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    Lin Shu said that he wanted to be transferred, but Qin Yuchi's physical health was more important than mental problems. If he wanted to be transferred, he had to wait until his ribs recovered, he could sit in a wheelchair, and try to walk upright before transferring.

    Lin Shu didn't have to take care of it himself, some nurses came to take care of Qin Yuchi, but the two always "fighted", which made the ward run wild, and there were jokes about the two of them among the nurses and doctors.

    However, this fight was not a mutual fight, but Lin Shu unilaterally pulling Qin Yuchi's hair. Qin Yuchi is a chicken patient lacking the strength to even truss up a chicken, and is currently unable to fight back.

    By the time Qin Yuchi was transferred to another hospital, it was already mid-March, and the weather was much warmer. There was no frost and dew on the branches, and the smell of winter had all faded away.

    Qin Yuchi was "closed" in the ward and had no chance to be a demon, but now that he was about to go out, Lin Shu was very worried and took Qin Yuchi's cell phone away.

    Qin Yuchi was sitting in a wheelchair, still dissatisfied with having his cell phone taken away, angry and unwilling to speak.

    Lin Shu didn't care whether Qin Yuchi was angry or not, he was really afraid that this lunatic would kill someone with a knife, and ordered someone to push the wheelchair, and he himself would be a supervisor, supervising Qin Yuchi.

    Although he wanted to go behind the scenes, Qin Yuchi was still a public figure. Lin Shu didn't let more people know about it, so he directly asked Qin Yuchi to contact Dr. Hu, and he was transferred to the medical school of B University to see a doctor as soon as he was discharged from the hospital in the afternoon.

    As soon as Qin Yuchi arrived at the medical school of University B, he was pushed into the consulting room by Dr. Hu, who took the scale and talked and observed.

    Lin Shu was waiting outside the clinic, checking Qin Yuchi's cell phone from time to time.

    Qin Yuchi's company has already been established, and Bian Xinglan has invested a lot of money, so Qin Yuchi directly recruited a few director teams and business contacts, remote control, and the efficiency is very high.

    This person is not crazy when he is working, why is he acting like a pervert in front of him?

    Lin Shu's phone had a black screen, he didn't look at the "commercial secrets" in Qin Yuchi's phone, and leaned against the wall doing nothing.

    "Lin Shu, is Mr. Qin still in there?" Gao Jingge's voice came from behind.

    Lin Shu was a little puzzled, turned his head and asked, "Why are you here?"

    "Mr. Qin sent me a message asking me to come over. I'm afraid that something will happen to you, so I'll come and take a look." Gao Jingge still remembered the last time Lin Gang took someone to the hospital, so she was always worried, and would visit the hospital every two days.

    Lin Shu turned to Byakugan, "This man really has a lot of troubles, what can happen if he comes to see a doctor?"

    "Mr. Qin told me to come." Gao Jingge explained.

    Gao Jingge must come?

    What is Qin Yuchi doing so mysteriously?

    Lin Shu didn't think much, and stood quietly waiting for Qin Yuchi to come out.

    Dr. Hu's conversation did not last long, much shorter than Lin Shu estimated.

    When pushing Qin Yuchi out, Dr. Hu had a strange expression, like surprise, but also doubt, neither good nor bad.

    "Doctor Hu, how is he?" Lin Shu asked worriedly.

    Dr. Hu is middle-aged, close to forty, and he is also thin. His overall demeanor is very gentle, but his eyes are very sharp, and he seems to be able to see through things easily.

    Dr. Hu's eyes fell on Lin Shu's face, he looked carefully, and asked, "Are you Mr. Lin?"

    "Yes, I'm Lin Shu." Lin Shu made a belated self-introduction with a well-curved smile.

    Dr. Hu nodded, and said directly to Lin Shu, "There is a big difference between you and the description in his dream."

