Chapter 57

Back at the resort, Li Shuo was tired and sleepy. Zhou Jinxing helped him to his room and poured him a glass of water. After resting for a while, he went to take a bath, washed away the smell of tobacco and alcohol, and also washed A lot of confusion.

After taking a shower, he was too lazy to blow his hair, wiped it hastily, and fell on the bed. He was so tired that he almost didn't have the strength to think about anything, but he couldn't forget the kiss between Zhao Jinxin and that Ken.

It's just a kiss, it's just a kiss, is it worth it?

It doesn't seem to matter whether it's worth it or not...

Li Shuo smiled bitterly, rolled up the quilt to wrap himself, and closed his eyes. Soon, sleepiness hit his nerves, and he fell into a deep sleep.

In the confusion, something warm lightly covered Li Shuo's head. Li Shuo's eyelids trembled, but it was difficult to open it. He pondered and turned over subconsciously. But the tiny pressure on his head still didn't go away, he finally woke up and opened his eyes slightly.

A pair of beautiful peach blossom eyes came into view, those eyes were full of helplessness, and there were some incomprehensible emotions.

"Why don't you blow dry your hair, you'll have a headache tomorrow." Zhao Jinxin's fingers shuttled through Li Shuo's hair, his tone was a gentle rebuke between lovers.

Li Shuo frowned, and it took a few seconds to distinguish between dream and reality. He squeezed his eyes hard, and said hoarsely, "How...how did you come in?" He remembered as he spoke.

Zhao Jinxin held him down and shook the hair dryer in his hand: "I'll help you dry your hair before going to sleep."

Li Shuo pushed his hand away and heaved his breath: "How did you come in?"

"Mr. Cui brought me in, why, are you worried that Zhou Jinxing will not let me in? What kind of thing is he, and what position does he have to not let me in." Zhao Jinxin felt that his heart was still pounding, and as soon as he entered the villa, He ran to Li Shuo's room, and when he saw that Li Shuo and Zhou Jinxing were not sleeping together, he felt that the hand holding his heart was released.

"I won't discuss what position he has, but you have no position to enter my room." Li Shuo tried his best to make a cold expression, but he was too sleepy, and what he said was only strong tiredness.

Zhao Jinxin turned a deaf ear, "I'll help you dry your hair, don't get sick." Then he turned on the hairdryer.

Li Shuo only felt boundless anger for Zhao Jinxin's hypocritical care. Maybe he drank too much, maybe there were no outsiders here. He didn't need to take care of his self-cultivation and face. The anger accumulated in his body exploded in an instant. He ruthlessly opened Zhao Jinxin's hand and roared wildly: "Go away—"

The hair dryer slammed to the ground and stopped moving in an instant.

Zhao Jinxin froze [Comprehensive martial arts] with the martial arts protagonist.

There was suffocating silence in the bedroom.

Taking off the mask of "demeanor", Li Shuo simply went ahead. He grabbed Zhao Jinxin's collar and pushed it hard, his eyes were scarlet, and he gritted his teeth and said, "We broke up, we broke up, you fucking broke up. Do you understand? I don't want to see you anymore, I don't want to hear your voice anymore, do you fucking understand?! You pretend to care, and you expect me to continue to strip and fuck you? Can you get out of me? World? Can you point your face, don't provoke me again!"

Zhao Jinxin looked at Li Shuo dully, he had never seen Li Shuo like this, so hysterical, so angry and... sad. As if he had suffered a heavy blow, there was a dense pain in his chest, and he suddenly couldn't even make a sound.

Li Shuo pushed Zhao Jinxin again and pushed him towards the door: "Go, go, go! Don't let me see you again! Go—"

Zhao Jinxin grabbed his wrist, and his feet were rooted. No matter how much Li Shuo pushed, he didn't take a step back. His nose was sore, and his voice trembled uncontrollably: "I'm sorry..."

Li Shuo looked embarrassed, stared at Zhao Jinxin's eyes without blinking, and said coldly, "I don't need your apology, I need you to disappear."

Zhao Jinxin bit his lip lightly, his eyes were a little red, and his voice was like a mosquito: "Uncle Li, don't do this to me..."

Li Shuo's heart was in severe pain, Zhao Jinxin's slightly pleading tone was like coquettishing him countless times in the past, countless pictures of the past flew through his mind like a revolving lantern, and he remembered those wonderful details so clearly, As for the amount of information, it gave him a splitting headache. He endured all the pain he felt at the moment, and said in a hoarse voice, "What are you doing to me and how I am to you, I have nothing to lose, both are cleared up." He took a deep breath and said with all his strength, " Walk."

Zhao Jinxin closed his eyes, took a breath, and when he opened his eyes again, he calmed down, he let go of Li Shuo's hand, but gently brushed Li Shuo's hair: "Listen to me last A few words, okay?"

Li Shuo looked at him silently.

"I don't want to hurt you at all, and I've never liked anyone like I like you." Zhao Jinxin's eyes were full of sadness, "but I don't like bondage, I don't like promises, I can't imagine living with someone alone. What a lifetime is like, a lifetime is too long, who knows what will happen tomorrow, so I can't respond to the kind of feeling you want..."

