But this time, the emotion on his face was more of shame and embarrassment.

"Xia Wan is our child." Xue Chong said solemnly, put a kraft paper bag in his hand on the coffee table, and pushed it in front of Xia Chengzhang, "This is a paternity test, you can take a look."

Xia Chengzhang stared at the kraft paper bag, and after a while, he stretched out his hand.

The words on it were densely packed, flying in front of him like flies, and he read it for a while but couldn't see anything clearly.

"His original name was Xue Wenke," Xue Chong said. "Not long after he was two years old, he was smuggled out by his aunt to pick up someone and got lost at the station."

Xia Chengzhang licked his lips and closed his eyes unconsciously.

Over the years, he often lived in fear and anxiety, worried that Xia Wan's biological parents would come over.

Among those fears and anxieties, he was more afraid of losing Xia Wan, but now, when they really came to the door and looked at the unconcealed pain in Wen Yunzhi's brows, what he gave birth to was more guilt .

"Late night," he kept rubbing his hands, his voice hoarse, "I did meet at the station."

"Then he..." Wen Yunzhi, who had been silent since entering, raised his eyes sharply, "Did he cry then?"

Xia Chengzhang was stunned for a moment, not sure if she was asking if Xia Wan cried after she got lost with her family, or if she cried when he was taken away.

"I had just had an accident at the time, and was calculated to lose my career by my most trusted brother, and my engaged girlfriend also left me because of this." He took a deep breath, did not answer Wen Yunzhi's question, but said to himself. Gu Zi continued, "The life that was full of hope not long ago was left with despair in an instant."

He paused, as if recalling his mood at the time, his brows furrowed tightly.

"At that time, all my thoughts were gone, and I gradually lost the will to survive, but I don't know why, people don't want to live anymore, but before I left, I suddenly missed my hometown that I hadn't returned to for a long time," Xia Chengzhang said, "I bought Zhang Zhang and returned to my hometown. It’s not easy for a person to get a Kenla disabled taxi, the driver is very good, and he pushed me to the waiting room when I arrived at the station.”

Everything Xia Chengzhang said was trivial, but no one interrupted him.

"It was summer at that time, and the smell of the waiting room was very strong," Xia Chengzhang said. "I didn't notice Wanwan when I went in, because he was surrounded by a pair of middle-aged men and women who were a little dirty in the corner of the waiting room. There were a lot of people, I was very low self-esteem at that time, could not accept the gazes of people coming and going, so I moved the wheelchair to a corner, and only after I got close did I hear the cry of the child."

Wen Yunzhi immediately tensed up when he heard the words, and Xue Chong's hand tightened suddenly.

"And then what?" she asked in a trembling voice.

"I heard the child say a few words over and over while crying, 'Ake doesn't want', 'Ake wants auntie' and so on. Although he was crying, his articulation was very clear.

Probably because of my approach, the man picked him up, raised his hand to cover his mouth, and looked very flustered. Only then did I see the child's appearance clearly, he was well dressed, and he was white and tender and lovely. There were tears all over the place, and the pair of sloppy middle-aged people were not a family at first glance. "

Coupled with the suspicious actions of the middle-aged man at the time, Xia Chengzhang confirmed his thoughts.

Wen Yunzhi's face was full of tears and his heart was broken when he heard this. Xia Chengzhang was also very nervous when he thought of this, and his hands were clenched tightly.

"I realized that the child should be called A-Ke, so I called out 'A-Ke' very loudly.

The child is very smart and immediately opened his arms to me and called me 'Dad', probably because of a guilty conscience. The middle-aged couple left the child and ran away. . "

"It's not that I didn't think about calling the police at that time, but I really don't know what I was thinking at that time," Xia Chengzhang put his head in his hands in pain, "Maybe my girlfriend and I like children very much, and we have already planned how many times we will have children. A child, how to raise them, maybe my hopes are lost, I hate this world, I think why is it only me who is so unlucky, I want others to suffer as well... In short, I took this child away."

"The child is very young and doesn't need a train ticket. He was probably tired from crying and fell asleep after getting on the train, so it didn't arouse anyone's suspicion." Xia Chengzhang said in a low voice, "I brought him back to my hometown. I called the police to send the child back, but he was very squeamish when he was a child, and he was cute, so I was still not at ease in handing him over to someone else..."

Xia Chengzhang pursed his lips: "I don't know when I used him as a life support, and the idea of ​​helping him find his parents gradually disappeared. Before I knew it, this child became everything in my life. , I don't want to die anymore, I want to watch him grow up, watch him start a family... Sometimes I even feel that the things at the train station are not true at all, and he is my child lately and has nothing to do with others. "

The room was quiet for a moment, Wen Yunzhi pressed her hand to her nose, and the back of her hand was wet with tears. Xue Chong also rolled his Adam's apple and didn't speak for a long time.

Xia Chengzhang lowered his head, with a cry in his voice: "I have always hoped that Wanwan's biological parents will never come over, for this reason, I can not want anything, even Lao Zhang wants to take back Xia's studio. , I refused, and even when I was sick, I didn't feel very painful, but felt relieved."

He paused for a moment: "I think this is God's punishment for me. This punishment fell, and I accepted it willingly, so he has no reason to take Wanwan away from me."

"Really," he murmured, "But you are still here."

The room was suffocating silent, accompanied by whom he cried.

Xue Chong's resolute lips tightly tightened, and he didn't feel wet.

Fortunately, he did not break all of this in front of the summer evening, but he could no longer speak to let Xia Chengzhang take the initiative to admit the truth to Xia Wan.

And this is what he and Wen Yun think of, the least impact on Xiawan.

Before coming, they were full of hatred.