☆ Four-petal peach blossom

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date="2020-11-29"

title="☆ Four-petal peach blossom"

weight="106658"

series = ["The Peach Blossoms Begin to Dance"]

mode = "manual"

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Lei Chi's service attitude has always been very good, but the recharge efficiency is a bit low. I asked them before, why it takes so long for you to recharge, you can consider changing the data directly in the background. They said that the company does not allow it, and only allows the top-up brothers to charge up one by one, so every time it comes to a big event, the little brother has to serve many big V players and often charges to autism.

After the customer service topped my account, I knew he couldn't handle it within three hours, so I turned off the game and leaned against the bed.

The closet is half open, and the girl in the full-length mirror is wearing pajamas and black-rimmed glasses. The original black and bright big curls are found on the top of the head like a chicken shed. No matter how big or beautiful the eyes are, they are only filled with silly eyes. Xixi's numbness. Think about her own game character again, how ironic it is to be beautiful and bright: a long green and white dress, slender limbs, clear eyes, inlaid with feather fans just to set off her ink-like figure.

Go and go.

While playing video on my mobile phone, I sneaked into the family-run supermarket outside the community.

I have always felt that the whole family in China has not grasped the essence of Japanese culture. The gentle lighting of the whole family in Japan obviously took care of the mood of our otaku customers. As for the whole family in Shanghai, the intensity of fluorescent lights is comparable to the operating room. As soon as I entered, I felt that my eyes were almost burnt. Of course, if I was wearing a red dress, contact lenses and delicate makeup today, I did it in a hair salon. Hair, I won't mind the light.

I carried the basket, picked milk, grabbed some snacks and dental floss, I was about to go to the refrigerator to pick some ice cream, but I looked up and saw a familiar silhouette.

Five meters in front of me, there is a man with a black schoolbag on one shoulder, wearing a beige suit and white shirt. He has just turned 30 this year, his profile is better than his face, and he has the ups and downs like Westerners. His nose was straight, a little gutter, and a pointed chin, even Hyun Bin had to die of hatred when he saw it. The leather shoes are Derby models, dark brown, and spotless. The watch is naturally the Chopin that my mother bought him more than 30,000. We have been together for more than a year. Every time he dated me, he was so meticulous and handsome. No wonder my mother likes him so much and my dad doesn't like him so much.

I can only say that this year I am really too old. It is difficult to get out of the door and go downstairs to meet my ex.

To make matters worse, he was also followed by someone. Even the nails of the hand holding his arm are finely carved with pink flowers and rhinestones. She is small and her face facing him is small. And her dress, as mentioned above, is a full set of big beauties who don't mind having more lights. Her skin is so white and clean that no blemishes can be seen, her makeup is just right, and the outline is as perfect as being cut by a machine according to the game CG diagram. In Jin Yong's words, it is a flower walking around the house.

Of course I recognize this girl. When I was severely disconnected from my father and tortured by a letter of legal documents, before my ex and I were completely broken, she was already drinking the porridge of my ex, who had a stomachache during her menstrual period.

I have a college classmate who knows her. It is said that when she first confirmed the relationship between her boyfriend and girlfriend with my ex, she heard that his girlfriend was me. Her first reaction was very surprised, and then sadly said that it turned out to be Hao Pianpin. I was so stressed. I don't want to be her love rival, what should I do, do I still want to be with him...

As a result, the next day, people all over the world knew that her boyfriend’s ex-girlfriend was me, and she was stressed.

The most amazing thing is that for eighteen months from the beginning to the end, my predecessor and I have never even had a deep kiss, but they have been living together after just one month of talking. He is an uncle gentleman. Before this happened in my house, he was very careful and caring for me. He never asked for such a request. Sometimes I suspect that I am not talking to the same person, maybe a twin brother.

At this moment, my ex said a few words with this girl, showing a gentle and petting smile, looked around everywhere, and immediately looked at me. Then, his smile solidified on his face and slowly faded. He turned his head back to her direction, as if he didn't realize what happened for a while.

They all say that this is a face-seeking world, I don't agree with it. Artists like me have always believed that the human soul is more important than appearance. With a beautiful soul, the soul is conveyed from the eyes, even a wrinkled old lady can be painted into a beautiful painting.

Beauty does not only belong to youth, vitality and hormones. Just like me now, although I have not applied the powder, the eye frame is black, the chicken shed head is pierced into a ball on the top of the head, and I am wearing the least focused casual suit, but I still firmly believe that I have a beautiful heart.

