Chapter 64

After Fu Chenhuan said this sentence, he knew that there was no way out.

He pulled out the knife that had been deeply pierced in his heart for the past two days, and he felt a bloody joy.

But this joy, under the invisible and intangible blood, is overwhelming despair.

Today is his end.

Instead of letting her know that she has no chance to kill him and leave on her own, causing her to be passively and completely reduced to a discarded plaything; it is better to let him speak out about all this.

He is willing to stand here and let her stab thousands of knives into his body, but the knives must come from him himself - at least in this way, he is not too ugly in their eyes.

Fu Chenhuan stared closely at Li Nuo, her eyes gradually gathered a layer of crystal clear water, which was so pitiful.

His heart ached.

The anger and bitterness in his chest that was about to burst turned into a deeper level of pain and self-deprecation: He is still so stupid at this moment, so what if he wants to come with this knife?She still didn't have to do anything, or even say a word, to make him feel so sorry for him.

It takes desperate suppression to resist the urge to wipe her tears and hold her in my arms.

Silently quelling the turbulent love and hatred, Fu Chenhuan said in a hoarse voice: "Ying Xiehan has nowhere to go. He didn't grasp this only opportunity. Did he pave the way for you?"

With tears in his eyes, Li Nuo looked up at Fu Chenhuan.

He was too tall, standing in front of her condescendingly looking down, like a thick wall covering her petite body.Because of the blood stains on the side of the beloved's face, it looked a bit cold and gloomy.

He had never spoken to her in such a tone.Even if the tone wasn't even cold, it was flat.But she has been spoiled by Fu Chenhuan too much, and she can't bear even this little bit of plainness.

Li Nuo wanted to hold back his tears and talk to him, but he couldn't help it, two lines of tears fell like this: "No...it's not like this..."

Fu Chenhuan turned his head as if he was burned, and tried his best not to look at her tears: "So once the incident happens, he can't guarantee your safety from me. For such a person, you should cooperate with him to kill me."

Li Nuo shook his head desperately, "No, no - I didn't cooperate with him, let alone kill you, Brother Chenhuan... I really am not, I am not like that, I will definitely not hurt you..."

She wanted to prove her innocence, and she wanted to tell him everything: what was her real plan, she never thought of letting him die, even if he was injured.

But now he is still the target of the main system, he can't know her real purpose, otherwise the plot will collapse, and the two of them will have no chance at all.

Li Nuo tentatively grabbed Fu Chenhuan's big palm hanging by her side with a pair of small hands. Seeing that he didn't dodge, she held it and shook it carefully.

Try to keep your voice steady: "Brother Chenhuan, don't you want to speak like this... I'm afraid of you like this... Don't be angry, don't be angry with me..."

Every small trembling word is like the most poisonous steel needle, piercing Fu Chenhuan's heart full of holes.

There was a sense of loss amidst the severe pain. He thought that when he spread all these things out, they would be considered to have come to an end, but Nono cried.

Her appearance gave him some ardent delusions.

Although the evidence of conspiring with Ying Xie Han Xuexi is as solid as a mountain, she is still willing to spend all her time coaxing him for him.Why doesn't Fu Chenhuan want an explanation, he hopes this is just a nightmare more than anyone else.

He looked down at those restless little hands, and softened his voice: "Have you ever come into contact with the person who delivered the message in the Longzhou Army?"

Li Nuo bit her lower lip tightly, tears rolling in her eye sockets.

Fu Chenhuan paused for a moment, then asked again: "Did you know Ling Zhao's medicine man?"

Li Nuo's tears flowed down, but she didn't wipe them off, her hand was still holding on to Fu Chenhuan's, as if once she let go, she couldn't hold it anymore.

Fu Chenhuan looked at the crystal clear teardrops sliding down her cheeks from the sockets of her eyes, and felt that they were a sharp knife that cut out the heart, and the speed at which the tears flowed was the speed of the knife tip slicing across the heart, "You went out tonight, but you went to Xue Xi?"

He asked three questions, all questions he knew the answer to.

He didn't want to care about any facts and evidence, there was only such a girl in this world that he regarded as a treasure.As long as she gives him a negative answer—even if it's just an answer, without any extra explanation, he is willing to give her the trust of closing her eyes and listening.