    Lin Shu glanced at Qin Yuchi, and chose to tell the truth, "Doctor Hu, those pictures are not dreams, they are all his real memories, but he smashed his head some time ago, and thought those pictures were dreams because of amnesia."

    "A real memory? Then what is your relationship with him...?" Dr. Hu asked.

    Lin Shu didn't know how to describe it. After all, he couldn't figure it out himself, so he simply said, "We broke up for almost half a year, and now we are friends."

    When Qin Yuchi heard this, he was very unhappy, and retorted: "We didn't break up, we just had a temporary quarrel!"

    Lin Shu squinted at Qin Yuchi, then smiled and asked Dr. Hu, "What do you think of his current mental state? What kind of treatment does he need?"

    Dr. Hu was silent for a moment, then hesitantly said: "Mr. Lin, I have talked with him roughly, and I have initially assessed that he is healthy now, and even his mild depression tendency has improved."

    "Qin Yuchi is healthy?" Lin Shu was surprised and looked at Qin Yuchi in disbelief.

    Qin Yuchi shrugged, as if the words "I'm not sick" were written on his face.

    Lin Shu suspected that Qin Yuchi had lied to the doctor, and said, "Doctor Hu, last time I saw him stabbing someone with a knife, he was still thinking about how to kill someone over and over again. How could he be mentally healthy?"

    Qin Yuchi was poked with a sore foot, pointed at Lin Shu and complained, "Doctor Hu, he is not mentally healthy. He wanted to jump off a cliff that day, but I stopped him from succeeding!"

    "What did you say?" Gao Jingge panicked when she heard the words, staring at Lin Shu and questioning, "Lin Shu, do you want to jump off a cliff? When did it happen?"

    Gao Jingge asked in a hurry, Lin Shu was a little guilty, he didn't dare to look at Gao Jingge, only dared to secretly stare at Qin Yuchi.

    "I didn't want to jump off the cliff, I just watched the scenery from the edge of the cliff,"

    Lin Shu lied subconsciously, "Qin Yuchi was even more serious. He grabbed me into the car and was about to drive the car down the cliff. I lost the car keys just in time and nothing happened!"

    Qin Yuchi snorted coldly, and said to Gao Jingge: "Miss Gao, he's lying. He created the illusion of climbing a mountain for you, just to make you think that he stumbled and fell off a cliff. I saw him jumping off with my own eyes."

    No wonder Qin Yuchi wanted to call Gao Jingge, so it was to expose him.

    Feeling betrayed, Lin Shu stared at Qin Yuchi, his hand was faster than his thoughts, and he reached out to pluck the hair on Qin Yuchi's hairline.

    And Qin Yuchi was already used to it, and when he noticed Lin Shu's movements, he immediately raised his hand to cover his hairline, and looked at Lin Shu provocatively.

    The two testified against each other, as if they were arguing, and now they were about to fight. The scene was chaotic, and others were so frightened that they quickly separated the two.

    Dr. Hu pushed the wheelchair aside, Gao Jingge didn't bother to question, and pulled Lin Shu back, a little further away from Qin Yuchi.

    "Calm down! This is a hospital." Dr. Hu ordered in a deep voice, with the majesty of an elder in his voice, which would make patients dare not make trouble in normal times.

    But Lin Shu and Qin Yuchi were not afraid, Xu was both angry, they stared at each other, their eyes met, and they gritted their teeth.

    There was a long silence outside the clinic.

    Seeing that the two had stopped fighting, Dr. Hu said: "Mr. Lin, I will have another in-depth conversation with Qin Yuchi, but at the same time, you also have a preliminary interview with my colleague, is that okay?"

    Lin Shu was very timid and very repulsed by others to talk about his suicide, subconsciously wanted to refuse, but suddenly heard Gao Jingge say: "Lin Shu, don't make me afraid, okay?"

    Gao Jingge said it almost beggingly, Lin Shu's heart softened, and the corners of his coldly pursed lips relaxed a little.

    Everyone was waiting for his answer.

