"Shu'er, I want to hug you to sleep." Qin Yuchi whispered.

Lin Shu's cheeks were flushed, he hadn't recovered from the aftermath of his emotion, he didn't answer, he hugged the pillow tightly and stared blankly.

"Shu'er?" Qin Yuchi was not much better, the tips of his ears were red, and the small hairs on the tips of his ears were no longer conspicuous, and were covered by the bright red.

Lin Shu's nerves are very sharp now, and he is always attracted by messy little things, such as the scent of shower gel on Qin Yuchi's body, the moisture on his hair, and those hands with well-defined phalanges.

Of course, what caught Lin Shu's attention the most was Qin Yuchi's slender fingers and clean nails.

The picture of messing with fingers played back unconsciously in my mind.

The cheeks became hotter.

Lin Shu turned around slightly, with his back to Qin Yuchi, "I'm not sleepy, you go to sleep first."

Qin Yuchi frowned slightly, feeling that something was wrong, immediately got out of bed, stood in front of Lin Shu, and checked what was going on.

Lin Shu's cheeks were too red, as if they had been stained with paint.

Qin Yuchi thought he had a fever, so he kissed Lin Shu's forehead to test the temperature, but Lin Shu's temperature was lower than his own.

"Shu'er, are you uncomfortable?" Qin Yuchi squatted down, looked at Lin Shu at the same level, and secretly held his hand with both hands.

This fool.

Lin Shu gritted his teeth, unwilling to admit that he would be ashamed now, and looked away and said, "I haven't recovered yet, you go to sleep first, don't hug me."

Qin Yuchi quickly understood what Lin Shu meant, coughed lightly, and admitted, "Me too."

"me too"?

Lin Shu unconsciously met Qin Yuchi's eyes, and was almost aroused by the hint of desire in those eyes again, his throat was so dry.

The heart beat faster and faster.

"Go to bed today, and talk about it tomorrow," Lin Shu raised his hand to cover Qin Yuchi's eyes, "The premise is that I think about it tomorrow."

Qin Yuchi didn't close his eyes, but blinked. His slender eyelashes were like feathers, scratching the palm of Lin Shu's palm, and the itching couldn't be controlled. He climbed up the palm of his hand, and his whole arm was numb.

The blood in the whole body will flow down again.

Lin Shu clenched his lips, quickly withdrew his hands, and lay down on his back hugging the pillow, "Don't look at me like that, it's annoying."

For Qin Yuchi, Lin Shu's annoyance was not a complaint at all, but a kind of irritating coquettishness.

Qin Yuchi let out a low laugh, rolled onto the bed on purpose, propped his arms on the bed, and hung over Lin Shu.

"What are you doing?" Lin Shu asked warily, hugging the pillow tightly.

Qin Yuchi suddenly approached, and although he didn't press down on him, his eyes were wrong, straight, as if he was about to eat him.

Qin Yuchi lowered his head slowly, and the kiss fell on Lin Shu's lips. The tip of his tongue lightly probed, and then kissed deeply, not giving Lin Shu any air, which made his breathing difficult.

His fingers gripped the pillow tightly.

Lin Shu wanted to hide to the side, but Qin Yuchi's hand covered his hair, holding Lin Shu tightly, preventing him from moving.

When the corners of Lin Shu's eyes turned red and his eyes were dizzy with breathless mist, Qin Yuchi straightened up in satisfaction, rolled lightly to the side, and slept next to Lin Shu.

So it's gone...?

When the lips left, Lin Shu hadn't reacted yet, his mind was in a daze, and he heard Qin Yuchi say with a smile, "Good night, Shu'er."

Lin Shu turned his head and saw that Qin Yuchi had closed his eyes and fell asleep, but he was hooked and excited, and his desire was bursting.

This scheming fish.

Qin Yuchi dared to play tricks on him.

Lin Shu really wanted to pluck Qin Yuchi's hair and pull out all the hair on the man's hairline, but Qin Yuchi fell asleep obediently, and he couldn't bear to make trouble.

When he got up tomorrow, he had to beat Qin Yuchi up.

After secretly making up his mind, Lin Shu angrily closed his eyes, took abdominal breathing to relax, and wanted to fall asleep as soon as possible.

