Chapter 196 Good Days 11

Chapter 196 Good Days 11

These four words of empathy are always easier said than done.

Ke Jingshan didn't think about anything else all afternoon, only thinking about what he would do if he liked a man.

To be fair, Ke Jingshan thinks that if it were him, then most people would not be able to control what he wants to do. If you like men, you will like men. Who can do anything to him?

Thinking about it this way, he did ask too much of Zhu Letian.

Ke Jingshan thought again and found that what he couldn't accept the most was the scene of Zhu Letian being pinned down by another man.

Ke Jingshan tried to imagine Zhu Letian pressing another man in his mind.

Or not……

Ke Jingshan got goosebumps all over when he thought of that scene.

No matter how he thought about it, it was difficult for Ke Jingshan to accept it.

Ke Jingshan put on the Bluetooth headset again. Zhu Letian was in English class. The English teacher's pronunciation was a little retroflexed, which was quite pleasant. Zhu Letian was very quiet.

Soon, the bell rang.

The English teacher took a while to finish class.

After class officially ended, the sound in the classroom immediately became noisy.

Ke Jingshan listened intently to Zhu Letian's voice.

Zhu Letian still didn't speak.

"You don't look too good. Would you like some candy?"

Ke Jingshan heard the boy's voice, probably Qian Du. Zhu Letian had mentioned that his little chubby deskmate, when he talked about his friends, Zhu Letian's eyebrows were beaming with a little pride on his face, "Qian is all my fans., brings me food every day.”

When Ke Jingshan heard Qiandu say that Zhu Letian's face was not very good, his heart sank a little, and he held his breath to listen to Zhu Letian's answer.

but none.

Zhu Letian didn't answer.

Ke Jingshan could immediately picture the young boy biting his lip and shaking his head.

The fact is that Lotte opened his mouth directly, peeled off the candy wrappers and fed the one-stop service, and Lotte gave him a thumbs up.

Ke Jingshan was restless in the office. This Bluetooth headset restrained Zhu Letian, and it also made Ke Jingshan's thoughts linger on Zhu Letian all the time.

Zhu Letian had very few words.

Has he always been like this in school, or is he just like this now?

In the past six years, Ke Jingshan has not worried much about raising Zhu Letian. Zhu Letian is obedient and clingy, and Ke Jingshan has always been very lucky.

Looking at the bustling crowd outside the French window, Ke Jingshan fell into deep thought again.

When school was over, Lotte sat in his car and realized that the driver was Ke Jingshan.

"Brother Jingshan?" Letian was a little surprised.

Ke Jingshan saw him as soon as he left school.

The young boy, who looked like a wandering spirit, had a gray face, walked with his head lowered, his shoulders always arched together, and his hands tightly clutching the shoulder strap of his schoolbag, for fear of bumping into others.

Ke Jingshan said softly: "Take you to dinner, what do you want to eat?"

Lotte's face returned to a calm and timid look, and he whispered: "Anything is fine."

Ke Jingshan started the car silently.

Along the way, Ke Jingshan looked at Zhu Letian from the rearview mirror from time to time. Zhu Letian kept his head lowered, like a small stone statue.

When he got off the car, Zhu Letian followed him, keeping about half an arm's length.

Ke Jingshan frowned, turned around and reached out to hug him. Zhu Letian subconsciously took half a step back, raised his eyes and glanced at Ke Jingshan in panic, and then looked away as if to avoid him.

Ke Jingshan said with a serious face: "Why, don't you just go with Brother Jingshan?"

Zhu Letian hurriedly shook his head and whispered: "No." He moved forward a little with difficulty.

Ke Jingshan felt very uncomfortable.

The hotel is a private restaurant and only accepts one table a day. The interior is very beautifully decorated, and the screen in the private room blocks the small bridge and flowing water.

Ke Jingshan looked at Zhu Letian, who kept his head down.

Zhu Letian talks to him less and less now, and rarely even looks directly at him.

He was also very reserved when eating, only holding the dish in front of him.

Seeing this, Ke Jingshan felt angry again and patiently served him some food.

Lotte whispered thank you, but even if he didn't take a bite of Ke Jingshan's sandwich, he pretended to draw a line between Chu, He and Han in the bowl, and he didn't eat the place where Ke Jingshan's dish touched.

The more Ke Jingshan looked at it, the more annoyed he became, and then he remembered Professor Chen's instructions, so he had to endure it for now.