Therefore, with a beautiful heart, I saw my ex-boyfriend and a beautiful woman and girlfriend together, and bravely decided to follow my inner first reaction: turning around and running away.

I walked back to the cashier from the other side of the merchandise shelf and put the basket in front of the cashier: "Please check out quickly, I'm in a hurry."

The cashier nodded and swept my purchases.

At this time, another basket was placed next to my basket. It was the hand wearing Chopin that carried the basket.

Oh my god, can you be more embarrassed?

Time, why are you walking so slowly... Let me check out quickly.

"Ha OPI by product?"

"Ah." I looked up at him, thinking about how unnatural the expression on my face was, "Zheng Feiyang, what a coincidence, why are you here?"

"Come with my girlfriend to buy something." His reaction was also very unnatural, but it should be much better than me.

"Oh, you got off work early today."

That's weird. Zheng Feiyang is the project leader of a game company, and his company is one of the largest Internet companies in China. He can be busy, and it is normal not to sleep for several days. I rarely see him in the middle of the week. He is now in love, and even this point has sneaked out to accompany his girlfriend.

"Actually, I have been very busy recently, and I just switched to Lei Chi Games. It was quite early today."

The beauty poked her head curiously, and blinked innocently and defensively: "Hello Pianpian."

"Hello beauty, your boyfriend is very good, he actually went to work for Lei Chi's father, and the situation is pretty good recently. Congratulations."

Zheng Feiyang still looked like he was insulted: "It's okay. You may have heard of the game I am in charge of. It is called "Peach Blossom World"."

I was speechless for a moment.

We broke up at the beginning of the year and Zheng Feiyang knew that I was playing "Peach Blossom World". But the uncle is not a fuel-efficient lamp, how high EQ is. If I told this fact, he would probably say "Really, I don't remember, it's such a coincidence" in front of his girlfriend.

My memory of him seems to only stay at the beginning and the end. At first he appeared in front of me. The leather shoes were made-to-order, and the watch was Swiss, but he was not as aggressive and pressured as other successful people. Instead, he looked at me with sincere eyes and kept listening. I naively talked about my self-righteous feminism, applauded and laughed appreciatively, as if I was the most humorous and intelligent girl in the world. He gradually made me discover that this world is not without fairy tales. It turns out that as long as I am willing to believe, the prince will definitely come out, let me forget the pain Du Hanchuan brought me and give me the most beautiful dream.

Finally one day, I found that the process of falling in love, the good memories, I can't remember anymore. Because, I can only remember the indifferent eyes he handed countless times, breaking up again and again. No matter how many times I mentioned breaking up, he never let go. Every time he comes to find me and reconcile him, he will become the original him again. As long as he wants, he can turn himself into the most attractive man in the world. But soon, he will become the original him again, the one who has let me down again and again.

Until January of this year, I logged on to the search engine on my mobile phone, and the drop-down menu showed "Dysmenorrhea brown sugar water", "Latest women's necklace" and "Seaweed egg soup practice". I thought of sharing and syncing with his mobile account in the cloud. I finally knew that our relationship was really dead.

I cried in a mess in my dream, and my heart was bursting with pain, but I even knew in my dream that I was not crying for Zheng Feiyang. It's because for so long in the past, I always thought that he treated me better than Du Hanchuan. Just for his good, I can't make myself regret it.

Then, the memory of Du Hanchuan will come again. In the dark, he had the clear water eyes of a seventeen-year-old boy, and he still looked so innocent, as if it were all my fault.

Perhaps I do not miss Du Hanchuan.

I miss the most beautiful time in my life. That period of time with the entire world.

I took out my phone and pretended to check the time, then locked the screen and put my hand in my pocket: "I have something to leave, and I will talk again when I have a chance."

After buying good things to go home, I received a message from my girlfriend: "Pianpian, are you okay? Have you met Zheng Feiyang in your family?"

"He told you?"

"Yeah, he said that you have no energy and are a little worried about you, but from his standpoint it is difficult to ask too much, so let me ask you. He also told me not to tell you, but of course I have to tell you."

I reluctantly replied the message: "Come on, how could my girlfriend not tell me that it was his order. Both sides have sold favors, but still be like that. He now has a new girlfriend, so let him leave me alone. It’s up to you.” Also, what does it mean to have no energy? I looked at myself in the mirror and sighed. The biggest feeling he felt when he saw me was "Oh my God, it's okay to break up".

"You know that too. His new girlfriend opened a Taobao shop and became a model by himself, so he is considered an internet celebrity. I really don't know what he is thinking. He jumped from Bai Fumei to internet celebrity..."

