Chapter 118
byThe straw was carefully pressed against Zhuang Lian's chapped lips, and the sweet aroma of milk penetrated into his nostrils seductively. Zhuang Lian didn't think the bread was dry and difficult to swallow, but now he felt that it was choked in his throat and difficult to swallow.
He looked at Jiang Yu vigilantly from under his arm, and suddenly snatched it away and drank it in big gulps, and soon made the sound of "wheezing, wheezing" through the straw.Seeing this, Jiang Yu hurriedly took out two small breads and a box of milk from his schoolbag and held them in front of him, "Brother, I still have some here."
Zhuang Lian didn't take it, and there were two white tears on his dirty face. He stared at the little yellow duck schoolbag in Jiang Yu's arms that was soiled by him, and said hoarsely, "I'm sorry."
"It's okay." Jiang Yu rolled his eyes, opened his small schoolbag and approached him, "Have you not eaten for a long time? I still have a lot here, and I'll give you all to eat."
The child was clean, with name tags all over his body. Zhuang Lian had seen it on his younger brother before, so he gradually let go of his vigilance. The child sat down next to him, and Zhuang Lian moved aside, seeing that he was puzzled.Looking over, he said in a low voice, "Dirty."
"It doesn't matter."
Jiang Yu also whispered, took the small kettle on his body, drank water with two small ears holding the small kettle, and moved like a hamster with fragrant and soft milk.
Zhuang Lian didn't eat so embarrassingly anymore, he ate small bread, Jiang Yu held his small water bottle and held a soft straw in his mouth to grind his baby teeth, and looked at Zhuang Lian with big eyes.
"I will pay you back." Zhuang Lian's voice was hoarse, not like a four-year-old child.
"Yeah." Jiang Yu spit out the straw quickly, speaking slowly but clearly, "Okay, okay, brother, my name is Jiang Yu."
"Zhuang Lian." Zhuang Lian said, "My name."
Jiang Yu turned his little head into a rattle, "Is Brother Zhuang Lian a kid here? Is someone bullying you?"
It should be denied, but Zhuang Lian glanced at Jiang Yu, and responded softly, "...um."
"Then let's go to Director Tang." Jiang Yu believed it innocently, took Zhuang Lian's hand, and said angrily, "Let her teach them a lesson!"
Zhuang Lian had wounds on his face and body, but in order to avoid the family, he deliberately wiped his face dirty to cover up the wounds.
In the original plot, Dean Tang didn't see these scars, so he thought that those people were Zhuang Lian's biological parents, and they couldn't intervene after being coerced and lured. Now as long as he finds a way to let Dean Tang see these scars, Dean TangIf he grows up, he can hide Zhuang Lian in the orphanage.
Then his parents will come to adopt Zhuang Lian, and they will go to live in Yan City together, avoiding from the source those experiences that caused Zhuang Lian's psychological distortion, being locked up in a mental hospital, and stealing his heart secretly for Zhuang Yao's tragic ending.
Those people were about to find them soon, Jiang Yu took Zhuang Lian's hand, speeded up and ran to the sink with his short legs, took out a small handkerchief from the pocket in front of his schoolbag, and struggled to turn on the faucet to soak.Wet handkerchief.
Standing behind him, Zhuang Lian stared straight at his struggling figure, and then lowered his head, looking at the palm of his hand that was held by him, it seemed that there was still a warm body temperature like a small sun on it.
Jiang Yu.
Zhuang Lian watched him wring out the small handkerchief, and turned around to wipe his face, but he dodged subconsciously, so Jiang Yu stuffed the small handkerchief into his hand, and pushed his hand twice, "Brother,Wipe."
"..." Zhuang Lian slowly squeezed the small handkerchief cherishingly, and wiped off the dirt on his face little by little, revealing the bruises from being abused.
He stood on tiptoe and approached the faucet, washed his hands and arms, exposing the same shocking scars.His arms were not only punched and kicked, but also scratched by sharp objects and hot oil splashed on his hands.
Jiang Yu pursed his lips.
He had read countless episodes of Zhuang Lian being abused, and he knew deeply the misery Zhuang Lian experienced, but the words he read were cold, and he had never faced Zhuang Lian's misfortune like this.
