This can't be the same model bought later, because it's been like this for a long time, and some parts of it are bald, which is exactly the same as where he used to bald.

This could only be the old puppet tiger that he played with for several years.

And this puppet was sent to Bai Shiyan by him when he broke up. The other party should have thrown it away. After all, no one wanted to keep his ex's stuff when they broke up, but it turned out that he didn't throw it away.

He took the puppet out of the box and looked at it again, and he was sure it was the previous one.

He held the puppet and looked at the box in the closet. For him, that box was Pandora's box, which was torture and hope.

Torture is torture. If Bai Shiyan really left those things behind, then he was too cruel to Bai Shiyan back then, deleting everything completely, and he was so distressed and guilty that he wanted to cry.

Back then he was too heartless on impulse, but Bai Shiyan looked heartless, but in fact he was the most soft-hearted, he kept everything and was reluctant to give up.

But he was very despicable and had a little hope in his heart. He hoped that the other party really kept these things. They were all memories from the past, a little bit of them, the most precious memories.

And if you keep it, it means that Bai Shiyan really likes him.

After all, he was also a very mean person.

He stood by the closet and struggled with the puppet for a while, until Bai Shiyan turned off the range hood, came out of the kitchen and asked how Gu Ze was cleaning up.

But he didn't expect that as soon as he entered the bedroom, he saw Gu Ze holding a very familiar puppet in his hand.

His mind was stunned for a moment, his first reaction was to snatch the puppet from Gu Ze and throw it in the closet, and then close the closet door.

Gu Ze stared blankly at Bai Shiyan, not knowing what to say for a moment.

"Don't touch the things in my closet." Bai Shiyan's tone was very blunt, "Just tidy up your closet."

Gu Ze was silent for a long time before asking in a dreamlike tone: "Do you keep all those things?"

Bai Shiyan's mood seemed very restless, as if someone had discovered a big secret. He hadn't had such a big emotional change in front of Gu Ze for a long time, but this time he was really flustered, and he didn't know what to do for a while.Do.

This is his biggest secret, the one he didn't want to be discovered by Gu Ze from the first day he moved here, the biggest secret.

This is the reason why he didn't let Gu Ze into his bedroom before, and Gu Ze never came in. Later, they moved into the same bedroom, and the other party didn't touch his wardrobe and other things, so he gradually forgot about it..

He didn't want Gu Ze to know about this matter, and thought about throwing away the things, but he wasn't willing to throw them away back then, and he certainly wouldn't be willing to throw them away now.There is only such a big place in the house, and there is no other place to put things, so he can only put them in the closet first, and he thinks that the other party will not find out.

Over time, he gradually ignored this matter, thinking that he would never be discovered.

But Murphy's Law has been verified once again, there is no impenetrable wall in the world.

Gu Ze still saw it, saw everything, he was caught off guard at all, as if someone had seen through everything, he was in a panic.

He didn't want to become so embarrassed, didn't want to have the last layer of skin pulled off, didn't want to reveal all his thoughts, he just wanted to hide his love deeply.

But after all, it was not successful.

Gu Ze has seen his yearning, so many yearning and sadness.

He really had the urge to run away.

Gu Ze was stunned for a long time when Bai Shiyan closed the closet door before he realized it. Seeing Bai Shiyan's embarrassed expression, he immediately said, "I don't think you can last more than three years since we broke up. I was seen by you.After hemorrhoid surgery, it’s even more embarrassing to look without pants on.”

Bai Shiyan: "..."

He didn't expect that Gu Ze would mention this matter.

"I just wanted to jump off the window of the ward. Did you not feel my embarrassment at all and couldn't empathize with me?"

Bai Shiyan recalled the feeling at that time, it was complicated, but not embarrassing.

Gu Ze realized with a face, "See, I was the only one who was embarrassed at that time, that is, as long as I wasn't embarrassed, the one who was embarrassed was someone else. Back then, if you weren't embarrassed, I was the one who was embarrassed."

Bai Shiyan: "...What kind of fallacy is this?"

"This is the truth." Gu Ze said nonsense seriously, "If you are not embarrassed now, it should be me who is embarrassed. Why did you see these things?"

Bai Shiyan didn't know what to say for a while.

"So don't be angry."

Bai Shiyan didn't know how to explain it. In fact, he wasn't angry. He just felt that his whole heart was being laid open in front of others, as if his whole heart had been ripped apart. He felt a little panicked and felt insecure.

But Gu Ze just made a series of messes, and he gradually lost his panic.

