Lu Yuping couldn't wait for her to finish speaking, and her voice was trembling: "Jiang Lingzhi, I'm really disappointed in you!"

After saying this, she turned upstairs and went back to the room.

With a bang, the door was slammed shut.

Jiang Lingzhi's shoulders trembled, her nose became sore for a while, she lowered her head, and Douda's tears finally dripped uncontrollably.

She raised her hand and wiped away tears.

But no matter how she wiped it, the tears couldn't stop falling.

Drips fell on the hem of her clothes, slowly blooming and smudged.

She was actually afraid to say such words from Lu Yuping's mouth.

- "I'm so disappointed in you."

Growing up, was most afraid to hear such words.

So she strives to be the first in everything, to be the best in everything.

In fact, when she was young, she overheard the conversation between her parents and her grandfather.

Because of the thinking of the older generation, my grandfather always asked to have a boy, and he would pass on the lineage in the future.

But since giving birth to Jiang Lingzhi, Lu Yuping's health has not been very good.

Jiang Puqing felt sorry for Lu Yuping, so he took the pressure and said that only one girl in their family was enough.

In fact, Jiang Ling knew Lu Yuping's strict requirements for her, because she didn't want her grandfather to have something to say, and she didn't want him to think that girls were always inferior to boys.

She also always wanted to fight for her.

But what's the use of trying hard, she can't be a boy no matter how hard she tries.

At this moment, Jiang Lingzhi suddenly had self-doubt.

It seems that so many years of hard work have all been erased at this moment.

So what is she doing this for?

Suddenly it felt as if everything she did was wrong.

Go back to the room.

Jiang Lingzhi was completely depressed.

She sat stupidly for a while, her mind was in a mess, she picked up the mobile phone on the bedside table and dialed Fu Baixue's number.

The phone rang three times and was connected.

"Xiaoxue..."

It was quiet over the phone.

Jiang Lingzhi didn't need her to say anything, she just wanted to find someone to talk to.

"I, I can't hold on anymore, I let her down again, and I'm also very disappointed in myself..."

As Jiang Lingzhi spoke, tears fell, and her voice was a little choked: "Can you come to accompany me, I feel so tired..."

There was no sound on the other end of the phone.

Jiang Lingzhi took a breath, and the fragility was only released for a short time. She wiped her tears with the back of her hand and pressed the phone directly.

She lowered her head and held back tears for a while.

Throwing the mobile phone on the bedside table, feel that the whole person is light and airy, and the weightlessness of stepping on the cloud.

Jiang Lingzhi walked to the front of the bay window, only to see a pack of ladies' cigarettes on it.

It was Fu Baixue who forgot to take it with him before he left last night.

Jiang Lingzhi lowered his eyes, stared at the pack of cigarettes for a while, raised his hand to pick it up, and held it in his palm.

She didn't change her clothes. She went downstairs with the pack of cigarettes, found the lighter, and went out.

There is an entertainment facility in the villa area, and fitness equipment such as swings are quite complete.

At this time, there is no one here.

Jiang Lingzhi found a swing and sat down, staring blankly for a while with red eyes, as if he could sit for a long time.

Until the eyes are a little sore.

She lowered her eyes, stared at the lady's cigarette in her hand for a while, and took one out of it.

Jiang Lingzhi sipped the slender cigarette with red lips, put the cigarette case aside, picked up the lighter and lit the cigarette.

She has never smoked.

Ten thousand words flashed through my mind in an instant.

Forget it, that's it.

Never be afraid to live up to the expectations of others again.

She imitated Fu Baixue last night and took a deep breath.

The smoke entered his lungs, and Jiang Lingzhi was choked and coughed a few times.

Coughing and coughing, her tears came out.

Jiang Lingzhi wiped away tears with the back of his hand, sipped the cigarette butt and planned to take another sip.

next second.

The slender cigarette between the red lips was smoked away.