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    When Jiang Yu woke up, there was only one night light on in the room, and when he opened his eyes, the gentle halo of the night light was reflected on his retina.His memory was still in the car, and he was stunned for a while before realizing where he was now.

    His shoes and socks were all taken off, and he only had a short-sleeved shirt on his body. The vest and his blanket were neatly folded and placed on the bedside. Jiang Yu touched his ears, and sure enough, the hearing aid was also damaged.People took it down.

    Jiang Yu picked up the electronic watch beside the bed and checked the time: twelve o'clock in the middle of the night.

    He sat up propped up, saw the champagne rose on the desk, paused, found his phone, and saw the unread message Zhuang Lian sent him.

    Zhuang Lian: I'm sorry baby, the puppy couldn't hold back.

    Zhuang Lian: Good night, baby.

    The fragrance of champagne roses floats lonely in the room, and there is a pink card in the bouquet.

    Just like the pink envelope that Jiang Yu had seen on Zhuang Lian's desk, but what was contained in this envelope was not the tender confession he wanted.

    It contained his nightmares.

    Jiang Yu stared at the card for a long time before hesitatingly stretched out his hand to take it off, finger bones trembling slightly, and unfolded the card.

    : "Baby, puppy loves you forever."

    Jiang Yu pinched the corner of the card, his finger bones stopped trembling, he blinked, folded the card back and put it back, ignored the bouquet of flowers, took out his pajamas and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

    He didn't dream during his short sleep, but when he took a shower, he inevitably remembered the dream last night.

    This time he let his thoughts go, thinking of what his grandmother said two years ago: three months before his birth, his fetal heart rate stopped.

    At that time, Jiang Yu was still ashamed of all his family members because he might occupy the magpie's nest, and he didn't dare to think about it. Now, under the guidance of that dream, he couldn't help but think that if he didn't pass through according to the original plot line, Jiang Yu wouldThe second child in the family was stillborn, so Zhuang Lian didn't have Bai Yueguang at all?

    Then the dream he had was his own memory?

    ——He might be Zhuang Lian's Bai Yueguang.

    These thoughts suddenly appeared in Jiang Yu's heart, Jiang Yu's movements suddenly stopped, his heart was beating wildly, he turned off the hot water, put on his pajamas and went out.

    If he is Zhuang Lian's Bai Yueguang...

    Jiang Yu pursed his lips, leaned on the bedside and watched the message from Zhuang Lian, intending to reply to him, but after two minutes, he put it down again.These are all his guesses, without evidence, Jiang Yuxin said, just a dream and groundless guesses can't explain anything.

    He can no longer act as if he just relied on his own imagination.

    This is the lesson Zhuang Lian taught him.

    Jiang Yu felt drowsy, and soon fell asleep again.

    This time Meng is still in love with Zhuang Lian, in that abandoned and dark utility room.

    Chongying does not allow people from other schools to come in. Everyone has school uniforms and badges. Jiang Yu secretly gives Zhuang Lian his friend's school uniform and his own badge so that he can successfully sneak in.

    Jiang Yu had been dreaming in this utility room for more than half a month. Every time Zhuang Lian came here, he was wounded, but he always refused to let Jiang Yu turn on the light, and he couldn't resist Jiang Yu's coquettish behavior, so he saw it every time..

    Jiang Yu felt sorry for Zhuang Lian, but Zhuang Lian wouldn't let him intervene.He didn't go to see Zhuang Lian, even though Zhuang Lian didn't say anything, but he knew that Zhuang Lian didn't want him to see what he looked like when he was in the middle school.

    Those people were the sons of the school director and the princes of Shencheng, but Zhuang Lian and he had no power or influence and could not resist.

    Jiang Yu always easily empathizes with himself in the dream. When he wakes up, there are always tears in the corners of his eyes, and he feels deeply powerless in his heart, because he in the dream can't help Zhuang Lian, so he can only hide secretly in the utility roomApply medicine to Zhuang Lian.

    These dreams lasted for more than half a month, and even Jiang Yu's spirit was not very good during the day, he always thought about those dreams, but Zhuang Lian seemed to be much more normal, even facing Dai Ziming's ridicule, he didn't get angry,He just followed Jiang Yu silently.

    Later, Dai Ziming was tired of scolding.

    On Jiang Yu's eighteenth birthday, Mr. Jiang and Ms. Wen Shan flew back a few days early to prepare a birthday party for their youngest son. Jiang Zhi and his uncle's family in England would also come back.

    The Jiang family's company has been going smoothly for the past two years, and it is in a period of steady growth. It can also speak in Shencheng. In addition, the Qin family will participate in the news, so the Shencheng dignitaries who attended Jiang Yu's birthday party this time are onlyMuch more.

