Chapter 99

In the days of the college entrance examination, Cheng Yan's nerves were tensed.

The same is true for Li Xiaoxiao. Although the teacher emphasized that the answer should not be correct after the test, Cheng Yan and Li Xiaoxiao discussed some important topics when they occasionally met in the hotel. The two exchanged very happily. , no one can guarantee that their answer is absolutely correct.

When he returned to the hotel to eat and read, Cheng Yan brought Chinese books, because he had to memorize ancient poems and key texts, and he brought books for subjects that depended on memorization, such as mathematics, which was not necessary.

There are three people in a room in the hotel. Cheng Yan and Qu Tao, as well as a classmate who is not very friendly, live in a room. Qu Tao will also read books for a while when he comes back, and sometimes lie on Cheng Yan's bed and ask questions, Cheng Yan will answer him.

"Is Cheng Yan there?" A female voice sounded in front of the hotel room. Cheng Yan, who was talking to Qu Tao, raised his head, and the boy standing not far away looked at the direction of the entrance, indicating Cheng Yan's position, the female voice said: " Then I'm in."

It's Shen Yun.

Cheng Yan sat cross-legged, Qu Tao lay on his bed, and the two of them pressed books under their hands. Shen Yun saw this scene and said, "cramming."

Twisted back and stared at the book: "Why are you looking for Cheng Yan?"

Shen Yun came to the two of them, "Play, are you going? There is a tennis court behind the hotel, Yibai and Xiaoxiao both went."

Qu Tao: "You still want to play tennis at this time?"

"Why can't it work at this time? I just have to relax. I've been sitting in the exam room all day. When I come back, I won't hurry up and relax." Shen Yun said.

Qu Tao put away the textbook and was persuaded: "Okay, I'll go."

Cheng Yan lay down, holding the language book and said, "You guys go, I'm not going."

Shen Yun made a fuss: "Don't, it's not fun without you, let's go, let's go together, we won't have a chance in the future."

"Play again after the test," Cheng Yan said, "You guys are playing your game, don't you all go? I'm a lot of them."

"Cheng Yan..." Shen Yun groaned and chanted the mantra in Cheng Yan's ear, but Cheng Yan was too pure of heart and desireless, and Shen Yun's chanting didn't work.

Qu Tao and Shen Yun went down.

There is also a male classmate in the hotel who wants to read books. He also has good grades in the class. He used to be higher than Cheng Yan, but he was surpassed later.

"So hard, what school did you apply for?" the male classmate asked Cheng Yan while packing his clothes, holding a hanger in his hand.

"Fudan." Cheng Yan turned the page and muttered something in a low voice. He was reading an ancient poem.

"Zhen Yong, I don't dare to apply for that school, it's too difficult to take the test." The male classmate talked about the school he wanted to apply for, but Cheng Yan listened quietly, without being too serious. Forget what the male classmate said.

At more than seven o'clock, Zhao Yibai came over.

At that time, Cheng Yan was still reading a book and moved from the bed to the table. Zhao Yibai came in and he saw it at a glance.

"Go down." Zhao Yibai said.

Cheng Yan closed the book and covered his ears, "Don't go."

Zhao Yibai leaned against Cheng Yan's desk and waited for him to back it up. Cheng Yan finished reading it, and then opened it and looked at it. Then he looked at the notes below, the author's information, etc. Some are not sure if they will be tested, so pay more attention. Eye.

"It's fun, many people are there," Zhao Yibai said, "Play for half an hour, come back and watch."

Cheng Yan raised his head, "If I fail the test, I will kill you."

Zhao Yibai patted his shoulder, "Okay."

Cheng Yan finally came down. Zhao Yibai said it was fun. It was really fun. Before he got close, he heard a giggling voice. Not only people from their school but also from other schools were in the hotel, but it seemed that they were all mixed up. Everyone The guys were playing tennis and chatting, and the red clouds floated in the sky, and the figure on the court was full of youthful vigor.

"Cheng Yan!" Shen Yun exclaimed and waved at Cheng Yan who was not far away. Cheng Yan really couldn't do anything about her, so he raised his hand and waved it as a response.

Cheng Yan was pulled over by Shen Yun and joined their tennis activities.

Cheng Yan has never played tennis, because there are not many opportunities, but this sport is not difficult, but it is quite exhausting. From playing alone, to cooperating with two people, and then to mixed doubles, this tennis experience is good and interesting. , After playing for half an hour, Cheng Yan remembered the business, and when others were getting better and better, he clicked back.

