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    It was her heart that moved first, she let go of her restraint and pride and took Ji Yuyan to this road, so she was reluctant to let Ji Yuyan suffer a little grievance with her, to be embarrassed by her, and to make more demands on her. But perhaps it is because of this that they have never really opened their hearts to share their joys, sorrows and sorrows, never really got to know each other completely, and entered a period of running-in, which made this relationship miss the opportunity to grow. Ji Youyan stopped in place, she unilaterally gave in without bottom line, but only allowed the distance between the two people to retreat further and further.

    Jingxiu still doesn't know what the best way to get along with Ji Youyan is now, but she thinks, at least, she can't make that mistake again.

    She took off her mask of forbearance and tolerance, revealing her hard-to-get true self, hoping to get more Ji Yuyan under the mask. This time, she can't be the one who has been taking the initiative.

    She said it to Gu Zinan, but also to herself. But the speaker was unintentional, the listener was intentional, and Ji Youyan took his seat with a guilty conscience.

    Axiu... Do you still mind why you are worried about bothering her that you just didn't explain clearly?

    Ji Yuyan was annoyed. Sometimes she doesn't know what's going on with herself. She has clearly made up her mind to change, but when she really faces it, she will always revert to her old ways unconsciously.

    "Xiao Die and the program team, I will try my best to make big things small and trivial. You can continue the game with peace of mind." Jingxiu promised. Everyone is bullying the soft and afraid of the hard. Xiao Die can't do anything about her and Ji Youyan, but Gu Zinan is different.

    Gu Zinan has never dared to think about what to do after the match and after this incident. After hearing this, she felt that she could breathe a little.

    "But..." Jingxiu changed his words and reminded: "I can help you for a while, but I can't help you for a long time. You still need to communicate with your economic company. Liangzi has already settled, as long as Xiao Die pays Jumping around, I'm not sure when he will wait for an opportunity to retaliate. It's up to you later."

    She looked after Gu Zinan's cold compress, and while talking, she peeled off the hot egg, wrapped it in a handkerchief and handed it to her.

    Gu Zinan's face darkened just after regaining some energy. "Enough is enough, Mr. Jing, thank you. What's next is the tuition that I should pay." She knew that Jingxiu had done her best, and thanked her with interest.

    She took the egg, rolled it on her face mechanically, and said with a wry smile: "It's really not good, I'll leave this circle."

    "I entered this circle at the age of 16, and the people of the same period as me have already achieved small achievements. Maybe, I am really not suitable for this path. I can't get out, and I can't stand loneliness. , but people always have to recognize the distance between dreams and reality." The loneliness and depression in her words made Ji Youyan very uncomfortable.

    In countless frustrated days and nights, this confusion has also tormented her repeatedly.

    Ji Youyan said that there was a gloomy gathering between his eyebrows. But out of the corner of her eye, she glanced at Jingxiu who was sitting beside her, and quickly let go.

    She raised her hand and flicked Gu Zinan's forehead, pretending to be relaxed: "What are you thinking, how old are you now?"

    Gu Zinan covered his forehead and stared blankly at Ji Youyan. Jingxiu's eyes also fell on Ji Youyan.

    Ji Youyan asked Gu Zinan in a warm voice, "How do you think I am now? On the career path."

    "The future is boundless." Gu Zinan said sincerely. Ji Youyan was in traffic before, and his popularity was not bad. He even got an after-view this year, and his acting skills were also recognized. With popularity and strength, everyone can see that her career will go to a higher level.

    Ji Youyan snorted lightly: "But I'm 27 years old this year. At your age, I, like you, achieved nothing."

    Gu Zinan was choked.

    "What do you think about Teacher Jing?" Ji Youyan asked softly.

    "Mr. Jing had already won an actress when she was about your age. At the age of 25, she had already become a double actress. Compared with her, am I not worth mentioning?" Ji Youyan asked herself replied.

    Gu Zinan was speechless. After a few seconds, she subconsciously retorted: "You can't compare like this. Teacher Jing is different. Everyone says that Teacher Jing is a genius with great luck." Xiu is an idol, even a legend. Her achievements are an indispensable result of the right time and place.

    Ji Yuyan sneered. She stared at Jingxiu, her tender eyes gradually turned dark, she mustered up her courage, and said to herself, "Why can't we compare?"

    "Are you really convinced? Have you really never thought about it? Why can't we be Jingxiu? Or, why can't we be the next Jingxiu?" The voice was not heavy, but it was strong.

    This question showed too obvious unwillingness, even injustice. Not only Gu Zinan's heart was startled, but Jingxiu's heart also trembled.

    It turned out that she was so dissatisfied. Jingxiu's mood was complicated, a little dull pain, and a little joyful because he knew more about Ji Yuyan's thoughts.

    "Isn't it a very over-the-top idea?" Ji Youyan laughed at himself frankly. She wanted to see Jingxiu's expression at the moment, but she didn't dare to.

    "It's nothing to be overly self-sufficient." Before Gu Zinan could answer, Jingxiu answered Ji You flatly, "I'm not too great, I just have a little more luck."

    She never thought so.It is an honor to be able to do a job that you like, and awards and honors are unexpected joys.There are many people in this circle who work harder than her, or even more powerful than her.She can get these, it's just that chance and luck are better than others.Happy of course, but nothing to be proud of.

    "Axiu, that's not what I meant. I didn't think you were anything special, I just thought..." Ji Youyan nervously wanted to explain.

    Jingxiu's tone softened: "I know, I have no other intentions. You continue."

    Ji Youyan looked into Jingxiu's eyes, confirmed that Jingxiu was listening, and was really not angry, so he relaxed.

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