Chapter 33 The Two Are Alone
byAfter experiencing the initial battle between heaven and man, Li Nuo also figured it out.
After all, I have to take this step.When she came here, no matter how ashamed and guilty she was, no matter how unbearable she was, she couldn't keep running away.
She cannot be responsible for Fu Chenhuan's love, at least she must be responsible for her own life.
This is just a transmigrated a book task, she wants to return to her own world alive, how can she sink here?She must stabilize all the plots that follow.
As for Fu Chenhuan, she will try her best not to let him be as sloppy and desolate as in the original book, and let him die peacefully in tenderness and joy.
But facing Fu Chenhuan at this moment, Li Nuo still said first: "I'm sorry."
She spoke in a low voice and sincerely.
Fu Chenhuan shook his head immediately: "No, don't say sorry."
He couldn't see, but just hearing her panicked and pitiful voice made his heart ache unbearably.How could he bear such a sincerely sad apology from Nono?
Steady his voice, Fu Chenhuan asked in a low voice:
"Nono, would you like to have a few words with me alone?"
After finishing speaking, he immediately added softly: "It's okay if you don't want to, don't force yourself."
Li Nuo didn't hesitate much, "Okay."
Huo Yunlang immediately waved his hand silently, and their people retreated quickly and orderly.
Xue Xi's eyes turned back and forth between Li Nuo and Fu Chenhuan, looking at Li Nuo's bloodless cheeks, he felt heavy in his heart, and couldn't take the steps to leave.
——Fu Chenhuan was almost blind, he couldn't see how bad her face was, and his subordinates didn't dare to say anything at all.
But Xue Xi could see clearly, but she didn't know what Fu Chenhuan would do when she was alone with her, so she was a little worried.
Li Nuo noticed something: "Xue Xi, you go, it's okay."
Xue Xi: "But..."
Li Nuo shook his head lightly at him.
Xue Xi had no choice but to whisper: "Ruoruo, call me if you need anything, I'll be outside."
Fu Chenhuan lowered his eyes quietly, and slowly calmed down his stagnant breathing.
Xue Xi?
The two of them are so familiar and intimate.There are only two blurred lights in front of my eyes, the man's white clothes are not stained with dust, and the girl's apricot clothes are as soft as clouds, even the two extremely blurred lights and shadows look so clean.
They care for each other and miss each other.
These used to belong to him.
Fu Chenhuan listened to it silently, his expression was quiet and he didn't say a word, his heart was already suffering terribly.
After everyone went down, only the two of them were left in the huge front hall.
When the two of them were alone in the past, they would not behave like they do today.
Li Nuo thought, in fact, for her, the parting with Fu Chenhuan was only seven days - seven days ago she was still smiling in front of him, leaning in his arms and acting like a baby.
At that time, she never thought that she would stand in front of him again.
She looked at Fu Chenhuan, at his gentle and deep eyebrows.
"Nono," Fu Chenhuan whispered for a moment, "this is your name, can I... can I call you like this?"
Li Nuo nodded: "Anything is fine, I'm actually not sure what my name is."
After a pause, she still couldn't help asking the question that really existed in her heart: "Why are you so sure that I am the person you said? Nono... I don't even have a memory, so don't you worry about admitting the wrong person?"
Fu Chenhuan said lightly: "I won't admit my mistake."
He was blind, but he was not blind. His beloved girl came back and stood in front of him, and he just knew it.
Li Nuo groaned, then asked in a low voice: "Then what do you want to tell me?"
Fu Chenhuan relieved the needle-like pain in his lungs, and then spoke softly with a steady voice.
"Nono, just now you said that you fainted in capital outskirts before, did you suffer from any illness? Are you feeling better now? Are there any other discomforts?"
His voice was very low, "Sorry, I can't see, do you mind if I take your pulse?"
Li Nuo was startled: "...what?"
Fu Chenhuan repeated in a low voice, "I want to feel your pulse." He couldn't see, he didn't know if she was healthy or not, and his internal organs seemed to be tormented in a sea of fire.
Hearing Fu Chenhuan's gentle whisper, Li Nuo couldn't help being shocked.
She always felt that Fu Chenhuan would have many doubts about her reappearance.Including him leaving himself alone, she also imagined that Fu Chenhuan might ask her some questions.
But he never thought that what he cared about the most was actually this.
There is also a "maybe" on the left and "do you mind" on the right, which is almost gentle and humble to the extreme.
Li Nuo couldn't help but said: "My lord..."
Fu Chenhuan pursed her lips: "Nono, don't call me prince."
