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    Chapter 111

    Fu Xingyun felt that his chest was filled with bitterness for a moment, then he raised his hand and rubbed Lin Qiong's cheek with trembling fingers, just like they usually did at home.

    But the touch from his fingertips was dry and rough. The man looked at the injury at the corner of the man's mouth with distress, but he didn't dare to touch it for fear of hurting him.

    There was no one more sad than him at this moment.

    Lin Qiong did not question their relationship, but whether he had a future. Fu Xingyun's throat hurt, and then he pretended to be relaxed and smiled: "How could it not be?"

    After hearing this, Lin Qiong couldn't help but tremble at the corner of her mouth, "Really?"

    "Of course."

    After the other party spoke, Lin Qiong looked at the other party in a daze, and then quickly looked at the person in front of him. The other party was wearing a shirt and trousers, with a handsome face, and an imposing manner in his movements.

    He has no contact with such a person, how could he be his lover.

    Lin Qiong recovered from his daze, and reason took over his brain. He obviously didn't believe what the other party said.

    He is in such a state of desolation, how can he have any future?

    Then he was about to get up and leave, but he was grabbed by the man, "Where are you going?"

    Lin Qiong pulled out her hand stiffly, "It's none of your business."

    "Why is it none of my business?" Fu Xingyun stood up.

    The man was tall, standing in front of him like a human wall, full of oppression, "I am your lover."

    Lin Qiong took a step back and swallowed, "I don't believe it."

    The other person's eyes were full of fear and defensiveness. He had seen this look when Lin Qiong divorced him. She wrapped herself in a hard shell, thinking that there would be no flaws, but it broke into pieces with one blow., and in the end it was still riddled with holes.

    As if he was driving away the plague, Lin Qiong quickly distanced himself. When he left, Lin Qiong did not forget to say: "You should leave quickly. I have nothing worth lying to you. I have nothing."

    Fu Xingyun's heart ached terribly, "Everything I said before was sincere."

    Lin Qiong raised her head and looked at him timidly, "I know you are sincerely lying to me."

    "..."

    As Lin Qiong turned around and was about to leave, Fu Xingyun looked at the shoes with exposed holes on the person's feet, strode forward and grabbed the person.

    Lin Qiong's eyes widened in fear, "You...if you don't leave, I'm going to call for help!"

    Unexpectedly, the man didn't say a word, but squatted down and gave him his shoes.

    Lin Qiong suddenly panicked and wanted to kick off the big shoes on her feet, "You...what are you doing?!"

    Fu Xingyun: "Wear it."

    Lin Qiong wanted to give it back to the other party, "Put it back on quickly, I've ruined these shoes."

    Fu Xingyun felt extremely uncomfortable. In his eyes, Lin Qiong deserved the best thing in the world. "How could it be wasted?!"

    Lin Qiong looked at the man's ugly face and shrank her neck, "These shoes are so good, what should I do if they get dirty?"

    Fu Xingyun took a deep breath and said, "It doesn't matter."

    He lowered his head and held Lin Qiong's face, "It doesn't matter. What I have is yours, you can use it as you like."

    Lin Qiong was so excited by these words that he took two steps back. For a moment, he didn't know what the liar in front of him was trying to trick him into.

    Now he wants money but no money, and sex but no sex.

    Is it true that cheating is now popular among scammers?

    Fu Xingyun looked at the questioning look in the other person's eyes, "It doesn't matter if you don't believe it, but you don't have to worry, I will never hurt you."

    Lin Qiong pursed her lips and looked at the other person without saying a word. The piece of charcoal in the snow would always shake people's hearts. This was the first time someone had extended a helping hand to him since he fell into despair.

    Lin Qiong didn't say anything more, turned around and walked away. Fu Xingyun didn't say anything, but just followed behind him silently.

    Soon they arrived under an overpass. Lin Qiong walked down the slope of the roadside to the bridge, and then slowly walked into the shelter under the bridge.

    There was a small nest made of cardboard and old newspapers.

    Fu Xingyun took a breath and said, "You live here?"

    Lin Qiong looked back at him and said, "Yeah."

    Then he continued: "Look, I really have nothing, and there is nothing to lie to. You should go home in this dark sky, otherwise you will still suffer here when the temperature cools down."

    Fu Xingyun gritted his teeth and said nothing. He took out the money from selling watches in his pocket and thought about what to buy Lin Qiong. He wanted to take Lin Qiong to the hotel but neither of them had ID cards.

    Just when Fu Xingyun wanted to buy some food and quilts, he saw an old figure not far away. If he looked carefully, he was an old man with a low foot. He was also dirty and looked painful.

    "Uncle Li!" Lin Qiong, who originally planned to lie down in the nest, stood up, looked at the old man in surprise, and then quickly came to his side, "Uncle Li, what's wrong with you?"

    "Xiao Lin." The old man gave the person a miserable look, and then handed the money in his hand to Lin Qiong, no more, no less, exactly thirty.

    Lin Qiong refused, "I don't want it."

    "Xiao Lin, take it, I won't live long, my legs won't survive."

    Lin Qiong's hands were shaking with fear, "Uncle Li, what are you talking about?!"

    "Uncle, I know you are a good boy, thank you." He said and walked away.

    Fu Xingyun looked on and saw that one of the old man's legs was obviously deformed.

    Then, without waiting for Lin Qiong to stop him, he said, "Go to the hospital."

    Lin Qiong looked at each other with wide eyes.

    Fu Xingyun touched the person's head comfortingly, "I have money."

    Although the old man refused repeatedly, he was finally taken to the hospital by the two young people.

