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The body of the person whose name was called couldn't help shaking slightly.

When was the last time you heard him called that name?

18 years old, dirty rental house, feverish person leaning against the wall, clothes pole in hand.

When was the last time you were stabbed by a fencing sword and heard the sound of the referee?

20 years old, fencing gym in Hungary, text messages day and night, sweating day and night.

What time is it now?

He was in a trance for a while, and the sockets of his eyes turned red in an instant, and were dyed into transparent light by the green light.

"Then what should I say? Jiang Shiye, shall I make another promise to you? I lost last time!"

Cen Si has been going smoothly since he was a child, with top-notch appearance, family background and talent, all good things are taken up, it seems that nothing can surpass him.

As a result, it was discovered at the most vigorous time that destroying a person is as simple as taking away health.

At this moment, all his unwilling and resentful emotions poured out, he roared hysterically, and the tendons on the side of his neck bulged.

"There are so many people in the world, why is it that I'm sick, I can't do anything well, and I still want to be him? Athlete, what's the difference between me and a cripple now? Do you know how much I hate being a stupid actor? You know meHow much did you want to die before? If I hadn’t—”

"If you don't miss me? Do you want to say this?" Jiang Shiye's crying became more and more serious, but he glared at him angrily and interrupted, "Cen Si, you really miss me, you really care about my feelings, youIt is impossible to agree to my confession knowing that you may die on the operating table."

These words passed Cen Si's ears sharply.

He froze completely, his lips trembling.

"you……"

"Yes, I see." Jiang Shiye said.

No one would have thought that Jiang Shiye would get up in the middle of the night and translate the thick stack of Hungarian medical records with a translator sentence by sentence.

There are too many professional terms in medical records, and the translator is too procedural. He has to guess, search and research.

Then couldn't sleep anymore.

He couldn't remember exactly what time it was in the morning, anyway, his heart was so wrenched that he couldn't cry even if he wanted to.Until Cen Si, who had been sleeping beside him, suddenly got up without warning.

Get out of bed and go to the living room to take medicine.

Jiang Shiye had already guessed that he would get up in the middle of the night to take his medicine.

He always found it strange that Cen Si got tired easily during the variety show, liked to lie on the sofa to sleep, and always talked nonsense.

He was the one who accidentally passed out on the first day.

But since the two of them officially announced that they were together, he seems to be much better. He has never lost the chain after following him for so many trips, and he can still drive.

Cen Yang said that it might be painful for Cen Si to take less medicine, but he didn't see it either.

Until the night when he called Yi Min, he smelled the capsule in his hand.

But why didn't he ask or stop?

He didn't catch the current situation before, and he was in a deep sleep. At this time, Cen Si picked it up, and he knew that he just didn't want himself to know.

And Jiang Shiye cowardly, subconsciously wanted to escape.

Although escaping doesn't make any sense.

After taking the medicine, Cen Si lay back down, and Jiang Shiye closed his eyes again.

In the darkness, the cold fingertips gently slid across the end of the right eye, and gently wiped the forehead.

Jiang Shiye's eyelashes trembled desperately, but Cen Si didn't notice it. He quickly stopped, curled up his body, took a hard breath like a sigh, and then fell silent.

Jiang Shiye, who had been holding back for so long, finally cried, also silently.

At this moment, his tears were also slowly streaming down the collar of his white fencing suit: "I just now understand why your family members let me accompany you well, and now I understand why your brother always talks about it for half a year...Cen Si, I won't ask youYes, let me ask you, if you promised to fall in love with me, did you also treat me as a tool and never think about the future?"

"It's not a zombie." Cen Si said immediately, seeing that Jiang Shiye lost his temper after crying, he hurried over and wiped his tears with his thumb clumsily.

Although he is crying too.

"no."

The thing in Cen Si's head is like a time bomb, the danger of cutting it off rashly is too great, and he may never wake up again.Conservative treatment is only to relieve pain as much as possible.

The key is that its growth is irreversible, and it will always spread gradually, compressing nerves and affecting normal life.

With Cen Si's character, it is impossible for him to wait until he can't see clearly or the road is unstable before letting others manipulate him. When this road comes to an end, he will leave anyway, so he just finds a time to cut it off.

Probability is metaphysics, people always take risks.

He had an operation at the age of 22. It was not too early. He knew his condition better than anyone else. His current health was already very poor, and he was just pretending to be a healthy person by relying on increasing doses of medicine.

He didn't want to eat so much either, not because he wanted to be brave in front of Jiang Shiye, but because he couldn't help it.When he really got sick, he was in pain, and the doctor could prescribe it for him, even though he felt distressed and helpless.

Since he would always be on the operating table in half a year, he thought he should at least live a decent life now.

So when it comes to making another movie, Mr. Mu in "Unable to Deliver" is the villain who became black after recovering from a serious illness. He hopes this is a good sign.

So take another variety show, return favors, and try a new way of playing in the entertainment industry. Besides, this is a gimmick for health-preserving variety shows, maybe it can really preserve your health.

So get back together with your ex.

Jiang Shiye was such a reserved person before, but he confessed to himself so proactively.Cen Si is a selfish ghost, how could he be so cruel as to refuse?

At first he was hesitant, but later he thought that he had lost his memory anyway, and the biggest burden was let go.

Amnesia, without such a large emotional accumulation, then you won't love yourself so much.

Even if he really didn't survive, he would get out quickly.

That's what Cen Si thought at the beginning. As always, he only thought about himself, and at most cared about him. He just wanted to use his resources in the entertainment industry to make Jiang Shiye popular quickly and make him a veritable star.

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