Seeing her again, my heart is deeply happy and grateful, but there are still small and grinding grievances, "Nono, you don't remember me, you don't remember us in the past...not so strange, you used to call me brother..."
He paused, and then said softly and considerately: "If you're not used to it, you can just call me by my name."
Li Nuo looked at him, opened his mouth, then lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry."
"You didn't apologize to me, so don't say it again in the future." Fu Chenhuan's voice was gentle as if coaxing a child, "It's my fault, it's because I didn't protect you well."
He was still waiting anxiously, Li Nuo knew that he was worried about his physical condition, but without his consent, he would not even dare to move.
She slowly stretched out her arm and pulled up the sleeve, revealing a thin wrist: "It's okay, you can explore it, I don't mind."
Fu Chenhuan smiled slightly.
He groped forward and stretched out his hand, walking slowly - in fact, with his perception ability, he didn't need to be so careful at all, but the person opposite was Nono, she didn't remember herself anymore, if she moved too fast, she might scare her, andHe was also afraid of offending her a little bit.
Fu Chenhuan kindly pulled back Li Nuo's turned-up sleeves, and only after the soft gauze covered her wrists did he put his fingers on them carefully.
But immediately, Fu Chenhuan choked his hands: "Nono, what happened to your wrist? How did it hurt?"
Li Nuo reacted abruptly.
She was distracted, her attention was always on Fu Chenhuan, and her emotions were ups and downs because of him, coupled with her physical illness and mental weakness, she had long been reluctant to support her.
He asked himself to stretch out his hand, and she subconsciously stretched out her right hand habitually. This wrist had been squeezed vigorously by him before, and now it was slightly red and swollen.
"Hmm... no, it's fine just twist it a bit, I forgot, you should take the other hand..." Li Nuo said and retracted his hand.
Fu Chenhuan felt her withdrawing her hand in a daze, and her voice became hoarse: "That's what I hurt, didn't it?"
"no."
"I'm sorry Nono, I didn't mean to..." Although she denied it, Fu Chenhuan understood what happened to her wrist injury almost instantly - she saved him on the street, he remembered.In the chaos he grabbed Nono's wrist, he thought it was a dream.In the dream, she was in pain, and said aggrievedly that she hurt her.
It was not a dream.Fu Chenhuan wanted to stab himself twice, how could he be willing to use so much force on her?
He was a little at a loss, and suddenly came back to his senses, raised his hand and sniffed under the tip of his nose - his fingertip just touched Li Nuo for a moment, but there was only her light fragrance left on it, without any medicinal smell.
"Why...why didn't you apply the medicine?" He frowned, "Huo Yunlang——"
"Hey..." Li Nuo was about to say something when Huo Yunlang had already entered.
"My lord, what are your orders?"
"Bring the spirit jade ointment."
Huo Yuanlang responded and went down, the fast Li Nuo didn't have time to stop him.
She glanced at her wrist, it was just pinched, and it would go away the next day: "It's nothing, how can I get such expensive medicine? It doesn't hurt too much."
Fu Chenhuan shook his head.
He just stood here, thinking about her experience, he felt so painful that he didn't know what to do.
Barely stabilizing his mind, Fu Chenhuan carefully groped forward again: "Is there anything else wrong? Let me see."
This time Li Nuo stretched out his left hand.
Seeing how meticulous and gentle he was, he stretched out his arms without rolling up his sleeves.
Fu Chenhuan's pale and slender fingers touched it lightly, like a feather falling down.
Even though there was a layer of clothing, her warm body temperature still penetrated into his fingertips little by little, and the soft skin under his fingertips was an extremely familiar touch.
His eyes were sore - such a long-lost touch, fresh, vivid, warm and gentle, made him unable to bear it, and wanted to cry.
And this kind of sourness immediately made the eyes feel fine and painful like needle pricks.
"Nono, your pulse is weak, it's because of the unhealed wind and cold." Fu Chenhuan didn't pay attention to himself, and frowned slightly, Xue Xi had been in Beijing for so many days, she fell ill at that time, and she still hasn't recovered yet.
In addition to amnesia, don't know where it was injured, and whether there will be any sequelae.
For a while, Fu Chenhuan felt even more pity: "Nono, sit down first, do you feel cold?"
"...It's okay." Li Nuo felt dizzy early on, fearing that he couldn't hold on, he didn't refuse, and sat down slowly.
Fu Chenhuan originally wanted to take off his outer shirt and put it on for her, but he was afraid that such a move would make her panic, so he turned sideways to block the direction of the door, protecting her from the wind a little.
He said softly: "Nono, I have a very skilled doctor by my side, I'll invite him to show you, okay?"
