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    Ji Ling's face was stunned, and his eyes were dull.

    I really don't understand what I just said, what is the logical relationship with the man's confession...

    He looked at the man's deep and gentle black eyes. In those eyes, there was no teasing and joking, only seriousness. Ji Ling's face was slightly hot, embarrassingly embarrassing.

    I'm telling you to come out and start over, but you can't just catch someone and confess!

    Was this decision too hasty? !

    Ji Ling almost wanted to blurt out that he didn't like men, but the words Ning Yue questioned him flashed in his mind. The thing that he was very sure of, suddenly became less certain, and the words that hovered on the tip of his tongue could not be exported.

    After a long while, he held his breath and said in a low voice, "You, you don't like me."

    Ji Ling reached out to push Jing Sui, and wanted to leave from here.

    But the man's hand was holding him like iron tongs. He didn't seem to be surprised by his refusal.

    Ji Ling was completely dumbfounded. It was the first time he met such a brainless CEO, and I rejected you. Why do you still ask? Why is there such a thing? Wouldn't it be nice to save face for each other?

    Jing Sui stared into his eyes and said slowly: "Of course there is a reason for not liking someone, so why do you hate me?"

    Ji Ling: "...I didn't say I hate you."

    Jing Sui raised the corners of his lips: "Then you like me?"

    Ji Ling: "I didn't say I like you!"

    Jing Sui said slowly: "Since you don't hate me, how can you say you don't like me?"

    Ji Ling: ...

    This is simply rogue logic, Ji Ling can't laugh or cry, please look at your identity, you are my mother's boss! Is it appropriate to say that to me? ah? !

    If he was in a relationship with his mother's boss, and he was also his mother's male boss, Ji Ling couldn't imagine how beautiful the picture was on the day when the matter was known!

    He endured his hot face, rolled his eyes, and said, "Then why do you like me? If you like someone, you have to have a reason, right?"

    Jing Sui looked at the sly eyes of the young man in his arms, with a dodging expression that seemed to return to the past.

    At that time, he mistakenly thought that the young man liked him. Faced with his pressing step by step, the young man also retreated step by step. At that time, he thought it was the shyness of the young man, but now he realizes that he is just unwilling to accept himself, and he does not want to be with him. Closeness, no other reason.

    But he was fond of him, and fell in love with him unknowingly, even if he never had himself in his heart.

    In Jing Sui's heart, the emotions intertwined with pain and softness were surging. He chuckled softly: "Do you need a reason?"

    Ji Ling nodded vigorously! He counted in his heart, we have only met three times in total!

    Jing Sui's voice was hoarse: "Because only when I see you can I forget that person, the deception he deceived me, the fact that he left me... Only you make me feel that I can fall in love with someone again. ."

    Ji Ling: ...the scene of the filming of which bloody drama is this prosperous?

    Ji Ling swallowed his saliva, regretting that he just said a few nonsense, he pondered for a while and then said: "I think it is better for you to think carefully, after all, it is the person you have loved for so long, just let it go. Is it a bit hasty to let go? What if I regret it later..."

    Jing Sui sighed softly, "You persuaded me to put him down just now, saying that he is not worthy of my liking."

    Ji Ling: I know I'm wrong QAQ

    Jing Sui looked into his eyes, a wry smile appeared on his lips, and his low voice seemed to contain pain: "So, you hate me so much, and I would rather let me continue to like someone who is not worthy of liking, rather than wanting to like it. Give me a chance, won't you?"

    Ji Ling: "...No."

    Jing Sui asked him again: "Then you dislike someone else I once loved?"

    Ji Ling: "...Neither." He's not so KY yet. He dislikes others for having a relationship history, which is more than disgusting that others are not virgins-male virgins-female.

    Jing Sui said again: "Then you dislike me being older than you?"

    Ji Ling: "...It's okay." He was only ten years old, and he had even seen uncles like Carlos.

    Jing Sui smiled slightly: "Then you don't seem to have any reason to hate me. If that's the case, why don't you accept my liking for you?"

    Ji Ling was finally speechless, avoiding Jing Sui's gaze in a panic.

    He looked behind Jing Sui, his face suddenly turned pale, and his panicked voice raised slightly: "Mom, why are you here?"

    Saying that, he pushed Jing Sui hard.

    Jing Sui was slightly startled, and finally let go of his hand, his face changed slightly, he turned around and looked behind him, but there was no one behind him.

