Chapter 61-Chapter 61

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date="2020-12-14"

title="Chapter 61-Chapter 61 "

weight="110505"

series = ["My Old Gong Has Amnesia"]

mode = "manual"

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What is a partner?

This Ye Shanshan said that he knows, he used to memorize the dictionary seriously, "Your partner is someone who lives, works, or travels together." After he said that, he looked at Director Zhang and said, "I'm right?" expression.

"..."

Seeing Ye Shanshan's expression, Director Zhang suddenly felt that what the other party had said was nothing wrong with him, and he was speechless. At this moment, he felt that he finally understood why Ye Shanshan's fans would say Ye Shanshan is poisonous.

However, he thinks he can teach all the elm bumps in filming, so he keeps on working.

"The partner here is just a reference.'Deer' is an anthropomorphic character. He has lost his partner, that is, his lover, his beloved object, and his family, so he will be at dawn, Walking aimlessly in the wilderness alone."

Seeing Ye Shanshan's still ignorant expression, Director Zhang swallowed the words "understand this way".

Director Zhang said that this is the worst-savvy male protagonist he has ever brought!

Those who comfort themselves with a high IQ and also engage in physics may have a low EQ. To understand, Director Zhang struggled for a while and decided to change his mind.

"Let's discuss and discuss, in real life, who is the most important person for you to live, work, travel with you, and who cannot be lost?"

"Gongyue." Ye Shanshan gave the answer without hesitation.

Director Zhang was a little surprised by the answer, but he remembered the last time he was at the door of the hotel room. After Ye Shanshan heard Gongyue coming, he immediately opened the door and threw on the other person. He felt nothing to be surprised.

At least the person in charge of the Gong family looked at Ye Shanshan's eyes, and his elders felt numb.

Pulling back the train of thought, "There is a concept in acting, called'empathy'. You can substitute your feelings in reality into the role you play." Director Zhang continued.

"So Shining, for'Deer', his partner means to him just like Gongyue means to you. It is a partner and a lover, so for him, it must not be lost. Once lost, it is heartbreaking. , I say this, can you understand?"

After breaking apart and talking carefully, Director Zhang suddenly found something wrong with Ye Shanshan.

Sitting on the plastic stool, Ye Shanshan seemed to be in a daze for a while. His hand suddenly loosened, and the water cup he was holding fell to the ground, making a dull "boom" sound.

The original straight back was bent bit by bit, Ye Shanshan was like a dying fish, breathing the morning air in big mouths, holding the clothes on his chest with his right hand, his five fingers tightened and tightened to the bones of the fingers. They were all white, nails sunken in the flesh, and blood quickly flowed out of the forearms.

Things happened too fast, when Director Zhang saw the blood, he suddenly reacted, feeling a little flustered for a while.

He quickly recalled that Zheng Dong did say that Ye Shanshan had no sudden illness. Thinking of the situation where Ye Shanshan was too deep in the movie when he was making a movie before, Director Zhang calmed himself down.

He squatted in front of Ye Shanshan, stretched out his hand and patted the other's shoulder, "Sparkling, let go!" The down jacket had already slipped halfway down, and the thin white clothing was quickly soaked in blood, like a heart flowing out. blood.

At this time, Ye Shanshan couldn't hear the outside world at all.

He opened his eyes and stared at the withered grass on the ground. He suddenly remembered that when he was naming him on the night when he left the laboratory, Gongyue pointed to the green plants growing out of the cracks in the rocks on the ground and said, it was called Ye Shanshan. Right.

His dream reappeared in front of him, Gongyue fell to the ground covered in blood, and he didn't respond even if he shouted.

His thinking seems to have stagnated, countless voices and countless images constantly appear alternately, all related to Gongyue.

"Sparkling, don't be afraid."

"Sparkle, let's go home together."

"Jing, you will live with me from now on, tell me what you want, and I will take care of you."

"Shin, I promise you not to leave you alone."

The blood from the palm of the hand fell drop by drop on the stem of the dead grass, and then disappeared in the soil, leaving dark traces. The muscles at the corners of Ye Shanshan's mouth moved and opened his mouth, but there was no sound.

Director Zhang felt regret for the first time, but now it's useless to regret it. He thought about it, put both hands on Ye Shanshan's shoulders, and met the other person's eyes, "Shin, what do you want to say?"