    Ms. Wen Shan didn't see her youngest son for almost three months, and she left her husband and came back first after finishing the work, which caused Mr. Jiang to be full of resentment.

    Mr. Jiang didn't dare to spread his grievances on his wife and youngest son, so he simply deducted the living expenses of the eldest son directly. After the deductions were completed, he went back to find his wife and youngest son refreshed amidst the question marks on the screen of the eldest son.

    After went back, wife taught me a lesson.

    Jiang Yu was sitting on the sofa with his mobile phone in his hand, playing a video with his brother while hugging a watermelon. In the background was Mr. Jiang who was being taught by his wife.Jiang Zhile made a sound, and said to the people outside the screen, "The trick of the little accuser is quite easy to use."

    "En." A man's low-mellow voice came from outside the screen, and after a while, Qin Ming sat in the screen and said quietly, "My wife uses my card."

    They kissed in front of Jiang Yu.

    Jiang Yu: "..."

    Jiang Yu hung up the video angrily, and ran back upstairs with a bowl of watermelon in his arms.

    After returning to the room, Jiang Yu put the bowl on the desk and went to the balcony hesitantly.

    Today is not the weekend, but Zhuang Lian did not come to school. The latest record on WeChat is the good night he sent last night: Good night baby, the puppy loves you.

    Zhuang Lian kept posting this sentence for more than half a month, but Jiang Yu never responded to him.

    Jiang Yu stood on the small balcony and looked towards the small villa next door. Only the first floor of that small villa was brightly lit.He thought for a while, turned around and went to the desk, picked up his mobile phone and sent Zhuang Lian a message: Why didn't you come to school today?

    Zhuang Lian abnormally did not reply to him.

    Jiang Yu frowned.

    ... It is impossible for Zhuang Lian not to answer him.

    Unless something happened to him.

    The light in the small villa next door was still on, indicating that someone was still at home.

    Jiang Yu sat down with his mobile phone in hand, he hadn't forgiven Zhuang Lian yet, but his dreams these days made him feel a little soft-hearted towards Zhuang Lian.

    The door of the room was knocked suddenly, Jiang Yu raised his head, got up and opened the door, and saw Aunt Chen.

    Seeing him open the door, Aunt Chen said, "Xiao Yu, someone is looking for you at the door."

    Jiang Yu subconsciously thought it was Zhuang Lian, and asked Aunt Chen, "Who is looking for me?"

    Aunt Chen said, "It's a foreigner."

    Jiang Yu pursed his lips and followed Aunt Chen downstairs.

    There was a tall man standing at the door of the small villa, he looked a bit taciturn, saw Jiang Yu appearing, and said, "Good evening, young master."

    Jiang Yu recognized him as Zhuang Lian's bodyguard, looked behind him poking around, and then asked politely, "Good evening. What can you do with me?"

    Kazapa said, "Master Lance is in the hospital."

    Jiang Yuhang's fingers curled up slightly by his side, he understood what the bodyguard meant, he was silent for two seconds, and said, "He asked you to come?"

    Kazapa was very respectful, "Master Lance is still awake."

    "Why is he in the hospital?"

    "Overdose of sleeping pills." Kazapart paused, "Master Lance can't fall asleep anymore."

    Jiang Yu remembered Zhuang Lian's nervous whisper in his ear before, and said, "Why?"

    "Sorry." Kazapa whispered, "Only Master Lance's psychiatrist knows the reason."

    Jiang Yu nodded knowingly.

    "Master," Kazapa continued, "won't you go and see him?"

    Jiang Yu frowned and considered for a long time before he decided to obey his heart and said, "I'm sorry."

    Although he was a little soft-hearted towards Zhuang Lian, his fear of Zhuang Lian prevailed. He made up his mind, raised his eyelashes and looked at Kazapa and said, "I don't want to see him."

    Kazapa nodded silently, took a step back, and said, "Have a nice evening."

    He turned around and walked into the night. Jiang Yu watched him leave with curled fingers, and then closed the door. When he returned, he saw Ms. Wen Shan waving at him, so he walked over.

    Jiang Yu stayed downstairs with his parents for a while before going upstairs. Lying on the bed, it was a little difficult to fall asleep. He simply sat up, leaned against the head of the bed, took the ipad and clicked on a learning video, forcing himself to immerse himself in it.

    After watching the forty-five-minute video, he was also sleepy, so he put down the tablet and fell asleep.

    The dream spread slowly, but this time it wasn't the utility room.

    Jiang Yu found that he was being hugged by someone in his arms, his small white and fat hands were grabbing and pulling the man's neck, and his face was softly pressed against his shoulders.He rolled his big eyes, lowered his eyes, and saw a little boy in a small shirt and trousers following the man.

    The little boy seemed to notice his gaze and looked up.