He stood in front of the wardrobe door for a while, pulled Gu Ze to sit on the bed, and said nothing.

Gu Ze sat next to him, staring at him with wide eyes, seemingly extremely curious and didn't ask anything.

Gu Ze seemed to be trying to hide his curiosity, looked at him for a moment and then turned away, afraid that he would discover his curiosity.

Bai Shiyan actually didn't want to explain anything, but he didn't do anything else, just sat on the bed.

Gu Ze asked in a low voice: "Well, how are the ingredients handled?"

Bai Shiyan said nothing.

"Or I'll deal with it, you calm down here." Gu Ze suggested, "Do you think it's okay?"

Bai Shiyan: "... Forget it, let's get ready to eat."

They finished eating at noon, went to the mall and supermarket, and came back to clean up. It was almost seven o'clock in the evening, and it was time for dinner.

Gu Ze walked to the kitchen, only then did he see the meals prepared in the kitchen.

He took the initiative to bring the food to the table, filled it with rice, and said to Bai Shiyan, "It's time to eat."

Bo Shiyan didn't know if he had calmed down, but he had a calm expression when he walked out of the room.

The two of them ate, neither of them spoke, only the sound of chopsticks hitting porcelain plates and bowls.

During the meal, Bai Shiyan could feel that Gu Ze was looking at him often, but he didn't speak.

After eating, Bai Shiyan went to the kitchen with the bowl, and Gu Ze stood by the kitchen door and waited.

When he turned around after washing the dishes, he saw a smile on Gu Ze's face.

Bo Shiyan immediately asked angrily, "What are you laughing at, that I left those things behind?"

"Ah?" Gu Ze was stunned for a moment, then immediately shook his head, "No, absolutely not, how could I laugh at this matter, I'm too happy to be happy."

At most, I am secretly happy in my heart.

It's okay to have fun.

Bo Shi said, "Oh."

"I just think about our past. The things you gave me are quite a lot of memories. It's good not to throw them away."

"Ah."

"Why do you only know what to say?" Gu Ze asked bluntly, "Is it because you are too busy and stressed at work, and have some mental hallucinations?"

"Then why did you send it back to me in the first place?"

Speaking of this, Gu Ze began to feel embarrassed, he sent it back ruthlessly, but Bai Shiyan still kept it, no matter how you look at it, he is not as good as the other party.

"That's right. Didn't we break up at that time? It's not good to keep the things my ex bought for me. It feels like I'm taking advantage of the other party."

Bai Shiyan: "...would I mind these things?"

"It's not a question of whether you mind or not. It's a question of my principles. I don't want to take advantage of you."

Bai Shiyan was tired and said he didn't want to talk.

"When I sent it, I was too angry, but I actually regretted it later, but there is no medicine for regret in the world, no matter how much I regret it, I can't restore the past."

Bai Shiyan's chest heaved a few times, and he couldn't help but ask, "If you really regret it, then I..."

He wanted to ask why he didn't give up when he went to Gu Ze School again.

"That..." Gu Ze was afraid that Bai Shiyan would be angry, and whispered, "I didn't regret it at the time, and I regretted it half a month later."

Bai Shiyan: "..."

He couldn't help mocking: "Then your reflex arc is really long."

"Ahem, it's okay." Gu Ze said, "I was immature at the time, I was too shy, and my mind was stuck."

"It's really a tendon." Bai Shiyan's tone was obviously not very happy, "I don't know how to think about things."

"Then aren't you also a muscle?" Gu Ze couldn't help complaining, "You were so stubborn back then, and you kept everything in your heart, but if you can talk like you are now, maybe we won't break up."

Bai Shiyan suddenly had nothing to say.

They broke up back then, and each had their shortcomings. It's really hard to say who is right and who is wrong.

Bai Shiyan's momentum was not so strong, so he stopped talking.

Gu Ze was silent for a moment, but still couldn't help looking at Bai Shiyan quietly.

In fact, he was extremely curious about Bai Shiyan keeping those things from the past. He wanted to know if the other party kept all of them, or just kept such a puppet tiger, and also wanted to know why the other party kept them.

So it was the two of them standing very childishly in the kitchen doorway, looking at each other.

At the end, Bai Shiyan sighed and asked Gu Ze directly: "What do you want to know?"

Gu Ze's eyes lit up, and he said directly, "Bai, you are so kind."

Bai Shiyan: "...I don't want such a good thing."

