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    Zhou Qiming frowned immediately when he heard this, and he quickly denied: "I didn't..."

    Before he finished speaking, he seemed to realize the problem himself, so he stopped immediately and didn't continue talking.

    Zhou Qiming looked at the person in front of him, but there was no wave on his face.

    Xie Yao's expression was too calm, there seemed to be no warmth in his eyes, he just looked at him so coldly.Zhou Qiming couldn't see his emotions, he couldn't guess whether Xie Yao was happy or unhappy at the moment, cared or didn't care.

    But such an expression can't make him deceive himself anymore, thinking that Xie Yao cares about him.

    Xie Yao was too calm, and didn't care if it was too obvious.

    Thinking of this, Zhou Qiming's heart suddenly seemed to be tightly grasped by a pair of invisible hands, and this feeling made him suffocate.

    It's hard to tell where this feeling of suffocation came from, but an inexplicable idea suddenly appeared in my mind.

    Xie Yao really doesn't care about himself anymore.

    But he had never given himself such a vision, and the sudden onslaught of this thought made him unable to calm down.

    How can you suddenly not care about yourself?

    "What's the matter, did I say something wrong?" Seeing that he hadn't responded for a long time, Xie Yao raised the corner of his mouth and asked again.

    But in fact, Xie Yao was not wrong.

    Over the years, from the moment the two signed the contract, it was like a sharp knife separated each other, and it hurt to take a step forward.

    If it was me who was holding the sharp blade at the beginning, and it was Xie Yao who was aiming at Xie Yao, then after all these years, no matter how absurd his actions and behaviors were, Xie Yao still seemed to be bravely moving forward without hesitation, taking what he once thoughtThe most dazzling smile, once thought it was so dazzling, became so dazzling later.

    But now Xie Yao gave up, he gave up the chance to reconcile forward, no matter how slim the chance was.The relationship between the two suddenly stalemate, and the sharp knife was thrown to the ground and no one picked it up.

    It turned out that now, it was his turn to be pierced by the sharp blade.

    But obviously Xie Yao didn't say anything hurtful, why did he feel his heart hurt so much.

    There was a stalemate for several seconds.

    Xie Yao seemed tired of watching Zhou Qiming's changes in expression, he pushed away the hand blocking the door with some annoyance, swiped his card and prepared to go in.

    When Zhou Qiming realized it again, the door had already been locked tightly. Xie Yao didn't even look back after entering the room, and didn't even give him a look.

    Zhou Qiming was shocked, and a memory suddenly flooded into his mind.

    He vaguely remembered that it was Christmas of a certain year. At that time, he and Xie Yao had different work arrangements. Xie Yao still had activities that night, and he didn't know when it would end.

    That night, when Zhou Qiming returned home, he found Xie Yao waiting outside his room door. He was probably in a hurry and hadn't changed his dress yet.

    It was snowing heavily outside that day, and the thin dress made Xie Yao tremble unconsciously, but when he saw himself, he still smiled, and the smile on his face was still so bright.

    That day, Xie Yao's nose was red from the cold, and his fingers were also slightly red. He was carrying a bag in his hand, but he didn't take it at the time.

    So until now, Zhou Qiming didn't know what was in the gift bag.

    That night I seemed to be like this too, without hesitation in turning away people who just came from the event.

    After such a long time, Zhou Qiming now realizes what Xie Yao felt at that time.

    What kind of mood did you feel when you were mercilessly turned away by yourself in the snowy day?Sad, sad, or complain?

    Thinking of this, Zhou Qiming's nose suddenly became sore, he seemed to realize how a jerk he acted at that time.

    But apologizing now seems to be of no avail.

    Zhou Qiming thought about it for a long time, one after another.By the time he realized it, he had stood outside Xie Yao's room door for an unknown how long.

    His hand was on the doorknob, and it seemed a little numb.Zhou Qiming took a deep breath, as if he had thought about it for a long time, but in the end he didn't bother the people in the house anymore.

    He just went back to the room, and the light shone on him, making him look a little lonely.

    But until this moment, he seemed to suddenly understand what he had lost.

    He no longer has the opportunity to have such a pure and passionate, blatant preference.

    It seemed that even he himself didn't realize when he lost the smiling man.

    Days passed by, and everyone was still busy with their routines, and the episode of that night didn't seem to change anything.

    The only thing that has changed seems to be the relationship between the two. Xie Yao is no longer the same as before. After a few days after the two had a conflict, they still lean towards him as if nothing happened. Zhou Qiming also passed that night and did not take the initiative again.Come forward to disturb.

    This time, the two of them had a very tacit understanding in front of the most familiar strangers. Even though they kept their heads down every day, they couldn't be more strange. The ordinary relationship was like the most ordinary relationship between colleagues.

    The only difference is that Zhou Qiming always watched Xie Yao's actions inadvertently, but he didn't even seem to notice it.

    Through his observation, it is not difficult to find that Xie Yao always has a smile on his lips. He is very gentle most of the time, and his relationship with the crew is not too close, but he does not appear to be out of group.

    Xie Yao is likable, even if he doesn't take the initiative to show his favor, there are logistics ladies who are willing to feed him snacks.Xu Xinghuai seems to be getting closer to him, the two often play with each other, talking and laughing.

    Even the cold-faced Chen Shuo was willing to chat with Xie Yao from time to time, and he didn't know what was so interesting about the cold-faced strange topic that he could make Xie Yao laugh.

    "Old Zhou, old Zhou!"

    Hearing someone calling him, Zhou Qiming recovered and looked at the person who called him.

    "What are you doing?" Zhang Yuqing walked towards him with two bottles of ice water in his hands, and the next second the bottle in the opponent's hand was stuffed into his hand.

    Zhang Yuqing patted him on the shoulder, and asked with a big heart: "What are you looking at? Which actress made you fall in love?"

    Zhou Qiming ignored Zhang Yuqing who was running the train with his mouth full. He unscrewed the bottle cap and drool, then opened the script expressionlessly.

    Before he had time to take a look, he was snatched away by someone beside him.Zhang Yuqing rubbed her chin and asked with disgust, "Old Zhou, can you be more professional when you pretend to be busy next time? Even picking up your phone to reply to messages is better than reading a script."

    "Let's not say a few words." Zhou Qiming thought that the people beside him were annoying, so he didn't even bother to take the script, and was about to stand up directly when Zhang Yuqing held him down again.

    He frowned and looked at Zhang Yuqing, the meaning revealed by his expression could not be more obvious.

    "You have something to say."

    "Old Zhou, what's your attitude? I keep chatting with you with good intentions..." Zhang Yuqing seemed to have prepared a long speech, but before he could get to the beginning, he saw Zhou Qiming's expression, so he shortened the content immediately, "Old Zhou, look, it’s getting hotter and hotter today.”

    Zhou Qiming didn't respond when he heard this.

    "We started shooting in early spring, and now it's almost summer." Zhang Yuqing continued.

    Zhou Qiming still ignored him.

    "Look, it's been a while..." Zhang Yuqing said halfway, Zhou Qiming got up directly, he saw the other party's posture, and then added the second half of the sentence, "You said it's been a while, you and Xie Yao's relationshipHow is the relationship going?"

    Zhou Qiming stood still when he heard this, and then he looked at Zhang Yuqing, opened his mouth and retorted: "Is there any need to repair the relationship between me and him?"

    Zhang Yuqing was taken aback by what he said. Before he could fully react, Zhou Qiming continued, "I have nothing to do with Xie Yao from the beginning to the end, so there is no need to repair it."

    "You think too much."

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