On the two days of the college entrance examination, the time passed quickly. On the bus back home, Laoban asked everyone how they were doing. Some people said that my dad’s belt was working in the past two days. Some people said that it was okay. A sound.

Now just wait for the results.

In the car, someone suggested a meeting, saying that the exam was finally over. For the last meeting, everyone had to be present, and no one objected. The meeting was scheduled for the night when the exam was over.

The teachers who had brought them were also there, but the teachers left after eating and taking pictures. The students had their own time behind, and the old class stayed for a long time. I asked Cheng Yan about his performance in the examination room.

"It should be stable," Cheng Yan said, "I'll know in two days."

"You have made the most progress. I watched it," Lao Ban said. "You have perseverance. You have to persevere. This kind of heart is rare."

Later, Lao Ban kept asking him how he figured it out. Cheng Yan said that it was someone's suggestion, and he finally figured it out. Lao Ban said that the person was really powerful. Cheng Yan thought to himself, if Lao Ban knew that person he had brought students, how would they feel?

After the old class left, Cheng Yan and everyone went to the singing place. Some people were worried about the test results and they couldn't play well. The pressure on each family was different, and Cheng Yan's pressure all came from himself.

But he believes in himself, believes in his performance, he is just waiting for an accurate result.

"Come here, Zhang Zihao wants to confess." Zhao Yibai called out Cheng Yan from the box.

Thinking of this matter, Cheng Yan was full of joy. The current atmosphere was so good that it was suitable for confession. Everyone was immersed in sentimentality, and it should be possible to confess more than usual.

Zhang Zihao confessed in public. According to their design, they sang a song first. After Zhang Zihao finished singing the love song for Li Xiaoxiao, he turned off all the voices, and he and Zhao Yibai were responsible for Send the roses that Zhang Zihao prepared for Li Xiaoxiao.

Zhang Zihao's feelings for Li Xiaoxiao were well known in the class. Li Xiaoxiao herself should have some rumors, but she didn't know what she thought. After Zhang Zihao's nervous confession, Li Xiaoxiao didn't nod her head. Said that he didn't want to fall in love for the time being, and the atmosphere was awkward for a moment.

The cheerful atmosphere came to an abrupt end, coupled with the heaviness and sadness of the graduation season, it should be enough for those who were rejected to feel uncomfortable for a few days. Most of them succeeded, and a small part of them failed, and Zhang Zihao was one of them.

But compared with those who dare not even open their mouths, he has no regrets about losing.

"It's okay." Cheng Yan came to the stairs outside, where was sitting Li Xiaoxiao who had just rejected others.

Li Xiaoxiao shook his head: "It's okay, you should ask him if he's okay."

Cheng Yan squatted down, one knee was about to hit the ground, put his hands on his knees, turned his phone and said, "Zhang Zihao, I know him, Xiaoqiang who can't be beaten to death, sad for a while, and start again, anyway, it's not the first time he has been rejected by you. ."

Li Xiaoxiao had silently and implicitly rejected Zhang Zihao, but he didn't seem to accept the result and remained firm.

Thinking of this, Li Xiaoxiao pursed her lips and forced a smile. There is nothing she can't say when she graduates. Everyone wants to keep this tenderness and memory. She looked at the night with sad eyes, "I know he likes me, But I feel that I am not the same as him, and even if we are together, we will definitely be separated in the future."

The goals are different, the dreams are different, and the direction of pursuit has never been the same. Although these are not obstacles, there is something in common between the two people.

"I haven't tried it, how do you know?" Cheng Yan said, "He really likes you for more than two years."

Two years is not a long time in one's life, but in youth, a person's two years is a different weight. Youth is short, and they have a deep understanding of it.

"If it were you, I might agree," Li Xiaoxiao said. After she finished speaking, Cheng Yan's expression was a little stiff, and Li Xiaoxiao laughed, "I'm kidding you, the results haven't come out yet, even if I promise to follow up with you now. How long can he stay together, not in the same school? I'm not optimistic about long-distance relationships."

Cheng Yan breathed a sigh of relief. Li Xiaoxiao had her own ideas and was not affected by the noise from the outside world. It was a good thing for herself, and it was a difficult obstacle to break through for Zhang Zihao who pursued her.

"Can I ask you a question?" Cheng Yan said.

Li Xiaoxiao nodded: "Ask."