Li Nuo looked up at him for a moment, then lowered his head again and muttered: "Why are you being so nice to me..."
Fu Chenhuan smiled slightly, "I should have been nice to you."
His tenderness only made her lower her head even lower.
This move made Fu Chenhuan aware, but it was another kind of heart-wrenching - Nono should not be afraid of anything in front of him.But now she doesn't dare to throw herself into his arms to act like a spoiled child, complaining about her grievances, she just shrinks back in fear.
Her fear almost crushed his heart.
Fu Chenhuan naturally thought of what happened before.
As soon as I thought about it, my eyes began to ache again: "Nono, I'm sorry, that was outside Spirit Mountain Temple... I didn't know it was you."
Li Nuo was taken aback for a moment, she had already forgotten if he didn't mention this.
Did he think that he didn't dare to look at him because he was afraid of him?
"It's all my fault. I'm stupid. I shouldn't have given such an order. From now on... there will never be such a thing again..."
Fu Chenhuan stumbled a little.In fact, he has acted fiercely in these years, and his words have become more and more sharp and exposed. He has never been so hesitant.
But this matter, he really didn't know how to explain it.He was the one who gave the order, and he deserved to be the one who frightened Nono. Speaking of which, he was blind, so he could only blame himself for not being up to date.
Seeing that he was at a loss and flustered, Li Nuo hurriedly said: "I see, I'm fine." She also smiled.
Fu Chenhuan listened carefully, and still said softly: "Nono, at that time...I didn't recognize you right away, I'm sorry."
His tone was so earnest and caring that it was easy for people to hear the deep apology in his words.Li Nuo couldn't bear it anymore, "It's okay, I've forgotten about it, you don't have to take it to heart. I'm doing well now."
Fu Chenhuan's thin lips trembled slightly, and his helpless pity deepened.
Nono has always been so tolerant of him.
The love in his heart spread and was unbearably bitter.
Why does the sky prefer to make fun of itself, why does it only love to lift him up to the clouds and then fall to hell, to experience the pain and joy of having lost, to sink into such a game of great joy and great sorrow to fiddle with fate.
However, let him bear all the pain. Why did he bully her once or twice when they met for the first time?
When they first met, he was the one who was drugged and couldn't control himself, so he belittled her abruptly.This time outside of Spirit Mountain Temple, he almost made another lifelong mistake.
Even when she had no memory but rescued him out of kindness, he twisted her wrist.
Fu Chenhuan's heart was aching and regretful, and he looked down at Li Nuo.
She was petite and he was much taller.Looking at it this way, he could feel her soft eyes trying to look up at him.
But after meeting his gaze direction, she somehow looked away again.
Fu Chenhuan slowly knelt down on one knee in front of Li Nuo, and said in a low voice: "Nono, if you feel unhappy because of what happened that day, don't worry about it, beat me and scold me if you want, I will let youGet out. Just...don't be afraid of me."
Li Nuo was startled. Looking at his pale face, he couldn't help but want to help him up: "I see, I don't blame you anymore. Don't kneel like this. I saw you and saw that your legs were inconvenient.Kneeling like this for a long time will be uncomfortable.”
Fu Chenhuan was stunned for a moment.
Although he didn't get up, the corners of his lips were slightly curved inch by inch.
The out-of-focus clear eyes were soft, and he shook his head: "It's okay."
Li Nuo felt even more helpless in front of such a smile.
She sighed in her heart: God seems to favor her, taking away Fu Chenhuan's eyes.Otherwise, if he is still as sharp-eyed as before, how can he not see the panic and guilt in her eyes?
If his eyes were the same as before, she would definitely not be able to act this moment in front of him.
Thinking of his eyes, Li Nuo's heart became a little sour again, and his voice became softer: "Get up, the ground is so cold, you just had a poisoning once, if you don't pay attention like this, you will ruin your body. I admit, I used toI'm a little afraid of you..."
What she said was the truth, but what she said next was also the truth, "But now I'm really not afraid anymore. How can people be afraid of you like this?"
Fu Chenhuan's brows softened, and at this moment, he finally showed some real comfort and joy, slightly overlapping with his original appearance in memory.
He opened his lips in a soft and slow voice: "Nono, I'm really happy."
He sighed and said this sentence, his thin lips were slightly parted, as if he still had something to say.
After a while, he still didn't say anything.
This is very different from Li Nuo's imagination.
She always thought that Fu Chenhuan would be shocked when he saw her and would question her. She couldn't stand those, so amnesia was used as an excuse.But even if he lost his memory, he still wants to talk to her alone, Li Nuo thinks this is normal.