Zhuang Lian was obviously not wrong, but because of the setting given by the creator, his life would be miserable.
Zhuang Lian turned off the faucet, turned his head and saw Jiang Yu's moist and beautiful eyes, "You...what's the matter?"
Jiang Yu shook his head in a muffled voice, grabbed his hand silently, and went with him to find Dean Tang.
If no one loves Zhuang Lian, then he will love him.
he thought silently.
Later in the dream, Jiang Yu did it.
Zhuang Lian's adoptive parents didn't register Zhuang Lian's household registration, and because they bought Zhuang Lian from a human trafficker, they didn't dare to go to the police station, and Jiang Yu secretly made trouble, so they failed to take Zhuang Lian away., Zhuang Lian managed to stay in the orphanage, but he refused to be adopted by Jiang Yu's parents.
Jiang Yu came to him occasionally, and his family members knew that he had made friends in this orphanage.
The couple didn't give up. Before Zhuang Lian was twelve years old, they always tried to tie Zhuang Lian back, but Zhuang Lian escaped every time.
Zhuang Lian did not call the police. Calling the police will let the police know that he was sold here by human traffickers, and then he will be sent back there.He doesn't want to go back.
He also didn't want the couple to see Jiang Yu, so every time Jiang Yu came to him, he took Jiang Yu to the safest place he thought, and never bumped into anyone who knew him.
Even though Dean Tang is a good person, the orphanage is not clean, crowding and bullying are common occurrences, but Zhuang Lian didn't let Jiang Yu know.
Jiang Yu is always clean, optimistic little sun, and has been in love with Zhuang Lian for ten years, until Zhuang Lian confessed to him when he was fifteen years old.
The fifteen-year-old boy was already tall and straight, but when he confessed his love to him, his final voice trembled slightly.
Jiang Yu accepted his confession because he loved him very much.
The teenager's rapid love made even a day's separation difficult. They quickly fell in love, but it was a pity that they were soon interrupted by the dealer.
—— Zhuang Lian was found and taken back by the dealer.
Zhuang Lian's life in the dealer's house is not good, the cold eyes of his biological parents, brothers and sisters, and the bullying of Zhuang Yao licking the dog in the campus are quickly crushed as in the original plot.
But Zhuang Lian has Jiang Yu who loves him deeply, so life is not too difficult. After graduating from high school, they can get rid of the dealer and fly away.
Until this imaginary future is destroyed by a speeding car.
The world was spinning before Jiang Yu's eyes, the hearing aid was knocked out and crushed, the world was completely silent, Zhuang Lian soon appeared above him, bewildered and panic appeared on his face for the first time.
Hot tears hit his eyelids, but Jiang Yu seemed to be unable to feel the temperature anymore. He blinked his eyes as he was dying, and said with difficulty, "Zhuang Lian..."
He couldn't hear his own voice, and worried that Zhuang Lian wouldn't be able to hear him, so he took his hand and put it on his lips, and said word by word, "I really... like you so much..."
I really want to form a small family with you.
"I……"
I don't want to die.
——
In the early morning, Jiang Yu woke up.
His body seemed to still be in severe pain from being hit by a car, and his heart was filled with dense pain. Jiang Yu slightly opened his eyes and stared at the ceiling, his breathing was short, his chest heaved violently, and his back was drenched in cold and hot sweat alternately..
He remembered it all.
In the original plot, Zhuang Lian didn't have Bai Yueguang at all, and the Jiang family never had a second child. He was that Jiang Yu, who had gone through the book a long time ago!
In the original plot, Zhuang Lian lived in the cold and damp all his life without encountering any warmth. All the misfortunes he experienced made his psychology dark and distorted.
He failed to take revenge on Zhuang Yao crazily, and was sent to a mental hospital by everyone who loved Zhuang Yao. His heart was secretly transplanted into Zhuang Yao's body after Zhuang Yao took care of his body. He died quietly in the mental hospital, alone.ended his tragic life.
This is the original plot.
And his memory made a mistake, and he always couldn't remember the plot, because these memories disappeared together with the memories of his previous life.
