Chapter 120 Resolutely leave

After Ji Qiubai finished speaking, he saw Gong Aohan frowning tightly:

"what do you mean?"

Ji Qiubai looked at him, his eyes were full of waves, but he didn't answer Gong Aohan, but asked: "System, you answer me, are you right?"

After a moment of silence in the room, a system voice sounded:

"Strictly speaking, same body, different soul."

Ji Qiubai felt that the blood all over his body was congealed, his hair stood on end, and his body felt chills. He looked at Gong Aohan, his eyes gradually became focused:

"So you're really not him..."

Although they have the same appearance, same name, and even body genes, they have different souls and different personalities...

"My man, you can only look at me alone!"

"Don't worry, if there is such a day, I will arrange your life for the rest of your life before going in, to ensure that you have no worries about food and clothing."

"Divorce me, don't even think about it!"

... He still remembers the words Gong Aohan once said to him. Although the thunder was rolling, he was always speechless, but he knew that Gong Aohan loved him, no matter how much he hated him and wanted to get rid of himNo matter how he hurt him, he loved and protected himself as always, taking care of himself as his life.

When he was pregnant with You You, he was so happy, like a fool, he had to listen to the fetal movement every day, even if he couldn't hear it at all... He was so looking forward to being with him for a long time, and also looking forward to the arrival of You You, but, and then the system collapsed, and he never had a chance to see Yuyou was born...

And myself, in real life, with someone else.

He looked at Gong Aohan who was sitting beside him, the determination in his eyes made Gong Aohan feel a little flustered:

"Qiu Bai, that person was written based on me, he is me, and I am him..."

"No, you are not him, you are not him..." Ji Qiubai looked at him with tears in his eyes, sad and hopeless, "You don't understand what he and I have experienced, and you will never understand......"

He said, leaning on the bed with one hand, turned over and wanted to get out of the bed, but Gong Aohan grabbed him, he tightly grasped his wrist, his eyes were sharp:

"You want to leave me?"

But Ji Qiubai smiled mockingly: "You are not him, why should I be with you? If the system hadn't lied to me, I wouldn't have convinced you to be him, and I wouldn't have taken the initiative to seduce you... GongAohan, let me go, I don't want to betray him."

Gong Aohan looked at him in astonishment—he suddenly realized that he had been excluded. Ji Qiubai believed that the previous Gong Aohan was not the same person as himself at all.Aohan's betrayal!

However, Gong Aohan doesn't want to let go at all - he knows that he loves Ji Qiubai, even if he misunderstood Ji Qiubai before, he was sad and angry because Ji Qiubai betrayed him, it was the anger of being betrayed by the person he loves the most, and heIf you love him so much, how can you let go?

However, he knows better that Ji Qiubai is a person who values love and righteousness, he is neither greedy for power nor money, if he is not bound by feelings, he will not be able to keep him at all.

For the first time since he was born, he experienced helplessness. He even looked at Ji Qiubai with pleading eyes: "I, I won't let you go..."

Ji Qiubai stretched out his hand to break his hand away, his eyes showed no nostalgia, as if he was ruthlessly looking at someone who had nothing to do with him: "Please let go of Mr. Gong, I don't want you to use the method of grabbing You You like before.It's on me. Let me go, you and I can end decently, otherwise..."

He didn't say any more, the meaning was understood by both of them - if the quarrel continued, it would only make Ji Qiubai hate him even more.

A trace of injury flashed across Gong Aohan's handsome face, he seemed to have never been treated like this before, and he couldn't accept seeing such a heartless expression on Ji Qiubai's face, he even forgot the tone of the order beforeand blurted out: "If I say, I beg you..."

When did he beg someone so humbly?When have you been so humble?

But the person he begged was so ruthless that he refused to even say a word of comfort: "You don't ask me, you can't force it when it comes to feelings."

As he said that, he turned over and got out of bed, refused to stay for a moment, changed his clothes, woke up You You, didn't even ask him to take him off, took a taxi and left on his own.

It's like a wife who is desperate for her husband, abandons the house and her husband, and leaves resolutely with her children.

Gong Aohan stood at the gate, watching the thick night engulf the taillights of the cars bit by bit, and suddenly felt a piece of his heart was cut away - the place was empty, painful and uncomfortable.

Did I do something wrong?If I had solved Gao Ge earlier, maybe Tang Wenting would not have appeared, and Gao Ge would not have had the chance to know the truth; or, if I didn't doubt You You's life experience and believed in Ji Qiubai unconditionally, there would be no troubleIn such a field, I and Ji Qiubai can always love each other...

Why do I have to be so suspicious!He is obviously the one he loves, why should he doubt him!

I was once such a jerk that Ji Qiubai knelt down and begged me not to take youyou away... Maybe because of this incident, Ji Qiubai realized the difference between himself and the previous Gong Aohan even more, and that's why he resolutely separated himself from him.He separates, leaves himself.

But, regretting it now, is it still useful?

...

Ji Qiubai had moved out of the Gong family before, but now he is not used to returning to his own home.He looked at the bedroom that was exactly the same as Gong Aohan's bedroom, and what he thought of was no longer the current Gong Aohan, but the former Gong Aohan - at that time, he always said some words of love in a serious manner, while heHe always complains about him, always dislikes him for not being able to speak, and what he says is thunderous, but he loves himself in every possible way, and he can forgive himself and pamper himself no matter what he does.

Until now, he discovered that the original Gong Aohan and the real Gong Aohan are actually slightly different in appearance, that he has a softer temperament, while the real Gong Aohan has a colder temperament and sharper eyes.So the appearance presented is also slightly different... I hate that I believed the words of the system, but didn't realize that I regarded Gong Aohan in reality as my lover.

If he knew about that, would he be angry with himself?He will surely say again:

"You little man, you are so stupid, how dare you even admit your husband is wrong?"

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but shed tears again - he couldn't hear such a voice, such a tone for the rest of his life.

Gong Aohan, I miss you, how can we meet again?