If it were her, she would definitely say something that the other party forgot that she couldn't wait to say.
Such as their relationship, such as their past.
But Fu Chenhuan didn't say anything.
Li Nuo could feel that Fu Chenhuan cherished her, but she couldn't understand it so deeply.From this point of view, Fu Chenhuan is more sad than being disabled and blind, but she doesn't notice it.
At this moment, she just thought, yes, Fu Chenhuan is not a stunned young man.He is calm and steady, not a person who is too hasty.If it were me, I would say a lot of things immediately, but Fu Chenhuan's personality is different from my own.
Thinking about what he should say and do as a person with amnesia, Li Nuo said slowly: "We were very familiar before, weren't we?"
Fu Chenhuan smiled softly: "Yes."
"Then who am I? Where do I live? Why... didn't you tell me?"
"Nono, the past... I will tell you slowly. As long as you know now, I will never hurt you in the slightest." Fu Chenhuan looked in her direction, although her phoenix eyes were empty, they were still soft like a galaxycirculation.
"As for the past, don't rush tonight, don't rush for a while."
There are thousands of considerations in my heart, but I can't get around the most essential point - her past, not only with him, but also a lot of things.Can she take it?She is safe and happy is the most important thing.
He can bear it.Even though, as early as the first time he saw her, he wanted to hold her tightly in his arms, hold her tightly with the strength embedded in his bones and blood, kiss her deeply, and never let go.
But in the face of her who has forgotten everything and is like a blank sheet of paper, love and pity still prevail in the end.
Li Nuo was about to say something more when Huo Yunlang came in.
He was holding Lingyu Ointment, and as soon as he entered the door, he saw the posture of the two of them - one sitting, the other kneeling aside.
Huo Yunlang raised his eyebrows slightly, although he was hit, but at least it was Fu Chenhuan who came out, the next moment he stabilized his expression, put the ointment on the small table by Fu Chenhuan's hand with a calm face, bowed and then leftout.
Fu Chenhuan didn't respond. His subordinates saw his appearance and didn't make him feel anything. He just slowly reached out to take the ointment.
His slender eyelashes drooped slightly, he hesitated for a moment, and finally suppressed the impulse in his heart, and handed out the ointment: "Nono, you...you can apply the ointment yourself, okay?"
Li Nuo nodded and accepted.
She applied the medicine to Fu Chenhuan's gaze, the gaze was not hot, but wrapped around her like a warm ocean current.
And she was like a gangster with a murder weapon in his arms. In front of such tenderness, even if she just took out a knife and did nothing, she felt ashamed.
The room was quiet for a while, but there was a slight argument outside, which seemed to be the voice of Xue Xi.
Li Nuo has no internal strength, so she couldn't hear what was said outside at such a long distance, but Fu Chenhuan could hear clearly.
He stood up slowly, revealing two points of gloom.
Now Li Nuo couldn't guess what Fu Chenhuan was thinking, just seeing his appearance, he felt inexplicably nervous, so he put down the ointment and stood up.
"Nono, wait for me here." Fu Chenhuan lowered his eyes, his voice still gentle.
Li Nuo moved his hand, intending to grab Fu Chenhuan's sleeve, but just now he felt that he shouldn't have such an intimate movement at this moment.
She had no choice but to stand straight: "You, what are you going to do?"
Fu Chenhuan noticed that Li Nuo was nervous.
Thinking about what she might be worrying about, his heart seemed to be burning in a sea of fire. After so many years of killing and infiltration, he could hardly suppress the blood in his bones.
Fu Chenhuan calmed down his murderous aura, no matter how jealous he is, Nono is innocent, he must not show that cruel side, she will hate it, and even more afraid.
Thinking about it, Fu Chenhuan couldn't help but speak softer: "Don't be afraid, I'll be back soon." After speaking, he smiled, turned around and wanted to go out.
"Hey, wait—" Li Nuo panicked.
He wants to kill Xue Xi?
Or put him in jail?
If the war with Beimo resumed at this moment, wouldn't the plot be...
In an instant, Li Nuo's mind was filled with thousands of thoughts, and he only made a hasty sound, and this overwhelmed body was completely exhausted.
Li Nuo's head sank, and then he fell limply on Fu Chenhuan's back and slowly slid down.
"Nono—"
Fu Chenhuan suddenly turned around and hugged Li Nuo's soft body tightly. He couldn't see it, but only knew that the person in his arms was lifeless, and his fainted body was light and soft, giving him the illusion that he would never wake up.
His heart that was a little bit happy just now fell into the boundless cold abyss again.
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