He didn't want to die because he didn't want to leave Zhuang Lian; he had read in this book with Zhuang Lian as the main character that he had read the location where Mr. Wen's lover's body was hidden, so Zhuang Lian knew;So I think about it today because... Today is the deadline for his death.
September 22, 2022, the day before his birthday.
Jiang Yu was panting badly, the memories of the two worlds appeared alternately in his mind, his brain was so painful that it was about to burst, and tears rolled out of his eyes.
"Zhuang Lian..."
The unforgettable nostalgia quickly eroded his brain, as if pushing his back, urging him to see Zhuang Lian immediately.
Jiang Yu grabbed his phone and hearing aid and got out of bed without even changing into his pajamas.
Everyone in the small villa had already rested, leaving only a few small wall lamps, Jiang Yu didn't disturb the others, and went out quickly.
It started to rain, and Kasapa pressed the cigarette butts into the small groove on the top of the trash can. He waited for so long but did not wait for the young master to appear, so he finally gave up. Just as he got in the car and was about to go back to the hospital, he saw a figure approachingYu approached quickly and raised his voice slightly, "Wait a minute, sir."
It was the person he had been waiting for.
"Casapa," said Kazapa, opening the car door for him, "you can call me that. I thought you wouldn't come."
Jiang Yu's face was pale, he forced a smile, put on his seat belt, his forehead was still hurting, he held his forehead, and seemed to be able to hear the sound of his heart beating.
Kazapa made a phone call before getting into the car.
He was speaking Italian with the person on the other end of the phone, Jiang Yu couldn't understand, so he didn't pay much attention, just staring out of the car window.
The rain became heavier and heavier, and the bean-sized raindrops hit the car window with a noisy and disturbing sound. It didn't take long for the light rain to turn into a downpour.
Jiang Yu stared at the rain curtain, and slowly remembered the scene when he saw Zhuang Lian for the first time in this life.
Two years ago, there was also such a heavy rain. At that time, Zhuang Lian was actually not normal, so he stared at him because he gave him an umbrella.
Jiang Yu thought slowly, Zhuang Lian in this life, whether he has never been involved in the plot, Zhuang Lian who became psychologically distorted under the influence of the plot, or has experienced with him for the whole life, and came back after losing him, the Zhuang Lian who was repeatedly tortured to the point of becoming a psychopath?
...he would rather be the former.
Otherwise, it would be too cruel to Zhuang Lian.
Jiang Yu slowly closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
The car soon stopped at the entrance of the hospital, and Kasapa got out of the car. Just as he was about to pick up Jiang Yu with an umbrella, he saw a black umbrella appearing in front of Jiang Yu's car door.
Kazapa tactfully did not go over.
Jiang Yu looked at Zhuang Lian through the car window for a few seconds, curled his fingers, and got out of the car when the door was opened.
The sound of heavy rain hitting the umbrella was deafening, but Zhuang Lian's hoarse and stagnant voice penetrated into Jiang Yu's cochlea precisely, "Baby."
"You come to see the puppy, the puppy is very happy."
Hearing his voice, Jiang Yu's eyes quickly gathered water, and he inappropriately remembered the panicked and desperate Zhuang Lian's face that appeared above him after he was hit by a car and flew away.
He closed his eyes, tears rolled down his handsome face, and his eyelashes were also wet. For a moment, he raised his eyes to stare at Zhuang Lian, and said, "Why can't you sleep well?"
"..." Zhuang Lian lowered his eyes and looked at him quietly and depressedly. He just woke up from a coma. For the first time in a long time, he didn't dream of Jiang Yu's death, but his lips were paler than before.
He looked at Jiang Yu's tearful eyes with pity, and unconsciously bent his neck slowly, as if he wanted to kiss Jiang Yu's tears away, but also wanted to take the opportunity to kiss his lips, and murmured, "Baby, don't cry."
"The puppy is wrong."
"Baby..."
He got closer and closer, Jiang Yu's teary eyes were blurred, his breathing was heavy, and he looked straight at Zhuang Lian without avoiding it.
Just when Zhuang Lian was about to touch Jiang Yu's lips, he suddenly heard Jiang Yu say, "Did you kiss me?"
"Bad dog."
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