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Lu Zhi wanted to pull down the shutter door, but Shen Linchuan stretched out an arm in time to hold it, Lu Zhidan said, "Is there anything else?"

Shen Linchuan stalemate with him for a moment, and finally said: "Lend me two hundred, the phone is dead."

Lu Zhi paused, he was too lazy to tell the truth of what Shen Linchuan said, so he took out two hundred dollars from his wallet and threw it to him: "Get lost."

Shen Linchuan really got lost.

Lu Zhi successfully pulled down the rolling shutter door, thinking that Shen Linchuan would take the money to take a taxi home, but he walked confidently and calmly to the express hotel across the road.When you check in at this point, the single rooms and standard rooms are gone, and you can’t book a house for two hundred.Lu Zhi stood by the window for a while, and sure enough, he saw Shen Linchuan coming out of a certain hotel's revolving door.

Lu Zhifei quickly hid behind the rolling door.

After coming over, Shen Linchuan knocked on the door.

Shen Linchuan said: "I know you are here, open the door."

Lu Zhi stood still.

Shen Linchuan said again: "I'm only staying for one night, and I saw a sofa on the first floor."

Lu Zhi couldn't help opening his mouth and said, "Two hundred yuan is enough for you to take a taxi home."

Shen Linchuan was silent outside the door.He went on to say: "Didn't you say that I don't know where I am wrong until now, maybe I'll be closer to you, and I can figure it out in one night."

Lu Zhi remembered what Shen Linchuan had done, and he suddenly lifted the shutter door.Looking at each other, Lu Zhi said coldly, "Get out."

Shen Linchuan's face darkened slightly, but he still walked in with long legs.

Lu Zhi went upstairs to find a blanket, halfway through the steps, he threw it towards Shen Linchuan downstairs, Shen Linchuan stretched out his arm to catch one end, and the other end touched the ground, Shen Linchuan hugged the blanket and patted the dirt, Lu Zhi watchedDidn't even look at it, just went upstairs.

After a brief shower, Lu Zhi dried his hair, turned off the lights and went to sleep.

The sound insulation of this house is good, at least Lu Zhi couldn't hear any movement downstairs, but it might be because he couldn't hear any movement, he tossed and turned on the bed and couldn't fall asleep.

When he was upset, he heard deliberately light footsteps.

Not long after, he squinted and saw Shen Linchuan unscrew the doorknob. Lu Zhi held his breath, and when Shen Linchuan walked to the bedside, he suddenly said, "What are you doing here?"

Shen Linchuan gasped.

Lu Zhi turned on the light and saw the panic on Shen Linchuan's face that hadn't dissipated.

Shen Linchuan pretended to be calm and said, "I'm here to chat with you."

Lu Zhi turned his back to him: "Tomorrow, I'm sleepy."

Shen Linchuan stood still. After a while, Lu Zhi saw his figure bending over the bed from the wall, and immediately turned around and pointed at him: "Don't get on my bed."

"Yeah." So Shen Linchuan sat on the carpet beside the bed with his legs bent.

Lu Zhi had no choice but to sit up. He rubbed his face a little irritably, and asked Shen Linchuan: "What do you want to talk to me about?"

Shen Linchuan said: "I thought about it for a while. You were angry because of two things. One was that I arranged for Tan Ming to join the company, and the other was that Tan Ming had a fever and fainted. I went to the hospital to visit him."

Lu Zhi didn't answer, he wanted to hear what fart Shen Linchuan was about to say.

Shen Linchuan said: "I really shouldn't have not discussed with you in advance, but my original intention of recruiting Qin Ming, I think there is no problem. Qin Ming works in other companies, and with his ability and the technology he brought back, he is a great threat to our company.Daddy, if that’s the case, it’s better to take it for your own use. The past between me and Tan Ming is just not past in your heart, it’s already past tense for me. I still feel regretful and have other thoughts about him in my heart.I wouldn’t have been married to you for five years. As for him having a fever and fainting that day, even if it’s a dog, I’ve paid insurance for it, and I’ll go to the hospital to have a look at it if something happens, because it’s my employee.”

"You are not reflecting," Lu Zhi said while holding his knees, "You are sophistry."

"This is not sophistry, this is my explanation," Shen Linchuan said with open eyes, "Don't be trapped in your own thinking, use your thinking to determine the reason for everything I do, I consider the most superficial interestsrelationship, without the complicated feelings you thought."

"Even so," Lu Zhi frowned, "The words you said about me at that time were from the heart. You thought I was petty, lacking structure, and difficult to take on a big responsibility. You couldn't see the bright spots in me, and you thought I was useless., isn't that why you haven't taken me out to meet people for so many years?"

"You're right," Shen Linchuan was sometimes frighteningly honest, "but that's because you didn't show me your personal charm. You can draw, you have your own opinions, and you can be independent. I haven't seen any of these before.arrive."