"Correct. Most Internet celebrities are Bai Fumei."

"I mean you are such a real white, rich and beautiful, with a good family background, good grades, a great painter, and you have unique connotations and very beautiful."

It is really an ironic joke to say these compliments by people who don't know.

Moreover, it doesn't matter whether his current girlfriend is better or more beautiful than me. The two of them are now a pair. Only each other is in the eyes. I am an outsider and it has nothing to do with them.

When it comes to painting, no one who knows me should know that, since I was little, my dream was to become a painter. My mother told me that when I caught Zhou, I grabbed a paintbrush.

Although I have only lived for 22 years, I have spent 17 years trying to realize this dream.

In recent years, novel IP adaptations have been very hot, and film and television remakes have easily earned millions of dollars. Therefore, many colleagues have switched careers to write novels. They make good use of their original fans to build momentum for their novels, equipping them with illustrations and painting covers. Indeed, there are many examples of successful transformation and earning a lot of energy. However, I never wavered for a moment.

It is true that the income of painters is flawed, so many talented people have given up the industry because of their livelihoods. However, I was so lucky, born in a wealthy family, supported by my parents, then I was destined to realize my artistic dream.

I have never done it, nor have I thought about doing other things.

Draw the most beautiful paintings and embed my life and soul in the brush and painting. This is what I have always insisted on since I was a child.

I am not as lucky as many painters who became famous overnight. I chose a job where my parents couldn't pave the way, and I walked very hard along the way. The road to fame and achievement is also longer than many of my peers. Last time, the editor of the publishing house in charge of my album told me, Pianpian, when we saw your information, we were very surprised at how young and mature your painting skills are, and the qualifications are higher than many 30-year-old painters. Really a god, admire and admire.

I smiled and waved my hand and said, no, I just started early, and there is still a long way to go in the future.

After deciding to take this route, I rarely sleep more than six hours. I promised my parents to study business, but I never gave up painting. I have many, many masterpieces created after the age of fifteen.

In the past few years, I have accumulated fame and qualifications. As long as I finish my undergraduate degree according to my father's wishes, I can go to France to study art. I want to prove to him that I can make money to support myself by painting. Finally, two years ago, he agreed. With his approval, I officially decided to dedicate the rest of my life to painting art.

Then, my friends commented on me as "Hao Pianpin is the only one among all our friends who went to college and worked harder than before the college entrance examination. It's so inspirational."

Painting is very tired, really tired. But no matter how hard or tired I am, I am happy, I like to be so tired. As long as I think that every time I pay a little more and work harder, my work will be closer to perfection, and I can be more confident to abuse myself boldly. I didn't waver for even a second. Even though I was tormented by frustration and pressure the night before, I could still get up at 6 o'clock in good spirits and start the daily compulsory course of drawing 30 lines, completing three hours of acrylic or oil painting. Then, start the work of the day and complete the business draft.

Because of this persistence, never thought of turning back, so when folded wings, felt extremely painful.

After I stopped painting, I always looked like an elderly person, always recalling the most distant memories of the beginning. For example, when I was in elementary school, the first time a painting was published in a magazine, I looked at it over and over again, and every time a guest came to my house, I would show it off to them.

In the third grade of elementary school, I won the first prize of the largest children's painting award in the country for the first time. The school put a big yellow list at the school gate, saying congratulations to my school classmate Hao Pianpin for winning. I happened to be late that day and didn't see the yellow list at the door. When I entered the classroom, the whole class applauded and I looked confused. Then, the head teacher and the art teacher went into the classroom together and showed my paintings to the class. The art teacher said a sentence, which reminds me: "Dear students, there will be a famous painter in China in the future, and she will be born in our class."

When I was fifteen years old, when I uploaded my paintings to the Internet for the first time, when the first painting fan left me a message saying that I liked your works, the joy is still unforgettable.

But now, I haven't updated my Weibo for a long time, and the last Weibo is full of comments on finding missing persons.

"Pianpian, where have you been? We miss you so much."

Every time I see fans leave a message like this, I can’t speak or say anything, but tears keep streaming.

I really want to say, I miss you too, I really want to come back, and live as you dreamed it was like before.

But I can't lie.

Because my dream has not yet started, it is over.

The same is true in my life.

"Girl, do you think about changing careers? Painting itself is really good, but being a celebrity is very tired and requires a thick skin. You can't bear it." I just fell into the game pit in the first half of last year. Dad used to treat me like this Said. He knows that I have talent, but knows that my future is over, so he deliberately comforts me like this.