During the meal, Ke Jing didn't take even two bites of mountain vegetables, but he was so angry that he had a basket full of them.

The two returned home in silence. Ke Jingshan couldn't bear it anymore and pulled Zhu Letian directly, "Let's talk."

The two sat down in the living room downstairs.

Lotte cowered like a little quail, looking very scared.

Ke Jingshan pondered for a moment and then admitted his mistake, "Letian, I was too impulsive the past few days and pushed you too hard. I made a mistake. Please forgive me."

Letian shook slightly but said nothing.

The two of them were sitting on a sofa, one meter apart. Ke Jingshan felt uncomfortable when he saw Zhu Letian's distant look, and whispered: "It's not my intention to hurt you, but I love you too much and am afraid of you."You were deceived by bad people, Lotte, don’t hate Brother Jingshan, okay?”

"As for whether you like men or not, I... really shouldn't interfere with you..." Ke Jingshan said with difficulty, "But look, you said you don't want a sister-in-law, and I already obeyed you. Shouldn't it be your business too?"Do you want to hear my opinion? After all, you are still young, only sixteen years old. It is hard to say what will happen to you in the future."

Ke Jingshan saw that Zhu Letian still lowered his head and said nothing, so he said harshly: "You and your brother have been dependent on each other for so many years, and now you are really alienated from me. I didn't want you to be abandoned, so why don't you want to abandon me first?"

Lotte finally couldn't help but raised his head, with tears in his eyes that refused to fall. He suppressed his tears and said, "Brother Jingshan, you said you would not let me go!"

Ke Jingshan's heart ached again. She stood up and reached out to hug him, but he dodged him.

Lotte trembled her lips and complained: "You don't allow me to cry, don't allow me... Anyway, there are many, many things you don't allow me to do, otherwise you won't want me!"

The young man's stubborn refusal to shed tears deeply hurt Ke Jingshan's heart. Only then did Ke Jingshan understand that what hurt Zhu Letian the most was actually the several times he threatened to abandon him.

The reason why Ke Jingshan said that was because Zhu Letian couldn't live without him, so he committed the murder based on love?

Ke Jingshan regretted it at this time. How could he really not want Zhu Letian? He was just too angry at the time and subconsciously used the things Zhu Letian cared about most to scare him.

How could he do that?

Ke Jingshan stepped forward and hugged Zhu Letian forcefully, and said softly: "I was wrong, little pig, I was all wrong. You cry, my little pig can cry if you want. I will never talk about you again, okay?"good?"

Zhu Letian pulled the clothes on Ke Jingshan's chest and finally cried in his arms.

Ke Jingshan gently stroked his back, whispered sorry to him, and even lowered his head and kissed his forehead lovingly. Zhu Letian's temper was so child-like that it always made Ke Jingshan feel that he hadn't grown up yet and was still the same person in the village.There is a little black boy sitting on his arm.

After being comforted by Ke Jingshan, Zhu Letian's crying finally gradually subsided.

Ke Jingshan hugged him and sat down. The two hadn't been so close for a long time. There is a saying that you only know how valuable it is when you lose it. Only now did Ke Jingshan understand that the young man's dependence on him turned out to be his dependence on the young man. Zhu Letian ignored him and became distant.He, he was so uncomfortable that he couldn't sleep well and couldn't eat.

Ke Jingshan patted him on the back, "Brother was really wrong, can you forgive me just once?"

Lotte sniffed and said "hmm" in a thick nasal voice.

"My little pig is so generous." Ke Jingshan happily kissed Zhu Letian on the forehead again.

Zhu Letian trembled slightly and whispered: "Brother Jingshan, I think what you said is right. I don't like men anymore."

Ke Jingshan whispered: "You are still young, wait until you grow up before discussing this matter with me, okay?"

Letian nodded and hugged Ke Jingshan's neck again, "I just want my brother to be with me."

Ke Jingshan patted him on the back, "Good little pig, I will never be cruel to you again."

"Then why are you being cruel to me?" Letian raised his head, his eyes soaked in tears were black and shiny. How long has it been since Ke Jingshan saw these eyes glowing brightly?He immediately said: "I swear on my life, I will never do it."

Letian shed two more tears in her eyes and pressed her cheek against the side of Ke Jingshan's neck.

Ke Jingshan let out a long sigh, thinking that he was no longer fierce, he couldn't be fierce anymore.