    Ji Ling ran away.

    Jing Sui was stunned, and instantly realized that Yang Wei was not actually here. He turned his head to look at the back of the young man fleeing away, and after a while, he let out a self-deprecating chuckle. There was a little sadness in the laughter, and a little bit of relief from loneliness.

    You really haven't changed at all, you are still used to running away from me again and again, the truth was close to my eyes, but I turned a blind eye... I was the fool who was blinded by the illusion, but it took a lifetime to use such an obvious fact. See through.

    This is the real you, you who put aside all the pretense.

    The one who clearly doesn't love me, but makes me unable to let go.

    ………………

    Ji Ling used a trick to get rid of Jing Sui, and fled back like a burning ass. His heart was really terrible. Did he trigger some overbearing president to fall in love with me? How can you even encounter such a sharp weapon!

    Thinking of Mr. Fu's words, still feel a trance and unreality, like a dream.

    He patted his face and felt calm before returning to his room.

    That night Ji Ling had another nightmare.

    He actually dreamed that Jing Sui also passed through. Jing Sui saw the novel, then grabbed himself angrily, and asked him why he lied to him. It was also forced, but Jing Sui didn't listen at all, and directly locked him in the small dark room...

    The next day Ji Ling woke up and found that his clothes were soaked with sweat. He wiped off the cold sweat and thought to himself that he was thinking too much. If Mr. Fu was Jing Sui, how could he be so calm? It must be darkened!

    And no matter what, even if he is really bent, it is impossible to fall in love with his mother's boss!

    Let's all go back together.

    On the way back, Ji Ling began to act like an ostrich. Although he felt that Mr. Fu should not say anything in public, he was still very uncomfortable, for fear of being discovered by the other party, and wishing to reduce his sense of existence.

    Jing Sui's eyes fell on the boy inadvertently, watching him play with his mobile phone with his head lowered, and he laughed at himself.

    It seems that he really doesn't want to see me.

    He was silent for a moment, and when he was about to enter the waiting room, he turned around and walked out. Shen Zhuoming said in surprise, "Mr. Fu, where are you going?"

    Jing Sui said lightly, "Buy milk tea."

    Shen Zhuoming: "..."

    Ji Ling was sitting next to her mother and was holding her phone down. Ning Kehan ​​sent him a message just now, asking when he would come back and saying that he had something to look for.

    Ji Ling took a photo of his ticket and sent it, saying that he would be back today.

    Ning Kehan ​​said yes, will contact you when you come back.

    Ji Ling thought absentmindedly, not knowing what Ning Kehan ​​had to do with him... Suddenly a slender and beautiful hand stretched out in front of him, holding a cup of milk tea in that hand.

    He raised his head in astonishment, met the man's handsome and gentle face, and couldn't help but be slightly startled.

    Jing Sui's thin lips raised slightly: "For you."

    Ji Ling: "..."

    This is inappropriate. President Tangtang buys milk tea for me. This is what boyfriends do...

    Please pay attention to your image, my mother is sitting next to me!

    Yang Wei also saw this scene, she stood up and said politely and unexpectedly: "Mr. Fu, what are you doing? You are too polite."

    Jing Sui smiled slightly: "It's just a little effort, I like Xiao Ling very much, and I have a good relationship with him."

    The sound of Xiaoling fell into Ji Ling's ears, and his body froze, as if he was being held back by something, and he sat dazedly without moving.

    Yang Wei looked at Jing Sui's gentle appearance, and smiled. Although this man always seemed serious and dared not to despise when he was working, he was still a young man in front of her at ordinary times. A lot of easy-going and close, I didn't expect him to get along with his stupid son.

    She looked back and found that Ji Ling was still looking at Jing Sui stupidly, without reaching out to pick it up, she patted her son's head: "Thank you, Mr. Fu."

    Ji Ling only recovered his senses. He stood up and stretched out his hand to take the milk tea. His fingertips accidentally touched Jing Sui's fingertips. He quickly retracted them like an electric shock. He didn't dare to look at him, and looked away, "Thank you, thanks."

    Jing Sui said in a low voice, "You're welcome."

    He rubbed the boy's head casually, then turned and left as if nothing had happened.

    Only then did Yang Wei look down at her son and smiled: "When did you become so familiar with President Fu, why didn't you say anything?"

    Ji Ling is very embarrassed, he wants to say that we are not familiar with it! I've only seen it a few times! But everyone has confessed to me.