But in the end, he watched Li Nuo with his own eyes and nodded slightly.

Fu Chenghuan turned pale, and said in a low voice, "Is this the answer you gave me?"

Li Nuo held back tears, his eyes flushed red and pitiful: "Brother Chenhuan, I went to see Xue Xi, but I definitely didn't participate in Ying Xiehan's plan, I...I think there is something wrong with your life experience."Doubtful, I want to hear what he has to say."

"Xue Xi told me about the third prince. The reason why he was suddenly rejected by his father and sent to Xia was because he was involved in a turmoil in his life... His biological mother switched the two of you when you were born.Brother Chenhuan, the person who tortured you when you were young is not your real mother, but Xue Xi’s concubine is your mother, she and your father love each other very much, and they all like you..."

Li Nuo's voice became smaller and smaller, because Fu Chenhuan's expression did not change from the beginning to the end.

Even when Xue Xi mentioned it, she couldn't control her emotions when she heard it, but Fu Chenhuan was so calm as the person involved.Li Nuo trembled, "Brother Chen Huan...it's true..."

Fu Chenhuan said calmly, "I believe."

Li Nuo looked at him stutteringly.

"Nono, I am twenty-six years old, these are true, but they are not important to me. What I want you to answer, is not these."

He knew that Li Nuo didn't lie to him on this matter, because it was unnecessary, and lying was easily exposed.He believed everything she said, but so what.

That's not the point.

Li Nuo's foggy eyes were dimmed. She understood Fu Chenhuan's meaning, so she could only grasp what she could confess and at the same time tell Fu Chenhuan, "The matter of the drug man...I do know about the matter of the drug man, but I absolutely, I have absolutely no intention of hurting you, I just want to help you avoid..."

However, it is still hard to argue, if the seamless plan of that day is carried out, Fu Chenhuan will know that she is sincere.It's a pity that those medicine people are dead, and now she can't tell anyway.

Forced by the situation, Li Nuo can only say what he can say.But why is Fu Chenhuan so easy to fool?He said softly: "If you want to help me avoid it, just tell me when you get the news."

Li Nuo was speechless, his eyes were sore: "I..."

Seeing her holding back tears, Fu Chenhuan felt as if a heavy hammer had hit her heart hard.He could no longer tell whether she was real or not, the only thing he could be sure of was that even if she was completely acting at this moment, he would feel more pain because of her sad expression.

A great sadness rose from the bottom of my heart: what's the point of this, since he has been completely overwhelmed and infatuated, why does he want to understand?

Fu Chenhuan thought of Qingming, and sighed: "Nono, don't cry. I won't ask any more."

Even though he said that, Li Nuo was not relieved at all, and was even more afraid: "Don't... Brother Chenhuan, don't be disappointed in me... Please...don't talk like this, I can really prove it to you, and you can give me a better chance."May I have some time..."

Fu Chenhuan bent his lips, "Nono."

The black and white eyes are like a handful of ashes with the last embers extinguished, "You don't have to prove anything, I just want to tell you - if you run out alone in the middle of the night, you will be in danger yourself. In fact, you don't have to go to such lengths, This should be a matter between the two of us, it has nothing to do with Ying Xiehan or Xue Xi."

"I'm yours, and it's always been. How you want to deal with it is up to you. You shouldn't go far and seek alliances with outsiders."

His tone was clearly not necessarily serious, but it sounded shocking.Li Nuo shook her head hastily, her movements were so large that she felt a little dizzy, "I really don't, you are the one I love, I won't treat you like this, you know..."

Fu Chenhuan asked in a low voice: "Do you love me?"

Li Nuo shook her pale lips and nodded, hoping that Fu Chenhuan could still believe it.

Fu Chenhuan couldn't resist such words, emotion and reason tore him in two, he chose emotion without giving up, and said softly: "Nono, then you can tell me why you chose Ying Xiehan, and when did you join his camp?";The purpose of going to see Xue Xi... Tell me all; and Yaoren, what do you think."

Li Nuo said cautiously: "These... I will definitely give you an explanation, I promise."

She also knows that this is really not convincing, but she can't say that all this is for you, it will only make her more absurd.