The two of them solved their knot. Originally, Ke Jingshan wanted to take back the watch from Zhu Letian's hand, but Zhu Letian said no, "When you are bored, please talk to me."

Ke Jingshan said: "There are so many classmates in school, how can it be boring?"

Letian wrinkled his nose, hugged Ke Jingshan's arm and said coquettishly, "I'm just bored. I want my brother to talk to me."

Ke Jingshan was now unstoppable and immediately agreed.

When he went to work the next day, Ke Jingshan was more motivated because the stone in his heart had temporarily fallen to the ground. He was full of energy all morning and did not finish his work until his secretary reminded him that lunch time was here.

Ke Jingshan nodded and stopped what he was doing. Just as he was about to get up, he saw the Bluetooth headset lying quietly on the desk. With a thought, he picked up the headset.

The watch can make two-way calls. Ke Jingshan pressed the voice button, and soon the other end was connected. Zhu Letian's surprised voice came, "Brother! Is it you?"

Ke Jingshan smiled, "Silly pig, who else besides brother?"

"Then... I waited all morning and didn't hear my brother's voice. I thought he wouldn't look for me." Zhu Letian's voice contained anger.

Ke Jingshan's smile deepened and she said softly: "Have you been waiting for me?"

"Um."

"Did you pay attention to the lecture?"

"Listen, I raised my hand to answer the question. Brother, did you hear me answer the question?"

"Brother was too busy this morning."

"Ah?" Zhu Letian's tone was full of disappointment, "You didn't hear anything."

Ke Jingshan smiled lightly and said, "You tell me now, and I listen."

The secretary knocked on the door again and came in. When he saw his boss wearing a Bluetooth headset and talking with a face full of tenderness, he consciously walked out.

After chatting for almost thirty minutes, Zhu Letian said that his lunch break was over, and Ke Jingshan hung up the call without saying anything, got up and left the office.

The secretary waiting outside the door said: "Mr. Ke, your lunch will be delivered in five minutes."

Ke Jingshan said with a smile on his face: "Thank you for your hard work."

The secretary laughed. She had seen her boss unhappy and absent-minded for several days. Today, the fog finally cleared. She smiled and said, "It's not hard. If the boss is happy, we will be happy too."

Ke Jingshan was slightly stunned, thinking that he and Zhu Letian seemed to be like this. Zhu Letian was happy, and he was happy. He smiled and shook his head, helplessly thinking that Zhu Letian was comparable to his immediate boss.

Soon, Zhu Letian ushered in his graduation exam smoothly, and Tong Yu also came back from college to cheer him up.

Zhu Letian completed the college entrance examination with the double buff of "brother" and "daughter-in-law".

After it was over, Zhu Letian refused the class reunion and the family of three celebrated at home.

Tong Yu had her hair cut short, clean and neat, and had a generous and calm temperament.

Ke Jingshan looked at the two children laughing, Tong Yu looked up to the sky and smiled hahaha, while Zhu Letian pursed her lips and smiled slightly, wondering if the two of them were born with the wrong gender.

Tong Yu proudly raised the Coke cup and said, "Congratulations to my little husband for his escape from suffering!"

Zhu Letian blushed and said: "Sister Yu..."

Tong Yu took a sip, put down the cup and said, "I have something to discuss with you."

Letian immediately said nervously: "Sister Yu, tell me what's going on."

Don't tell me you're going to fall in love, then I'll get Ke Jingshan drunk tonight and finish the session.

Tong Yu looked at Zhu Letian solemnly, "Letian, I want to study for a Ph.D."

Letian breathed a sigh of relief and said happily: "That's a good thing."

Tong Yu looked ashamed, "I originally wanted to pick you up after I found a job after graduating from graduate school."

Ke Jingshan stopped holding the vegetables, turned his face, and said with a serious expression, "What do you mean by picking him up?"

Tong Yu said: "Brother Jingshan, we will never be able to repay your great kindness to both of us. Lotte is already too old and can't stay by your side forever, so I think..."

Ke Jingshan interrupted her directly and shouted: "What are you talking about? If Lotte doesn't follow me, who else can he follow?"

Zhu Letian also panicked and hugged Ke Jingshan's arm, nodding his little head like a chicken pecking at rice, "I, I want to follow Brother Jingshan all the time."

Ke Jingshan patted his hand lightly and gave him a reassuring look.

Tong Yu: ...Why do you suddenly feel like a villain beating a mandarin duck?