4. Alone, chaotic

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date="2020-10-25"

title="4. Alone, chaotic"

weight="97817"

series = ["Break Up, Next"]

mode = "manual"

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After thinking about it all night, Su Fu finally agreed to do the research. When he told the He family of his decision, everyone's faces were full of smiles, and He's mother even poured a cup of tea for Su Fu herself. Su Fu was a little flattered. He thought maybe if he could really give birth to a child for He Shaoqi, his future life would be as harmonious and happy as it is now.

On the same day, Su Fu took a leave of absence when he went to the training institution to attend classes. The next day, He mother offered to help him take care of the papers and let him go to the hospital with peace of mind. Leaving the child with He mother Su Fu was actually very worried, but he couldn't take the child to the hospital for any research, so he finally had to leave the scroll at home.

Juan Juan is very good, she doesn't cry or make trouble, but Su Fu can see the loss and sadness on that little face. At that moment, Su Fu thought, if they really gave birth to a child as they wished, what would they do? What will the He family do to him?

Embarking on the road to City B full of thoughts, Su Fu felt very heavy.

He drove to City B by himself. He Shaoqi said that his company could not accompany him with him. Su Fu didn't say anything. Anyway, City B is not far from City A, and it takes more than two hours to drive. But Su Fu Know that I am lost in my heart. It's like, obviously, it's their family members who want to harvest food the most, but in the end he is the only one who is exhausted and working hard, and they just need to sit leisurely and wait for the harvest. No one is worried about whether he will be afraid, no one cares about whether the study will be dangerous or harm his body.

Su Fu reluctantly discovered that even if he made this decision, even if the He family’s parents treated him a little better, he never integrated into the He family from beginning to end, and was not really accepted from beginning to end. A child can really change this. Kind of situation?

When I arrived at the hospital in City B, there were posters propagating the research in the lobby of the hospital. Many people came and went onlookers, some sighed and scolded.

Su Fu stood awkwardly, not daring to look forward. But I don't know where to go without looking at him. It would be even more embarrassing to ask someone.

After hesitating for a long time, I was about to bite the bullet and take a look. A very beautiful young man was squeezed out from the crowd of onlookers. He was not tall, only about 170, a little shorter than Su Fu, and he was quite thin. Putting on that delicate and beautiful face, wearing a wig is probably indisputable.

Su Fu noticed that the young man's face was a little red when he came out, his eyes drifted around a few times, obviously embarrassing and tangled, and then he walked to the elevator.

This appearance is probably not a mere onlooker. Su Fu guessed that he came to be a volunteer for the research like himself, so he stopped looking at the propaganda poster, and stepped directly over and followed the young man.

When they entered the elevator together, the young man's cell phone rang, the young man picked it up and took a look, then struggled for a long time but still didn't answer it.

The elevator door opened, and Su Fu followed the young man and walked to the deepest part of the corridor. This is just a research, and there are no departments. It is probably a temporary place, but because the location is too remote, Su Fu feels a little bit unhappy.

Entering the door, there are a lot of equipment inside, and there are quite a few people in line, of course they are all men.

Su Fu watched the blood draw one by one and was fiddled with by various instruments. He couldn't help but pat the young man in front.

"What are you doing?"

The young man looked back at Su Fu. When someone talked to him, he seemed to relax a lot. He smiled and said, "Here you have a physical examination. Only after passing the physical examination can you further observe whether it is appropriate to participate in this research. There are many steps."

"It turned out to be so, thank you." It seems that you can't participate if you want to participate, and Su Fu relaxes inexplicably.

"You're welcome." The young man smiled, opened his mouth and wanted to say something to Su Fu, but in the end he estimated that he understood that everyone had the same disease and pityed each other, so he didn't say anything, and calmed down, and the two people began to feel nervous again.

After various tests, he waited for a long time before the medical report came out. The doctor who gave the report asked him to take the medical report to Dr. Tang's office on the sixth floor and wait for Dr. Tang to judge whether it was suitable.

The previous youth had already left. Su Fu was heading to the sixth floor with the medical examination report in his hand, thumping in his heart. Is it suitable or not? Su Fu couldn't give himself an answer.

When I came to the door of Dr. Tang's office, the scene was completely different from the one in the medical examination room just now.

There were also about seven or eight men in the medical examination room just now, all of whom went for the medical examination alone. Su Fu thought that they had also come to the hospital alone. He was glad that he was not the only poor person. Only now Su Fu discovered that they were not alone at all. It was here, but it was brought by the family.

Everyone entered Dr. Tang’s office one by one to communicate with Dr. Tang face to face, while the others waited in the corridor at the door. Others are either their own men holding hands or arms around them for comfort, or they are accompanied by in-laws or their own parents. This shows how much these people are valued at home. Being loved by so many people, even if it is a man who participates in the study of childbirth, he will not feel wronged and afraid.

Su Fu envied them and was happy for them in his heart.

The young man also came alone, looking even more nervous than Su Fu, standing in line from time to time to see when it would be his turn.

Expecting to wait a long time, Su Fu sat down on the chair by the wall and looked at the medical report in his hand, feeling nervous.