What more can't you ask? They are classmates and friends, and in the future, they may never have such close classmates and friends in college.

"You... have you ever really liked Song Yu?" This was a scandal in the class. I forgot who said it. Li Xiaoxiao liked Song Yu, but he didn't take it to heart at the time. But now that Li Xiaoxiao rejected Zhang Zihao, Cheng Yan had to think of some reasons.

Li Xiaoxiao didn't answer him right away, which made Cheng Yan a little alert. He saw Li Xiaoxiao's eyebrows lowered. From the night sky to the calm asphalt road, her voice was very soft, as if she was telling a distant dream.

"Yes, before." Li Xiaoxiao's answer made Cheng Yan a little sluggish. He didn't know what to pick up. His identity also made everything he said false and insincere.

Cheng Yan chose to remain silent.

"It's understandable to like Song Yu, so many people like Song Yu, and I can be one of them," Li Xiaoxiao smiled stiffly, "but it's all in the past, and now with you, I can't think of it anymore. ."

It seemed that a thunderbolt had struck his mind, causing all his thoughts to be disconnected, and each moment passed by little by little. Cheng Yan's gaze fell into Li Xiaoxiao's eyes, and he was speechless for a long time.

"you……"

"Are you still lying to me?" Li smiled and said, "It's not a shameful thing."

Cheng Yan widened his eyes: "How do you know?"

When did he reveal the stuffing? How could he not know? Has he told Li Xiaoxiao? Never has it.

Li Xiaoxiao looked at his bewilderment: "What's the panic, who doesn't know in our class?"

"Our class..." Cheng Yan hesitantly said, "Who, who knows?"

"You should know everything." Li Xiaoxiao put her hands on her side, "Everyone who has a brain knows the clues of the two of you."

Cheng Yan suddenly felt that he shouldn't be here. He is extremely embarrassed to face Li Xiaoxiao. He doesn't know what to say next. He just suffered a thunderbolt from the blue. Concealing others, to being concealed by everyone...

Cheng Yan didn't know how he left Li Xiaoxiao's side. He returned to the karaoke room. There were several people playing online games in the lobby. Guan Di, Zhang Teng and several male classmates were all there. Cheng Yan left. In the past, Li Xiaoxiao's voice echoed repeatedly in his mind.

"You know it all."

all? All of them? This group of people? Cheng Yan looked at them with suspicion.

"Zhang Teng is here to catch a wave, if you can catch it, you can catch it, but the assistant on the opposite side is not there!" Guan Di exclaimed, Zhang Teng said yes, and the group of people pressed their fingers quickly.

"Go directly! I'm big!"

Cheng Yan stood in front of them, looked at their mobile phone screens, courageously, clenched his fists, and asked tentatively, "Cough, um... let me tell you something."

No one responded, they were all working.

Cheng Yan didn't feel embarrassed either, and said to himself, "I'm dating Song Yu..."

If these words were put in the past, there must have been a slap in the face, which led to a lot of questions and roars. Now the situation is not right. Maybe this did not bring a sense of surprise to everyone. They remained motionless and continued to operate the game at hand. Press the button, and then very perfunctory oh.

Guan Di was better and said, "I see."

Cheng Yan gritted his teeth, and sure enough, he knew that this group of guys who can act can act better than him.

After playing the game, Zhang Teng raised his head and said, "What are you doing, are you here to show off that you have a target?"

"Go away." Cheng Yan turned and left.

Zhang Teng laughed in the back.

Cheng Yan later learned that the reason they knew was because he and Song Yu were too obvious. Anyway, they said so, saying that the relationship between him and Song Yu was too weird, their eyes were wrong, and Song Yu bought things for him every three days and sent them to him. Things come over, how can it be a good friend relationship?

Cheng Yan accepted this reason, but he still couldn't ease his mind. I'm afraid I won't have a second chance to experience such a thing as being deceived by a group.

He thought that everyone would look at him with strange eyes, and they would be surprised and inconceivable, but no, they accepted it calmly and tolerantly, and blamed Cheng Yan for not telling them earlier.

When he first got together with Song Yu, he didn't think it was the right time to be public, and he didn't think everyone would accept this matter so calmly, but now it's the graduation season, and after a year, the body and mind grow together with age. Growing up is no longer a teenage boy who makes a fuss.

A little happy, and a little sad.

At the end of the party, Cheng Yan and Zhao Yibai waited for the car together. When the car was approaching, Cheng Yan was called away by Shen Yun, and Zhao Yibai asked Shen Yun how long it would take.

