She stared at the two people who came out of the bar, holding hands, and couldn't help but ask Zhanyan, "Zhanyan, to you, I am a friend, a best friend, right?"

"Yes what's the matter?"

"Just said so much on Monday about the changes you've made for me, so you..."

Zhan Yan denied it in one sentence: "She said her, and I have feelings for you as a friend!"

Cheng Kankan didn't feel relieved after listening to it, and even felt that his heart was stuck in his throat, and he was so uncomfortable: "So, suppose, if one day I treat you like Monday, you will treat me the same way?"

Cheng Kankan experienced what happened just now, she was a little scared, she felt like Zhanyan had changed a person, how could someone so gentle in the past say such heartless words just now? He is fierce, and Zhanyan is cruel, really cruel! In the face of inappropriate feelings, Zhan Yan will not leave any room!

Zhan Yan stopped and looked at Cheng Kankan seriously: "Cheng Kankan, this joke is not funny!"

Aware of Cheng Kankan's strangeness, Zhan Yan was concerned with tenderness: "Did I just be a little fierce to Monday and scared you?"

"Well, it's scary, I don't even know you! Well, can I ask, do you really love the ex you said?"

Zhan Yan frowned: "Why did you suddenly think of asking this?"

"It's because you love that ex so much! That's why you can reject Monday so cruelly?"

The weather was so cold that Cheng Kankan forgot to wear gloves when he went out today.

Zhanyan held Cheng Kankan's hand, put it in his coat pocket, and walked home while talking about the past with Cheng Kankan.

"I'm so cruel because I like me on Monday, but I don't like her, so I have to be cruel to her! It has nothing to do with my ex! As for my ex, her name is Zhao Xiaoman, and I have known her since junior high school. We got together after graduating from junior high school, and then went to high school and college together. The two of us have always been together, and it was also because of her that I realized that I like girls! After graduating from college, I worked with her. At that time, we made money and had Income, I thought life could be so plain and happy all the time, but it didn't take long for her to say she had higher goals and she didn't want to be with me anymore, yes, I was also poor at the time, and my mother was sick at home, I don't have time to coax her, accompany her, the two of us, just leave!"

"How long have you two been apart?"

"It's almost two years now!"

"You were 12 years old when you were in junior high school, and you are 30 this year! You were 28 years old two years ago, which means you have known each other for 16 years?!" Cheng Kankan's shocked eyes were about to fall out!

On the contrary, Zhan Yan was calm: "Yes, it's been a long time!"

"Then does she have a dream that must be fulfilled, to give up your 16-year relationship?"

Zhan Yan remembered the past and couldn't help but sighed: "In 16 years, she finally figured out that she is going to marry a man! Sigh ~ the difficulties faced by homosexuality, she could not bear, so the year she broke up with me, she was trying to Find a man to fall in love and get married! As for whether I am married now, I really don't know!"

Cheng Kankan nodded in agreement: "There are many difficulties faced by homosexuality, but your family knows it! Are there any difficulties?"

"Yeah, my mother knows, but she doesn't agree! So for so many years, I can only hire a nanny for her. She said that I can do my filial piety, then find a man to be with, and then she comes over to me, I Take care of her personally, otherwise, she will never recognize me as a child!"

After listening to Cheng Kankan, he thought about himself in a different position. If she told her mother that she was gay, how would her mother react?

Hmm... Cheng Xiuyuan will definitely be by his side when the time comes. He will beat himself up first and then cut off all his cards. What about Mom and Dad?

It will almost let her out of the house!

The eldest sister will try her best to persuade herself, but basically it doesn't matter.

Maybe my parents will beat me, and I will get angry with myself!

After Cheng Kankan briefly thought about the consequences, she really admired Zhan Yan: "Then you are quite brave!"

Zhan Yan sighed, thinking in his heart, courage? She doesn't want to cause this situation either!

Walking and walking, the two finally walked to the food stall downstairs in the community. Cheng Kankan raised his head: "Go! Buy two cold noodles? Nothing can't be solved by a roadside stall!"

"Okay!" Zhan Yan followed Cheng Kankan and walked to the booth.

When he got home, Cheng Kankan hurriedly went to the sofa with the roasted cold noodles, ready to eat.

Zhanyan at the door saw the gift bag in her hand, and then she remembered that she forgot to give it to Cheng Kankan. She strode to the sofa and handed out the bag in her hand: "Hey, I redeemed your jewelry for you, From now on, you can't be so impulsive!"

There were so many things going on tonight, Cheng Kankan forgot to ask what was in the bag in Zhan Yan's hand?

At this time, when she heard that it was her own precious trinkets, she took the bag in surprise and saw that there were a lot of things inside. She was very happy and wanted to jump up, but after thinking about it, she would have no money. Ah: "Zhanyan, we have to work very hard and make a lot of money, okay? I'll accompany you!"

Zhanyan sat next to Cheng Kankan and put his arms around Cheng Kankan's shoulder: "Well! I will work hard, I will make money in the future, you spend money, you don't need to support me, okay?" Zhanyan felt the burden on his shoulders for a moment, Heavy again.

Cheng Kankan hugged Zhan Yan: "No! I want to work hard with you! Let's not talk about feelings, let's just make money, okay?"

"Okay! I'll listen to you!" Zhan Yan coaxed Cheng Kankan, and the two of them laughed together.

There were two heavy snowfalls a year ago, but Cheng Kankan and Zhanyan went to town and the city to set up stalls without any hindrance. Every morning, Zhanyan would wash up first, and then when Cheng Kankan was washing, Zhanyan would be The two people's clothes are prepared at the door, and foot warmers are put on the sole pads. Cheng Kankan has never felt that life can be so fulfilling in his life!

The two of them took the first bus to the city. Zhanyan found the place where the stall was set up in advance and contacted the manager there. The city’s fee is a bit more expensive, 20 yuan for 1.5 meters, and Zhanyan paid 40 yuan. .