Chapter 68

After Bai Yu woke up, he changed his ways and asked Yan Lu Sheng to release him from the hospital.

His legs still hurt a little, and his head occasionally tingled, but that didn't stop him from wanting to be released from the hospital.

Lu Sheng put the freshly cooked noodle soup into a bowl, and Bai Yu hated porridge, so he changed the trick to let Bai Yu eat more flavorful noodles.

"The weather is fine today, and it is a good day to be discharged from the hospital."

Yan Lu Sheng gave a slight pause to the hand holding the soup bowl, and Bai Yu was sitting halfway on the hospital bed, with a sly face that didn't match his age on his palm-sized face.

Lu Sheng paused, "Listen to the doctor and observe for a few more days, and it won't be too late for us to leave the hospital."

"It's late!" Bai Yu told him anxiously: "The final exam is coming soon, I have to go back and prepare."

Yan Lusheng was silent in thought. The doctor said that his memory stayed in college. At that time, he just met Yan Hengxiu, and he was still studying in school, preparing for exams and graduating. In the next ten years, his memory was completelylost.

Seeing him drooping his eyes and not speaking, Bai Yu thought he was hesitating again, and couldn't help being a little angry: "Yan Hengxiu, are you trying to prevent me from graduating?"

Yan Lusheng smiled and said: "Eat this bowl of noodles first, and I will tell you when we can be discharged from the hospital."

Bai Yu stared at him angrily, his narrow and beautiful eyes stared into round almond eyes, which looked like a kitten with teeth and claws blowing its fur.

"Yan Heng repairs you—"

Yan Lusheng's attitude could not be rejected, Bai Yu was a little strange, Yan Hengxiu became a little different after he woke up.

But the face in front of him clearly looked like him, and Bai Yu just couldn't tell what was wrong.

He grabbed Yan Hengxiu's sleeve, puffed out his mouth and whispered, "I don't want to eat."

Yan Lu Sheng's eyes changed, he sighed and said: "Okay then, let me tell you first, let's eat after we finish talking."

Bai Yu didn't answer, but obviously he wanted to know when he would be discharged from the hospital first.

It was rare for Yan Lusheng to speak to him with such a serious attitude, and Bai Yu was also infected a little unconsciously.

Yan Lusheng's voice was as deep and steady as a cello: "You don't need to go to school, and you don't need to take final exams. This year is 21XX, and you and I... are already married."

Yan Lusheng held Bai Yu's hand, and raised his mobile phone to show him the time of today, "You accidentally injured your head. The doctor said that you have short-term retrospective amnesia. As long as you persist in the treatment, you will gradually get better."

Bai Yu looked at Yan Lusheng in confusion, and he murmured, "Has...has it been so long?"

"Are we... already married?"

Yan Lu Sheng smiled faintly, and squeezed Bai Yu's hand tightly, "Yes."

Bai Yu was startled, his ears turned red, and he stammered, "Wh-when?"

Yan Lusheng continued kindly: "Just after graduation." He curled up his lips, and there was a hint of shyness in his smile: "I was afraid that you would be snatched away, so I immediately proposed to you as soon as I graduated."

Bai Yu was dazzled by this smile, even the surprise was washed away a lot.He asked Yan Lusheng a lot of questions one after another, and Yan Lusheng got everything right.

Bai Yu looked at himself in the mirror, his body was taller and taller than before, his facial features were also opened up, more sharp and beautiful, he touched his face, still feeling unreal.

Yan Lusheng said that after they graduated, they registered and got married abroad. After that, he returned to China to start a business and now started a company. As for himself, he is teaching in a university.

Not long ago, due to personal reasons, he resigned from his post and planned to travel around the world with him, but such an accident happened unexpectedly.

Of course, he was willing to believe everything Yan Lusheng said unconditionally, but... when he woke up, he found that he had grown into a teenager and his life had changed drastically, no one could accept it calmly.

Yan Lusheng saw Bai Yu staring blankly at himself in the mirror, and there was an undercurrent in his eyes.

He straightened his expression and walked over with a smile: "What are you thinking?"

