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date="2020-10-22"

title="Chapter 53"

weight="97160"

series = ["Guide To Raising the Sick Villain"]

mode = "manual"

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Tan Mo grew up and has heard too many insults and contempt. He used to be uncontrollable with irritability and impulsiveness. When he grew up, he no longer cared about what those people said and slandered. The remarks of others are angry again.

But he never imagined that one day, he was reluctant to say a heavy word to someone who was a little bit sad, but because of his own reason, he was crowned with such a ugly word.

Mu Can.

As long as these two words were spoken, Tan Mo felt that even breathing was too difficult, because she was kind to him, and because she was too kind and too kind, so she inexplicably endured these dirty words.

It's all because of him.

Tan Mo finally knew what the weird look was because of everyone in the past two days.

It is impossible for Qiao Lan not to know, but Qiao Lan did not tell him. As for the reason, it is not difficult to guess, but Tan Mo could not feel moved, and his anger and regret had burned him to the bottom.

After the physical education class, Tan Mo looked at the girl's smile without haze, Tan Mo opened his mouth and did not say anything.

What do you say, telling Qiao Lan not to treat him better in the future, and don't let people misunderstand that she likes someone with a handicapped body?

How could it be possible that Qiao Lan hadn't told him about this, she had clearly stated her attitude, and she would never change her position because of others' gossip.

Moreover, the matter itself did not lie with Qiao Lan at all, but with him.

Tan Mo sat in the car and didn't say a word. It didn't take him long to figure out how to cut off the possibility of these speeches. There were only two ways to be clear and clear.

First, he took the initiative to stay away from Qiao Lan, and even left here completely. As long as he leaves, all disputes will disappear.

Second, if he can stand up.

He knew that not only could he stand up with his legs, but compared with his legs, he was psychologically disabled, and he was more upset and inferior when facing Qiao Lan. He had thought that even if he could stand up one day, Asper Ge will still accompany him.

Asperger's disease is inherently disabled and there is no possibility of cure.

But now, Qiao Lan was smashed because of his crippled legs, and Tan Mo saw the meaning of standing up again.

If it is possible to prevent Qiao Lan from being harmed, he can give up his previous persistence, even if it is guilt and compensation for his mother.

He is actually such an extremely selfish person.

There were clearly two ways to go, and it was clear that he could choose to leave Qiao Lan far away, but as soon as he closed his eyes and just thought that there would be no trace of Qiao Lan in his future life, Tan Mo dared not think about it anymore.

It's like a person out of the water.

Will die.

He wants to choose the second way.

The scene of the car accident at the time began to come to mind uninterruptedly. The mother screamed when the out-of-control car crashed, and the mother's eyes were still bright when he was in her arms at the last moment, and her legs hurt sharply after the explosion He was completely in a coma, and his grandparents pointed to him and said that he had delayed his mother's life and killed her.

Car accidents, explosions, blood, hospitals, scene after scene reappeared in front of her eyes, Tan Mo's eyes widened in pain, but she couldn't see anything in front of her eyes, and the traumatic stress response that hadn't happened for a long time suddenly plunged into her mind , I don’t know where the questioning sound came from, asking him over and over again why he repented and why the person who died was not him. If you abandon your previous beliefs, you will suffer retribution, and the people you protect will also suffer. Retributive...

Breathing more and more rapidly, Tan Mo had to hold his hand tightly to the position of his heart. Chen Bo was taken aback by Tan Mo's sudden change, and he stepped on the brake to stop the car.

Chen Bo opened the car door and asked him anxiously what was going on. In a hurry, he grabbed Tan Mo's wrist. There was a dull pain in his wrist. Tan Mo looked down in a daze and saw the peace knot on his wrist and the Obsidian beads.

"If you abandon your faith, there will be bad luck..."

Tan Mo looked at the black bead and muttered, "Let everything fall on me."

Everything has nothing to do with Qiao Lan. If the cause and effect are rewarded, he should bear it alone.

Chen Bo was shocked by his sudden relapse. Hearing the words murmured in Tan Mo's mouth, his eyes became even more red, and he asked him anxiously.

After a long while, Tan Mo's eyes finally had focus. He lowered his head and watched Chen Bo slowly speak, "Call the doctor for me."

Chen Bo seemed to have heard some unbelievable words. For a while, this person was stunned. After a while, his excited hands were trembling constantly.

"Contact... I'll contact tomorrow... No, I will contact you as soon as I get home..."

Chen Bo didn't know what happened, so Tan Mo finally figured out that he gave up his paranoia. Tan Mo didn't say that it didn't matter! He didn't ask, Tan Mo finally received treatment, which was enough to make him speechless.

When he got home that day, Chen Bo immediately called and contacted the doctor who was in charge of Tan Mo's operation when Tan Mo had just returned from abroad. Although the doctor can come to the home to help Tan Mo check, but there is no equipment at home, so it is better to go to the hospital.

Tan Mo was sitting in the wheelchair, sliding his fingers across the phone screen, quietly looking at the WeChat box chatting with Qiao Lan.