But it's impossible to lie, Fu Chenhuan's showdown has reached this point, she really doesn't have a perfect excuse, and she doesn't want to fool him with words to make the rift between them bigger.

Li Nuo bit the bullet: "...Brother Chenhuan, you will know from now on that I didn't lie to you or lie, and...after a while, okay? I will definitely tell everything——"

Fu Chenhuan turned his face and smiled.

It was not his usual gentle and pampering smile, it only had the movement of laughing, but no substance of the smile.If he insisted on describing it, it would be as if she said something ridiculous, and he thought it was ridiculous, so he laughed.

Li Nuo's face turned completely pale.

"In a while," Fu Chenhuan chewed the words slowly, "Okay. How long."

Even the heinous criminals always have the right to know when they will die.

Li Nuo said in a low voice, "Within four or four months..."

Fu Chenhuan didn't know what Li Nuo was thinking, but he was able to say "four months"... a specific answer, if they weren't arguing now, he could almost feel the cuteness of her answer.

At the same time, it also made him unable to interface.

Fu Chenhuan's silence was not long, just a breath or two, but Li Nuo felt that a century had passed.From the moment she came in, she was so panicked that she couldn't hold on anymore.

She was terrified, and hurriedly raised her toes to kiss him, as if this could prove her heart and her words were true.

Fu Chenhuan turned his head abruptly.

Li Nuo kissed Kong, who seemed weightless as if she had fallen off a cliff, and she looked uneasy at the angry adult like a child who did something wrong.

Fu Chenhuan closed his eyes, it's not that he forbids Li Nuo to kiss him, but he just couldn't bear it, "Nono, you're a girl..."

Not only a girl, but also a treasure that he regards as a treasure, and he feels reluctant to take a look at it, "Why do you have to wrong yourself to deal with someone you don't love? Why... can you do this to this extent?"

Did he mean that she kissed him as a sacrifice?Li Nuo denied it tearfully, "No, no...I kiss you only when I like you, I love you...I love you very much..."

This is an unprecedented crisis, and Fu Chenhuan has even decided that she doesn't love him anymore.Li Nuo was very flustered and really scared. Is there anyone to help her?What is she going to do now?

She stretched out her hand to hug his waist, raised her head, and tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes, "Brother Chenhuan, hug me..."

Fu Chenhuan almost laughed angrily, why is she still like this at this moment?Even if she doesn't kiss him, don't hold him, his love for her will never be lessened and withdrawn.His heart is in her hands, she can handle it however she wants.

She could do anything and say anything, completely disregarding her every move, every word, every word, making him suffocate and struggle in the quagmire of pain.

Rao was so angry and hated, Fu Chenhuan still raised his hands uncontrollably at the first moment.When he was about to wrap his arms around her thin back, he forcefully forced himself to stop.

His hands turned around and grabbed her thin wrists instead, trying to push her arms away from him.

She refused.

After receiving the initial little resistance, Fu Chenhuan didn't dare to use any force.Her wrists were so slender, he could hold both of them with one hand, and he always held her with the lightest force, for fear of breaking it a little bit.

Right now she is stubbornly holding him and refuses to let go, and there is really nothing he can do.

Although Fu Chenhuan couldn't push Li Nuo away, his successive actions were the most obvious signal - he didn't want her kiss, he didn't hug her, and he wouldn't let her hug him either.

Realizing this, the grievance in Li Nuo's heart suddenly burst completely.

She couldn't hold back her tears anymore, and it was impossible to hold back at this moment, "You don't want me anymore, do you... You said you would tolerate me forever..."

Complaining like a child, as if he doesn't know how to keep the person who is determined to leave, he can only ask in such a disorderly manner.

Li Nuo felt extremely sour in her heart, she knew what she did in Fu Chenhuan's eyes.Up to this moment, it is really difficult for her to say such things and ask him to tolerate herself.

She choked up, and really didn't know what to do, "Brother Chenhuan, I'm sorry...can you forgive me once..."

Fu Chenhuan suddenly closed his eyes.

His shattered heart was directly crushed into powder by her words.

He no longer resisted, obeyed his instinct and soul, and hugged her tightly.If he doesn't hug her again, he will die of pain.