Ye Shanshan's lips were trembling, and he swallowed up and down several times before making a little intermittent voice, "Gong-Yue -"

The moment the name was spoken, it seemed as if a certain restriction and barrier had been broken. Ye Shanshan's tears suddenly filled his eye sockets, and then flowed down his pale, bloodless face like beads.

His voice was choked and he didn't know how to deal with the emotion he was about to bear. He only knew how to call "Gongyue" and "Gongyue" over and over again, and his hands were still tightly holding the clothes of his heart. It seemed that this was the only way to relieve A little bit of heart pain.

Feeling that this would not work, Director Zhang put one hand on Ye Shanshan's shoulder, took out the phone with his right hand, and quickly found Zheng Dong's phone number. When he was connected, "Old Zheng, do you have Gongyue's phone number?"

Zheng Dong quickly reacted, "Something happened to Shining?"

"Now we are shooting commercials in Beijiao, and Shining him-my fault, he is a little emotional now, and he has been calling Gongyue's name all the time."

Before he finished speaking, Zheng Dong interrupted, "I will call right away, and you will guard him." He also reminded him, "Take care of you and talk to him. He must be fine." After speaking, he hung up.

Putting the phone aside, Director Zhang looked at Ye Shanshan, only to feel that he cried so much that he felt sad.

Wiping his face, Director Zhang carefully helped Ye Shanshan remove the antlers, and then pulled up the slipped down jacket. Originally, he wanted to wipe the vine drawn at the corner of Ye Shanshan’s eyes, but he remembered the makeup artist for the effect. Special water-proof pigments are used, which can be removed only with matching makeup remover.

After being silent for a while, he made another gesture to tell the assistants not to come over, and then Director Zhang sat next to Ye Shanshan.

"Shan, your tears made me feel sad. I feel sorry now. I shouldn't tell you this way. It was clear that when you filmed the last scene, the mood was not right. Why did I So stupid?"

Director Zhang sighed and murmured, "You are a very talented actor. The only disadvantage is the interpretation of feelings. So I wanted to help you, so I asked you to pick up this commercial. I thought about it. The bottleneck, you will definitely be more dazzling..."

He couldn't say it anymore. He remembered that when his daughter was crying when she was a child, he would tell stories to coax her. So Director Zhang looked at Ye Shanshan who was curled up, and began to tell a fairy tale.

"A long, long time ago, in a castle, a princess lived..."

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In less than half an hour, the sound of the car's engine came from far away, and soon a black car stopped nearby.

Gongyue opened the door of the back seat and got out of the car. He strode towards Ye Shanshan's direction, his face covered with frost.

Kneeling halfway in front of Ye Shanshan, the corners of his coat drooping on the ground, Gongyue looked at Ye Shanshan and lost all his looks. Tears kept streaming down, not knowing how long he had been crying. The hand was still holding on to the clothes, and the blood in his palm had already solidified.

Gongyue tilted his head to look at Director Zhang, "Hello, what is the specific situation?"

Director Zhang is not nonsense, "Today, Shining's role is a deer who has lost his partner. But it has not been able to achieve the effect. In order to let him into the play, I asked him who is the most important person not to lose, and he answered you. Later, he should have taken you into the role as a lost partner, so he was emotionally broken."

Looking at Ye Shanshan’s state, Director Zhang also regretted, “At first, I couldn’t cry from crying sadly. Later, I finally called out your name. Then my tears came out, but his voice to me Nothing happens."

After understanding the cause and effect, Gongyue didn't know what he was feeling in his heart. He only felt the dense pain and sorrow, which could not be restrained at all.

He stretched out his hand to cover the back of Ye Shanshan's right hand, with a gentle voice, "Sparkling, obedient, let go of your hand." After repeating it twice, Ye Shanshan had a little reaction.

He followed Gongyue's strength and released his hand. The cloth of the clothes stuck with the blood flowing out, and the blood overflowed with force. Gongyue was very careful before slowly separating.

Putting both Ye Shanshan's hands in his palms, Gongyue looked at the other's eyes, feeling that every tear was immersed in his heart.

"Shan, look, I am right in front of you, I am not dead, nor have you left you alone." She put her uninjured hand on her neck, and the arteries throbbed under the hands of the two. Look, I'm really fine, look at me, Shining."

Ye Shanshan stared at Gongyue's mouth tightly. After half a minute, his hand on the artery moved slightly. He blinked, his eyelashes were wet with tears, and his voice was dumb, "Gongyue."

"Well, I'm here."

