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That night, Shen Linchuan dreamed of Lu Zhi.The plot of the dream is familiar and clear.

There was a time when Lu Zhi suffered a great grievance in Zhou Guo, and he happened to be very busy with work that day, with successive meetings and phone calls, and went to three stores in one day, Lu Zhi couldn't get through to him, so he dug out the wine from the refrigerator, sitting alone on the sofa in the living room and drinking.

The moment Shen Linchuan opened the door and entered the room, Lu Zhi turned his head while grabbing a bottle of wine, looked at him with tears in his eyes, his heart skipped a beat, and he hurriedly asked, "What's wrong? What happened?"

"Why don't you answer my phone?"

"No, sorry."

Lu Zhi was still staring at him, Shen Linchuan walked towards him step by step, Lu Zhi patted the sofa and let him sit down, after he sat down, Lu Zhi tearfully described how he was framed by Sister Wang, and was pointed at his nose by the leader and scolded, Lu ZhiZhi was drunk, talked a little incoherently, and repeated some words over and over again, but he didn't know it.

Shen Linchuan sat beside him, and after listening to him, he asked, "Then do you want to resign?"

Lu Zhi paused, wiped away the tears on his face and said, "I still don't want to."

"Then how many drinks shall I have with you?"

Lu Zhi shook his head.

"What can I do for you?" Shen Linchuan asked at the time.

Lu Zhi took his hand and pressed it on his back, and he said coquettishly, "Pat."

Shen Linchuan patted him on the back with unfamiliar movements, and after a while, Lu Zhi said that he felt much better.

Shen Linchuan suddenly woke up from his dream.

In fact, in the past few years, Lu Zhi has been trying to subtly teach him how to love himself, without any accusations or dissatisfaction, but he just went in from one ear to the other, and didn't take it into his heart at all.When he went to West Market, Lu Zhi told him to hold his hand and hug him tightly when he quarreled, but Shen Linchuan never did it.

Shen Linchuan was used to being arrogant and conceited, his mouth was the toughest in his whole body, he refused to bow his head, and he couldn't learn to apologize.He glanced at the alarm clock next to the bed, it was three o'clock in the morning, remembering the previous lesson, he didn't rush to Lu Zhi's place impulsively, but got up and went to the study.

Angel was woken up by him, lying at his feet for some unknown reason, watching him turn on the computer.

There are many words that Shen Linchuan can't say, but there is no problem in forming words.

An hour later, Shen Linchuan sent an email to Lu Zhi.

Lu Zhi used to communicate with customers by email in order not to miss important information from customers. He installed an APP on his mobile phone. Fortunately, he slept soundly today and was not woken up by the vibration of the incoming email.

But when he opened his eyes at dawn, Lu Zhi saw the new email reminder all at once.

"Advertising?" His first reaction was this.

The response speed of the mobile phone in the early morning was a bit slow, Lu Zhi rubbed his eyes, and the moment he saw that the contents of the email were completely buffered, Lu Zhi suspected that he hadn't woken up yet.He leaned closer and double-checked that it was really an email from Shen Linchuan, evil!

"Burning:

Seeing letters is like meeting.

When wake up from the dream, remember some old events, and many words are stuck in throat, and can't spit them out.

To some extent, your views and evaluations of me are pertinent.I always ignore your inner thoughts, keep amplifying the demands on you, and take it for granted that you should grow up like I expect.I forgot my identity. I am your husband. In marriage, we are all independent individuals. We should be equal, respect and love each other. I should shelter you from the wind and rain instead of interfering in which direction you want to sproutRooting, I shouldn't be self-righteous and impose unnecessary rules and regulations on you.

You are sincere and magnanimous, magnanimous and tolerant, but I say you are vicious and petty, you are talented, humble and gentle, but I am deceived by appearances, thinking that you are content with the status quo and do not think about making progress.Even if you play games, you will restrain yourself, and you will not waste time blindly. My vision is narrow, and I only see that you maintain the free and easy life habits before marriage, but I never thought that the reason for all this is that I did not give you comfort and embrace in time.You can only vent your grievances at work by playing games with your friends.

After knowing that you were sad and sad because of the things between me and Qin Ming, I recruited him into the company regardless of your wishes, and insisted on going to the hospital to visit you after you clearly expressed your disapproval.After filing for divorce, you didn't admit your mistakes and make amends. Instead, they intensified and added fuel to the fire, which made you avoid me in fear.

Now, I have deeply realized my mistake, and I promise never to make it again, would you give me another chance?

Shen Linchuan

At home on X.7, 20XX"

Lu Zhi carefully read this email several times, from being unbelievable at the beginning to accepting it calmly and then gradually relieved. For a person like Shen Linchuan, it is more uncomfortable for him to admit that he was wrong than to kill him. Although heI don't know why Shen Linchuan became enlightened overnight, but a knot in his heart was finally untied.

He Lu Zhi is not useless, he deserves to be loved and cherished by others, he is not a person who likes to make trouble and lose his temper, nor is he unable to withstand setbacks, he is an adult who can control his emotions.If he didn't control it well, it must be the other party's fault.