The last WeChat post was shortly after, after speaking with Qiao Lan at noon, Qiao Lan said a daily good afternoon.

Looking at this good afternoon, Tan Mo sat motionless for a long time. It was not until 9:30, and after a night of self-study in school, Tan Mo sent a WeChat message to Qiao Lan, telling her that she would not go tomorrow. School.

Less than half a minute after the news was sent, Qiao Lan called. The girl's voice was mixed with the noisy noise, which was not very real.

"What's wrong," Qiao Lan asked him, but suddenly became nervous, "Is his leg hurt again?"

"Yeah," Tan Mo said, "So I won't go tomorrow."

"If you feel uncomfortable, rest at home. Your body is the most important thing. Your body is too weak now." Sometimes the girl is like a little Tang monk, sometimes even more nagging than Aunt Chen, but Tan Mo listened for a long time. Said on the other side of the phone, he was listening quietly here.

On the other end of the phone, Bai Yu was probably calling her, asking who she was talking to. Qiao Lan said nonchalantly, "Tan Mo."

Tan Mo's heart suddenly hurt, and he hurriedly found an excuse to hang up.

Chen Bo waited for him to finish the call and came in and said, "We have already contacted the doctor. We will be there tomorrow morning."

"Yeah," Tan Mo did not move and nodded.

Chen Bo took a deep breath and asked him hesitantly, "Is it really okay to go to the hospital tomorrow..."

Tan Mo's fear and rejection of the hospital and the doctor is too serious. Whenever he thinks of the knife Tan Mo pierced into his leg, Chen Bo still feels terrible.

"Yes," Tan Mo's tone was unexpectedly calm, "Call me on time tomorrow morning."

Chen Bo nodded and closed the door for Tan Mo.

After closing the door, Chen Bo's face collapsed in an instant. He sat on the sofa, and the old man in his fifties and nearly sixties covered his eyes, silent but couldn't help crying.

He didn't tell Tan Mo that when he first communicated with the doctor, the doctor said that Tan Mo's leg dragged too long, it might be difficult.

The doctor said it would be difficult, but Chen Bo understood that the real situation of Tan Mo might be much more difficult than it is.

He sat alone in the living room for a long time, wiped his face and returned to the bedroom. The next day he was still full of energy, waking up Tan Mo as if he didn't know anything, and then took Tan Mo to the hospital.

It took Chen Bo a lot of effort to postpone the doctor's morning appointment, leaving the earliest time to Tan Mo.

It hasn't been too long since I went to the hospital last time. When my grandfather passed away, Tan Mo had also been to the hospital, but today it was not for other people but for himself. The person undergoing the examination was not someone else but him.

At the thought of this, Tan Mo's nerves began to tense uncontrollably.

The examination process, as if being slowed down, was more difficult than Tan Mo imagined. He was stiff listening to Chen Bo answering the doctor’s questions, lying on the cold equipment, listening to the various machines in his ears. Stopped "didi" creaking.

It has been one and a half years since the accident. He has not received any professional examination for one and a half years. Now he has one item, including his legs, including his overall physical fitness.

The whole morning passed, and the doctor's expression became more and more serious from the beginning.

Although Qiao Lan had taught him a lot of expressions, Tan Mo still couldn't detect such small emotional changes as solemn and serious. Only Chen Bo felt the temperature in his heart getting lower and lower.

The doctor motioned Chen Bo to go out with him. Chen Bo pretended to be relaxed and asked Tan Mo to wait, and then went out with the doctor.

The doctor took a thick stack of examined films and other things, and pointed them to Chen Bo one by one.

Chen Bo is very professional. Chen Bo can't understand everything, but he can understand it. He clasped his hands tightly together, "Don't tell me this, I don't understand, I just want to know... can it be cured... "

At the end, Chen Bo said it almost gritted his teeth.

The doctor was silent for a long time and sighed, "At first, because of the patient's resistance, the treatment was not thorough. Later, there was no professional examination and treatment for one and a half years. Rhabdomyotrophy caused muscle atrophy, and the striated muscle has spread all over the body. , And then there was a nutritional disorder. Rehabilitation was originally very painful and difficult. The young master suffered a long-term physical loss and could not support the rehabilitation at all, so..."

"So, the young master has a high probability... I can only sit in a wheelchair in this life."

Chen Bo's eyes flushed outrageously, but he still asked unwillingly, "There is a high probability...how much..."

"Percent, ninety-eight."

Chen Bo only felt his brain exploded, and the whole person could no longer stand immediately. He staggered back a few steps. The doctor hurriedly grabbed Chen Bo, but he froze in place after raising his head.

Tan Mo didn't know when he would come out, there was no sound, and his light brown eyes still looked calm.

He looked at the doctor and Chen Bo quietly, and then softly repeated, "Ninety-eight percent."

The doctor hurriedly changed his words, "In fact, it's not so high..."

In fact, it should be higher, ninety-nine percent, or even... one hundred percent.

He thought he had chosen another path, maybe a new start, but he didn't expect his retribution to come so quickly.

He once said that if there is any bad luck, please punish him as much as possible.

Now everything came true, but it came much earlier than he thought.