He looked up at the young man who had the same illness as himself, and suddenly felt a little sad. Was that young man waiting so nervously at home? Is it because of his gender that his in-laws are not being seen? Is he also hoping to get the approval of his in-laws through this opportunity? He comes here alone, is it because his husband doesn't pay much attention to him...

Just when Su Fu felt sad for himself and the young man, just when he thought that the young man was in a similar situation to him, a tall and handsome man in military uniform walked over with a gloomy face, the touch of military boots and floor tiles The sound of the man shows the anger of this man.

Su Fu paled when he saw that young man was stunned by the man's arrival.

With a sullen face, the man pulled the young man out of the line, snatched the medical report from him, didn't even look at it, and violently shredded it several times and threw it on the ground.

"Who asked you to come here and didn't answer my call. Did I tell you that you are not allowed to participate in this shit research?! A man is a man, what shit child is born! The doctor in this hospital was kicked by a donkey, and you are stupid. Isn't it?!"

The man's voice was loud, it was terrifying with magnetism and majesty. The group of people in the corridor was frightened by him in an instant, and Su Fu couldn't help but sit on the side. That young man is so handsome and beautiful, and he looks like a gentle and good-tempered person. Why does his man's violent temper prevent domestic violence in the hospital?

The young man obviously realized that everyone was frightened by his own man, and quickly took the man's hand, and said helplessly: "This is the hospital, you can keep your voice down. You scared others."

Hearing this, the man looked at the people around him, his face was still so stinky, even his eyes were fierce, he didn't care if others were afraid. Then he took the young man by the hand and held him in his arms. His temper was still grumpy and authentic: "Don't give me any more thoughts on how to give birth to a child. Don't worry about what my mother says. You don't care about her. I'm here, Lao Tzu. See who dares to move your finger!"

The door of the office suddenly opened, and a beautiful woman in a doctor's uniform walked out and pointed at the violent man and said, "What is going on with you, Li? This is the hospital. Go home and roar!"

They obviously knew each other. The young man was about to apologize to the female doctor for his violent man’s violent behavior. The violent man hugged him hard, and said to the female doctor: "Tang Si-ning, don’t let Lao Tzu fuck you. I saw Liu An’s name in the brain damage research, otherwise don’t blame Lao Tzu for not seeing the affection between your two brothers and bombarding your Tang family!"

With that said, Li Chao, the violent man, hugged his beloved lover and left domineeringly. Li Chaoren was tall and tall, with a height of 190. Liu An lowered him by a head and was like a little sheep in his arms. He was dragged away in a hug and helplessly. Although somewhat helpless, Su Fu could see that Liu An was happy in his heart.

After Li Chao left, Tang Sining made a hideous expression, kicking the air fiercely, and cursing: "You're a shit, your whole family is a shit!"

Then he quickly changed back to the look of an angel in white, and smiled at the others: "Don't pay attention to him, he has a brain disease, let's continue~"

The remaining people were a little startled for a while, and smiled perfunctorily at Tang Si Ning's enthusiastic greeting.

"Daughter-in-law, let's consider this matter again." A man who was stimulated by Li Chao also left with his lover after thinking about it.

The other pair looked at them and the doctor, and left, holding hands.

Although the others did not leave, their faces also showed hesitation. Tang Si Ning was shivering with anger. Look at her great research that contributes to women and comrades, how can she be so unwelcome!

When the scene calmed down, there were 10 volunteers who had joined Liu An and Su Fu, but now only 5 have left.

Su Fu watched a person enter Tang Si Ning's office accompanied by his man and a few elders, and sat in a chair and looked at the medical examination form in his hand.

Just now when Li Chao scolded Liu An fiercely, Su Fu squeezed a sweat for Liu An, until after Li Chao took Liu An into his arms and said those words, Su Fu gave birth to a surge in his heart. warm current. He was happy for Liu An, Li Chao looked fierce, but he loved Liu An very much.

He was happy for Liu An, but he was very bitter in his heart. He envied Liu An and envied him being guarded. Su Fu doesn't know how other people's houses are, but he knows that between himself and He's mother, He Shaoqi will never be him. He is not saying that he has to compare himself with an old man. It is really uncomfortable to be treated as an outsider for so many years.

The questions in my heart went back and forth and returned to the original point. Can a child really change his status in the He family? Let’s not talk about gay families, but just normal families of men and women. It’s not uncommon for a mother-in-law to like her grandson and dislike her daughter-in-law. Also, what should I do if I have a child? I like men and are no longer accepted by my parents. I have confiscated all the gifts for the holidays. If I give birth to a child as a boy, will my parents hate him more?

Su Fu scratched his hair irritably, and the bite mark on He Shaoqi's shoulder flashed through his mind. Looking at the situation where he was sitting here alone facing unknown risks, but no one cared about him, Su Fu suddenly had a sore nose. Why did he abandon the dignity of a man and try to give birth to meet the needs of the He family.

Su Fu found that he couldn't find a reason to sustain him.

The more and more confused and emotional Su Fu finally couldn't stay in this place, he hurriedly left.