With Xu Xinghuai's undisguised attitude, Xie Yao learned about Xu Xinghuai's long-standing past.

Xu Xinghuai and Song Qinshi met when they were students. They were in the same grade and in different classes. Back then, Xu Xinghuai was a cadre of the student union, so it was inevitable to deal with the students in each class, and the feud between him and Song Qinshi began at that time.

Xu Xinghuai said that he also forgot when the relationship between himself and the other party began to form. He only remembered that Song Qinshi always seemed to think that he was not pleasing to the eye. Every time he went to their class for inspection, Song Qinshi always liked to be sarcastic.He said a few words, but Xu Xinghuai didn't take it too seriously.

The turning point of the matter also happened at a New Year's party. At that time, Xu Xinghuai, as the host of the party, was busy until the end of the party. At the same time, because he was a member of the student union, he was also responsible for managing the cleaning of the venue after the party.

And Song Qinshi also appeared on the night of the aftermath. He helped the other female students in the student union clean up, helped move the chairs, and restored the venue to its original state.But this is obviously not Song Qinshi's job, and his hands are even more delicate, except for playing the piano, he doesn't need to do anything by himself.

But Xu Xinghuai also knew that Song Qinshi was proud, so when he was helping to do these things, he didn't stop him. Instead, after the venue was almost closed, he called Song Qinshi to the backstage alone, hiding in a place where no one had anyone but him.Keys in the lounge.

"Thank you for helping to finish the work together tonight, but I'm a little curious, why did you come to help, after all, this is not your job, of course, it doesn't matter if you don't want to tell me." Xu Xinghuai said the language he had already organized.When I was in high school, I had already managed to speak and do things impeccably, so that no one could hear any mistakes.

Song Qinshi didn't answer at first, but just quietly looked at the person in front of him.Just when Xu Xinghuai thought that the other party would not answer him and was about to smooth things over, Song Qinshi spoke.

"I like you, can't you tell?" Song Qinshi was bold and straightforward, and Xu Xinghuai, who has always been thoughtful, showed a surprised expression. Before he could speak, he saw Song Qinshi's expression gradually collapsed, and then said, "You think I'm disgusting, you think I'm a monster, don't you?"

When Xu Xinghuai was in high school, the word "homosexuality" was still taboo, and he would not use the vocabulary casually in jokes, so Xu Xinghuai knew at the time how much courage Song and Qin had mustered before he dared to express it to himMind.

That night, Song Qinshi didn't wait for Xu Xinghuai to say a word and fled in a hurry, as if that brave confession had used up all the courage in his life.

In fact, in the past days, Xu Xinghuai has also received many confessions from people. He has always been excellent, he treats people with gentleness and humility, and his appearance is even more impeccable. Every now and then, he will receive love letters from little girls in his desk.

But only Song Qinshi was the first to confront him and get his attention. It wasn't until he asked why, that he learned that everything the other party did came from liking.

Xu Xinghuai didn't approve of this way of expressing love, but after that night, he couldn't help but began to pay attention to Song Qinshi, and also discovered all kinds of cute and dazzling things about this person.But after confessing to himself, Song Qinshi never took the initiative to provoke him again, and even every time he met him in the corridor, he lowered his head and pretended not to know each other.

And this tacit estrangement has been maintained until the holidays. That day Xu Xinghuai went to Song Qinshi's class, called him out in full view, and then took him to the school path where no one cared, and solemnly talked to Song Qinshi.Confession.

From that day on, the two came together in a logical manner. Although some small quarrels were unavoidable in the process of dating, Xu Xinghuai always tolerated Song Qinshi who had a bad temper.

"So, you liked him so much, why did you break up later?" Listening to Xu Xinghuai slowly telling his past, Xie Yao couldn't help feeling emotional with the ups and downs of the story, and finally couldn't help asking.

"Because we were all too young at that time," Xu Xinghuai smiled, as if he had long since let go, "That year he chose to study abroad for his dream, and I didn't want to leave with him because of my own career, so there was a disagreement.In Song Qinshi's concept, if I really love him, I should go abroad with him, although I have also considered studying abroad, but I still hesitated after all."