Li Shuo said in a trembling voice, "Enough is enough, let's go." In fact, he already knew it, but he just said it from Zhao Jinxin's mouth, dripping with blood. Zhao Jinxin is too young, and he can't imagine a lifetime at such an age, but Zhao Jinxin shouldn't know his feelings but play with them, he can't forgive the deceit and humiliation this person gave him.

"But I think of you every day." Zhao Jinxin's eyes gradually became confused and at a loss, "Every moment...why, why can't I forget it?"

Li Shuo closed his eyes, turned his back, and silently refused with his movements.

"I'm sorry, I won't bother you again." Zhao Jinxin looked at Li Shuo's back, and stepped back step by step, the more he retreated, the more he felt sore eyes and a sudden tear in his heart, which was something he had never experienced before. , This unfamiliar feeling gave him an unspeakable fear, as if Li Shuo's back would eat people, he almost escaped from the bedroom.

Li Shuo froze in place for a long time before he slumped onto the bed. All the strength in his body seemed to be taken away with the sound of Zhao Jinxin's footsteps.

This is the end, great, this is the end...

Li Shuo gently covered his eyes.

The next day, Li Shuo didn't get up. It wasn't that it was really uncomfortable, but he didn't want to see anyone, so he used hangover as an excuse to be a favorite ghost doctor and poison concubine.

Zhou Jinxing paused for a moment outside the door: "I'm sorry, is it because I didn't stop Mr. Zhao from coming in yesterday?"

"No." Li Shuo said in a hoarse voice, "I'm really uncomfortable. I'm sorry, you go first." Zhou Jinxing had no reason to conflict with Zhao Jinxin over him. It was a good thing for him to insist on bringing him back yesterday.

"Okay, I'll ask the hotel to deliver medicine to you, and have a good rest."

Li Shuo breathed a sigh of relief, rubbing his sore temple, facing the empty bedroom, not knowing what to do. He thought about it, called his mother, and now he wanted to hear a voice that would calm him down.

As soon as she answered the phone, Mrs. Li asked worriedly, "Son, are you sick?"

"No, at the dinner party yesterday, someone was smoking, and my throat was choked."

"Oh, let's not attend dinner parties in the future. Our family is not short of money. If you want to work, you can work. If you don't want to work, you can go out to relax."

"It's boring not to work." Li Shuo smiled, "Besides, I've had enough rest, so what should I do? If this hotel project can be negotiated, I'll leave a custom suite for our family, you You can wear all kinds of beautiful dresses to take pictures at the beach.”

Mrs. Li was overjoyed: "That's good, the weather there is good, I also want to live there for two months..."

The mother and son chatted about some household things, and Li Shuo's heart lake gradually calmed down. As he chatted, he enlightened himself in his heart. His whole family is healthy and happy, which is already God's love. He shouldn't embarrass himself too much for his feelings. All the grief will pass.

Li Shuo hid for two days before packing up and coming out to meet people. Although I can't be high-spirited, I won't be too embarrassed.

Zhou Jinxing and Mr. Cui have been dealing with various organizations these days. In order to get lower land acquisition prices and higher policy support, he is too embarrassed to continue to pretend to be sick, helping to open up relationships at all levels, negotiating and advancing. Getting busy soon.

The deeper the contact with Zhou Jinxing, the more Li Shuo discovered that this person was more sophisticated. On the surface, he was a gentleman and polite to everyone, but the way to solve problems was somewhat shady, especially those that were difficult to solve. Although it was very effective, it also It's not illegal, but Li Shuo is often stunned. He strives to be upright and upright in his conduct and actions. He never feels that this is naive or simple, but he does not force others to be like him.

President Cui left temporarily for a few days because of family affairs. When only Li Shuo and Zhou Jinxing were left, the two often ate, drank and drank together. They had a common language and were gentle and courteous on the surface. Even if there was any disagreement, they would never It is to communicate and solve problems calmly. This mature and smart way of life makes them appreciate each other and gradually become friends from partners.

Zhou Jinxing showed Li Shuo a photo of the so-called "wife" and the child. The "wife" in the photo was clearly a man. He had Zhou Zheng facial features and a cool smile. He was not so handsome, but he had a casual and carefree look. Manly, from a gay point of view, you can smell a hint of wild hormones across the screen.

Li Shuo was quite surprised by Zhou Jinxing's sexuality. After all, Zhou Jinxing was married. Zhou Jinxing didn't explain much about it, and Li Shuo was not easy to ask. He could only wish him from the bottom of his heart.

Since that day, a month has passed, and Zhao Jinxin has not appeared, and there is no news. Li Shuo knew that they were really over, but he never felt relieved for a moment, and he never didn't think about Zhao Jinxin for a day, but he knew that one day, he would completely forget this person.

Like Zhou Jinxing, he hopes that one day, he can find someone who truly belongs to him and receive the blessings of a lifetime.