Shaking his hands, touching Gongyue's eyes, nose, eyebrows, and lips inch by inch, Ye Shanshan suddenly cried with a "wow". He hung himself on Gongyue's body, like a drowning, tightly around the opponent's neck, speaking incoherently.

"You're gone...you still leave me alone...you've agreed to take me with you, and promised that I won't leave me alone..."

Gongyue hugged the person tightly, kissed his hair and ears, suppressed the bitterness in his heart, and comforted him in a low voice, "Well, I haven't left, I won't leave you alone." Repeated this repeatedly. After a few words, I don't know how many times, Ye Shanshan slowed down a bit, and leaned on Gongyue's shoulder, sobbing quietly.

The down jacket had fallen to the ground. Gongyue wrapped the person in his overcoat and looked to Director Zhang, who didn't walk away. "I took him to the car and rested for a while. Shining treats each of his roles very seriously, so forgive me. "

Director Zhang nodded, "Speaking of which I am also wrong, you take him to rest."

Gongyue instructed Qin Xuan, who had been guarding her side, "Look at what the crew needs. It is a compensation for Yan Xian to delay everyone's time."

Qin Xuan nodded, "Okay."

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Carrying Ye Shanshan all the way to the parking place, the driver helped open the car door and then walked away.

Gongyue was about to put people in the back seat before going in, but Ye Shanshan subconsciously grasped Gongyue's clothes and didn't let go. Therefore, Gongyue didn't let him go, and sat in with a awkward posture.

He wiped the tears from Ye Shanshan's face, and kissed his eyelids again, "Hey, don't be afraid, it's okay."

Ye Shanshan stared at Gongyue for a long time, then his thinking became clearer, "Gongyue?"

"Well, it's me, I'm here." Gongyue nodded while gently squeezing Ye Shanshan's hair soaked in cold sweat.

Ye Shanshan thought for a while, then suddenly asked, "Did I just cry for a long time?"

"Well, a long time."

He sniffed his nose and burped twice. Ye Shanshan's thoughts jumped quickly and his tone was a little nervous, "Do you think I'm crying?"

Gongyue shook his head, "No, I feel distressed." He took Ye Shanshan's right hand over and said, "The fingertips hurt."

Shrinking his hand, Ye Shanshan heard Gongyue asking, "Why cry?"

"The feelings are not in place. Director Zhang deliberately told me about the drama, and later said that'Deer''s partner was dead," Ye Shanshan clenched Gongyue's finger tightly.

"At that time, I felt like something broke open in my heart. There were a lot of you in front of me, and many of your voices were talking in my ears. Then I saw you dead, just like in a dream. The situation inside..."

While listening carefully, he patted Ye Shanshan's back comfortably. Gongyue has always known that Ye Shanshan's emotions are actually flawed, and his emotions are different from ordinary people.

From his childhood to the present, Ye Shanshan has never experienced the process of "mental barrier reconstruction" during the entire growth process, and no one has ever taught him how to manage his emotions.

Therefore, when faced with the shadows that many others could not overcome, Ye Shanshan didn't feel it at all. It was not because he was too big to ignore it, but because he didn't care at all, so it would not affect him at all.

However, whether it is the psychological shadow of Gong Youli's death on Ye Shanshan, or the deepest fear in Ye Shanshan's heart-Gongyue's death, leaving him alone, Ye Shanshan can't bear it.

Therefore, this time, he substituted Gongyue into the role setting of "losing his partner and wandering in this world alone", and he collapsed.

After Ye Shanshan finished speaking, he looked at Gongyue and asked anxiously, "Brother, are we partners?"

His eyes were a little red and swollen from crying, and his eyes were like washed glass. Gongyue hasn’t answered yet, just listen to Ye Shanshan continue to say,

"Director Zhang said that your partner is your lover, your beloved object, and your family. They are the most important and indispensable person in your life. Once you lose it, you will be heartbroken."

He looked at Gongyue stubbornly, "So, are you my partner?"

Gongyue looked at Ye Shanshan, turning his tongue a few times in the negative, but couldn't say it.

There is a voice in his heart, constantly admonishing him that all the truth has not been ascertained. If you completely let go of your restraints, then, one day in the future, if you die, Shining’s life will be dark.

"Are we?" Seeing Gongyue didn't answer, Ye Shanshan asked again, seeking answers.

so what?

Putting all the hesitation aside, Gongyue gently kissed Ye Shanshan’s forehead and gave his own answer.