But the strangeness couldn't be subdued, the more he breathed, the more excited the strangeness became, it was hard to ignore.

Lin Shu didn't know how long he had been trying to fall asleep. After taking another breath, he finally couldn't help opening his eyes, staring blankly at the dimly lit ceiling.

The sea breeze was blowing, toying with Lin Shu's already sensitive nerves.

Qin Yuchi's steady breathing sounded next to his ears, and Lin Shu became even more angry, and stared at him fiercely in the night before getting off the bed lightly.

If this continues, he will definitely not be able to fall asleep.

After making up his mind, Lin Shu stood on tiptoe, kept his voice as low as possible, and walked into the bathroom, ready to deal with it by himself.

Lin Shu carefully closed the bathroom door, took a breath, and opened the window on the wall to let the hot air pour in.

It was really boring to deal with it by himself, so Lin Shu took a pack of poppowder cigarettes that were not easy to choke from the shelf, lit them and held them in his mouth, bit the poppowder and let the fruity strawberry aroma radiate.

The nicotine mixed with the sweet and greasy fruity aroma, Lin Shu took a puff of the cigarette, and then slowly exhaled it to make his spirit more excited, before he untied the knot on the waistband of his trousers with one hand.

Squeak——

As soon as the belt was undone, the bathroom door was pushed open.

With a cigarette in his mouth, Lin Shu slowly turned his head and looked towards the door.

Qin Yuchi stood by the door with heavy eyes, half of his face was hidden in the night, with a sense of oppression, like a hunter looking for prey at night.

The sparks on the cigarettes were blown by the wind and flickered.

In the silence, the four eyes meet.

boom

Qin Yuchi moved first, walked into the bathroom, and closed the bathroom door by the way.

This movement was not small, especially at night, Lin Shu trembled from the sound, and the cigarette in his mouth almost fell to the ground.

As Qin Yuchi approached, his eyes moved down first, and then he raised his eyes to stare at Lin Shu, remaining silent.

Lin Shu subconsciously wanted to take a puff of the cigarette, but Qin Yuchi reached out and snatched the cigarette away, holding it between the tips of his teeth.

Qin Yuchi doesn't know how to smoke, and when filming, he just inhales the cigarette and spits it out quickly, which doesn't fill his lungs at all.

The same is true at this time.

Qin Yuchi took a puff of cigarette, stared straight at Lin Shu, paused for a moment, and then exhaled all the smoke at Lin Shu.

White smoke swirled around, blurring Lin Shu's vision, and the sweet fruity aroma wafted from the tip of his nose, as if it was sweeter than the Fei Nanxue he ate.

Qin Yuchi's face is partly visible, with black night and white smoke on each side.

Lin Shu sniffed the fruity scent of strawberries lightly. His scalp was already numb and his consciousness was drifting. He seemed to be slightly drunk from drinking, his mind was dizzy, and he was already emotional.

This dizziness seems to be contagious.

Qin Yuchi suddenly threw away the cigarette, took a step forward, touched Lin Shu's forehead, and asked in a deep voice, "Are you going to sleep tonight?"

Lin Shu knew Qin Yuchi's hint that they were the people who were most familiar with each other, both mentally and physically.

But he hates the way he looks now. He used to have sexy thin muscles, but now he doesn't have any muscles on his body and is so skinny.

Lin Shu didn't answer.

But Qin Yuchi didn't want to let go of this opportunity, holding Lin Shu's face in his hands and whispering, "I like the way you are now, every day before falling asleep, I would imagine in my mind what your body hidden under the fabric looks like."

"I want to hold your ankle like before, and drag you back when you run away; I want to kiss the tears from the corners of your eyes when your eyes are red and weeping, and then hear you call me 'brother'."

Lin Shu didn't expect Qin Yuchi to be so nasty and say so many nasty things, so he interrupted, "Stop talking."

"I don't want to sleep tonight," Qin Yuchi continued, staring at Lin Shu's eyes, "Do you want to sleep? If you're sleepy, you can push me away."

Lin Shu didn't raise his hand, but curled his fingers.

The words of refusal shrank in his throat, and they were pushed again and again, to the boundary, as if Qin Yuchi said one more word, and he couldn't help but hug him and say yes.

"Do you think the scar on my right chest is ugly?" Qin Yuchi took off his shirt and asked, pointing to the hideous and ugly scar.