Bai Yu's leg was in plaster, and it hurt his muscles and bones for a hundred days, and he will have to wear the plaster for a period of time in the future.

Bai Yu looked a little sad: "I don't know, my head is empty, I always feel that I have forgotten some very important memories."

Yan Lusheng held onto his shoulders, his dark pupils were like the dark night sky, wanting to sink people in, "If you can't remember it, don't think about it, the most important thing is that I'm by your side, isn't it?"

Yan Lusheng's voice was like a hypnotic spell, and Bai Yu's uneasiness was indeed soothed.

He patted Lu Sheng's hand, showing a relaxed expression: "I know, thank you for being with me all the time. But I...but I forgot the memories between us."

Yan Lusheng lowered his head to hold Bai Yu's earlobe, and kissed like a dragonfly touching water, but Bai Yu's body was tense, and his instinctive stress reaction to Yan Lusheng almost made him snort.

Bai Yu angrily stared at Yan Lu Sheng from the mirror.

He finally knew what was wrong. In the past, Yan Hengxiu would not touch him so boldly. Even when kissing, he was shy and never took the initiative.

But this time, he seemed to be a different person from the top to the outside, and he always "touched him" as if nothing happened.’ Whenever he wanted to stop it, Yan Lusheng had already retracted his claws, which made him wonder if he was thinking too much.

Could it be that these ten years of married life made Yan Hengxiu change his sex?

Bai Yu couldn't tell why.Yan Lusheng laughed twice, Bai Yu immediately understood that he did it on purpose, and said with a cold smile, "Let go of me!"

Yan Lusheng hugged Bai Yu's waist tightly, and he said coyly, "I won't let go."

Bai Yu secretly smiled in his heart, and patted his hand, "Okay, aren't we discharged from the hospital today?"

Yan Lusheng's eyes became clearer, and he smiled: "You seem to be looking forward to it?"

Bai Yu has half forced himself to accept the blank ten years, he nodded: "Let's go, I want to see the place where we lived together, maybe I can remember something."

Yan Lusheng pursed his lips, there is no one in this world who doesn't want Bai Yu to remember more than him.

He can fabricate non-existent ten years out of thin air, he can fabricate all the traces of their life together, but he can't control Bai Yu's brain, so that he will never think of what he has done to him in this life.everything of.

To be honest, when he learned that Bai Yu had lost his memory, his joy overwhelmed all his worries. He felt that this was the second chance God gave him, so that he could start again with Bai Yu.

Bai Yu jumped a certain distance with one leg and found that Yan Lusheng hadn't followed up. He turned his head and saw Yan Lusheng was hanging his head with a gloomy expression on his face.

He frowned and called out, "Hengxiu? Hengxiu?"

He called several times before Yan Lusheng realized that Bai Yu was calling him. He strode forward and hugged Bai Yu in his arms, "Let's go, let's go home."

Bai Yu, who was nearly 1.8 meters tall, was easily picked up by Yan Lusheng. He patted Yan Lusheng's neck and said angrily, "Put me down quickly, I can walk by myself."

Yan Lusheng was unmoved, his chest muscles were as hard as rocks, Bai Yutui couldn't even push them.

He was a little annoyed, Yan Hengxiu was only a few centimeters taller than him before, but now he is much taller than him, no matter in terms of strength or other aspects, he doesn't seem to have an advantage.

There is also his inherent powerful aggressiveness, as long as he is by his side, Bai Yu can't ignore his existence.

The feeling of being controlled made Bai Yu feel awkward.It seems that in this relationship, he is the weaker party. Yan Lusheng's strength makes him feel strange and uneasy.

Bai Yu didn't say much along the way, he didn't remember how he came back to China, how he worked hard and survived in this city, everything is new and unfamiliar to him now.

Yan Lusheng looked at Bai Yu's eyes looking out of the window curiously, and faint worries and crazy thoughts appeared in his heart.

As long as he is still living in the original place, as long as he is still living in this city, there are countless possibilities for him to remember the past,

How much he wanted to tie Bai Yu to a place where no one knew, no one knew, so that Bai Yu could only look at him, just like he planned before Bai Yu lost his memory.

