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    The shooting at night was past four o'clock in the morning. After the end, Xie Yao returned to the hotel. When he was about to go back to his room to wash and rest, he saw a person standing outside the door waiting for him.

    He took a few steps forward and fixedly looked at the person waiting for him. The other person also noticed him and raised his head to meet his eyes.

    Zhou Qiming folded his arms and looked at him, with a touch of makeup remaining on his face.It was only then that Xie Yao realized that the other party had returned to the set to shoot today, probably because they had to make up for the previous scenes. The two of them had diverged from the shooting that day, and Xie Yao didn't even meet Zhou Qiming.

    The two were silent for a few seconds, but he still took the initiative to break it.Without even thinking about it, Xie Yao blurted out to the person in front of him: "I didn't arrange the hot search."

    The hot search in Xie Yao's mouth obviously refers to the live broadcast on his birthday.

    But to his surprise, Zhou Qiming didn't frown in disgust when he heard this, nor did he laugh at his pretentiousness, and then say that he was full of lies.

    Zhou Qiming's reaction was much calmer than Xie Yao imagined.

    He still folded his arms, and there was no special expression on his face.After about a few seconds, Xie Yao heard the other party say lightly: "I know."

    know, know what?Do you know that the trending search is not intentional?Or do you know that you are no longer stalking him?

    These thoughts poured out from Xie Yao's mind, but Xie Yao didn't want to ask, nor did he want to ask.

    "That's nothing, I'll trouble King Actor Zhou to make way." Xie Yao said politely and distantly, as if he didn't understand why Zhou Qiming would appear at the door of his room at this time.

    Zhou Qiming turned sideways when he heard this, then still stared at him closely, and said bluntly: "Keep a little distance from Xu Xinghuai, he is more complicated than you imagine."

    Xie Yao sneered almost uncontrollably when he heard this, and the hand that was originally on the handle also dropped.

    What Zhou Qiming said was correct, he really couldn't deny that Xu Xinghuai approached him with a purpose at the beginning, but when the other party approached him, he really didn't do anything to hurt him.

    So when he heard Zhou Qiming say that other people were complicated, he almost couldn't help laughing.

    In terms of complexity, the person standing in front of him seems to be the least qualified to take responsibility for others, but now Zhou Qiming actually tells himself that others are complicated.

    For a moment, Xie Yao almost couldn't control his emotions. He laughed back in anger, and said something with a different emotion: "That doesn't bother Zhou Yingdi."

    Being ridiculed by himself like this, Zhou Qiming unexpectedly turned around and left for the first time.He frowned, reached out his hand to stop Xie Yao who wanted to enter the room, and said with a serious face: "Xie Yao, I'm not joking with you."

    "Yes," Xie Yao avoided the outstretched hand, raised his head and looked at the person in front of him, his eyes were slightly reddened uncontrollably, "I know it well, I don't need you to worry about it."

    "What are you angry about?" Zhou Qiming asked with some confusion.

    Xie Yao stared at the person in front of him for a few seconds, then turned his head away.At this moment, he hated himself for not living up to expectations, hated the scar deep in his heart that Zhou Qiming's few words hit him.

    But even he himself couldn't figure out why he had such emotions.

    Xie Yao didn't know how to describe his feelings, he had always protected his weaknesses, and the person who made him protect his weaknesses most in the past was also the person in front of him.

    Maybe he himself never thought about it before, there would be such a day when he would be impatient with Zhou Qiming because of a friend he had known for more than a month.

    But to be honest, Xu Xinghuai's reaction was not all because of Xu Xinghuai, but partly because of the deep grievance and sadness in his heart, which was the bitter fruit of countless days and nights of love that could not be left behind.

    He used to think that he gave wishful thinking, even if there was no return, he would have no complaints, his sincerity, all the love he poured out, all fell into scattered pieces at the moment of death, even if he regained everythingbonding.

    Even Xie Yao didn't know how to stop hating him.

    He should hate that the person in front of him once betrayed his sincerity and pushed him into an endless abyss. It would not be an exaggeration to say that he should be cut into pieces.

    He still remembers the feeling of his broken heart clearly now, as if he was pulled out of his body abruptly, and the pain was as painful as a piece of flesh was cut alive.

    How can it be so painful?Knowing that time will dilute everything, but why can't it be restrained, thorny vines grow across the broken chest like barbaric growth.

    How can it be so painful, like a death row prisoner who has been lingering, and even has no spare strength to struggle, and can only let himself be dragged to death.

    It's not that he didn't try hard to start over, and when Zhou Qiming took the initiative to approach him again and again, vicious hatred arose in his heart, and there were some moments when he wanted to desperately destroy everything the other party had.

    But every time Xie Yao sees the face of the person he once loved, the hatred in his heart is inexplicably calmed down again. He knows that he is not up-to-date, and in the final analysis it is only because of his reluctance.

    He should hate it, but he can't help it.This love has already penetrated his bone marrow, and he can't hide it, and he can't avoid it.

    The two sides were in a stalemate, and finally Zhou Qiming noticed something strange about Xie Yao.He leaned in front of Xie Yao, looked at his red eyes, and showed a rare panic in his tone.

    "What's wrong?"

    His tone was no longer harsh, but a little bewildered instead.Xie Yao didn't respond when he heard this, but turned his head away again, unwilling to look at him.

    Then, Xie Yao took out his room card and swiped open the door, trying to leave the person far behind, but Zhou Qiming squeezed into the room with his strength, and he was too lazy to resist, anyway, the twoThe same is true of the way people get along for so many years, but he has never waited for the person in front of him to take the initiative.

    After all, it was a new life. If it were changed to before, Xie Yao would have forgiven him without principle, but now Xie Yao has no intention of starting over with Zhou Qiming.

    After all, how to reunite a broken mirror, even if the surface is restored, the scratches left behind cannot be easily covered up.

    "Zhou Qiming, I've said it many times," Xie Yao leaned back on the sofa after entering the room, and he looked at the empty ceiling wearily, "We have no relationship for a long time."

    Zhou Qiming pursed his lips and didn't speak. He didn't answer, and continued on his own: "Xu Xinghuai is more complicated than you imagined. His motives for approaching you at the beginning were impure. He once had a boyfriend whom he had been dating for many years..."

    "Zhou Qiming, I don't want to hear it." Xie Yao interrupted the other party's explanation in time. He seemed to laugh at himself, and then continued, "No matter what kind of relationship I have with Xu Xinghuai, it's not your turn to interfere."

    Speaking of this, a bad taste suddenly grew in his heart.Xie Yao sat up, with a provocative look in his eyes, he smiled and asked, "It's you, why are you so nervous?"

    Seeing Xie Yao's smile, Zhou Qiming couldn't help but frowned again. He emphasized repeatedly: "I'm not joking with you..."

    "Really," Xie Yao slowly put away his smile, and then asked back, "Is that a kind reminder from my ex, worried that I will be hurt?"

    Hearing this, Zhou Qiming was about to speak, but before he had time, Xie Yao took over the words again: "But Zhou Qiming, who can hurt me more than you?"

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