"Yes, we are partners, lovers, family members, and the most indispensable existence for each other."

The hesitation has no meaning, because what happened today told him that even if Ye Shanshan's understanding of love is not clear, even if Ye Shanshan doesn't understand this relationship for a lifetime, even if he controls the last relationship between the two The line doesn’t go further, if one day he dies

——His glitter will never live alone.

It might as well give Ye Shanshan everything he wants in the most limited life.

After listening to Gongyue's words, Ye Shanshan realized that he almost forgot to breathe nervously.

He took a deep breath and smiled involuntarily. With the affirmation of the other party, the feelings that had grown in his heart began to grow like vines.

Ye Shanshan laughed silly twice, staring at Gongyue, didn't want to look away half a minute, "I think too." After that, he emphasized, "I think it is the same."

"Yeah." Gongyue hugged the person on his lap and faced each other, "Are you still crying?"

"Stop crying." Ye Shanshan smiled a little embarrassedly, and glanced over Gongyue's lips, hesitated for a while, and asked.

"Today is not World Kissing Day, then, can you kiss?" He fixed his gaze on Gongyue's lips as if he was greedy, and licked the corners of his lips with the tip of his tongue.

Gongyue's fingertips stroked the place he had just licked, stained with water stains, and asked Ye Shanshan in a low voice, "Think about it?"

"Well, think, want to kiss."

In the face of Ye Shanshan like this, Gongyue has never been able to parry at all. He fingered his fingers slightly, "Okay, don't cry at that moment."

This time, Ye Shanshan felt that Gongyue pressed him against the back of the seat and kissed him very hard. He even felt like he would be swallowed by the other party. Gongyue's hand was also held tightly, unable to move, and the tip of his tongue was sucked and licked fiercely, making Ye Shanshan feel like his soul was about to be sucked away.

After a while, Gongyue put his lips apart a bit, suppressed his heavy breathing and asked him, "Do you like it?"

Ye Shanshan is very honest, whether it's the kind of gentleness before or what makes him feel dangerous now, "I like it all."

Gongyue looked at the person in his arms and suddenly thought,

——Even if I can't tell, why I fell in love with you, but I know that you are the only reason why I don't love others, and the only reason why I am no longer alone.

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Ye Shanshan tidyed up some messy clothes, let Gongyue help him straighten out his messy hair, looked in the mirror, "Brother, my lips are so red, blame you."

On this question, Gongyue has no objection, "Well, blame me."

When the two got out of the car, the crew was eating hot pot.

After Gongyue returned to the car with Ye Shanshan, Qin Xuan apologized to Director Zhang according to Gongyue's meaning, then contacted Gong’s kitchen and delivered five tables of hot pot as quickly as possible. The staff apologized.

The crew of the crew have basically cooperated in "The Examiner", knowing that Ye Shanshan is not a big-name player, and can understand that after the hot pot is delivered, they will not say anything.

After all, in a shivering cold suburb, a pot of sweaty hot pot is more useful than a hundred words of sorry.

Qin Xuan sat with Director Zhang and Zheng Dong who hurried over, watching the car parked far away. All three of them are very good at communication, and you are not embarrassed to say a word.

Ye Shanshan walked to the table, and his saliva was almost drained by the spicy fragrance. But the tip of his tongue and lips were a little broken by Gongyue's bite, so he had to endure it and drank a cup of hot peanut syrup.

"Director Zhang, I'm sorry, I always trouble you." When I asked for leave at the beginning, it was during the last scene, and this scene was the same. Ye Shanshan felt very sorry.

"It's because I don't know how to tell. You are crying--hey, don't tell me." Director Zhang waved his hand, "Do you think you are still shooting today?"

Ye Shanshan nodded, "Shoot."

After everyone in the crew had finished eating, Director Zhang took out the portable speaker again, "It's OK, I'm full and work! Be worthy of this hot pot, and try to finish the filming earlier!"

Ye Shanshan changed into spare clothes. Because the vines painted under his eyes were waterproof, there were no flowers at all, and there was no need to repaint them, just cover the red eyes.

Putting on the artificial antlers, Ye Shanshan took off Gongyue's cashmere coat and put it aside, then took another look at Gongyue, who was standing and looking at him from a distance. Then he stood under the camera and closed his eyes.

When he opened it again, he became the ‘deer’ who had lost his partner and walked aimlessly and hopelessly in the wilderness.