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    Chapter 79 Barrier City (5)

    Yan Qing was stunned, because of the madness in Xie Shiyi's eyes and the deep mockery in his cold words.

    The bamboo raft was small, so they sat very close to each other.The moment they looked at each other, Yan Qing's heart beat fast and she immediately looked away.He lowered his gaze and pretended to smile, as if this would make him look calm.

    Yan Qing said lazily: "Yes, maybe the world will give us some other nickname then."

    He laughed, his hands hidden in his sleeves trembled, his fingers tightened and turned white, and he said in a playful tone, pretending to be at ease: "When I separated from you, I thought that you would become famous all over the world.Infinite, I didn’t expect it to be more powerful than I thought. I was chatting with the guard at the door of the Rejuvenation Sect, and I could hear your name from his mouth. He said that you are killing people now, cruel and cold. However, I think heI still don’t understand you. Of course, there may not be many people in the world who understand you. After all, when it comes to Barrier City, they actually thought that you walked through the Peach Blossom Road in Spring Water with hatred. It wasn’t until I got to the upper level that I discovered that everyone had heard of it.Although you may never see your name again in my life. You joined the Wangqing Sect and won the first place in the Qingyun Conference. Who in the world doesn’t recognize you? Xie Shiyi is pretty good, I..."

    Yan Qing suddenly couldn't speak anymore.

    In fact, he didn't know what he was talking about at all, his mind was blank.He just felt that he had to speak, otherwise everything would get out of control if he stayed quiet.

    Xie Shiyi sat opposite him, looking at him without saying a word. He listened to Yan Qing's words without order and purpose, his expression dimmed in the half-darkness, without interrupting or interrupting.

    But being stared at by his cold and penetrating eyes, Yan Qing's voice slowly became softer, and she stiffly pulled down the corners of her mouth, and stopped talking in a boring way.

    Seeing him like this, Xie Shiyi asked aloud, "Are you finished?"

    Yan Qing: "Yeah."

    Xie Shiyi asked calmly: "Yan Qing, from old friend to friend to best friend, what are you going to say next, confidant?" His long eyelashes broke through the icy blue light of the butterfly and fell into the depths of his pupils.

    Xie Shiyi suddenly smiled softly: "I said this is unfair. Yan Qing, you ask me a question, and I must give the correct answer. But when I ask you, you will only lie, evade, and talk about him."

    Yan Qing was speechless. When Xie Shiyi approached, he was breathing erratically and wanted to step back, but Xie Shiyi grabbed his wrist forcefully and pinned him on the bamboo raft.

    Xie Shiyi's eyes were like snow-fallen mountains, and he said clearly and calmly: "You stayed in the Rejuvenation Sect because of me; you got involved in the whirlpool in Nanzezhou because of me; you pretended to be crazy and acted like a fool and broke the disguise because of me."

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    "On the last night in Shifang City, you put me in the Red Lotus Pavilion and let me sleep just so that you wouldn't bother me."

    Yan Qing was in a state of confusion. He laughed when he heard the words and tried to calm down and said, "Yes, as I explained before, you are the only person I know in Jiuzhongtian. The grudge between Huai Mingzi and me should not be involved in the first place.you."

    Xie Shiyi also smiled, but the smile did not reach his eyes at all: "You have never been fair to me."

    Xie Shiyi asked.

    "The night you graduated from Dengxian Pavilion, your hands were shaking all the time. When I carried you out, Heishui Ze, what were you thinking about?"

    Yan Qing felt a loud noise explode from the top of his head, and thunder penetrated from his head and penetrated his entire body along his spinal cord.

    Xie Shiyi let go of Yan Qing's wrist, raised his hand, and gently touched Yan Qing's cheek with his slender white fingers. The distance between the two became closer and closer.With their clothes folded, Yan Qing seemed to be bewitched by his eyes. She pursed her lips and raised her head, motionless.

    Xie Shiyi said softly: "I thought it was an illusion before, a fantasy in my dream, but now I feel that it should be true."

    "In the place where the gods fell..." Xie Shiyi said: "In the Mirage Dragon Palace, I entered an illusion. Yan Qing, what do you think my inner demon is?"

    Yan Qing clenched his fingers tightly.

    After Xie Shiyi finished speaking, he was silent for a moment and pursed his lips. He was not willing to let Yan Qing guess.He wished that every movement and every word would expose his thoughts to him, but Yan Qing would always turn a blind eye.

    Xie Shiyi said: "I dreamed of the secluded realm."

    "On the seventy-seven and forty-ninth day of my dream in Barrier City, I tried to depict your appearance on the stone wall."

    "Starting from the eyebrows, to the eyes, to the nose..."

    His fingers traced down bit by bit, as gently as the snowy wind blowing.Eyebrows, eyes, nose, and finally the corner of Yan Qing's mouth, Xie Shiyi whispered: "You are very noisy. I thought at that time that you would look good when you smile."

    "In the Mirage Dragon Palace, I fell into an illusion and kept painting on that wall. In fact, I had already seen your appearance at that time, but I would rather not have seen it."

    The memory of falling into the sea of confusion was too painful. He completely sealed it in the depths of his memory and did not dare to touch it even in the mirage.

    When he reached the back of the painting, his finger was scratched by a stone, so he began to paint with blood, and then traced along the outline over and over again.The illusion is painful and hopeless.The young man in the painting on the wall smiled at him, clear and unrestrained, as gentle as ever.And there was someone sitting next to him, with gleaming green eyes, and said coquettishly in a familiar voice, "Yaoyao, look at me."