Lu Zhi calmly put down his phone, thought for a while, opened the email again, and sent the screenshot to Zhou Jin.

When Zhou Jin saw the news, he drove over in a hurry before he had time to eat breakfast. Lu Zhi went to buy breakfast for the two of them, and they sat by the window to eat and chat.

"Is this really from Shen Linchuan?" Zhou Jin couldn't help rubbing his arms, "Unexpectedly, people who usually look at people with their nostrils can say such sour words."

Lu Zhi said, "He can't tell."

"What's the meaning?"

Lu Zhidao: "If Shen Linchuan stood in front of me now, he would still be arrogant. He will be burned to ashes in a hundred years, and the hardest thing is his mouth. I have known him for so many years, but I have never heard him say that he was wrong."

Zhou Jin couldn't understand why there was such a person, he said: "I really like apologizing to people. Things that can be solved by saying "I'm sorry, I was wrong", why make it so complicated? It's so difficult to talk about it.?”

Lu Zhi didn't understand either, he tried to understand the brain circuit of people like Shen Linchuan, and said, "I don't know, maybe no one taught him this way since he was a child, they are born to plunder, and they are used to being ruthless, if everyone says 'I'm sorry',I will be embarrassed to do it again.”

Zhou Jin said to the point: "But you two are married, and you are not competitors. He still has to overcome this psychological barrier?"

"That's right," Lu Zhi pointed to his temple, "That means his brain hasn't developed well."

At this time, the immature person had just parked the car, and saw Lu Zhi and Zhou Jin talking happily early in the morning from a distance. He felt uncomfortable, so he walked over quickly.Knocked on.

When Lu Zhi turned his head and saw Shen Linchuan, he almost choked to death on the steamed bun.

He quickly took a sip of hot soy milk.

Shen Linchuan looked at him quietly, Lu Zhi swallowed a few steamed buns like no one else was there, wiped his mouth, and said to Zhou Jin, "I'll go out for a while."

"Put on your coat." Zhou Jin urged.

"I know."

Lu Zhi put on his coat, opened the door and went out.

Shen Linchuan's eyes followed him all the time, Lu Zhi walked down the steps, and Shen Linchuan also slowly walked towards him.Seeing what Shen Linchuan meant, Lu Zhi probably didn't want to enter the room to talk, so he pointed to the opposite side: "Let's go there—"

Shen Linchuan suddenly reached out and patted him on the back a few times.

Lu Zhi paused, looking a little puzzled.

Shen Linchuan gently took his hand again, Lu Zhi lowered his head and stared at the hands of the two, and the doubts in his heart magnified a little.Although he saw the email in time, he didn't reply, and he didn't say forgiveness. What kind of signal did Shen Linchuan receive to hold his hand.Lu Zhi really didn't understand.

"What do you mean?" Lu Zhi couldn't help asking.

The effect he wanted was not achieved, and Shen Linchuan had no fewer doubts than Lu Zhi. After thinking for a while, he stretched out his hand to embrace Lu Zhi in his arms, and patted him on the back reassuringly.

Zhou Jin, who had been paying attention to the movement here, dropped the steamed bun in his mouth on the table in surprise.

Shen Linchuan finally spoke at this time, he said: "I'm sorry, I did make a mistake, does what you said before still count?"

Lu Zhifei thought about it quickly, he didn't seem to have said anything good to Shen Linchuan recently, he pushed him away, and asked hesitantly, "What did I say?"

Shen Linchuan thought he had accurately summed up what Lu Zhi said at West Market: "You said you were offended, as long as you hug you, you won't lose face outside."

"..."

Shen Linchuan opened his mouth to confirm again: "Do you still count?"

"It doesn't count," Lu Zhi said quickly, "What was our relationship before? What is our relationship now? You are my ex-husband, you can't hug me casually now, that is, I have a good temper, and someone else would have done it earlier.Hit you."

Shen Linchuan pursed his lips: "Didn't you hit me before? You even hit your face."

"You asked for that, if it wasn't for you..." Lu Zhi thought of the kiss in the box that day, and his hands were itchy again.

"Have you read the email?" Shen Linchuan saw that something was wrong, and changed the subject in a timely manner.

"Look." Lu Zhi said.

Shen Linchuan asked: "Then what do you think?"

Lu Zhidan said: "I don't have any ideas, just asking me to forgive you in one email, the cost is too low."

"Is my analysis correct? Have I missed anything?"

Lu Zhi crossed his chest and looked at him: "The key points are pretty complete."

Shen Linchuan breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good, I thought you were not satisfied."

"But the apology is not so polite." Lu Zhi continued to hug his chest, and he raised his chin slightly, "You are so eloquent in the email, how come your words are so barren? Is it your truth in the email?Could it be copied from somewhere else?"

Then Shen Linchuan was wronged. His high school composition was always used as a model for display. When he wrote this email last night, he had to be sincere and not too exaggerated. He revised it many times before making up his mind to send it out.

"Of course not," Shen Linchuan said, "Those are all from my heart."

"Oh, since it's from the bottom of my heart," Lu Zhi said, "then recite it to me."

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