Chapter 86 Sir, You May Not Love Me
byJiang Yi could almost feel the pain in his chest, but he pushed him away decisively.
Obviously, Jiang Yi, who has no memory, can't understand at all, and he doesn't know that He Zheng's appearance was once the picture he wanted to see so much.
His current impression of He Zheng is roughly: a stranger who is inexplicably affectionate towards him, but he doesn't know him at all.
Although he had a good impression of He Zheng because of the influence of fit, he couldn't understand He Zheng's pain. He just remembered the words he wrote on the note when he woke up:
"Please stay away from an Alpha named He Zheng."
Jiang Yi retreated subconsciously, "Sir, are you a bad person?"
He Zheng was still in the daze of being pushed away by Jiang Yi, his voice hoarse, "What?"
Jiang Yi clutched the corner of his clothes, thought for a while, and said, "I'm sorry I don't have any memory about you, but you have such a noble status, and I... obviously don't belong to the same world as usIsn't it?"
"Maybe, maybe you've got the wrong person..."
He Zheng didn't expect that one day, the young master who was once pampered by the Jiang family would also feel embarrassed because of the difference in status between himself and him.
By the way, he doesn't remember anything...
He Zheng opened his mouth, wanting to talk about his previous family background, but he was afraid that Jiang Yi would ask about his parents. Jiang Yi finally forgot the past. If he wanted to tell the whole story, wouldn't it make him repeat the same mistakes and plunge him into pain again?among.
"It's not like that," He Zheng lowered his eyes, "It's because I didn't protect you well. You and your child shouldn't have to live such a life."
It's not that Jiang Yi is not good enough for him, but that he is not good enough for Jiang Yi.
Jiang Yi shook his head, "I'm sorry, I can't believe you now, I've been living alone with my children all these years, and suddenly a father of a child appeared, which made me a little hard to accept..."
He Zheng wanted to say something else, but Chen An interrupted first, "Mr. Jiang, we all understand what you said. Look at this. Would you like to have your Excellency and this—kid, do a paternity test, so that you can know ourIt's really not lying."
Jiang Yi was taking out iodine and cotton swabs to disinfect the wound on Nian Nian's hand, when he heard this, he glanced at Nian Nian and then at He Zheng.
In fact, no paternity test is needed, anyone with a discerning eye can tell that He Zheng and Jiang Wunian are really similar, but he just feels very uneasy.
The poor but simple life for a long time was broken by an Alpha who broke in suddenly. He felt that the purpose of He Zheng's visit seemed to want to recognize Nian Nian, which made him feel a little uneasy.
Jiang Yi put a band-aid of a cute little rabbit on Niannian's hand, thinking of a possibility, hesitantly said: "Sir, you came here today, does your wife know?"
He Zheng gave him a strange look, "I'm not married yet, but if you'd like—"
But Jiang Yi interrupted him, and said anxiously: "Then will you take Nian Nian away from me?"
He Zheng was stunned for a moment, "Of course not, I want to take you back together, you and Nian Nian will never have to be separated."
Jiang Yi hesitated, bit his lips, and glanced at Chen An again, his face was a little uncomfortable, "But, I, we should be in a foster relationship, if you take me back, your family shouldDon't agree..."
He Zheng's mind went blank for a moment.
Package. Support?
Chen An also choked, but then he thought about how their relationship in the past few years was really similar to that kind of relationship.
Jiang Yi has lived here for so many years, and has also been infected by the neighbors in the neighborhood. Combined with his own situation, he has some guesses about himself living here and bringing a child without a father.
Until he saw He Zheng, he confirmed his guess even more.
He originally thought that he was He Zheng, the lover he secretly found behind his wife's back, but now that he heard that he didn't have a wife, he corrected his thinking a little bit, but it was not bad.
He Zheng should be a wealthy young master who has not settled down until now, and he must have been a lover raised by He Zheng's side on a whim before, and then accidentally became pregnant with his child, and was forced to wash by He Zheng.Mark, forcing the child to be aborted, but he was definitely not willing, although in the end he had to wash the mark for other reasons, but the child was born by him.
And now He Zheng probably knew of his existence, and because of a certain need, he wanted to take the child back, so that's why he said those affectionate words to him.
Knowing Jiang Yi's conjecture, He Zheng was silent, and Chen An was also silent.
Seems reasonable?
But again irrelevant.
He Zheng felt a little funny, he said: "I didn't lie to you, I don't know where you heard these rumors, but I have been looking for you for a long time, and I really want to take you back."
But Jiang Yi said: "We have such a high degree of compatibility, but we still separated at the beginning. Sir, maybe you don't love me, maybe it's just an illusion caused by the degree of compatibility?"
Now He Zheng can't hear people say that his feelings for Jiang Yi are influenced by pheromones, although in the past, he always misunderstood Jiang Yi's feelings for him.
Only now did he realize how uncomfortable it was to be misunderstood in this way.
He said firmly: "I'm sure."