"No, no, no matter what you do, it's really kind of you." Gu Ze rubbed his fists, paused for a second, and asked, "Do you keep them all?"

Bai Shiyan: "..."

Well, he didn't want to answer the first question.

He pursed his lips and said nothing.

Gu Ze didn't urge him, and patiently waited for the other party's answer.

As a result, he waited until his legs were almost sore.

The two of them are also really weird. They don't sit or lie down at home, but stand at the kitchen door and stare at each other.

He really couldn't help moving his legs, and complained to Bai Shiyan: "Didn't you say that varicose veins tend to develop after standing for a long time, and now I'm made to stand for so long again?"

Bai Shiyan sighed as if admitting defeat, and dragged Gu Ze to sit on the sofa in the living room.

As soon as he sat down, Gu Ze heard Bai Shiyan's voice like a mosquito.

"It's all there."

"What?" Gu Ze really didn't hear clearly, "Did you just talk? What did you say?"

"Nothing."

"No, you must have said it, what did you say?"

Bai Shiyan simply remained silent.

Gu Ze began to seriously think about memories, what did Bai Shiyan just say.

In fact, he could probably guess that if he kept Bai Shiyan's character, he would keep all of them, otherwise he would throw them all away, and keep one of them after throwing away most of them. This is not the other party's approach.

And Bai Shiyan was so ashamed to admit it, he could guess the answer, he must have kept it, otherwise why would he be ashamed to admit it.

Probably because he knew that he would keep it, but felt that it was hard to tell and didn’t want to be known by others. Maybe he didn’t want to let others see his weak side, so he didn’t want to admit it.

Although it is wrong to think so, Gu Ze feels that he is about to fly with joy now.

"I see." Gu Ze looked at Bai Shiyan's expression, and asked again: "Why do you keep it?"

After that he stared intently.

really!

He saw a little shyness on Bai Shiyan's face.

Omg, wonders of the world!

Bai Shiyan was embarrassed and shy.

If it wasn't for the very inappropriate occasion, Gu Ze wanted to jump up and set off firecrackers, wandering around the room to celebrate.

Bai Shiyan, who was so embarrassing about being bumped into by Professor Lei, was so calm, but he was actually embarrassed about this matter.

Oh, why didn't he take a picture with his mobile phone at this time, why is there no camera in the living room.

...It's a pity that there is no record.

Bai Shiyan could tell what Gu Ze was thinking just by looking at Gu Ze's expression, and he was probably so happy that he was about to fly.

He directly asked, "Why did you come here for the postgraduate entrance examination?"

Gu Ze replied very directly: "For you."

Bai Shiyan felt blocked for a while, and suddenly couldn't continue.

Gu Ze's tone was very serious, "Why do I work so hard for you, do you know how hard it is to take the postgraduate entrance examination across schools? It is not an exaggeration to say that head attached to a beam while stabbing one's thigh with an awl, I wasIt’s not that I can’t keep my grades in the school, but I chose the most difficult path, and the counselors thought it was difficult for me to pass the exam, but I persisted for a long time.”

Bai Shiyan moved his throat, but was suddenly speechless.

He directly pinched the back of Gu Ze's head, lowered his head and kissed it.

Gu Ze always has a way to poke the softest place in his heart.

The two kissed passionately, and they were very emotional after the kiss, and they were directly on the sofa...

After it was over, Gu Ze lay on the sofa and directly directed Bo Shiyan: "Bring me that box, and I'll take a look."

Bai Shiyan was full of food and drink, and when he was at his best temper, he just looked at Gu Ze's expression.

Seeing what he said but Bai Shiyan didn't move, Gu Ze repeated: "Take it."

Bai Shiyan resigned himself to his fate and sat up from the sofa, directly brought over the box that he was afraid to look at just now, and looked at it with Gu Ze.

Gu Ze slowed down for a while, went to the bathroom to wash briefly, and then looked at the things in the box with Bai Shiyan.

Full of memories.

The first birthday gift Bai Shiyan gave him was a gaming mouse. Knowing that he likes to play games, he used it for a long time.

And their couple's phone case, he only sent his one away, now that there are two in it, he knows that Bo Shiyan put his own in it too.

Seeing the end, he had mixed feelings, and only said: "Let's set off firecrackers during the Spring Festival, and I'll put your mind at ease."

"No." Bai Shiyan refused, "It's too dangerous. In the emergency room during the Spring Festival, many injuries were caused by setting off firecrackers."