"Nono...don't cry." I admit it, no matter what is behind your tears, I admit it.

Fu Chenhuan hugged him tightly, gestured with pity, like hugging a weak kitten.Her crying was very close to his heart, every sob clenched his flesh and blood, leaving deep bloodstains.

My whole body hurts, and I subconsciously murmured to coax her, I don't know what I said, in short, each sentence is softer than each sentence.

His arms were strong and strong, and his embrace was as generous and warm as ever.Li Nuo felt his strength, and after hearing the gentle "Nono be good" in his ear, he broke down in tears: "Brother Chenhuan, are you not angry anymore..."

Fu Chenhuan's eyes were sore from her crying, "Don't be angry."

He murmured: "I won't be willing to be angry with you." He was just a little wronged and a little unwilling.

But looking at her now, he can't take care of his emotions: forget it, no matter what her purpose is.As long as she is still willing to throw herself into his arms, as long as one drop of her many tears is sincerely shed for him, then it is worth it.

"Stop crying Nono, I'll give you whatever you want." He repeated, "I'll give you everything."

I will give you the forgiveness you want, and will give you the life you want.

No matter what, as long as you want, I will give it to you as you wish.

Fu Chenhuan sighed softly, and carefully wiped the wet tears from her face with his warm and rough fingertips, "It's so cold, don't cry, don't hurt your face, your eyes will hurt too."

While touching her lightly, he held his breath calmly and observed her misty water-colored eyes—there was no disgust, but rather dependence.He didn't want to delve into whether it was acting or not, as long as he gave him such a look, he would treasure it as a treasure.

Li Nuo stared blankly at Fu Chenhuan: After she apologized, her brother Chen Huan seemed to have changed back.

He became gentle and pampered again, sympathetic in every possible way.

Li Nuo tentatively said: "Brother Chenhuan, I..."

"We won't mention this matter," Fu Chenhuan smiled slightly, "Just turn it over."

Li Nuo couldn't understand what Fu Chenhuan meant by turning over, but she only felt that it was more terrifying than Fu Chenhuan's questioning.Turning over means that from this moment on, they become the same as before, but what happened before does not disappear, but is covered under the peaceful and beautiful surface and slowly rots inside.One day, this fester would break everything she held dear.

Pretending not to be angry is more frightening than being angry.Li Nuo didn't dare to just turn around like this: "Brother Chenhuan, let me tell you the truth...I know that what I explained today sounds like a cover-up to you, and I also know that I look suspicious. But...I really haveThe difficulty that I can’t tell now, there is something I have to do, and I can’t tell anyone, it’s up to four months... Up to four months, I’ll tell you all the truth, okay?”

Speaking of this level is already the maximum limit, she can't say any more.

Fu Chenhuan looked at her tenderly: "Okay."

As if feeling that saying a single word could not reassure her completely, he added: "Nono is not afraid, I am sincere. I will not trust and doubt at the same time, as long as you say you have difficulties, I will wait. Wait.The day you can tell me."

"……Really?"

He said, "Really."

He figured it out, since he can give Nono whatever he wants, why make her cry in vain?

If her words were true, and there was indeed a wish to save him like a dream, he would be willing to wait as long as he wanted; if it was false, and he would only have to pay his life in the end, then it was nothing, he could afford it.

It doesn't matter if her words are true or false, she is the most important thing.

Fu Chenhuan stared at her with lowered eyebrows, coaxing herself in her heart: Nono has already begged like this, she must have some difficulties...otherwise, why would this be the case.

Li Nuo hugged him tightly, "Brother Chenhuan, thank you, thank you for trusting me once more."

She felt distressed and ashamed, although she knew that she had retreated to the bottom line, but to Fu Chenhuan, she still said nothing.

But he was willing to have first-hand evidence, and instead believed her sentence "I have difficulties".

This kind of love and trust let her cherish and give birth to strength, "Brother Chenhuan, I will never let you down."

Fu Chenhuan raised the corners of his lips. After hugging him for so long, he realized that he was really unbearable.

Just about to push her away, when Li Nuo noticed, she hurriedly hugged her even tighter.

"Nono," Fu Chenhuan said in a low voice, "I'm very dirty, go and wash it off."