    How did he tell his mother about this?

    He had no choice but to hesitate: "Actually, I'm not very familiar with it..."

    After Ji Ling finished speaking, lest his mother bring up this topic again, he looked at the time and said, "Ah, it's almost time, let's go to line up!"

    Seeing that her son didn't want to mention this matter at all, Yang Wei shook her head with a smile.

    Fortunately, Jing Sui was in first class on the plane, and Ji Ling and his mother were sitting outside, so they wouldn't meet again, which made him a little relieved. He turned off the phone, looked at the milk tea in his hand with a complicated expression, and tightened his fingers slightly.

    If, if he is really Jing Sui...

    Is this possible?

    He said that the person who said he loved him, but actually lied to him and left him ruthlessly, is it himself?

    Ji Ling closed his eyes and dared not continue to think about it.

    Sometimes he thinks he is a coward. When he encounters a problem, he wants to avoid it, and when he encounters something he can't decide, he wants to run away. I just don't know how to deal with it.

    This kind of complex emotional problem is beyond the scope of what he can handle.

    He couldn't think of any other way but to escape.

    Ji Ling quietly opened her eyes and looked at her mother beside her. She was convinced that she had returned home, and her heart slowly calmed down. She closed her eyes and fell asleep after a while.

    The plane landed at the airport a few hours later.

    Yang Wei pushed her sleeping son and said softly, "Xiao Ling, here we are."

    Ji Ling rubbed his eyes in a daze, followed his mother off the plane, looked up and saw Jing Sui again inadvertently, the man looked at him from a distance, raised the corner of his mouth and smiled at him.

    Ji Ling: ...

    He blushed and averted his eyes, not daring to look again. Pulling his mother to speed up the pace, hurry up and go, he will be stopped if he doesn't go, he has this kind of hunch!

    Yang Wei looked at her son in confusion, "What are you doing walking so fast..."

    Ji Ling couldn't explain the reason, so he could only smile with embarrassment.

    At this moment, the low voice of the man in front of the right sounded: "If you are in a hurry, I will take you back."

    Ji Ling thought to himself: Oops, it's too late.

    Yang Wei didn't expect Jing Sui to come over again, and said unexpectedly, "I really don't need to bother, we can just take a taxi and go back."

    Jing Sui smiled slightly, and his eyes fell on Ji Ling: "No trouble."

    Ji Ling's body was stiff and flustered, and he guessed that Mr. Fu would not give up easily, lest he would no longer hide his pursuit in public, so that he would not be able to get off the stage, or if his mother noticed any clues, when he was anxious, there was a sound in front of him. A clear female voice: "Ji Ling! You're back!"

    Ji Ling turned his head in astonishment, and saw Ning Kehan ​​raised his hand and waved hard at him, saying, "I'll pick you up!"

    Ji Ling looked at her in shock, Ning Kehan ​​asked when she was coming back, but she didn't say she was coming to pick up the plane? What's even more surprising is that standing next to her, a tall, tall and handsome young man is showing him a warm smile...

    He suddenly understood why Ning Kehan ​​asked about his whereabouts.

    Yang Wei also saw Ning Kehan, such a young and beautiful girl, she turned her head and asked Ji Ling in a low voice, "Who is she?"

    Ji Ling: "My classmate..."

    "Oh, classmate~" Yang Wei said meaningfully, she looked at her son admiringly, how long after the school started, such a beautiful girl came to pick up the plane, I'm afraid she has a daughter-in-law, right?

    Ji Ling: "..." Mom, your radar is not very accurate, really.

    He glanced at Mr. Fu, then at Ning Kehan, and finally met Ning Yue's half-smiling eyes, he just felt like a prehistoric scumbag who was facing the cruel Shura field and the scene of overturning!

    how to do QAQ

    In the blink of an eye, Ning Kehan ​​and Ning Yu had already walked over.

    Ning Kehan ​​was very enthusiastic and generous, took the initiative to greet Yang Wei, and said sweetly: "Are you Ji Ling's mother? You are really young and beautiful!" Then she turned to look at Ning Yu and said, "Brother, what do you say? is not it?"

    Ning Yu looked at Yang Wei and smiled: "Auntie does look very young and temperamental."

    Yang Wei was overjoyed by the two brothers and sisters, how could this girl speak so well, her mouth is so sweet, and her brother, who also seemed to be a very polite young man, both brothers and sisters made people feel good.