    This time there was no white light covering his face, Jiang Yu easily recognized it.

    ——This is his brother's 10-year-old appearance, with a little baby fat on his face.

    "Father." Xiao Jiangzhi said, "Xiaobao is awake."

    The person holding Jiang Yu kissed his little son's cute face, pinched his little ears, and said, "Xiao Bao wants to go down with brother?"

    It was Mr. Jiang's much younger voice.Jiang Yu blinked and obediently said "um", and was put down by Mr. Jiang.

    Mr. Jiang adjusted the straps of his small schoolbag, then handed his little hands to his elder son, and each of them touched his head.

    Jiang Zhi took out a small handkerchief to wipe his younger brother's sweaty palms, folded it carefully and put it back, took his hand and followed the adult.

    Soon someone came to pick them up, "Mr. Jiang and Mrs. Jiang can come to our orphanage..."

    Jiang Yu is only four years old now, short and stocky, and he can only see their legs when he raises his head up. He purses his pink lips unwillingly, looks around for a while, and finally sees the name of the orphanage.

    ——Happy House Children Welfare Institute.

    Jiang Yu blinked again, he felt that he was dreaming in the dark, and he had never seen this orphanage in his memory, and another thought came to his mind: this is it.

    Zhuang Lian will appear here today.

    The poor protagonist who was suspected by thousands of people was sold to adoptive parents by human traffickers at the age of four. After being domestically abused for half a year, he finally couldn't bear it.

    The dean of the orphanage is a good man, he was pitiful and wanted to accept him, but unfortunately those people quickly found him, coerced and lured the dean to take Zhuang Lian back.

    He wants to save him.

    Thinking of this, Jiang Yu shook Jiang Zhi's arm, motioned him to bend down, and whispered to him, "Zhi Zhi, this is not fun, let's go and play by ourselves."

    "Okay." Jiang Zhi nodded, asked his parents' permission, and took his brother to the orphanage.

    The children in the orphanage had been notified in advance, and they stared curiously at the boys, one big and one young, who were well-dressed as they passed by, and they were too timid and inferior to come forward to play with them.

    But the two brothers smiled at them, Jiang Yu was carried to sit on the small swing, and took out candies from the beautiful little schoolbag to distribute to them, and they quickly let go of their guards, chattering around them with candies,"Your clothes are so beautiful."

    "you are nice."

    "Are those two people received by Mama Tang your parents?"

    "Do you want to sit on the swing? I'll push, I'll push!"

    Jiang Zhi answered them patiently while looking at his younger brother.

    "No! Don't push!" Jiang Yu desperately grasped the hanging rope, his short legs couldn't reach the ground, his eyes flicked across the faces of these children one by one, he had never seen Zhuang Lian, but these people must not be him.

    Zhuang Liantian got in before dawn, and now he doesn't know where he is hiding, but he hasn't eaten for two days, so he must be watching them secretly.

    Jiang Yu pushed the toffee up to his cheeks with his tongue, jumped down from the small swing, took off his small schoolbag and put it on the swing, beckoned to his new friends and ran away on short legs, then shook offThey turned back and crouched stealthily among the bushes.

    He squatted in such a small group that no one could spot him.After squatting for a few minutes, a dirty and thin little boy finally emerged from the dog hole in the small courtyard. He cautiously approached the small schoolbag left behind, stood in front of it for a long time, turned and left.

    Jiang Yu specially packed small bread and milk in the small schoolbag for Zhuang Lian. He became anxious, and just about to stand up, he saw him quickly turn back and run away with the small schoolbag in his arms.

    Jiang Yu immediately chased after him.

    Zhuang Lian curled up in a deserted corner, the extreme hunger in his stomach made him feel sick physically, but he still devoured the food in Jiang Yu's small schoolbag, "I'm sorry."

    His voice was hoarse, and he was crying as he spoke, "I'm sorry."

    "sorry."

    Jiang Yu ran out of breath, and as soon as he appeared, Zhuang Lian stuffed the rest of the bread into his mouth, blood oozed out of his chapped lips, he stared at Jiang Yu vigilantly, and soonRecognizing that he was the owner of the schoolbag, he threw away his schoolbag and wanted to run.

    But he has been hungry for two days, and all his strength has been exhausted just now. He couldn't stand up, so he could only stare at Jiang Yu who was walking towards him step by step with black and white eyes.Hold your head.

    That's it, he is still chewing the bread in his mouth desperately, for fear that even the food in his mouth will be taken away.

    ——It is completely impossible to tell that he is also a child of the upstart family in Shanghai.

    Jiang Yu picked up the small schoolbag on the ground, took out the box of milk, inserted the straw in it, held the milk in front of him, looked at him helplessly and distressed, and said, "I won't hit you."

    "elder brother."

    He said softly, "This is for you to drink."

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