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    I don't know how long it has been snowing. Gu Qichi held Bo Yu in his arms, but was suddenly dragged backward by a huge suction force.

    The glaring white light reappeared, and Gu Qichi desperately tried to get rid of this suction and hold Bao Yu's hand again, but there was no way.

    In the next second, the eyes were stung by the big clusters of snow, and Gu Qichi let go of his hand uncontrollably.

    When he opened his eyes again in a daze, the scene in front of him suddenly changed.

    The sky is blue, the sun's rays above the head are blurred, and the leaves of the tall forest trees overlap one after another. When the shadows of the trees overlap, the soles of the feet are cut into broken light and shadows. There is a rustling sound in the ears, and Gu Qichi narrowed his eyes slightly..

    This place is so familiar...

    He seems to have been here.

    In the hazy circle of light, he lowered his head and vaguely recognized where it was.

    The sharp-edged stone road, the strong smell of incense, and the muttering Sanskrit sounds of Buddhist monks all echo in front of our eyes.

    This is……

    The temple of Yuling Mountain.

    Bo Yu brought him here.

    The Sanskrit bell in the temple made a pure, long, mellow and resonant sound of "dong—" Gu Qichi's whole body shook, his throat seemed to be blocked by something, stagnant and hoarse.

    On the winding stone steps, there is a person climbing up tenaciously.

    "It is said that if you have any indelible obsession in your heart, or if you want to meet someone you will never see again, you can come here and give it a try..."

    "There are 6,868 stone steps in Yuling Mountain. Kowtow one step at a time without stopping for a moment. If you recite sincerely, you can make a wish at the Wishing Temple on the top of the mountain."

    "The gods enshrined in it will definitely be as you wish."

    Every word that Bo Yu said to him in the past became clear, even his face.

    The person kneeling on the six thousand six hundred and sixty-eight stone steps of Yuling Mountain is Bo Yu.

    In a state of embarrassment, he paused and kowtowed step by step, and climbed tenaciously.

    Every time you go up a level, your lips are whispering, as if you are saying something.

    Gu Qichi realized something, his heart skipped a beat, and his pupils shrank suddenly.

    Bo Yu...is praying.

    Gu Qichi didn't know how many stone steps he had climbed, nor how long he had climbed. He only knew that Bo Yu must be very tired and in pain at this moment.

    He has always loved cleanliness. Whenever his clothes get dirty, they will be thrown into the trash can immediately.

    It's also impossible for him to get himself dirty.

    But at this moment, Bo Yu's hands and feet were covered with yellow and white mixed soil marks, and there were marks of large and small stones all over his knees.Probably because he kowtowed too hard and kowtowed again and again without letting up for a moment. Bo Yu's forehead was red and swollen, and there were even bruises in several places.

    The sour numbness quickly spread from the heart to the limbs. Gu Qichi's hands and feet were stiff, his eyes were red, and it was difficult to breathe for a moment.

    He stood in the place where the light and shadow flickered, sad and speechless.

    "Bo Yu, if it were you, would you come here to make a wish?"

    He once asked him with a smile, how did Bo Yu answer back then?

    Gu Qichi has never remembered a moment so clearly, Bo Yu said it with a smile at that time, he said——

    "I'm a staunch materialist."

    At the top of the mountain in the temple, another monk went up to ring the bell.

    "Boom—"

    "Boom—"

    "Boom—"

    The Vatican bell was louder and heavier every time it hit, it was like a heavy hammer hitting Gu Qichi's heart, shaking his whole body numb, his chest was sore and unbearable, even tears spreadI don't know all over my face.

    It wasn't until a hot tear fell on the tiger's mouth that Gu Qichi suddenly came back to his senses.

    Bo Yu was thinner than before, with little flesh left on his face, and a dead and violent aura spread from him, making people shiver for no reason.

    "What do you want?"

    A figure suddenly appeared beside him, with a dusty monk's robe, a gray beard and eyebrows, and that calm and peaceful face.

    Gu Qichi recognized that it was the monk who spoke to him in the temple before.

    At that time, the other party surrounded him and said a lot of specious things, but now, in a daze, Gu Qichi suddenly understood what he meant to himself.

    In the dream, Bo Yu's eyes were dark, his face was embarrassed, and his hair was wet with sweat, sticking to his face.

    He spoke with difficulty, even his voice was hoarse:

    "I want to find someone. Find someone who I lost."

    "I want to see him again."

    The monk followed Bao Yu step by step, and there was no emotion on his face when he heard this, his tone was still calm: "Do you know that what you want is all vain?"

    In the dream, Bo Yu turned his head in a daze, his lips trembled, and his Adam's apple slid up and down with the violent ups and downs of his emotions: "But I can't find him. I just want to find another possibility for him. Even if I do it myselfI would not hesitate to change it."

    The last bell rang, and the birds scattered in the forest, and the sound of flapping wings set off bursts of air currents.

    "Boom—"

    "Boom—"

    "Boom—"

    Gu Qichi completely lost his consciousness and was completely swallowed by the white light in front of him.