He looked at Jiang Yi and wanted to step forward, but saw his steps back, and He Zheng stopped suddenly.
He looked at him from a distance, after all, he was not very good at speaking, so he could only say dryly: "Please, trust me."
Jiang Yi felt a little tangled.
He could feel that he had a good impression of He Zheng, but those lost memories made him feel very flustered. He was afraid that he would be cheated and his children would suffer from him.
"Can you tell me what happened between us in the past?"
Just as He Zheng was about to speak, Chen An interrupted: "Mr. Jiang, the boss doesn't know how to speak, and he's used to holding back everything by himself. May I tell you something?"
Jiang Yi hesitated for a moment, looked at He Zheng's hesitant eyes, and nodded, "Go ahead."
Then I learned from Chen An that he and He Zheng used to be in love, but because of the family gap, He Zheng's father did not agree with them, and He Zheng was not able to resist his father at that time, so Jiang Yi was disappointed., He ran away with his cub in his arms, and then He Zheng's father passed away, He Zheng was finally able to make his own decisions, and he had been looking for him all these years.
It sounds like an unforgettable and poignant love story, and the way He Zheng looks at him doesn't seem to be hypocritical.
"Is that so?" Jiang Yi wasn't sure what was going on, so he had to turn his attention to He Zheng.
In Jiang Yi's proving eyes, He Zheng concealed the guilt in his eyes and remained silent.
He didn't want to lie to Jiang Yi again, but he knew that if Jiang Yi knew about the past, he would never forgive himself, and he wouldn't even give himself any chance. He would try his best to escape with the child.
He Zheng wanted to make up for him, and also wanted to treat him well.
He didn't want to see Jiang Yi look at him with eyes full of indifference and hatred, and he didn't want Jiang Yi to suffer so much pain, and he didn't want him to leave him again.
He could really go crazy.
He Zheng clenched his fists secretly, he was not an upright person after all.
He lied.
For selfishness.
But it seems he can only do so.
Taking advantage of Jiang Yi's loss of memory, she logically beautifies herself, conceals all the evil deeds he has done to him, plays an affectionate image, tricks him, and fabricates good memories for him.
Jiang Yi rejected He Zheng's proposal to take them back immediately, and only agreed to let him and Jiang Wunian do a paternity test first.
He Zheng took two of Jiang Wunian's hairs.
When two government officials accompanied him to see the water conservancy dam in the afternoon, He Zheng was absent-minded, obviously pretending to be worried. When they introduced some design concepts and core technologies to him, he was also in a daze.
He Zheng has always given outsiders the impression of being serious and meticulous, and he has never seen such a disappointed expression before.
Before finding Jiang Yi, he was still able to devote himself to endless work to numb himself, but after finding him, his whole heart could no longer be removed from him.
He was thinking all the time that Jiang Yi had been alone with the child all these years, living in such a dilapidated house, his physical condition was so poor, and he still had to work hard for the child.
And his child, being bullied by the children around him, was unable to fight back, had to go out to pick up junk, and couldn't even go to school.
But I live a life of rich clothes and good food, always have friends around me to help, my career has almost reached its peak, and I seem to have done a lot of things that should be done.
He protected many people, but he failed to protect his Omega and his children.
Every time he thinks of this, He Zheng can't wait to bring out his past self and beat him up.
He Zheng may be a good officer and a good member of parliament, but he is definitely not a good partner or father.
Among those old fox-like congressmen in Congress, he could not back down, and he was able to handle almost everything with ease, but when facing Jiang Yi, he was clumsy and didn't know how to speak.
This may be a problem with him before, he never knew how to talk to him well.
Even if he lied, it was Chen An who took care of the aftermath for him.
Now He Zheng can only hope that the paternity test will come out sooner. He knows that to make Jiang Yi believe in him, it is naturally not something that can be done in a day or two.
He has enough patience and has hundreds of years to accompany him, but he just doesn't want him and his child to live such a hard life again.
Jiang Yi always couldn't sleep well when he was sleeping, maybe because of his illness, or maybe because he was afraid of the dark, he and Nian Nian snuggled up on a small bed, wanting to turn over, but afraid of waking Nian NianSo can only endure it.
Half asleep, half awake, he seemed to feel a familiar pheromone, with a sweet osmanthus smell, which made people think of the gentleman he met during the day.
The pheromone contained comforting meaning, and Jiang Yi seemed to have never felt the feeling of being comforted by Alpha in his memory.
It was very gentle, as if bathed in warm light, but it was not dazzling. The body was trapped in the soft blanket, without the will to resist and struggle.
It was pitch black, but it made people feel extremely warm and at ease.
Jiang Yi couldn't tell the difference between the pheromones released by the same person. He just vaguely thought that the pheromones that the gentleman left here during the day should have a soothing effect.
I have to say that the high degree of fit really made him feel very comfortable, even Nian Nian fell asleep, breathing steadily and evenly.
Tonight was a quiet night, Jiang Yi's eyelids became heavier and heavier, and he soon fell asleep.?
How dare he lie !!!?😭