    But when she saw the white floor tiles in the hospital, Lin Qiong was a little intimidated.

    Fu Xingyun looked at him distressedly and pulled the person in, "It's okay."

    After some inspection, it was found that the old man's left leg was fractured. Fu Xingyun took the money to pay for the medicine. In addition, all the subsequent medicines almost consumed all the money he had from selling watches. Fortunately, he could afford the old man's medicine.The uncle’s hospitalization and the money for hiring a caregiver.

    After the old man was settled, Fu Xingyun came out of the hospital completely penniless.

    Lin Qiong stood beside him and lowered his head, "Thank you, I will return the money to you as soon as possible."

    "unnecessary."

    Lin Qiong looked up at him in surprise.

    Fu Xingyun looked at the corner of his mouth and smiled, "My money is your money."

    As he spoke, he touched Lin Qiong's face with love in his eyes, "This is what you said to me in the future."

    When he returned to the overpass, Fu Xingyun naturally nestled in the small nest with others, hugging Lin Qiong tightly and trying to warm him with his body temperature.

    Lin Qiong was still a little uncomfortable for a while, then she looked up at the man's face and said hesitantly, "Are you really my future lover?"

    Fu Xingyun: "Yeah."

    Lin Qiong was silent for a while, "You are my lover, then...then do you love me?"

    Fu Xingyun affirmed in people's ears: "I love you, the one I love most in the world is you."

    "Really...really?" Lin Qiong's eyes were like an innocent little animal. This was the first time in his life that someone said they loved him.

    "Well, I love you."

    Lin Qiong felt the arms hugging him tightly around her waist. They were very strong, solid, and very secure. Lin Qiong glanced at the other person, and then tentatively pressed her face against the man's chest, doing everything very carefully.

    Fu Xingyun whispered comfort in the person's ear, but the person in his arms was skinny and skinny, which made him feel extremely uncomfortable.

    The two relied on each other, and it was not until late at night that Lin Qiong slowly opened her heart to him and told him some things from her childhood.

    Fu Xingyun was very bitter, "You didn't celebrate your birthday?"

    Lin Qiong shook her head, "I don't know when my birthday is. When I was a kid, I was envious watching other people celebrate. One time, my elementary school classmate asked us to attend his birthday. His birthday cake had three layers."

    Finally, sleepiness came over her. Lin Qiong's voice became smaller and smaller as she spoke, and she fell asleep in someone's arms.

    Fu Xingyun just hugged the person like this, tightly, for fear that if he let go, the person in his arms would disappear.

    Time passed little by little, and Fu Xingyun looked at the person in his arms with scarlet eyes, hearing what Lin Qiong had told him before.

    When she woke up the next morning, Lin Qiong found that the man from last night was gone, except for five yuan left under the newspaper.

    Lin Qiong was stunned for a moment, then smiled to herself.

    It turned out to be a lie to him.

    How could someone like him have a future.

    But fortunately, he had seen the strong winds and waves. Lin Qiong quickly collected his emotions and planned to start a new day of digging through garbage.

    However, when Lin Qiong came back from picking up a lot of food in the evening, she was surprised to find a lunch box in his nest.

    Lin Qiong's eyes widened and she looked around, finding no one there.

    At noon on the third day, he came back with a lunch box in his nest.

    Lin Qiong didn't know where this rice came from, but to him it was considered a delicacy.

    It wasn't until he came back at night on the third day that he unexpectedly saw that familiar figure under the overpass.

    At this time, the man was a little different from three days ago. His originally neat clothes were a little dirty, and the fabric on his arms was torn in some places. His hands, which were originally slender and perfect, were now gray and dry, and even had a lot of blood on them.

    When the man saw him coming back, his face regained his strong love, and he smiled and said, "He's back."

    Lin Qiong looked at the other party in surprise and said "Oh" stupidly.

    Fu Xingyun leaned over and looked at him, "I brought you a gift."

    As he spoke, he raised his hand and touched his cheek, just like he had done for the first time a few days ago.

    Before Lin Qiong could recover, the next moment the man took out a quilt and a large cake box from the corner.

    He bought this with the money he earned from moving bricks in the past few days. Without an ID card, he couldn't find other jobs, and besides, other jobs couldn't make money as quickly as moving bricks.

    Fu Xingyun looked at the other person's surprised face and said with a smile, "Open it and take a look."

    The young man looked a little panicked and opened the cake box. Inside was a three-layer cake filled with fresh fruits and chocolate.

    Tears burst into Lin Qiong's eyes instantly, and her lips were trembling, "You...you...why did you buy me this?"

    "Don't you want it? Others have it, and I can't bear to have you without it." He said with a smile, "Why are you crying?"

    Guilt and excitement filled her heart. Lin Qiong threw herself into someone's arms and cried bitterly, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."

    Lin Qiong said word by word, I'm sorry that he guessed the other person, I'm sorry that he didn't believe the other person's words, he knew how ugly his defensive thoughts were after he fell into despair, and he had spurned himself countless times.

    But he couldn't help it, he really couldn't help it.

    That night, Fu Xingyun celebrated someone's birthday with his tone-deaf singing voice. They ate cake and hugged each other under the newly bought quilt.

    The two expressed their feelings to each other, and Lin Qiong also peeled off all his defenses to show others, and told others the things that could not be said.

    At this time, there was a bright light on the horizon, and Lin Qiong said before falling asleep: "Fu Xingyun, it's great that my lover is you. If you really are by my side in the future, then I will live hard and passionately forever."

    Fu Xingyun held the sleeping person in his arms and looked at the rising sun in the sky.

    Then he lowered his head and kissed the person's lips, "I'll wait for you in the future."

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