    At the last moment when his consciousness disappeared, he heard the old man's gentle voice echoing in his ears: "Go back."

    I don't know if said this to him, or to Bo Yu in the dream.

    "Whatever you wish for, will come true."

    The dream came to an abrupt end here, but the sound did not disappear.

    "Master, why do you say that he will definitely get his wish?"

    "Probably because sincerity leads to spirit, after all, this is not the first time he has come here."

    "But master, since I went up the mountain, he is the only one who has climbed the stone steps alone. Why have I only seen him once?"

    "Silly boy, he has been here seventeen times where you can't see..."

    Gu Qichi's consciousness was completely plunged into darkness.

    …………

    …………

    …………

    Gu Qichi was in a coma for three days and woke up in the middle of the night on the third day.

    The smell of disinfectant in the hospital was still pungent, the medical equipment in front of the hospital bed made a dull "didi" sound, and the small night light beside the bed gave off a hazy and soft light.

    Gu Qichi moved his fingers and opened his eyes.

    As soon as he turned his head, he found that Bo Yu was sleeping at the head of his bed, holding his hand.

    He was tall and tall, with broad shoulder blades bent at the moment, and a pair of long legs hidden under the bed in the ward. His sleeping position was very awkward. One could tell at a glance that he was not sleeping comfortably.

    Those dreams in the past became more and more real every time, so real that it seemed as if it really happened around Gu Qichi.

    He knew that what he saw was not an unfounded imagination.

    It should be what actually happened after his death.

    His eye sockets were slowly turning red, and the sourness and sadness in his heart surged uncontrollably, as if a huge hole had been broken, and he couldn't stop it no matter what.

    During his painful struggles of rebirth again and again, Bo Yu always accompanied him.

    Bo Yu's pain was even worse than others.

    The "destiny" he was desperately trying to get rid of, the life that was stolen, were all obtained by Bo Yu, who kowtowed for him step by step in the Qingdeng Ancient Temple in the cold winter months.

    What Bo Yu gave him was always unreserved and desperate love.

    ...

    Gu Qichi's waking up was very small, but it was such a rustling sound that quickly woke up Bo Yu.

    Bo Yu opened his eyes, with an unconcealable exhaustion on his face, but he still couldn't resist the joy of seeing Gu Qichi wake up.

    He stretched out his hand to cover Gu Qichi's forehead, and he was relieved when the scorching temperature had receded, and the tense nerves in the past three days were slightly relieved.

    "Is there any other discomfort?" Bo Yu asked him.

    With the help of the dim light, Bo Yu got closer, only to find that his eyelashes were wet and the end of his eyes were red.

    He took off his coat, stretched his numb legs, leaned closer, wiped away the tears from the corners of Gu Qichi's eyes, and asked him softly, "Did you have a nightmare? Why are you crying secretly?"

    It was rare for Gu Qichi to say nothing, but he struggled to get up silently, wrapped his arms around Bao Yu's waist, and put his head in Bo Yu's arms.

    His head was trembling slightly, his black hair brushed against Bo Yu's neck, and he could see the intertwined blue blood vessels on it.

    It took a long time for Gu Qichi to control his emotions, trying not to let himself cry, and said hoarsely: "Bo Yu, if one day I disappear and am no longer by your side, what will you do?"

    This is a question that many young couples who are in love will joke with each other when they are together. Gu Qichi once pretended to have seen Wen Xi ask her ex-boyfriend this question. At that time, he just thought it was funny.

    He never thought that he would ask this question before, let alone that the person being asked was Bo Yu.

    But people are not immune to common customs, what's more, Gu Qichi's heart couldn't help shivering, and his voice trembled unconsciously when he thought of Bo Yu kneeling helplessly on the long steps.

    Bo Yu loosened his grip on him, held his hand again, kissed his forehead, and said softly: "I will not let you leave my side. No one can take you away from me.”

    Gu Qichi sniffed the smell of him, it lacked the usual cold musk, mixed with the smell of disinfectant from the hospital, but it was indescribably reassuring.

    He raised his eyes, the eyelash feathers at the end of his eyes were wetted into a ball by tears, pitifully entangled together, his eyes were moist, he blinked slightly, and continued to ask him in a trembling voice: "Then what if, really?"What will you do when such a day appears?"

    His tone was too serious, his eyes reflected Bao Yu's appearance, calm and introverted.

    Bo Yu lowered his eyes, picked up the warm water from the head of the bed, and handed it to Gu Qichi, watching him sip the water while holding the cup, thinking for a moment.

    The night lamp at the bedside cast a faint light, and Bao Yu's eyelashes were long and dense, casting a faint shadow under the skin under his eyes.

    While drinking water, Gu Qichi raised his head to look at Bo Yu through the glass in his hand.

    The current Bo Yu is fatter than the Bo Yu in the dream, with well-proportioned bones and flesh, the jaw line is still tight, the facial features are three-dimensional, the eyebrows are deep, the nose bridge is straight, adding a bit of coldness, but when the eyelashes are lowered,It will weaken this sense of sharpness and add a little carelessness.