"For a while, soon." Shen Yun said.

Zhao Yibai said to Cheng Yan, "Then I'll wait for you for a while."

"Okay." Cheng Yan agreed.

He followed Shen Yun to a place where no one was around. Shen Yun took out something from his pocket, it was a bookmark with a pig head painted by himself and a decoration of broken diamonds, small and delicate, Shen Yun said, "Here. "

"What?" Cheng Yan glanced left and right, but could not conclude that it was a bookmark.

Until Shen Yun said, "Bookmarks, I made them myself."

"Why did you give me this?"

"I don't know why, I'll just use it for you," Shen Yun said. "You can just hold it anyway. You can usually hang it in your textbook or homework book."

It may or may not be there. Cheng Yan always uses a pen to directly clip the notebook. If it is not so delicate, he will prepare bookmarks, but it is better than nothing. He said, "Thank you."

"You're welcome," Shen Yun smiled, her eyes were beautiful, but when she laughed, Cheng Yan always felt that she was not very sincere. Shen Yun didn't talk to him too much, and turned around and said, "Okay, let's go."

Cheng Yan didn't quite understand the situation, so he came back with the bookmark.

Zhao Yibai was still waiting for him and asked him what he was doing. Cheng Yan showed him the bookmark and said, "I just gave it to me, I don't know what it means."

Zhao Yibai took the bookmark and looked at it, then smiled and turned around, just to see Shen Yun's gaze before getting into the car.

Patting Cheng Yan's shoulder, Zhao Yibai said, "Don't let Song Yu know."

Cheng Yan was in a trance for a while, and was stunned for a while. He didn't know how the two were related. The moment he stepped into the taxi, his brain suddenly became clear and he understood the meaning of Zhao Yi's vernacular, but when he came back to his senses, he went When looking for the figure, she was gone.

The faces in the memory are gradually becoming unclear. With the progress of time, there must be separation, forgetting, and a new beginning, although there is always more disappointment than joy.

Cheng Yan looked down at the pink pig's head, and seemed to be able to see the shadow of Shen Yun lying beside the table painting. He remembered that a long time ago, on the bus, the keychain she gave him also seemed to have a pig's head on it. It was still hanging on the key of Cheng Yan's room door.

Closing his palms, Cheng Yan gently put the bookmark in the pocket of his coat, he hid the last touch of his youth.

A few days later, the results of the college entrance examination were released. Cheng Yan checked it several times that day, but it seemed that because there were too many results, he could not log in. His parents were also helping, and the system was busy. Landed successfully.

Cheng Yan's heartbeat accelerated, and he couldn't control it himself. He touched the mouse and looked at the results of each subject little by little.

Unprecedented fear hits my heart, Chinese, mathematics, foreign languages, physics, chemistry...

He was the only one in the room, and the ceiling light was not turned on. A study light beside the computer emitted a strong white light, illuminating the clear computer screen. He took a deep breath, and his eyes fell on the comprehensive score column. When he was there, the frequency of his heartbeat slowed down, he stared at the computer screen, his head was empty for a long time, and he was quiet for a long time.

Five minutes later, he picked up his mobile phone and dialed a number. Disturbing in the middle of the night is not recommended, but he couldn't care about it and couldn't remember it. He called his number, but after he answered, he said nothing. send.

"Cheng Yan?" The person opposite shouted anxiously.

Cheng Yan's hands were shaking, he could barely hold the phone, he raised his head, and his head was empty, listening to him calling his name in his ear.

Cheng Yan's legs were squeezed on the chair, and his whole body weight was on the chair below him. His voice was unstable, and in three minutes of silence, he uttered two words of pride: "Senior."

It was quiet over there, and Cheng Yan also kept his mouth shut, but the fluctuating breath and a low laugh in the receiver had spread far and wide.

There was a lot of traffic outside the window, and the moonlight climbed into the window sill gently, wanting to see a dream that made people feel emotional. At ten o'clock in the evening, a figure was sitting on a chair. At twelve o'clock in the evening, the figure still didn't move.

Cheng Yan carried a shark pillow in his arms, clasped his hands tightly, rested his chin on the top of the shark's head, and looked at the dazzling computer screen with it.

716.

It was a dream that came into reality.

It was the surprise and joy that kept you awake all night.

It was a splendid and prosperous dream that accumulated countless days and nights, countless black pens, countless inks and manuscripts.