    Ji Ling: No, you are her uncle! Is it appropriate to surrender like this?

    Ning Kehan ​​struck while the iron was hot and looked at Yang Wei expectantly: "Can Auntie let Ji Ling go out with us?"

    Yang Wei has no reason not to agree, smiling brightly: "Of course you can."

    Ji Ling: "..."

    Jing Sui watched all this calmly, his eyes swept across Ning Kehan, and finally landed on Ning Yu's face with a cold look in his eyes.

    Judging from Ji Ling's dodging eyes and small movements just now, this man is the one who attracts Ji Ling's attention, and he belongs to the enemy's keen intuition, which instantly makes him realize where the key lies. The girl is just a cover.

    Ning Yu raised her eyebrows, glanced at Jing Sui lightly, and finally landed on Ji Ling, her voice was gentle and warm: "Let's go."

    Ji Ling was in a dilemma, he looked at Mr. Fu and then at Ning Yue.

    I can either be sent home by Mr. Fu, or go out to play with Ning Yue Ning Kehan. If I can only choose one of the two... Compared with the risk of my mother finding out that I am being pursued by his boss, well, she still misunderstood me and talked about it. Girlfriend is better.

    Less shocking.

    Ji Ling made a decision, he blushed and nodded.

    Jing Sui's thin lips pursed, his eyes darkened, he watched Ji Ling walk towards Ning Yu, his sharp eyes looked at him coldly.

    Ning Yu also noticed it, but just pretended that she didn't see anything, and said to Ji Ling with a smile, "Go, I'll invite you two to dinner."

    Ning Kehan ​​greeted Yang Wei with a smile and said, "Auntie, let's go first, goodbye Auntie!"

    Yang Wei smiled and thought with relief that when her son grew up, he knew how to fall in love.

    After Ji Ling left, she turned around and found Jing Sui's face a little unsightly. She asked suspiciously, "Mr. Fu, what's the matter with you?"

    Jing Sui's hand tightened, and after a while, he smiled: "It's nothing."

    Yang Wei looked at Jing Sui's back as she turned and left, and always felt that something was wrong. The boss didn't seem very happy, but she couldn't say why.

    Did something happen just now?

    ………………

    In order to get rid of the embarrassment, Ji Ling agreed to leave with Ning Kehan, but felt a little embarrassed after coming out.

    He felt that Ning Kehan ​​was 80% betrayed, and even helped her uncle to chase him, Ji Ling couldn't help but complained that you women's superficial likes really come and go quickly! Say you like me?

    Although he thought so in his heart, he dared not say it.

    Not only did he not dare to say it, he was also obedient.

    He kept his head down while eating, and didn't even dare to look at Ning Yue.

    Ning Yu looked at the young man opposite him, looked at his shy and embarrassed appearance, couldn't help sighing, and there was a hint of helplessness in his eyes.

    He suddenly remembered the real emotions that the young man inadvertently revealed in front of his eyes in that world, those expressions that did not match his identity and his behavior.

    At that time he never understood why.

    The young man seemed to love Jing Sui so much, so much that he would do anything, so much that he could die for Jing Sui, and so much that he could save the self he hated and targeted everywhere for Jing Sui.

    So much so that he was also deceived, he thought that the young man really loved Jing Sui.

    At that time, reason trumped emotion.

    If his heart is destined to have no results, then it is better to fulfill the love of the young man, even if he is to send him to Jing Sui himself.

    So when Ji Ling was looking for a duel with him, he deliberately released water to stimulate his potential, and gave Jing Sui a chance to help him. Within the scope of what he could do, he tried his best to do what he could. He used to think that It's what teenagers need.

    In the face of Carlos who was reborn and showed his favor, he deliberately kidnapped the boy and told him that Carlos wanted his life, in order to warn the boy not to believe Carlos's conspiracy and tricks.

    He thought that this time the boy could get his wish and get happiness.

    And those things he did, he didn't need to be known by him at all, and he didn't need to be grateful.

    But later he found out that he was wrong. The young man left Jing Sui again and was still deceived by Carlos. Even though many things had changed, the tragedy seemed to repeat itself... When the young man signed a marriage contract with Carlos, he was unhappy but still willing to be right The commoner was sympathetic, and when he stepped out to help others, he couldn't help but appear.

    He asked him, are you happy?

    The boy didn't answer his question, but his eyes told him the answer.