    Bo Yu's emotions have never been obvious. When he noticed that Gu Qichi was looking at him, he met his eyes and said in a very serious tone: "If one day you disappear and are no longer by my side, I will definitely go find you.you."

    "No matter how long it takes, and no matter how far away you are from me, I will definitely try my best to find you and bring you back to my side."

    Gu Qichi put down the cup in his hand, put it on the head of the bed, and then moved it back to make an empty space on the hospital bed.

    He patted the area under him, looked up at him, and said softly, "Bo Yu, come up and sleep with me, I want you to sleep with me in your arms."

    Bo Yu did as he was told.

    This bed was very narrow, and it was difficult for two men over 1.8 meters to lie down, which made the two of them get closer.

    Gu Qichi nestled in Bo Yu's arms, looked up at him, and met his gaze.

    He stretched out his hand, his index finger and middle finger ran along the hair, touched Bo Yu's forehead, continued down, touched his erect eyebrow arch and nose bridge, and finally landed on his lips.

    Gu Qichi grabbed Bo Yu's shoulder and rubbed it up. He stretched out his hand and hooked Bo Yu's shoulder.

    In the darkness, hot breath entwined, Gu Qichi's eyelashes lightly brushed Bao Yu's chin, and then he kissed Bao Yu's lips like a clumsy puppy without any rules.

    Bo Yu didn't move, and let Gu Qichi suck and kiss him.

    Gu Qichi has always been the receiver, and Bo Yu is usually fierce and anxious when kissing him, so that at this moment, his identity has changed, and he doesn't know how to say it for a while.

    Relying on the memory of the previous kiss, Gu Qichi tentatively and slowly pried open Bao Yu's teeth with the tip of his tongue.

    Bo Yu stepped back, his wide palms were burning hot, and he touched the back of Gu Qichi's neck, and rubbed it heavily twice for no apparent reason.

    Gu Qichi was rejected suddenly, and he was still a little at a loss. He opened his eyes, his eyes were moist, and looked at him blankly.

    Bo Yu said hoarsely, "Why do you call me as soon as you wake up, you don't want to sleep anymore?"

    Gu Qichi shook his head, hooked Bo Yu's neck more boldly, and pulled him down: "I don't want to sleep anymore, I want to kiss you."

    Bo Yu's eyelashes trembled, his eyes were dark, the ink inside was churning, he lifted the back of Gu Qichi's neck, and kissed him.

    Different from Gu Qichi's chaotic kiss, Bo Yu's kiss was extremely powerful. He bit Gu Qichi's lower lip, knocked open Gu Qichi's teeth, and sucked the tip of his tongue heavily and urgently, and the continuous tide of emotion spread along the way.When it came, Gu Qichi squinted his eyes, his waist limp and his legs limp from being kissed.

    He couldn't help catering to Bo Yu, and tried his best to keep up with Bo Yu's rhythm, but he still couldn't do what he wanted.

    The breath between the lips and teeth spread hotly, Gu Qichi raised his head slightly, his eyes were dazed, and his whole body was groggy.

    He was in a coma for three days, and Bo Yu's mood was still calm and indifferent at first, but Gu Qichi didn't wake up for a day, and his manic and violent mood deepened and aggravated.

    As if he couldn't control the dark emotions in his body, he was so heavy that he threw himself on Gu Qichi.

    As if aware that something was wrong with him now, Bo Yu narrowed his eyes slightly, and was about to let go of Gu Qichi and go out to calm down, but Gu Qichi seemed to have sensed it, and hugged him tightly, unwilling to let go.

    Bo Yu sighed, and patted Gu Qichi's back comfortingly until his emotions calmed down.

    Gu Qichi's eyes were wet and red, and Bo Yu looked at him, his bad thoughts rose again, and his fangs licked and grinded the delicate flesh of his earlobe until Gu Qichi whimpered softly and uncontrollably.Voice.

    He still didn't let go.

    Gu Qichi uttered in a crying voice: "Bo Yu, you are so stupid, are you a fool?"

    Knowing that he is dead and there is no possibility of him coming back to life, he is still stubbornly looking for an impossible possibility.

    Didn't agree to be a firm materialist?

    However, such a staunch materialist, in order to save him back, kowtowed to the gods and Buddhas all over the sky.

    Not only the two clear scenes he saw, Gu Qichi also saw some broken pieces about Bo Yu's past.

    After he took his body back from the Gu family, he went to find Gu Yuning.

    Because Gu Yuning lied to him, the "Gu" that Bo Yu has been looking for is not him, but Gu Qichi, who was killed by Gu Yuning.

    In front of Gu Yuning, Bo Yu was almost cruel and gloomy. When he saw Bo Yu do it himself, hot blood covered his face. Gu Yuning cried and howled on the ground, but he failed to arouse Bo Yu's attention.moved.

    He wanted Gu Yuning to pay for his actions.

    Every time, Gu Yuning died tragically under Bo Yu's hands.

    Without exception.

    ...

    Gu Qichi finally fell asleep whimpering in Bo Yu's arms, but he fell asleep far more soundly than before.

    Bao Yu stared at his face and smiled lightly.

    "Gu Qichi, you are the idiot."

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