Then he recalled the past again, "So it's no surprise that the final result ended in separation. That was the first time I didn't give in and accommodate him. Maybe I also had selfish intentions. I hope that the other party can stay because of me. I hopeHe could accommodate me once, but I ignored it, what a proud man he is."

After saying this, Xu Xinghuai turned his head to look at him, "This is why I always tell you not to leave regrets for yourself. Xiao Xie, in fact, Song Qinshi and I took a step back from each other back then, maybe we wouldn'tIt will cause separation, at least not at that time, because we really loved each other at that time, but I was inexplicably stubborn that time, but I actually didn't want to cause that result in my heart."

Xu Xinghuai stopped talking when the story was told. He naturally changed the subject and asked Xie Yao if he was hungry and what he wanted to eat, as if he had just told Xie Yao about the unforgettable relationship with him.My own experience is average.

In the end, the two reached a consensus and ordered takeaway together. While waiting for the takeaway, Xie Yao went to the kitchen to pour himself another glass of water, and it was already past seven o'clock in the evening.When he looked out of the window again, he suddenly found that the person in front of the gate hadn't left for a long time.

Zhou Qiming, who was standing outside the door, didn't seem to notice the movement inside. He was on the phone right now, and he didn't know what he was talking to the person on the phone.He took out a cigarette from his pocket, and quietly lit one.

Zhou Qiming seldom smokes, and only occasionally smokes one or two when things go wrong. In fact, even Xie Yao can't remember when the other party started to get addicted to cigarettes. In his impression, it seems to be in theAfter the relationship between the two broke down.

Just as he was staring intently at every move of the people outside the window, Zhou Qiming, who was standing outside the window without looking back, seemed to realize something suddenly. He turned around and happened to be facing Xie Yao, who was standing in front of the window with a cup in the kitchenout of sight.

The moment he met his gaze, Xie Yao almost ran away. He humbly took the cup and quickly left the kitchen, and happened to bump into Xu Xinghuai who was also about to fetch a glass of water for himself.

"What's the matter?" Seeing his flustered look, Xu Xinghuai couldn't help but be concerned.

"Zhou Qiming...he hasn't left yet." Xie Yao blurted out this sentence without thinking, but after he finished speaking, he felt a little strange, after all, didn't he already said that he didn't care about this person, so now he cares so much about whether the other partyWhat's the point of stopping at your own door.

But fortunately, Xu Xinghuai didn't make fun of him with this matter, nor did he intend to expose Xie Yao, he just nodded, and then said, "Then I'll go get takeaway later."

Xie Yao absent-mindedly replied that the topic was over. He didn't linger too long at the door of the kitchen, and turned his head back to the sofa in the living room, as if trying to create a look that didn't care what happened outside.look.

At the same time, Zhou Qiming, who was standing outside the door, was on the phone with Lin Song.

Lin Song was concerned about Qi Ming's recent situation next week, and then the two got back to business, and Lin Song told him on the phone that Fu Qing seemed to be aware of their investigation.

"I see. I'll deal with these things when I go back later." When Zhou Qiming said this, he looked at the position by the window just now, but Xie Yao left quickly after he met his gaze just now, likeIt's because he doesn't want to give himself any more eyes.

"Then when do you plan to come back?" Lin Song couldn't help asking.

"At the end of the month at the latest, I still have something to do here, so hang up first." Zhou Qiming finished speaking, and happened to see the delivery boy driving in his direction, so he hung up neatly without giving Lin Song a chance to react.The phone call, leaving behind Lin Song who was still in a daze.

When the takeaway boy arrived, he was also a little surprised to see the people standing at the door, after all, it was the first time he encountered a customer who received a takeaway and was still waiting for him outside the door.He looked at Zhou Qiming with some uncertainty, before handing over the takeaway in his hand, he opened his mouth to confirm, "Hi, is this your takeaway?"

"It's mine, thank you." Zhou Qiming took over the takeaway without hesitation. In fact, at first he never thought that he would see Xie Yao appearing in front of him again, but now, he glanced at the things in his hand, as ifSaw an opportunity.