    Dr. Hu, Gao Jingge, and Qin Yuchi were all waiting for his answer, their eyes full of hope.

    Lin Shu was silent for a long time, lowered his eyes, and agreed with a sigh, "Okay, I agree."

    Hearing this, Gao Jingge breathed a sigh of relief, finally let go of her hand, took a step back and leaned against the wall weakly.

    Lin Shu got his freedom, so he didn't pluck his hair anymore, but warned Qin Yuchi, "Don't tell any more lies later, or I'll beat you up!"

    Qin Yuchi snorted coldly, "You'd better not lie, or I will continue to expose you to Miss Gao!"

    Seeing that the two were about to quarrel again, Dr. Hu hurriedly pushed Qin Yuchi into the consulting room, contacted his colleagues and went back to the hospital to give Lin Shu a scale and an interview.

    Xu said that Dr. Hu had already described the basic situation, and Dr. Xia who interviewed Lin Shu not only asked him about his situation, but also asked a lot of questions about Qin Yuchi.

    Dr. Xia is a young woman, like Gao Jingge, with hair just below her shoulders, and wearing a neutral suit in a white coat. She looks very capable, and she has an inexplicable affinity for Lin Shu.

    Lin Shu relaxed unconsciously. Dr. Xia answered whatever he asked, and he didn't lie.

    His interview lasted until midnight, longer than Qin Yuchi's. When Lin Shu came out, Qin Yuchi had already gone to the ward and fell asleep.

    Dr. Xia handed over the transcript to Dr. Hu, and left again yawning, very tired.

    Lin Shu was so upset that he asked Gao Jingge to send her home as an excuse to dismiss Gao Jingge, because Lin Shu hadn't figured out how to face her.

    "Mr. Lin, let's talk outside?" Dr. Hu glanced at the record and said to Lin Shu.

    "Aren't you tired?" Lin Shu asked in surprise.

    "It's okay, you haven't had dinner yet, I ordered takeaway, and I'll pad my stomach first." Dr. Hu pointed to the rooftop with a refreshing smile. He was no longer a doctor, but an old friend.

    Lin Shu knew that Dr. Hu wanted to get to know him personally, so it was not easy to refuse, "Okay, thank you."

    Spring was here, and the rooftop was still cold at night. Dr. Hu gave Lin Shu a blanket, and went upstairs with two servings of fresh shrimp wontons.

    As soon as the box was opened, the fresh and fragrant food aroma hit the face, which should stimulate the secretion of saliva.

    But Lin Shu has always had no appetite, nor was he hungry, nor did he want to eat the smell. In order to save Dr. Hu's face, he ate wontons slowly.

    I don't know if that lunatic fish had dinner, is he hungry now?

    Lin Shu chewed the wonton, his thoughts racing.

    Dr. Hu swallowed the noodles and wonton indiscriminately, glanced at the absent-minded Lin Shu, and suddenly said, "Miss Gao ordered glutinous rice and chicken soup for him, you don't have to worry."

    Lin Shu stopped chewing and stared at Dr. Hu in surprise.

    Dr. Hu chuckled and explained: "Mr. Lin, I don't know how to read minds, but your records show that you care about him very much, and even have a huge sense of guilt for him."

    Lin Shu felt that he was only answering Dr. Xia's question, but he didn't expect that his thoughts could not be hidden in front of the doctor.

    "Yes, I have done a lot of things to hurt him, so I am very guilty and dare not face him." Lin Shu put down the wonton noodles, lost his appetite, and admitted with lowered eyes.

    "Don't be so serious," Dr. Hu poked Lin Shu's arm with his elbow, and the two brothers seemed to say, "I just want to chat with you, don't act like you want to confess to God, it's boring."

    Lin Shu knew that Dr. Hu wanted to relax him with a relaxed tone, but he was really not interested, so he forced a smile.

    Dr. Hu quickly sensed Lin Shu's mood, stopped talking nonsense, and sent the video of the conversation with Qin Yuchi to Lin Shu, "Don't be so anxious, watch it before we talk."