Lin Shu frowned, as if listening to nonsense.

Qin Yuchi answered for him: "You can't, so I don't think you look ugly now."

Hearing this, Lin Shu lowered his head, took a look at his skinny chopstick legs, and suddenly felt that they were not so ugly.

Both he and Qin Yuchi are no longer the "perfect" ones they used to be, with broken bodies and mental problems, but now they understand each other better than before.

Lin Shu smiled in relief, looked up at Qin Yuchi, "I won't sleep tonight either."

 …

Aloha State is in the rainy season in April, the sky is clear during the day, and it rains at night.

The hot rain fell on the local velvet tree, rustling the leaves, and the air was full of salty seafood.

It was only after dawn that Qin Yuchi came out of the bathroom with Lin Shu in his arms, and put him gently on the bed.The corners of Lin Shu's eyes were red, he was already asleep, his lips were slightly parted to breathe, as if he was very tired.

Qin Yuchi covered Lin Shu with a quilt, rested his head on his arm, and observed Lin Shu when he fell asleep.

In the past, when Lin Shu woke him up, he wanted to entangle him like an octopus. He had to strangle him until he woke up from a dream.

But now, Lin Shu will not do this again, if he does not take the initiative to hug Lin Shu, Lin Shu will not come to hug him, but stay half a meter away from him, quietly waiting for his hug.

Lin Shu became timid.

To be more precise, Lin Shu has matured.

Qin Yuchi had long realized this.

Lin Shu has the capital to be willful, but he will never be willful again. Not only does he become mature, but he also pulls him out of the swamp when he is mad, and pulls him forward tightly.

Maturity is always accompanied by pain. Whenever Qin Yuchi thinks about Lin Shu's death, his heart aches.

Fortunately, Lin Shu thought he died in a car accident.

As long as he doesn't tell, Lin Shu will not know how he died, and Lin Shu will not feel sad about it.

Qin Yuchi smiled reassuringly, approached Lin Shu silently, put his arm under Lin Shu's neck, and closed his eyes peacefully.

Qin Yuchi thought that as long as this is the case, he will not go to bed in the middle of the night, and he will say good morning when Lin Shu wakes up.

At three poles in the sun, Qin Yuchi opened his eyes again, but he didn't feel the weight he should have on his arms, and immediately looked to his side tensely.

Lin Shu was not there.

Qin Yuchi immediately sat up and jumped out of bed, his steps flustered.

There was no one in the bathroom, on the terrace, or in the living room. Qin Yuchi anxiously walked back to the room, wanting to make a call, but found Lin Shu's cell phone on the bedside table.

Nerves are tense to the extreme, anxiety sets in, and every little bit of wind can exacerbate anxiety.

After holding his breath several times to no avail, Qin Yuchi couldn't bear it anymore, and walked out the door in slippers without even taking his room card.

Qin Yuchi's footsteps were unsteady, everyone seemed to be the one who kidnapped Lin Shu, and he was very alert. Seeing his gloomy appearance, the traveler lowered his head to avoid his sight, and hurried away.

The sun is shining outside the hotel, but the sunlight seems to be light without temperature.

Qin Yuchi walked out of the hotel gate, looked at the wide sandy beach and the sea, stopped in his tracks, and suddenly felt a sense of panic in his heart.

How would he find Lin Shu?

Will Lin Shu just disappear and leave him alone in this world?

Qin Yuchi knew very well that he was thinking wildly, but he couldn't control it. At most, he could only restrain his behavior, but he couldn't restrain his thoughts.

Amidst the anxiety, a familiar scent suddenly flowed into the nostrils and came from the right side.

Qin Yuchi seemed to have sensed something, turned his head keenly, looked to the right, and finally saw the familiar figure at the entrance of the seafood restaurant.

Lin Shu supported his lower back with one hand and the packing belt with the other. He seemed a little annoyed and kicked the sand with every step he took.

Lin Shu didn't take a few steps, and soon found Qin Yuchi, quickly put down the hands supporting his waist, and straightened his back.

In an instant, Qin Yuchi ran over frantically, hugging Lin Shu tightly with both arms, without saying a word.