This paranoid and crazy thought has never disappeared, it just hides deeper in his heart. Bai Yu used his actions and blood to tell him how stubborn he is and would rather die than surrender.

After all, Yan Lusheng was afraid of making a big mistake again, so he didn't take any action.

Yan Lusheng asked the driver to drive the car to another vacant apartment of his. He would not go to the apartment under Bai Yu's name, nor could he go to the villa where the accident happened.

So he bought a new apartment in Y City as his and Bai Yu's residence.

Bai Yu looked at the strange building in front of him, and the feeling of unreality in his heart became more and more obvious.

"Is this where we live?"

"En." Yan Lusheng closed the car door, took Bai Yu's hand, and said calmly, "Let's go home."

Bai Yu's heart was a little touched, he followed Yan Lusheng all the way upstairs, the house was three bedrooms and two bedrooms, and being able to buy such an apartment in a prime location in Y City was enough to show that he and Yan Lusheng had a good living standard.

Bai Yu walked around the house, just as he thought, clean, tidy, and exuding a touch of warmth.

Whether it is a wardrobe, toiletries, or tableware, it shows that there are two people living together in this room.

Bai Yu noticed that the patterns of the furniture and the tableware he used to use were all arranged according to his preferences. Logically speaking, he should have a sense of intimacy when he comes back here.

But Bai Yu was disappointed, this place is indeed very good, so good that...it makes him feel strange.

Naturally, Yan Lusheng would not miss the disappointment that flashed across Bai Yu's face.

He used to be able to guess Bai Yu's thoughts accurately, but now the young Bai Yu is like a blank sheet of paper in front of him, and he can predict the meaning behind every subtle expression and movement.

Yan Lusheng took Bai Yu's hand and led him to the studio.

In order to prevent Bai Yu from remembering the past, the layout and design of this room are quite different from Bai Yu's previous apartment, but there is only one room, and he arranged it completely according to Bai Yu's previous settings.

Lu Sheng pushed open the door of the studio, "Go in and have a look."

Bai Yu walked into the studio in a daze, and the walls of the whole room were covered with his paintings.

A sense of spontaneous familiarity emerges from the bottom of my heart.

His eyes lit up, and he turned around excitedly, "I have a feeling, this is my home!"

He hugged Yan Lusheng's neck, the man's short stubble hair tied his palm, Bai Yu stroked him along the hair, and he let go when he felt the male body under him become stiff.

Yan Heng has grown taller and stronger, but he still loves him, the man he also loves.

He put his soft palm on Yan Lusheng's neck, his eyes were shining brightly and bent into the shape of a crescent: "Thank you Hengxiu, I love you."

After finishing speaking, she took the initiative to stand on tiptoe and kiss the man's lips, which were thin, soft and a little cold.

His kiss was green and a little lingering.

Yan Hengxiu didn't respond to him as usual, Bai Yu thought it was because he was shy again, so she kissed him back even harder.

He had a leg injury, and his body lost balance halfway through the kiss, Yan Lu Sheng took advantage of the situation and hugged him, "Enough."

Bai Yu felt the faint smell of tobacco in his lips, a little strange, "I remember you used to hate the smell of cigarettes, have you changed your habits over the years?"

Yan Lusheng said calmly in an emotionless voice: "Occasionally I smoke, but if you don't like it, I won't smoke."

Bai Yu couldn't stand anymore, and now he didn't really care who took the initiative, so he actively leaned on Yan Lusheng's shoulder, and said lightly, "Hengxiu, I think you've changed a bit."

Then he smiled and said: "Of course I still like you, but I feel that it's a pity that I have lost the time between us for more than ten years. I will definitely make it up to you in the future."

This time, Lu Sheng was silent for at least half a minute, he clasped Bai Yu's hand tightly, without any joy in his heart: "Okay."

0599 made a fuss in the space, wailing and howling: "Why has the malicious value increased again ahhhhhh!"

Bai Yu said: "Isn't it good, it's almost full soon, isn't it?"