    The phone vibrated.

    Lin Shu turned on the video, and there was a small background noise from the phone speaker. The video was not long, less than half an hour.

    "What is the relationship between Mr. Lin Shu and you?"

    "Lovers relationship."

    "Tell me how you met?"

    "I met him at a reception." Qin Yuchi's voice seemed very happy, with a smile.

    "He was standing in the middle of the crowd and he was very popular. Everyone wanted to hold a glass of wine to chat with him. I didn't dare to go over, so I hid in the corner and peeked. He left halfway, and I followed him and found thatHe was lying unconscious in the bathroom and they took him to the hospital."

    Qin Yuchi...Follow him to the bathroom?

    It was the first time Lin Shu heard this kind of thing, and he couldn't explain what he felt in his heart. He only felt that his heart was beating very fast, which was an uneasy kind of fast.

    "Why did you follow?"

    Qin Yuchi didn't answer, and was silent for a moment before answering with some embarrassment: "Maybe I was attracted by him at that time, and I like him a little bit."

    Lin Shu gritted his teeth. When Qin Yuchi said that he liked him at that time, he was not happy, but his heart ached.

    If Qin Yuchi liked him then, then those things he did...

    Lin Shu didn't dare to think about it, and even wanted to turn off the video to escape.

    "Mr. Lin Shu said that you have broken up..."

    This made Qin Yuchi unhappy. He frowned and denied, "We didn't break up, we just... died, and we didn't say we broke up."

    Lin Shu was a little panicked, subconsciously raised his head, and met Dr. Hu's eyes, but Dr. Hu showed no strange expression, and only pointed to the screen to signal Lin Shu to continue watching.

    "How did you die?"

    Qin Yuchi raised his left eyebrow slightly, "I died in a car accident."

    "What about Mr. Lin Shu? How did he die?"

    "He was burned to death."

    "Did his death have anything to do with you?"

    Qin Yuchi was silent for a long time, took a deep breath, and the ending was a little trembling, "Yes, I killed him. I did many wrong things, and I made mistakes in every choice, which made him suffer for a long time. After his death, IThere is no way to convince others that he is innocent."

    "What did you do wrong?"

    Hearing this, Qin Yuchi suddenly raised his head and looked at the camera, as if he was looking at Lin Shu through the screen.

    "I was cold and violent to him, I lied to him, I lied to him that I didn't go out that night, but I sneaked away. I didn't stop him when he beat Xie Qijun, I chose to be a numb person. I always thought he was invincible, I didn't protect him well..."

    In the end, Qin Yuchi was almost incoherent, dissecting his crimes like a madman.

    Maybe others couldn't understand what Qin Yuchi was saying, but Lin Shu could.

    Qin Yuchi went out that night.

    But he always thought that Qin Yuchi was giving false testimony to retaliate against him.

    He felt that Qin Yuchi hated him to death.

    But Qin Yuchi kept blaming himself for not protecting him well.

    The tip of his nose was already sore, Lin Shu closed his eyes, not daring to look at Qin Yuchi on the screen, for fear that he would cry if he looked at it any more, that would be a cowardly act.

    The video continues to play.

    "Mr. Lin Shu said that you tried to kill someone again and again, is that true?"

    "I'm not trying to kill, I'm just protecting him. If bad people come to harm him, I have to get rid of them first."

     …

    Dr. Hu followed Qin Yuchi's words and asked a lot of questions, but Lin Shu couldn't hear a word of what was said after that, his ears seemed to be submerged in water, and he couldn't hear clearly.

    Until the end of the video, Lin Shu closed his eyes, not thinking about anything in his mind, and let himself go.

    Noisy night wind.

    Dr. Hu sat on the side and waited quietly. When Lin Shu calmed down and opened his eyes, he said, "Mr. Lin, in the previous conversation with Qin Yuchi, he behaved normally and had positive emotions, because......."