Hearing this, Li Nuo closed his arms even further, "I don't think so."

Fu Chenhuan smiled lightly on top of her head: "I've wiped all the clothes dirty, I don't think so. Go take a bath and rest, you haven't..."

He didn't realize until halfway through the conversation that there was still a debt that he hadn't settled with her.

Apparently Li Nuo also sensed that something was wrong with Fu Chenhuan, so he didn't dare to let go, so he looked up at him in his arms.

Fu Chenhuan sighed helplessly: This made him harden his heart.

If he wanted to put it aside, he would definitely teach her a good lesson, but she was also very frightened when so many things happened just now, and he felt distressed when he saw that she was still so cautious.

Fu Chenhuan stroked Li Nuo's hair, and said in a warm voice, "Okay, as long as you are safe and well."

He said: "Don't do this again in the future. Where is this place and how far is the camp in Xue Xi? You run out in the middle of the night alone, what should you do if something happens to you? Even..."

Putting the rest of the words to rest, Fu Chenhuan gently pinched the tip of Li Nuo's nose.

Just took it lightly.

Yaoren, Xue Xi, her concealment, everything, as he said, his vast and deep love completely embraced her.

Li Nuo leaned tightly on Fu Chenhuan's warm chest, both distressed and sad—feeling for Fu Chenhuan's love, which was far beyond her expectations; sad that the medicine man's plan was shattered, and the next time such an excellent opportunity is unknown.Come again.

But she couldn't cheer up to think about the plan immediately, Fu Chenhuan's mood is the most important right now, Li Nuo simply gave herself a day off, and followed Fu Chenhuan like a little tail.He reads the military newspaper, and she follows him. He deals with military affairs, and she sits obediently beside him. When he calls a meeting, she waits outside, staying together for a while.

When it was time to rest in the middle of the night, Fu Chenhuan was really helpless: "Nono, it's been a day, aren't you tired?"

He touched her face, the soft touch of his palm seemed to reach the bottom of his heart through the texture.It was really worthless to say that, from the anxiety and pain of the night before the march to the grief and indignation when killing the medicine man, everything was dissipated by her tears in the morning and the soft comfort of this day.

He couldn't hold his breath at all.

Li Nuo said: "I'm not tired, go to sleep when you are tired."

On this day, she finally understood what it means to worry about gains and losses. Although Fu Chenhuan no longer pursued it and seemed to have no intentions, she still felt uneasy.

Fu Chenhuan said with a low smile: "Stop messing around, silly Nono, don't be so careful. I said I believe you, so I believe you, sleep peacefully."

If he couldn't even see her thoughts, he would have lived in vain for so many years.

This day is not so much that she is uneasy, it is better to say that he is full of inferiority complex.Indulging her to always be gentle and caring by his side is nothing more than wanting to confirm that she loves him more.She was willing to coax him, but she still cared about him.

But from morning to night, she was not tired, and he still felt sorry for her.

Fu Chenhuan personally tucked the quilt for Li Nuo, watched her close her eyes and go to sleep, and sat for a while before leaving quietly.

After two whole nights of sleepless nights, his body couldn't stand it anymore, not to mention the incidents and blows in the past few days, Fu Chenhuan returned to his tent and sat down, feeling very tired.

Years of habit made him unable to help raising his hand to touch his chest when he was struggling alone—the thing was not there... It was because he changed his clothes after taking a bath, and he was in a hurry to deal with things and didn't put them in.

Fu Chenhuan leaned slightly to reach for it. The clothes next to him were piled up. When he took it out, something caught him, and he became unsteady, and the thing fell to the ground with a "bang".

His heart trembled, and he hurried to pick it up.

However, as far as the eyes could see, the whole person was slightly taken aback.

The small wooden box he had been protecting for seven years was broken.

Fu Chenhuan frowned, no one knew how much it meant to him, even after Nono came back, it can no longer be called a "relic", but it has been in his arms for six years, it has saved himself from fire and water again and again.Unable to bear the thought of committing suicide once, he pulled back from the edge of the cliff.

In the end, got to know the miracle that Nono didn't die.

Fu Chenhuan blamed himself secretly, and carefully picked up the box.There was a crack in the lid, and he could see what was inside—a letter.

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