Lin Shu didn't expect that this man was just recovering from a serious illness, and after exhausting so much energy yesterday, he could still get up so "early" today. Qin Yuchi woke up after he left for only half an hour.

"I was hungry, so I wanted to go out and eat something," Lin Shu shook the bag in his hand, and quickly explained, "I even bought you paella."

There was no sound of breathing in his ear, Lin Shu knew that Qin Yuchi was holding his breath, so he took the initiative to say, "What are you thinking, say it, don't hold your breath."

"I..." Qin Yuchi clenched Lin Shu's T-shirt tightly and spoke several times, but still failed and couldn't speak.

"Speak up! As long as you say it, I will agree." Lin Shu knew that old habits are difficult to change, but as long as it breaks through zero, Qin Yuchi will slowly change in the future until he can cry out in pain.

Ears are still silent.

Lin Shu grabbed Qin Yuchi's hair, pulled him away forcibly, stared into Qin Yuchi's eyes, and said word by word: "Qin Yuchi, don't let me down."

Lin Shu's eyes were pure black, beautiful and energetic in the sunlight, as if they contained great power.

Looking into Lin Shu's eyes, Qin Yuchi's heart suddenly became quiet.

The tense nerves gradually relaxed, like a rope that was stretched too far, retracting a little bit.

Lin Shu's promise counts, and Lin Shu will not lie to him.

Qin Yuchi took a deep breath and asked loudly: "When I wake up, I will be anxious if I don't see you. If you want to get up from now on, can you wake me up first?"

"No," Lin Shu let go of Qin Yuchi's hair, and finally smiled, "From now on, I will wait for you to wake up."

After receiving Lin Shu's response, Qin Yuchi suddenly realized that it didn't seem so difficult to take the initiative to admit his cowardice and pain, because Lin Shu would remember it in his heart.

At this moment, the sunlight from Aloha State finally shone into Qin Yuchi's body, and through his clothes and skin, it was no longer cold light, but bright and shining heat.

After a while, Qin Yuchi took the initiative to lift the pocket in Lin Shu's hand, and returned to his normal appearance, pretending to be calm on the surface, but his heart was turbulent.

There was only one box of rice in the bag, Qin Yuchi asked, "Where's your meal?"

Lin Shu blinked, and said doubtfully, "I ate in a restaurant."

Lin Shu eats by himself?

Qin Yuchi's heart was beating wildly. Instead of showing any surprise, he asked casually, "Have you finished eating?"

"Yes." Lin Shu nodded first, then said with a wrinkled face, "No, there are some pineapples left, I can't stand the smell of pineapples."

Lin Shu didn't lie, he actually finished the meal by himself and didn't need him to feed him a little bit.

Qin Yuchi never thought that just an unplanned vacation could make Lin Shu take the initiative to eat, make Lin Shu want him, and get better little by little.

Thinking of this, Qin Yuchi couldn't help laughing while covering his forehead, no longer caring about his image.

"Ha ha ha ha......"

Qin Yuchi laughed louder and louder, causing others to look at them.

Lin Shu wanted to cover Qin Yuchi's mouth, but saw that his eyes were red with tears rolling in them, looking crazy, but he didn't do any crazy behavior.

After laughing enough, the tear in Qin Yuchi's eyes disappeared.

Qin Yuchi took Lin Shu's hand, walked towards the hotel, and asked enthusiastically, "We will often go out on vacation in the future, and go to places with many people, just like now, okay?"

"Why?" Lin Shu frowned slightly, not understanding why Qin Yuchi made this proposal for a while.

"Because a vacation will make you feel better, and your appetite and sex will slowly come back." Qin Yuchi said.

Lin Shu didn't answer, Qin Yuchi thought that Lin Shu still didn't want to go out, so he changed his mind and said, "If you don't want to, that's okay too."

"Tsk, idiot," Lin Shu turned to Byakugan, "I didn't get better because I came on vacation."

Qin Yuchi turned to look at Lin Shu, very puzzled, waiting for Lin Shu's next words.

Lin Shu squinted his gaze, raised his chin, and looked arrogantly, but his voice was surprisingly gentle.

"Fool, I got better because of you."

The author has something to say:

Lin Shu: Probably because of the phrase "You are my vitamin, LOVE!" (laughing)

Qin Yuchi: Don't mention the past again (indifferent)