sake, she didn't step forward to push the man away, and stood quietly at the end of the corridor with the flowers in her arms, waiting for Lin Han's arrival.
Moreover, even if Lin Han knew about the small thoughts of the students, she would not be angry about it. She would only say that they were just children and had no bad intentions. As a teacher, she liked her students very much.
If it's just about the students, it's fine. Lin Yutong doesn't care about children, but after going to the office with Lin Han, the attitude of a female teacher in the office made her angry.
Since their information was not made public, Lin Han introduced her as a younger sister.Of course, it was also said that she was a sister who was not related by blood.
It might be some kind of special connection between the rivals in love. Lin Yutong and the female teacher both cared about each other's existence all of a sudden, and got along very unpleasantly.
Lin Han was so dull that she didn't notice anything, and when she got home, she asked her why she was in a bad mood. It just so happened that the female teacher called again and asked Lin Han to have dinner and chat about something.Another day was changed, after Lin Yutong left.
The ambiguous attitude of the two caused Lin Yutong, who was already restless, to explode. He clamored to check whether Lin Han was outside. Lin Han was very cooperative at first, and even smiled and looked through it with her. After a long time, he couldn't coax her, so also angry.
Then the two quarreled out of control.
Lin Yutong wanted to leave ruthlessly, but he didn't expect that Lin Han would not keep her at all, not even give her away, obviously he would be particularly worried about her safety in the past.
The cruel words were out of her mouth, but Lin Yutong was too embarrassed to take them back, so she walked out of the room angrily, but in fact she regretted it as soon as she went out, she slowed down and took a few steps and tried to turn around, but there was no one behind her, slowlyWhen he walked slowly to the elevator door, he still didn't see anyone chasing him.
Even the plane was delayed due to heavy rain and could only leave the next day, and Lin Han never contacted her. Only then did Lin Yutong finally realize that his position in Lin Han's heart was not as high as he thought.
Since childhood, Lin Han has always spoiled her. He was so overwhelmed by being spoiled that he even forgot that the person who sent you to the high platform can also throw you off.
Lin Han didn't want to follow her anymore. After she didn't care about her, there was nothing she could do.
Afterwards, she tried to send Lin Han a message, but she didn't dare to send it after editing the message every time. She also hesitated to make calls, and at the same time, her busy work left her no time to take care of these personal matters.
In the first few days, she was angry and ignored, but later she didn't dare, and after the time dragged on, Lin Yutong found that she had lost the right to ask questions.
Lin Zhi told her that Lin Han's father was going to arrange a blind date for Lin Han.
Not contacting for a month is actually equivalent to breaking up by default, right?
What's more, Lin Han even considered going on a blind date. Although he later learned from Lin Zhi that the blind date didn't go well, Lin Han planned to concentrate on his work and get the title of professor.
Since Lin Han is concentrating on his career, he should work as hard as her.
So, just like that, their underground love affair in less than a year failed.
But fortunately, the two of them are still single, and she is even fantasizing about whether Lin Han is still waiting for her, just like he is still waiting for her.
Lin Yutong walked past the security booth, and there was a small alley next to it, and there was a bar when he walked inside. Under the dim light, there stood a tall man in a windbreaker in the alley, and he looked like a man with a figure beside him.A girl with an enchanting figure tried to hold his hand.
It seemed that something would happen to the two of them in the next moment, so don't look at evil, Lin Yutong turned his head away, stopped looking, and walked quickly on the way home.
In the alley, Lin Han was startled by the woman who suddenly posted up, and hurriedly dodged, then took a few steps forward to the entrance of the alley, looking anxiously at Lin Yutong's back, trying to catch up, but hesitatedone time.
Xiaotong saw it just now, she may not have recognized herself, but she saw the woman beside her.
At this time, it is not suitable to catch up, otherwise I will not be able to speak clearly with ten mouths.
The drunken woman behind him still wanted to strike up a conversation, but Lin Han ignored her demeanor for a rare time, completely ignoring the person, and left directly from the other end of the alley, even though the woman was so drunk that she slid down the wall.
Lin Yutong, who was walking away, wanted to look behind him for no reason, feeling that someone was looking at him just now, but when he turned around, there was no one there.
After all, it is still not safe at night, so go home quickly.
So Lin Yutong trotted all the way home, and when Lin Han went around and reached the only way Lin Yutong had to go home, he saw no one at all, only the lights in Lin Yutong's house were suddenly lit, and then Lin Yutong closed the curtains.
Seeing that everyone got home safely, Lin Han felt relieved, and turned back again.
The next day, Lin Yutong drove to work after breakfast. It had been three days since Christmas, and the traffic eased a lot.
The assistant opened the door of the studio a long time ago. As usual, Lin Yutong came to her office after greeting everyone. However, unlike usual, she saw a book on the desk that shouldn't have appeared.
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