When she dyed her mother's hair, she felt sorry for her mother's premature aging, but her mother said that she was very content in her life. She said that she can watch herself grow up safely and live happily without resentment.

But can she still be happy? Can she really believe in fickle feelings again?

Thinking of her mother's expectations, of Tao Xingruo's secret love all these years, and of her dedication during this time, Ruan Ningwei's throat hurt a little.

After a long time, she spoke.

"Mr. Jing, I can't get into the play when I face people."

Jingxiu's eyes suddenly lit up. As if afraid of scaring her, she tried her best to soften her voice and responded to Ruan Ningwei: "Well, I know."

"Mr. Jing, do you still remember the first play I played? I played it with Lu Zishan. In the play, I played a couple with her, and after the play, we fell in love because of the play and became a couple. "

This is what Jingxiu knew, and Jingxiu nodded.

"She is cheerful, optimistic, gentle and considerate. I fell into it with all my heart. I hope that she and I can go on like this for a long time."

"But..." Ruan Ningwei was a little embarrassed: "After I gave up my body and mind, she changed."

Jingxiu suddenly understood why Ruan Ningwei didn't know how to tell Tao Xingruo. She raised her hand and patted the back of Ruan Ningwei's hand to appease her.

Ruan Ningwei smiled bitterly, "She became more and more indifferent to me, more and more alienated. I endured it, thinking it was just a break-in period in love. But I still didn't wait for her to change her mind, she pushed me away."

"She said that the relationship between me and her was fake. She didn't really like me, and I didn't really like her either. Both she and I were just in the play, and we couldn't tell the difference between the play and reality, so we didn't really like her. would make such a wrong decision.”

"So, she came out, and I was the only one left in the play. She even used money to humiliate me and let me let her go and not pester me." She said calmly. Looking back, it was really annoying when I begged her not to break up.

She suddenly found that it was not so difficult to say it. Those pains are like things from a previous life.

"For a long time, I doubted myself, I wondered if I really didn't love her as she said. I wondered if I just didn't play for a long time, and later, I Do you even doubt that I'm still me? Will I still be just playing the part in that show."

"Since then, I have never dared to act in front of people again. I am afraid that I will enter the drama again, that I will not be able to distinguish between drama and reality again, that I will fall in love with the people in the drama again, and that I will be self-indulgent again."

"I'm even more afraid of entering more and more roles and turning into a monster that looks different from now on." Ruan Ningwei said numbly with her snow-white neck down.

Jingxiu's heart sank. She wanted to scold Lu Zishan, but when she remembered Lu Zishan's frail figure and grief-stricken appearance, she had mixed feelings for a while.

"Ning Wei." Jingxiu called her seriously, "People will change with experience. Even if you change yourself a little because you played a certain role, that's normal."

"The life I experienced while acting is just an experience, it belongs to you - Ruan Ningwei's own experience has nothing to do with the role."

Ruan Ningwei opened her eyes wide, digesting her words.

"Besides, you have never been out of play. Lu Zishan's role in the play is delicate and sensitive, while the one you love, Lu Zishan, is cheerful and optimistic. Your love is real and has nothing to do with the play."

Jingxiu pursed her lips and revealed, "It's true that Lu Zishan loves you."

She was rarely guilty of a thief, glanced at the door, and confirmed that Tao Xingruo had not heard her help Ruan Ningwei's ex to confess to Ruan Ningwei.

Ruan Ningwei's mind was buzzing for a while, not knowing what Jingxiu's words meant.

Jingxiu stood up and asked Ruan Ningwei, "Isn't it unbelievable?"

Ruan Ningwei was speechless.

"She's not doing very well either. If you want to know the answer, go to her and tell her about these knots. No matter what, it won't be worse than it is now, will it?"

She could guess that the knot was related to Lu Zishan, but she didn't know the exact point. But now that the knot has been found, it is time to prescribe the right medicine. Even if Ruan Ningwei didn't dare to go to Lu Zishan, they could go to Lu Zishan and let the other party take the initiative to solve it.

Ruan Ningwei grasped the point amid the chaos. She asked Jingxiu, "Do you know her?" Why, dare to say so firmly.

There was an unnatural flash in Jingxiu's eyes. She answered Ruan Ningwei calmly: "Because of you, I investigated her."

"..." Ruan Ningwei didn't know whether to be moved or embarrassed.

Jingxiu asked Ruan Ningwei, "Are you willing to let Tao know about these things?" She said everything she had to say, and she should leave the rest of the comforting work to Tao Xingruo.

Ruan Ningwei's clothes were twisted into twists, and she was in a mess. After a long while, she took a deep breath and made an inaudible "um".

Jingxiu felt relieved, and was sincerely happy for Tao Xingruo.

She successfully withdrew: "Then I'll call her in, and you can discuss whether or not to continue this game."

Ruan Ningwei nodded lightly.

Ji Yuyan in the studio. She was still putting on makeup when she heard Lin Yue whisper to her that she saw everyone in the work group talking about Lu Min's actions on Ruan Ningwei.

Ji Yuyan was furious. On the one hand, she consciously agreed to Tao Xingruo to help take care of Ruan Ningwei. Now that this kind of thing happened, she was not at the scene and was entrusted by Tao Xingruo; Such a censure, thinking of her suicide in her previous life, she was afraid that she could not bear it.

Sure enough, soon after she heard that Ruan Ningwei was going to retire, even from the entertainment industry.

But everyone was ready, just waiting for her to enter the studio to shoot, Ji Youyan couldn't get out. She forced herself to calm down, hoping to finish the work here soon.