"We don't set off that kind of dangerous firecrackers, buy better ones, and celebrate the Chinese New Year. Don't be so rigid. It's really not that easy to cause accidents. When I was a child, my family set off firecrackers every year. It's not a big deal."

Bai Shiyan looked at Gu Zeqiji's gaze, but still nodded helplessly.

With Gu Ze, always do things that challenge his principles.

That's the deal for the bathroom. They will go buy firecrackers tomorrow and prepare to set off firecrackers on New Year's Eve.

Bo Shiyan had just been promoted to the deputy high school on New Year's Day this year, and he no longer had to be on duty at the front line. They could play longer during the Chinese New Year, provided that the patients did not have any emergencies.

When falling in love with a doctor, the other party will always be the first to belong to the hospital, and then belong to you. Don't try to compete with the patient for the doctor, that is impossible.

The next day, they drove to a fireworks shop in the suburbs to buy firecrackers. Bai Shiyan chose a few very safe ones, which Gu Ze felt could be used by elementary school children.

As for the fireworks and firecrackers he wanted to buy, everything was rejected.

Coming out of the fireworks shop, Gu Ze sighed, "What's the point of this, it feels like letting it go is like not letting it go."

"Then don't let it go?" Bai Shiyan said directly, "I can give away the firecrackers in the car."

"...Don't, just let it go."

Anyway, talk is better than nothing.

The day after they bought the fireworks was Lunar New Year's Eve. As usual, they got up early in the morning and went to the supermarket to buy fresh ingredients. They saw a lot of people pushing a big shopping cart, and felt that the things in the supermarket seemed free of money.

Bo Shiyan is relatively selective. If you don’t buy it, it’s useless. It’s not that you don’t have the money, but you know how to live.

After coming out of the supermarket, the two of them felt as if they had fought a battle, carrying a lot of things and preparing to go back to cook the New Year's Eve dinner.

It was Bai Shiyan who cooked the New Year's Eve dinner, and Gu Ze went back to his room to catch up on sleep, because he felt tired from doing it on the sofa last night.

They ate whatever they wanted at noon, and in the afternoon he and Bai Shiyan made dumplings together.

In fact, they are all southerners. There is no custom of eating dumplings during the New Year in their hometown, but they have gradually developed this habit after coming here for several years. Bai Shiyan even learned how to make dumplings.

Bai Shiyan prepared the materials in the kitchen, moved them to the living room, and asked Gu Ze to pack them together.

"The sense of participation you want." Bai Shiyan said directly, "Come here."

Gu Ze sat on the sofa and honestly followed Bai Shiyan to make dumplings.

But he is really not good at this kind of thing. Seeing that Bo Shiyan wrapped each one fluently, he only wrapped two or three on his side, and he didn't look very good.

Bai Shiyan looked at the dumplings he made and asked directly, "Do you want us to have noodle soup tonight?"

"...No." Gu Ze said, "I'm just unskilled, let me practice, practice makes perfect."

"Then why do you pack so much stuffing in it, and such a small skin can pack so much?"

"I like stuffing." Gu Ze plausibly said, "Of course I should pack more."

Bai Shiyan: "...Did you misunderstand the dumpling wrapper?"

Gu Ze: "It's still the same sentence, wait for me to be proficient and I will impress you."

"I don't want to look at you differently." Bai Shiyan said, "I just want less noodle soup in the pot."

After the two chatted and laughed noisily and finished making dumplings, Bai Shiyan went to the kitchen again.

At eight o'clock in the evening, the New Year's Eve dinner was on the table, and Gu Ze took a photo to commemorate it, but he didn't send it to Moments.

It seems that the older he gets, the less he likes to post on Moments, and he likes to keep good things for himself.

As for the dumplings that Gu Ze participated in, half of them became noodle soup.

Gu Ze picked up a piece of dough, gritted his teeth and said, "I will improve."

"Yeah." Bai Shiyan encouraged casually, "Then you go on."

Gu Ze: "...Oh."

After eating, they changed their clothes and prepared to go out. Before going out, Bai Shiyan grabbed Gu Ze, put a hat and gloves on him, and put a scarf on him.

Hats and gloves are fine, Gu Ze is very used to it, but the scarf really makes Gu Ze feel uncomfortable, a bit cumbersome, and affects his operation of setting off firecrackers.

He tried to say: "It's too troublesome, don't do this."

"It's more than ten degrees below zero outside, what do you think?"

Gu Ze: "...All right."

It sounds cold.

Gu Ze, who had been wantonly tossing his body due to his youth, also started to maintain his health under the leadership of Bai Shiyan.