I didn't speak, just shook my head.

What is a career change? I never regarded painting as my job.

This is my life, my soul. Hao Pianpin, who lost his brush, has no meaning at all.

Parents are businessmen, they don't understand.

The hard work from childhood to adulthood was ruined in this way, and they would not understand this kind of heartache that could not be erased even if they cried hundreds or thousands of times.

It's like taking the whole body's bones and flesh apart and regrouping them.

No one will understand. Except for myself.

Of course, these are all things last year. I don't care about trivial suffering at all now.

Now my motto is, life is short, and have fun in time.

I wandered outside for a while, went home and swiped the vibrato for a while, and the customer service sent me a message that the recharge was completed. I jumped up from the bed like a spring and boarded the "Peach Blossom World" computer client.

Looking at the more than 700,000 yuan treasure on the account, I felt very satisfied, so I went to Guilian Shanchuan and transferred a job.

Before the elder Guilian, purple light circled my character a few times. She went from a weak girl with a fan to an indifferent woman with a spinning dagger. I jumped twice and lost a few skills, feeling extremely comfortable.

Still the output suits me.

Then, I bought a healing beast, spent two hours washing its attributes, and only ordered useful skill levels, and then fed its level to full with Dan, and collected all the remaining ordinary pets. Li lost more than five thousand in one breath.

Then a large wave of materials was drawn. Four dimensions, enhancements, gems, magical tools, skills, refinements, special effects... all went up. Seeing that the combat power had risen by seven thousand and eight, I removed all the useless special effects from my body, and the combat power dropped by more than three thousand.

One afternoon, I was operating the mouse and keyboard, quickly switching in the game, clicking on various attribute interfaces, while greatly increasing the number of attributes, while suppressing the combat power, watching the combat power numbers go up and down.

The world has been talking about it for an afternoon, but I didn't want to see what they said, until Wanwanjiang began to speak sourly again.

[World] Mu Shang's favorite Wanwan sauce: A certain white lotus flower has been so much krypton, and he has turned ghost training. I'm so scared.

[Speaker] Beautiful lady Pianpian: Miscellaneous, you broke the +8 clothes of Xiaobaicai, right?

[World] Mu Shang's favorite Wanwan sauce: so what? She has a cheap mouth. I advise you to keep your mouth clean, and don't think that you are a big boss with such a little combat power.

I stopped calculating the materials that I needed to prepare next on the paper, bought 100 vendetta warrants in the mall, clicked her avatar, and selected "use vendetta warrant".

A red light gushes out from the soles of my feet. After the screen is switched, I instantly move to the Buddha Moon Lotus Pond.

The mountains are sunny in the north, and the moon is bright in the thousands of miles. Foyue is snowing heavily. The huge dandelion swayed under the moon, and the breeze passed by. It was not the velvet hair that blew down from the dandelion, but thousands of stars. The stars fly high into the sky and reflect each other with snowflakes, just like the embroidery of a white butterfly.

Wanwanjiang is dating Mu Shang under the dandelions, and their names have turned red. Seeing me coming, she jumped up, trying to pull away and fight back.

He was a little clever, seeing Guilian knew that he couldn't be caught up close.

"Sister, do you know that in this Peach Blossom World, who is the first person to refining ghosts?" I muttered to myself and clicked on her character, jumped at her twice, and threw the skill "Ecstatic Blood Shadow".

The girl in the purple robe flashed under the moon a few times. The demon-show girl was struggling desperately to run away, but was already caught so hard that she could only step on the spot.

I turned the angle of the screen, a set of combos.

Wanwanchan cried delicately and fell to the ground.

System announcement: What a shame! Using a vendetta order, elegant shot Mu Shang's beloved Wanwan sauce to Foyue, and ordered her to knock on the spot three times!

Wanwanchan was resurrected in shame and kowtow to me again and again.

Leng Yue is frosty, I turned my dagger. The color of the dagger is also like frost, shining brightly in the dark night and snow.

Then, Mu Shang's name turned red.

He also opened the vendetta mode.

I threw a two-second fixed body weapon at him, took two shots of the space, flew into the air, played three more skills, chose to enter the home, and hid.

I haven't seen this kind of show operation of escaping home in the air.

[World] Mu Shang: Grass. I'm on fire.

Haha, I am in trouble.

The author has something to say: All the children's shoes in this chapter are given red envelopes, please leave your cute little footprints~~