0599's aura immediately weakened by half, "But if the malicious value is too high, it will not be good for gaining favorability."

Bai Yu smiled slightly, "It depends on the situation. Do you know why Yan Lusheng's malicious value increased?"

0599: "(⊙v⊙) I don't know."

Bai Yu: "It's not a good habit to jump to conclusions without knowing."

0599 was used to Bai Yuxun, although Bai Yu didn't mean to blame, 0599 was subconsciously guilty, "⊙﹏⊙ I know, I won't do it again next time!"

Bai Yu's eyes were deep, he raised his eyebrows and said, "Want to see a trick?"

0599: "(⊙v⊙)"

Bai Yu spread out his palm, the lines on it were intertwined and criss-crossed, and sighed: "There is nothing that stimulates Yan Lusheng more than personally feeling my love for Yan Hengxiu. He has always believed that I failed Yan Heng.Xiu, now I'm forcing him to experience the feeling of being 'loved'."

"Once the seeds of jealousy and doubt are planted, they will take root and sprout endlessly. As long as he loosens his insistence on himself and continues to dig, I guarantee that he will be in pain."

Bai Yu smiled and said, "Curiosity killed the cat, this is the truth."

0599 didn't dare to speak anymore, he felt that this target might be worse than the last one.

Bai Yu and Yan Lusheng stayed in the apartment building, because Bai Yu's leg injury was still not healed, so he had to reduce going out.Yan Lusheng took on all the housework. As before, they went out to bring garbage, and brought home vegetables and meat for cooking.

Bai Yu's temper is a bit more out of character than the young man's. Except for the time spent in the studio, he spends most of his time making up for the social knowledge that he has vacated in the past ten years.

Finally, when he went to the hospital for the second time to remove the cast, Bai Yu made a request to go out for more walks.

"The doctor said that I can now walk short distances, and I will be suffocated if the teacher stays at home!"

Yan Lusheng's hand holding the steering wheel tightened slightly, he smiled and said, "Where do you want to go, I will accompany you."

Bai Yu raised his eyebrows: "Don't you still have to go to work? Do you have so much free time to accompany me?"

Yan Lusheng could hear the dissatisfaction in Bai Yu's words. During this period of time, he watched Bai Yu too closely, which had already caused him discomfort.

If he relaxes inappropriately, I'm afraid it will make him unhappy, and maybe he will have doubts.

"Okay, then be careful by yourself."

Bai Yu happily rushed forward and hugged Yan Lu Sheng's neck and kissed him. He raised his slender eyebrows, and his voice was full of pride: "I knew you wouldn't reject me."

Yan Hengxiu has always been gentle to him and responsive to his requests, even if he has become a little tougher now, he can still feel his tenderness.

Yan Lusheng parked the car on the side of the road, watching Bai Yu's escaping figure, the smile on his face disappeared instantly.

He leaned on the chair, his eyes were deep and unfathomable, and the numbness from Bai Yu's kiss still remained on his lips.If Bai Yu loved Heng Xiu so much back then, why did he leave him in the end?

Lu Sheng's eyes narrowed slightly, because money?Even a fool would not believe that kind of vulnerable reason, as long as he saw Bai Yu loving Yan Hengxiu.

He vaguely felt that he seemed to have grasped something crucial, but he still couldn't figure it out, as if buried in a fog, which made him unable to see clearly.

Whether it is the young Bai Yu, or the current Bai Yu, he is no longer a thin image on the drawing paper. He exists vividly and vividly in front of his eyes. He is by his side, but what he loves is another early childhood.People who have passed away for many years.

Yan Lusheng suddenly understood why Yan Hengxiu fell in love with Bai Yu regardless. For people like them who were born in darkness, Bai Yu's light was too charming.

He is seductive, he is deadly.

It is inseparable.

Yan Lusheng didn't want to admit that deep down in his heart, he was even a little jealous of Yan Hengxiu, the elder brother he had always missed and respected, who he met in Bai Yu's best years.

And got Bai Yu's unreserved love and heartbeat.

The author has something to say: two chapters in one

Thank you, little angel, for understanding that I will try to take less sick leave in the future.