Chapter 125 Human Studies 24┃I would like to stand far behind you to protect you.

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date="2020-10-01"

title="Chapter 125 Human Studies 24┃I would like to stand far behind you to protect you."

weight="95838"

series = ["Paintings of Terror"]

mode = "manual"

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Kang Lai has a boyfriend.

In times like the past, homosexuality was a heresy, a crime, and a mental illness.

The two can only be careful and careful, secretly communicate and fall in love silently.

On the road of scientific exploration, if there is genius, there will be perversion, and if there is a right path, there will be a wrong way.

In the era when prefrontal lobe resection surgery was popular, a large part of it was applied to homosexuals. "Right people" are committed to "cure" homosexual "patients". After prefrontal lobe resection surgery was gradually abandoned by the medical community, electroshock therapy Become the latest tool to "treat" homosexuals.

"He was reported, walked outside and was ridiculed, insulted and even beaten by people," Kang Lai wrote in his autobiography. "He can only stay at home, and the door of his house was splashed with feces and swill. , The corridor was filled with swear words in red paint, and they scolded him and demanded that he commit suicide.

"...The telephone line at his home was cut off, and I lost contact with him while studying abroad.

"...One day, a few scholar-like people found his home. They said they could help him and relieve his troubles. They asked him to sign an agreement to voluntarily become a test product of the institute.

"There is a confidentiality clause in the agreement, but he still left me a secret letter, hidden in the compartment under the desk drawer of his home. Only me and him know that place.

"I finally asked for leave and rushed back to China from abroad. I searched all the places I could think of, but I couldn't find him. I tried every means to find out and learned the clues that he was taken away by those people. .

"I think he should leave me a message, so I found a secret letter in the compartment... But I cannot enter the institute as an outsider. It is a secret research base. I don't know which department it belongs to. I don't know what project is being researched there.

"I have to find him. I have a bad feeling, but I don't want to believe it.

"...I took the certificate of studying abroad for a doctor of medicine, found all the relationships I could use, and finally got into this institute.

"...I can't believe what I see before my eyes.

"...This is an anti-human, anti-social, heinous devil experiment that wipes out the heaven and humanity!

"They bought the babies from their parents at a high price and carried out inhumane experiments. They put soft, cute, harmless hamsters and little white rabbits in front of the babies, and banged the metal products hard to make ears piercing. A sharp, irritating, unpleasant sound until it scares the baby to cry.

"They want babies to be afraid of all white things, such as dogs, clothes, tissues, and even white beards. This experiment was repeated, and the purpose is just to know how humans are afraid.

"... They conducted sensory deprivation experiments in another laboratory. The purpose is to verify that people's psychological growth is dependent on the environment. Once people are out of the environment, they will cause psychological deficits.

"Those poor experimenters who became guinea pigs, after all their senses were deprived of their senses, have successively experienced various problems such as confusion, emotional restlessness, and intellectual impairment. 40% of the subjects also had hallucinations, even some And therefore committed suicide.

"...They are like the black sun devil army! They find lovers, couples, mothers and children, and use electric current to do abnormal experiments, under the guise of testing human nature, to satisfy their curious psychology.

"...I didn't find my him in Laboratory D. The experimenters told me that many people died from prefrontal lobectomy. But they didn't know how the corpses were handled, but they had seen... A handsome young man, from a lively and stubborn, to an emotionless walking dead.

"...I don't know how I survived that period of time. I was immersed in great grief and hatred. I wanted to burn this devil hell with a fire, and the remaining trace of reason told me that only the perversion of these devils Exposure to the world is the greatest revenge.

"I gritted my teeth and stayed here to collect evidence and get first-hand information.

"... However, my identity as a homosexual was eventually exposed.

"They put me on the operating table for a prefrontal lobe resection. Fortunately, I was one of the few people who had undergone the operation and remained normal.

"So I was arranged to continue receiving electric shock treatment.

"They want me to change and make me feel ashamed of my identity as a homosexual, but how is this possible.

"In any age, there is no shortage of fearless heresy. And I, I am willing to be the sacrifice of'heterogeneous love' in this age.

"I've never been so brave, even if the electric current makes my flesh and bones feel painful because of convulsions.

"I am stronger than ever in my insults and trampling. I swear word by word that I love him. I laughed and told these'right people': I am a homosexual. I will never back down and never fear. And never change."

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"Kanglai's report materials were delivered to relevant departments and newspapers," Mu Yiran said softly. "However, the newspaper was instructed by the above and suppressed the incident. The institute was sealed up, and most of the materials and files were destroyed. .

"Kang Lai was still alive at that time. He wanted to find the body of his lover. However, due to the closure of the research institute, he was monitored for reporting. It was feared that he would get the matter out, causing irreversible public opinion turbulence, which kept restricting his Freedom of movement.

"Contained by Kang Lai, he had to rely on painting to resolve depression and support his belief in living. This "Human Studies" is his last and only work.

"He poured all his feelings and regrets into this painting, and what caused him to die in depression was that he was never able to find the body of his lover."

Ke Xun was silent for a long time, holding the cup with his fingers, looking down at his vague reflection on the water.