"That's why I have to separate from you. I can shine without you," Lu Zhi said, "This is not an excuse for you to blame me, but you should reflect on yourself, why I am nothing when I am by your side, why?I didn’t become better because of you, but why I can’t do the job I love freely. You didn’t give me an inclusive and uplifting environment, you couldn’t give me confidence, you are not a good person, I would rather live aloneAnd don't compromise on your side. Do you think you did only those few things wrong? In fact, you didn't do a single thing right."

Shen Linchuan couldn't believe it: "You have been married to me for five years, but in the end you just said 'I didn't do anything right'?"

"Yes, that's the end of the story, let's make it clear," Lu Zhi said, "I have been drawing since I was a child, and there have never been small animals like cats and dogs in our house, because they will affect my creation., will make the room dirty and messy, after I got married, you took Angel home on the first day and said you would raise it with me, have you asked my opinion?"

Shen Linchuan didn't think about it, he said: "I thought you would like small animals..."

"You think...you think there are too many things, you think my job is irrelevant, and it's not a pity to lose it. It's better to help you take care of the dog at home. You think I'm heartless, even if you treat me perfunctorily for the rest of my life.Objection. You thought that I liked you so much before, no matter what you did or said, I would forgive you unconditionally. You thought I had no thoughts, even if I was just a decoration by your side in the eyes of others, it didn't matter." Lu Zhi paused, "Shen Linchuan, from the beginning to the end, have you treated me as an equal? If I hadn't had my own career and true friends after divorce, would you feel sorry for losing me? If I was really just aWhat about ordinary people who have nothing to do, would you feel guilty for pulling me into your marriage and the world?"

"You won't, because you feel that your heart is as high as the class you live in, you think that no one is worthy of you, you want me to listen to you, and to put it bluntly, what you need is nothing that can complement youYou just need someone who will stay by your side obediently without worrying too much, a doll without a soul, someone who can complete your life identity without bringing you emotional distress."

Lu Zhi laughed: "Shen Linchuan, you are so selfish."

Every time Lu Zhi said something, Shen Linchuan felt a slap on his face, and he couldn't refute, because he knew that what Lu Zhi said was right, and he was always an exquisite egoist, because he was educated since childhood thatWe must live for ourselves, put interests first, and get rid of irrational emotions.

The rebellion in the third year of high school made him feel the excitement and happiness for a while, but when both parents knew about his relationship with Tan Ming, Qin Ming's retreat let him know that the relationship when he was young could not withstand any wind and rain and was not worth the tragedy.After the confrontation, after breaking up, he quickly walked out.

Lu Zhi really didn't meet his expectations for his lover. Shen Linchuan found at first that he was more like raising a son. He had to correct his living habits, cultivate common hobbies, and teach him to distinguish between when Lu Zhi asked some funny questions.Differences in some professional terms.

Although Lu Zhi hasn't made much progress, Shen Linchuan has long been used to it. Maybe he didn't say what was in his heart during the quarrel that day, so he and Lu Zhi wouldn't be here today.

Lu Zhi became his man at the age of twenty, and Shen Linchuan got used to his appearance in and out of the bed, got used to getting angry because of his bad habits that were difficult to correct, and got used to the unsalty expression on his face when he was unhappy.

Shen Linchuan can't imagine what Lu Zhi looks like when he is beside others. Will Lu Zhi fall in love with others?Dedicate your enthusiasm to the other party?Shen Linchuan couldn't bear it, he wanted Lu Zhi to be his for the rest of his life, and no one could touch him.

Lu Zhi only felt that Shen Linchuan's face was scary, he clenched his fists and took a defensive posture.When Shen Linchuan got up and leaned over, Lu Zhi threw out a fist, Shen Linchuan reacted very quickly to dodge, stretched out his hand to hold his fist, and pressed hard on the quilt.

Sensing the danger, Lu Zhi immediately jumped off the bed and stared at Shen Linchuan vigilantly.

Shen Linchuan lowered his head and glanced at the empty fingertips, feeling chills in his heart.

"I just want to hug you." Shen Linchuan said.

Lu Zhi looked at him coldly: "You don't need to hug, you can hug someone else."

Lu Zhi's collar was crooked during the movement, Shen Linchuan stood up, stretched out his hand to help him straighten his collar, and when he left, his fingers brushed against his collarbone, intentionally or unintentionally.

"I'm just selfish," Shen Linchuan suddenly picked up what he said earlier, "The person I want will be mine sooner or later, I only have eyes for you now, it doesn't matter if you think I'm harassing you, or I'm here to be mean, as long asIf you don't come back to me for a day, I will have a way to appear in front of your eyes."

Lu Zhi's eyes were red, and he looked like he was about to pounce on him and bite him to death.

Shen Linchuan reached out to pinch his chin, and opened his tightly clenched teeth. Lu Zhi tilted his head and bit Shen Linchuan's fingers hard.Shen Linchuan looked painful, but he didn't struggle. When Lu Zhi let go of his mouth, the flesh on Shen Linchuan's fingers was about to be bitten to pieces.

Shen Linchuan reached out to wipe off the remaining water stains around his mouth.

"Is that why you are most angry?" Shen Linchuan laughed, "Then I seem to be able to bear it."

After leaving these words, Shen Linchuan bypassed him and went downstairs.

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