A good partner can make you better in some ways.

After everything was wrapped, they headed out for the drive.

The car drove all the way to the outskirts where firecrackers could be set off. At this time, many people had gathered in the outskirts. When the car drove past, the sound of various fireworks could be heard through the window.

On New Year’s Eve, the weather was really cold, more than ten degrees below zero, and there was obvious fog on the car windows. Gu Ze wiped off the fog with a paper towel, and then watched the excitement of setting off firecrackers outside through the window.

There were a lot of people setting off firecrackers, and many children were running in the square not far away. Some people in the square were blowing up fireworks. After the sound of firecrackers, a gorgeous firework bloomed above their heads.

"It's so beautiful." Gu Ze's eyes reflected the appearance of fireworks, "Although this thing is quite dangerous, it's really delicious to watch others set it off."

Bai Shiyan parked the car, took out the fireworks from the trunk, and said, "Let's go."

Gu Ze took the initiative to share a part of it, and walked forward with Bai Shiyan.

"This is probably the first time we set off firecrackers together during the Chinese New Year."

When they were in a relationship for the first time in the past, they had to go home during the Chinese New Year. It was not convenient for them to come out. At that time, they did not dare to tell their parents that they were in a relationship.

But now they can directly set off firecrackers together.

Bai Shiyan put the firecrackers on the ground and began to study how to set them off.

Gu Ze leaned over and asked curiously, "You want to let it go?"

"Otherwise?" Bai Shiyan asked back, "You are a person who can wear a ring without problems, can you let it go?"

"...That's not the case." Gu Ze coughed twice, "The one who wears the ring is purely a slant of the sword, but it's not right. I've let off firecrackers many times since I was a child, and I really can't go wrong."

"Forget it." Bai Shiyan was quite worried, "I'm here, if the firecrackers go wrong, I will be sent to the hospital. I don't want to be your attending doctor."

Gu Ze just laughed, "Didn't you say before that if I had my hemorrhoids cut in the second palace, would you cut it for me?"

"Hemorrhoids are different from firecracker injuries." Bai Shiyan immediately blocked his words, "Do you really want to cut hemorrhoids again?"

"...No, I definitely don't want to." Gu Ze shook his head without hesitation, "That is really too painful, let me go, I don't want to enter the palace again."

"So I don't want to be your attending doctor either."

When he really encountered a big problem, he felt that he might not be able to calmly judge Gu Ze's condition.

The two discussed it, and in the end, because Gu Ze really couldn't make people feel at ease, it was Bai Shiyan who set off the firecrackers.

Gu Ze was originally standing next to the other party, watching Bai Shiyan play with firecrackers, but after watching for a long time, he was chased away by Bai Shiyan and asked him to stand back.

He stood back and saw Bai Shiyan squat down and take out a lighter from his coat pocket.

Obviously, he and Bai Shiyan were wearing the same style of clothes in different sizes, but the clothes looked a bit like a bear on him, but they were very clean, handsome and neat on Bai Shiyan.

Although he didn't want to admit it, he still had to admit that height was a big problem, and Bai Shiyan was a section taller than him.

He saw Bai Shiyan, who was crouching down, quickly lit the fire, and then quickly walked over to him and stood up.

Afterwards... a small sound exploded in mid-air, and the flames could hardly be seen. There was no way, the firecrackers bought were too small and safe, so naturally there wouldn't be much noise.

Gu Ze smiled and said, "Why is it so like a squib."

Bai Shiyan asked, "Then don't you let me go?"

"...Don't, since you bought it, let's put it away."

After that, he stood behind and watched Bai Shiyan set off the firecrackers, and suddenly felt that Bai Shiyan was handsome like this, so he took out his phone to take a picture while enduring the biting cold wind.

After all the firecrackers were set off, Bai Shiyan stood beside him again, and they looked up at the fireworks set off by others in the sky together.

Bai Shiyan's eyes also reflected the splendor of the fireworks.

"It's beautiful, isn't it?" Gu Ze asked, pointing in the air, "Although it's only for a moment, it's really beautiful."

Bai Shiyan didn't know why, but he suddenly learned Gu Ze's ingenious chatting skills without a teacher, and said: "As long as you don't let it go by yourself, watching others let it go is very beautiful."

Gu Ze really didn't know what to say, turned his head to look at Bai Shiyan, who raised his chin slightly to look at the sky, showing a beautiful jaw line.

Well, Lao Gong's profile is still very handsome.

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