"Where is the original site of the institute?" he asked.

"Square Box Art Museum." Mu Yiran said.

"During the demolition, didn't you find anything like the remains?" Ke Xun looked up at him.

"I found a table," Mu Yiran looked back at him calmly, "It lists all the dead test objects, as well as the burial place of the ashes, and the urn storage number."

"Where is the urn now?" Ke Xun asked.

Mu Yiran stood up and said faintly: "I will go through the formalities tomorrow. When I was in the painting, I promised Kang Lai to let their two graves be together."

"I will go with you." Ke Xun said.

Mu Yiran didn't object, because even if he didn't bring this guy with him, he could jump over by himself.

Mu Yiran stepped to walk, suddenly heard the sound of Ke Xun standing up from the sofa behind his ears, stepped behind him two steps, and hugged him from behind.

"The road in front of people like us is actually very difficult for most people." Ke Xun's voice came slowly from behind his shoulders.

Mu Yiran did not move.

"So, if you refuse to lift the barriers to me, I will not force you." Ke Xun said here, suddenly loosened his arms, "If keeping a distance can protect you, then I," said back After retreating to the French window, Mu Yiran turned his head and saw him facing the light, raising a big smile at him, "I am willing to stand this distance behind you and protect you well."

Mu Yiran looked at him, the light behind him draped over him, making him look warmed by the sun.

Mu Yiran looked at him for a long time, then suddenly moved his long legs, and walked up to him unhurriedly.

"Ke Xun," there was a subtle magnetism in the cold-textured voice, "You are really," as he raised his hand, his slender fingers clamped his chin, "too much talk."

Ke Xun was pressed against the window glass with his eyes wide open.

The knock on the door came out in a timely fashion, Mu Yiran let go, and while tying the buttons at the cuffs, he turned to open the door.

Wei Dong and Qin Ci came in. They seemed to have just finished sleeping and taking a shower. They were still a little bit tired in the moisture.

"Is Kerr awake?" Wei Dong entered the door and looked on the bed. "Huh, where's the person?" He looked around for a while, glanced at the man next to the floor-to-ceiling window, and asked Mu Yiran, "Is this your friend?"

your friend. Mu Yiran glanced at Wei Dong, ignored it, turned around to answer the phone call.

Qin Ci looked at Ke Xun in a daze, and then reacted for a long time: "...Xiao Ke wears this suit and has changed someone, I didn't even dare to recognize it."

Wei Dong was startled: "Fuck! Is Kerr you?! Fuck! What are you doing! Have you been possessed?! What kind of ghost are you wearing! Is this going to change the office temptation route? ?"

"...Shut up." Ke Xun tore himself from the floor-to-ceiling window, fingering the breath of Mu Yiran on his chin, and in a dreamlike trance, "Then what...Hungry? Eat? go."

"Okay, okay," Wei Dong rubbed his stomach. "The parents have never eaten in such a high-class hotel. They haven't eaten for a whole day, so hurry up."

Ke Xun stepped on the cloud head and walked in front of Mu Yiran, looking at him dumbfounded: "Please."

"I'll please." Mu Yiran also looked at him, moving his lips slightly, "What do you want to eat?"

Ke Xun became even more confused and didn't speak for a long time.

"Why?" Mu Yiran tied the second button on his neckline, and continued to look at him with a lot of time, "Isn't it a lot of talk."

"...Ah." Ke Xun scratched his head.

It's not that our army is too stunned, but the enemy's offensive is too strong...

Woke up Li Yaqing, who was still asleep, and Zhu Haowen, who had just taken a bath, in the next two rooms. Qi Qiang and Huang Pi disappeared after coming out of the painting, and Qin Ci was not so kind enough to chase after others. Precautions after painting.

Although Zhu Haowen was almost stabbed into his brain by a surgically used awl in the painting, these minor injuries were also weakened after the painting, and almost no traces were seen. So after a nap, he recovered more than half of the time. Together with everyone Sit in the hotel restaurant.

Qin Ci told Li Yaqing about the follow-up precautions. Ke Xun also made an appointment with her, and asked her to take her to Zhang Hanrui's house and give Zhang Hanrui's mobile phone to her parents.

Ke Xun remembered it in the dining room and asked Zhu Haowen, "There are letters you wrote to me in your drawer. What did you write?"

Zhu Haowen picks up vegetables for himself, with no expression on his face: "You are probably the only one who can support you."

"So what kind of letter do you write? Tell me now, I remember, it is really impossible to send a V letter." Ke Xun said.

Zhu Haowen looked down at the tip of his chopsticks: "Without letters, Kang Lai would never be able to reunite with his loved ones again. When the memory fades, or when the phone is damaged, electronic messages may disappear, letters If you do, you can probably stay longer in this world."

The author has something to say:

The four experiments described in the article have all existed in history. Of course, the details and process of the experiments in the article have been exaggerated through spiritual alienation and dramatic rendering, but the cruelty and abnormality of the nature of the experiment may be far away. It's not as shocking as it has been in reality.

Humanity is the study of human beings, and perhaps the most difficult one in the world. After all, human nature is complex and will always refresh our cognition and three views in different fields and stages.