    "I thought I would stay in the mirage until I die. But, you woke me up." Xie Shiyi's fingers continued to slide down and raised Yan Qing's chin. Suddenly, the corners of his lips curved, and the madness in his eyes turned to blood.blushing, he leaned over and kissed her gently.He was in a bad state right now, and his sanity seemed to be in jeopardy, but this kiss was extremely gentle, like a dragonfly touching water.

    Yan Qing's pupils shrank and his face turned pale.

    Xie Shiyi restrained himself, moved away with a light touch, and asked hoarsely: "That's what you did at that time, right, Yan Qing?"

    This kiss was like a dream.

    Yan Qing listened to every word Xie Shiyi said, but it was difficult to translate them into meaning that he could understand.

    Xie Shiyi's voice is cold, and when he narrates quietly, it is easy for people to get caught up in his words.

    Like now, Yan Qing was bloodless, as if he had really returned to the Mirage Dragon Palace and felt the fear and sadness again.After being denied everything, his most embarrassing love was revealed.He raised his eyes, and the redness in his peach blossom eyes faded completely, as if he had lost his popularity and asked: "So Xie Shiyi, do you really know everything?"

    Xie Shiyi said: "Maybe."

    Yan Qing continued to smile with difficulty, his blood was as cold as if he were in a world of ice and snow, and his heart was twitching and chilling.

    He actually questioned Xie Shiyi's Liuli heart back then?How stupid.

    So every time he lied to explain, every time he took it upon himself to define the relationship, was it ridiculous in Xie Shiyi's eyes?

    Yan Qing was silent for a long time and said palely: "What do you want to express, Xie Shiyi."

    what do you want to say?

    You tell me.

    Thank you Shiyi.

    He was now almost in a state of numbness, like a broken jar.Waiting for Xie Shiyi to use his cold voice to expose his absurd thoughts of two hundred years and tear all his disguises to pieces.

    However, Xie Shiyi was silent for a long time.

    Then she laughed in his ear for a long time, her chest shook slightly, and she didn't know what she was laughing at.

    The blood in Xie Shiyi's eyes spread across the whites of his eyes. His fingers touched his tight and trembling lips, relaxing them bit by bit. He muttered to himself: "Yan Qing, what do I want to express?"The whole person looked like a god or a devil, in a state of being out of control and strange. He smiled softly: "I like you."

    Yan Qing suddenly opened his eyes and was stunned.

    Xie Shiyi might have been so angry that he lost his mind. His fingers were very strong and he groped between Yan Qing's lips. The water was sluggish and he had no feeling of ambiguity and eroticism in his life. He said word by word: "If there hadn't been that misunderstanding, we will not become close friends, we will become Taoist partners."

    "I like you. I have liked you since the 15th year of Jinghong, two hundred years ago. Since you also like me, why are we still talking nonsense here now."

    He didn't smile when he said the last words, and his tone was as sharp as ice.His eyes were red, but his pupils were cold. He looked at Yan Qing seriously and stubbornly.

    Yan Qing was still in a daze and did not move.

    Xie Shiyi waited for a long time, but got no reply. He laughed to himself and pulled his lower lip: "Forget it, I will never be honest with you when I talk to you."

    He half-closed his eyes, his deep eyes were filled with crazy and gloomy light, and his expression was as frosty.This time, the other hand reached out and hugged Yan Qing's waist with great force, pulling him into his arms.

    The other hand forced Yan Qing to look up.

    "Then I won't say anything."

    This time it was not as gentle and restrained as before.

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    Yan Qing's mind was still blank when he felt Xie Shiyi licking his lips, prying open his teeth with the tip of his tongue, and sweeping in.With a strength that cannot be resisted, and with visible love and desire.

    It's as cold as green bamboo in the snow, but it's also dyed with an ambiguous color.Xie Shiyi's dark hair was spread aside, and the hand that hooked his chin went down and gently pressed against the back of Yan Qing's neck.The pads of his fingers were cold, but Yan Qing felt that the place where they touched was on fire.

    It was a kiss of cathartic punishment.

    Yan Qing felt that Xie Shiyi wanted to bite him, but gave up in the end.

    Before he could react, he was being led to breathe and his tongue was drawn to deepen the kiss.

    Yan Qing closed her eyes blankly, but it was not because of shyness or surprise.

    He was just thinking about what the devil said back then.

    One after another, it was like crying and complaining.

    "Yan Qing, how can you hate me?!"

    "What I am to you is what you are to Xie Shiyi."

    "We share the same pain and I know you best in the world. We are exactly the same."

    In the wind and snow of the Dragon Palace, he crushed his cowardly escape, accepted the past of being hated and hated by others, calmed down, and became the enemy of the devil again.

    But now, he has finally come out of the shadows and out of the so-called "compare one's heart with one's heart".This shadow was not given to him by the devil, but given to him by himself.In this shadow, he didn't dare to think about what Xie Shiyi thought of him.

    The original breakup was so severe that this problem was his nightmare.

    What does Xie Shiyi think of him? What are Xie Shiyi's feelings for him?

    What does he think of the Demon God? What are his feelings for the Demon God?

    The two are like mirror problems, forcing him to pretend he doesn't understand and remain paralyzed.

    Until now, the wall that solidified the outside of the soul seemed to be cracking open and falling into the light.

    Demon God, fuck you exactly.

    Yan Qing wanted to laugh, but he almost suffocated from the kiss, so he could only stretch out his hand.The thin white wrists poked out from the sleeves and gently wrapped their arms around Xie Shiyi's neck, while a trace of tears slowly flowed from the corners of his eyes.

    He said in his heart: You and I are completely different.

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