    "Because you didn't ask me," Lin Shu asked absently, "Doctor Hu, can he return to normal? Will he be like this forever?"

    Qin Yuchi didn't seem to realize that killing someone was a wrong thing, and regarded protecting him as the most important thing. The desire to protect him was already excessive and abnormal.

    "Mr. Lin, he is normal," Dr. Hu said. "He doesn't have hallucinations and hallucinations. He sleeps well. He maintains his sanity and doesn't need medication. It's just that the stress response after the trauma is a bit excessive."

    Is Qin Yuchi normal?

    This result surprised Lin Shu.

    "He's far from a stress disorder," Dr. Hu explained. "Over time, he will calm down and the wounds will even heal."

    Just as Lin Shu was about to relax, he heard Dr. Hu say: "The premise is that you also want to treat together."

    "I want treatment too?" Lin Shu frowned and asked.

    "Compared to Qin Yuchi, I think you are more serious. Xiaoxia preliminarily estimates that you are severely depressed or bipolar disorder type II. Today is short of time. She will get the answer after a few more interviews with you." Dr. HuSay.

    "But I don't want to die anymore. I just couldn't think about it that day." Lin Shu didn't think he was sick at all, and even needed treatment.

    Dr. Hu sighed, "Mr. Lin, the idea of suicide is already very serious. Anorexia, insomnia, tiredness, and your other symptoms are also very serious."

    "But......"

    Lin Shu still wanted to struggle, but Dr. Hu interrupted coldly: "If you don't treat him properly, Qin Yuchi will not heal, but will develop into a serious mental illness. Would you like to see him really become a lunatic?"

    As soon as Qin Yuchi was mentioned, Lin Shu immediately stopped talking.

    "Mr. Lin, I believe what happened in your previous life," Dr. Hu said gently, "If you want to have a happy ending with him in this life, then don't choose to escape and face your disease directly. You don't have to be afraid, everyone willBe with you until the final cure."

    Lin Shu was still a little timid, obviously he was not afraid of anything before, so he asked dully, "If I actively treat, can I return to normal?"

    "Yes, as long as you face it positively and don't feel ashamed, you can defeat it soon." Dr. Hu said earnestly.

    Lin Shu knew that Dr. Hu was reassuring himself, and the panic in his heart was still less, "Okay, I know, I will actively receive treatment."

    The two chatted unimportantly on the rooftop, and Lin Shu didn't return to the ward until Lin Shu calmed down.

    Late at night.

    There was no night light in the ward, and the street lamps outside the window shone in, making it extremely dim.

    When Lin Shu opened the door, he was still thinking about his illness. Obviously he just wanted to die, but now he doesn't want to. Is it so serious?

    He just doesn't want to eat, gets tired easily, doesn't go out often, and occasionally suffers from insomnia. Is it so serious?

    Qin Yuchi was lying on his side on the hospital bed, his breathing was steady, and he seemed to be in a deep sleep.

    Lin Shu walked slowly to Qin Yuchi's bed, bent down, and quietly looked at Qin Yuchi's sleeping face.

    Obviously this lunatic is planning to kill someone, how could it be less serious than him?

    After his death, what kind of trauma did this person suffer to become what he is now?

    Lin Shu didn't believe that Qin Yuchi died in a car accident at all, he knew Qin Yuchi was lying at the first glance.

    After recuperating for more than half a month, Qin Yuchi was still so thin, not as healthy and magnificent as before the injury, and his lips were dry and almost peeling.

    Why can't this idiot drink water?

    Lin Shu sighed, and gently stroked Qin Yuchi's side face with one hand, feeling worried, both for himself and for Qin Yuchi.

    If he doesn't recover well, what should Qin Yuchi do?Go crazy and die again?

    But this time, can they be reborn?

    Will they have a chance to do it all over again?

    Lin Shu thought wildly, thinking of Qin Yuchi's love at first sight, and began to regret what he had done, and lightly touched Qin Yuchi's hairline with his fingertips.

