When Xia Shaoqian was hospitalized, Cheng Yan was very docile and considerate, even to the point of twenty-four filial piety, there was no point in asking him to explain and conceal his illness. But Xia Shaoqian had already figured out Cheng Yan's temper, and felt that he was waiting for the autumn to settle accounts.

Sure enough, after Xia Shaoqian was discharged from the hospital, Cheng Yancai pretended to be casual and asked casually, "When did you plan to tell me about being sick?"

Xia Shaoqian was a little embarrassed. He originally planned to use his strength to prove that his heart could endure even making/loving him, and then told Cheng Yan. I didn't expect it to be so intense that day... He was too embarrassed to say such words.

Seeing his expression, Cheng Yan stopped asking, just looked at him: "Do you know..."

Making/love can kill. He was still shocked when he remembered what happened that day. He thought about it all night that day, only to realize that Xia Shaoqian had symptoms before - he quit smoking and drinking, reduced the amount of exercise, and sometimes looked pale, thinking that it was all because of this disease, but he hadn't thought about it carefully before. thought that Xia Shaoqian was middle-aged and tired easily, so quitting smoking and drinking is for maintenance.

Thinking of this makes me feel very guilty.

Xia Shaoqian stroked his hair. Cheng Yan pulled down his hand and shook it: "Alas, Xia Shaoqian!"

"What's wrong?" Xia Shaoqian asked him.

Cheng Yan was a little shy: "With me by your side, you can live a long life."

Xia Shaoqian only felt warmth and light coming from the top of his head, and he felt as comfortable as he had recovered from his illness. He kissed Chengyan: "Okay."

After a while, Xia Shaoqian knew what Cheng Yan meant by "accompanying you" - not only did Cheng Yan not go to the film festival, but even his usual work was reduced.

Cheng Yan explained: "Instead of arranging the work, it is better to be less and more precise. Just in time to take care of you." He really wanted to spend more time with Xia Shaoqian. However, Xia Shaoqian did not accept this feeling, and felt that Cheng Yan was making a fuss and making a pointless sacrifice.

The two of them made troubles for a few days over this matter, and because of Xia Shaoqian's illness, Cheng Yan always had the intention of giving in, which made Xia Shaoqian feel unhappy. Both of them feel that they are reasonable, but they are all for each other's good.

A few days later, Xia Shaoqian took Cheng Yan to the roof of the building-because of heart disease, he later lived in many villas in the suburbs, and the most memorable thing on the roof was the character wall.

The characters in Director Luo's film have already been sprayed, and they are very quiet when they close their eyes and play the piano.

Cheng Yan walked over from the first role, a boy in love, a knight with a sword...a few years and a few steps have passed. He understood what Xia Shaoqian meant - time was so short, and he should act more when he had good energy.

Xia Shaoqian hugged him: "I'm not old yet, and I don't need you to accompany me like taking care of the elderly." After he reconciled with Chengyan, he felt that his mentality was getting better and better, and he secretly sighed that old age was coming. Emotions are also swept away.

Cheng Yan listened to his words, his feelings were soft, but his will was still very firm.

^H "I don't want to give up being an actor, I just want to find a balance between work and life."

He smiled at Xia Shaoqian: "Of course you're not old...but I want to see you grow old."

Xia Shaoqian was stunned.

"I don't want to be good enough outside, and suddenly come back one day and see you old." Cheng Yan said seriously and peacefully.

Xia Shaoqian wanted to smile, but he couldn't. He hugged Cheng Yan tightly, pressed his face against Cheng Yan's neck, and kissed. He was afraid that as soon as he let go, he would cry very unpromisingly.

You know, he hasn't cried for many, many years.

He could finally say that with certainty.

"Cheng Yan..."

"Ok?"

"I love you."

The author has something to say: the text ends here... LZ is a little melancholy

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