    It turns out that fulfillment doesn't make you happy. It was at that moment that he finally didn't hold back his thoughts and desires, and did the only thing he shouldn't have done, taking the boy away from Emperor Star and indulging himself. I want to approach him and test him...

    He wanted to know what the boy really wanted.

    Now he seems to understand something.

    The young man probably just wanted to go home. Here, he can be himself to the fullest, without disguise, without fear, and can live a plain and happy life with family and friends who love him.

    He didn't want to stay with anyone in that world... Whether it was Jing Sui, Carlos, or himself, he didn't want anyone.

    And he probably didn't want them to come to his world and disturb his peace.

    Ning Yu retracted her thoughts and concealed the complex color in her eyes.

    Ning Kehan ​​sat next to Ning Yu, cautiously, not daring to say a word, and ate with her head down. It was the first time she made a light bulb, lest Ning Yu, who was too flashy, would be unhappy and her sports car would fly away.

    One must be self-aware. She glanced at Ning Yu and saw the uncle's fingers tap lightly on the cup. Immediately stood up and said to Ji Ling, "I remembered that I still have something to do. I'll go first, eat slowly and leave me alone!"

    Ji Ling almost wanted to reach out Erkang's hand: Don't go!

    But would rather leave in general.

    Don't give him a chance to react at all.

    He turned his head stiffly and met Ning Yu's deep black eyes with a stiff smile on his face.

    Ning Yu looked calm, looked at him gently, and said lightly: "If I like you and it bothers you, just treat me as an ordinary friend."

    Ji Ling was taken aback.

    Ning Yu raised the corners of his mouth jokingly: "Who stipulates that you can't be a lover or even a friend? I want to pursue you because I like you, and if I like someone, I hope that he will be happy, as long as you don't want to, I can be absent. Show it in front of anyone, so you don't need to have any psychological burden."

    Ji Ling listened and felt inexplicably guilty. He felt as if he had been seen through by this person. He knew what he cared about and what he was worried about, so before he said it, he said all his troubles first.

    Leave him speechless.

    Ning Yu smiled: "Emotional matters should be voluntary. You don't need to care about my thoughts, you just need to obey your own heart. I also hope you can think about it carefully and give me an answer."

    Ji Ling said, "I..."

    Ning Yu raised her finger suddenly, pressed Ji Ling's lips lightly, stopped him from the next words, raised her eyebrows and smiled: "I said very clearly, I hope to get a thoughtful answer from you, not a rash rejection. If you can't make up your mind right now, you might as well give each other a little time..."

    "That's it..." Ning Yu looked at him deeply, with a warm smile in his eyes: "Two months later, give me the answer, okay?"

    Ji Ling's face is hot, you, what else can I say...

    You have said it all!

    These words are clear and logical. If I reject you now, it seems to be really rash and disrespectful...

    Ning Yu withdrew his hand as if nothing had happened, smiled calmly, changed the subject, and said lightly: "By the way, the recent movie was not bad, let's go see it."

    Ji Ling: "Oh..."

    Not long after, Ning Yu bought Coke, popcorn, and movie tickets, and went to the cinema with Ji Ling.

    Ji Ling hasn't figured it out yet, why did he come to see a movie with him? He has already sat down...

    The movie is really good and attractive. It is not the first time for Ji Ling to watch a movie with a boy. He and his classmates have all come out to watch it. It is not unusual at all. But at that time, being with a boy would not make him think about it at all, but since he went to the interstellar world, it was like opening the door to a new world...

    Ji Ling felt that his thinking had really changed. Now he would be shy when he saw a man approaching, and could no longer confidently say that he was straight!

    He quietly glanced at the young man beside him, but Ning Yue was quite attentive.

    Ji Ling gradually became less nervous and threw himself into the movie. The young man stretched out his hand, held his palm gently, gently and carefully wiped every finger clean with a wet tissue, and then showed a good-looking smile, "Okay."

    In the darkness, the projected light fell on his handsome side face, and the light in his black eyes seemed to flicker with the changes of the picture, making Ji Ling's heartbeat stop for a beat.

    The story on the film is reaching its climax.

    The hidden spy hero said to the heroine before leaving: If I can come back, I will never lie to you again, please give me a chance to love you.

    Ning Yu smiled, her eyes curled up, she approached the boy slightly, and made a very soft voice: "Actually, I also have a secret, do you want to know... As long as you ask me, I will tell you."

    Never lie to you again.

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