    Qin Yuchi's whole body trembled within a few touches of his fingertips, and he opened his eyes suddenly, his eyes guarded.

    Lin Shu was startled by this movement, and just about to move his hand away, Qin Yuchi first raised his hand to cover the back of Lin Shu's hand, preventing him from taking it away, and pressed his palm tightly against his side face.

    The guard in Qin Yuchi's eyes disappeared, and he stared straight at Lin Shu, his eyes gradually becoming deeper in the night.

    The four eyes are facing each other.

    Qin Yuchi moved first, took the initiative to straighten his upper body, and moved closer to Lin Shu until the tip of his nose was only one centimeter away from the tip of his nose.

    "I want to kiss you." Qin Yuchi whispered.

    Dumb fool, why don't you know how to justify it to him?

    They only ask when they can reconcile, and they only want to hold hands and kiss.

    Lin Shu felt sour and didn't dare to speak, fearing that his cowardice would be exposed if he spoke, so he just closed his eyes and acquiesced.

    There was a soft touch on the forehead.

    Lin Shu felt that this man was a prudish person, and he only kissed his forehead even though he had already given in to the kiss.

    "Are we reconciled now?" Qin Yuchi asked happily.

    "Not counting." Lin Shu opened his eyes and denied.

    Qin Yuchi's eyes widened in disbelief, like an innocent man who was cheated by a scumbag, "That's not enough? Then when can we get back together?"

    when?

    Lin Shu didn't know the answer either, so he could only reply, "Let's talk after the illness is cured first."

    Lin Shu didn't say the subject, so Qin Yuchi thought he was talking about himself, and promised earnestly: "From tomorrow onwards, I will take the initiative to cooperate with the doctor and treat him well."

    Fool.

    Lin Shu smiled, looked into Qin Yuchi's eyes, and suddenly felt that the illness Dr. Hu said was not so terrible.

    If it can be cured, try to treat it as much as possible. If it can’t be cured, it doesn’t matter. He just eats less food. He has plenty of money. What is there to be afraid of?

    "Can you sleep next to me today? I want to hug you." Just after kissing his forehead, Qin Yuchi was very excited.

    "We have nothing to do with each other. It's indecent to sleep with your arms in your arms." Qin Yuchi hadn't fully recovered yet, and Lin Shu deliberately said this because he was afraid that he would sleep next to his wound.

    Qin Yuchi snorted coldly, but he was not angry. He took a step back and asked, "Then can you move the bed closer? I want to hold your hand."

    Lin Shu laughed, straightened up, moved his hospital bed a little closer, and rolled onto the bed to lie down.

    Qin Yuchi took the initiative to hold Lin Shu's hand, interlocking his fingers, looked sideways at Lin Shu, "Good night, Shu'er."

    Usually Qin Yuchi said good night and didn't get any response, but today was different, Lin Shu quickly responded to him.

    "Qin Yuchi, do you really like me?" Lin Shu turned his head and asked.

    Without hesitation, Qin Yuchi quickly replied, "I like it."

    Hearing this, Lin Shu turned his head and closed his eyes, and said in an extremely small voice, "Good night, brother."

    Although the voice was low, Qin Yuchi heard it clearly, and tightened his grip on Lin Shu.

    Qin Yuchi actually thought that he might never hear Lin Shu call him "brother" again in his whole life, but now when he heard it for the first time, the tip of his nose felt inexplicably sore.

    After Lin Shu's death, he could only listen to it on fake recordings, but now he actually heard it with his own ears, and he couldn't take it easy for a while.

    "Can you say it again? I still want to hear it." Qin Yuchi said beggingly with a steady voice.

    "Good night," Lin Shu paused for a moment, and stopped whispering, but said in a normal voice, "Brother."

    The author has something to say:

    Calvin, sorry for the lateness!what!!!

    Note: The author is not a professional, all plots are only for the sake of the text, don't bring it into reality!

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