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"If you cry too much, you will lose your energy." Cen Si said.

Jiang Shiye bit his lip and stared at him fiercely.

He didn't know why, his emotions didn't disperse, and his red eyes that wanted to cry didn't disperse.Cen Si rubbed his thumbs on his eyelids, Jiang Shiye squinted and opened them again, the water locked in his eye sockets easily stained Cen Si's fingers.

Cen Si seemed to be rubbing a moon that had fallen into a pond, wet and bright, with a comforting tone and distant tenderness, "I'm fine, if you bite your mouth like this again, you will definitely vomit blood before me."

Jiang Shiye ignored him.

Quietly count the "dou" of his fingerprints.

It is the circle pattern on the fingertips.

Suddenly two voices sounded together.

"Go to the hospital again."

"I'm going to the hospital tomorrow."

Cen Si smiled.

Jiang Shiye said, "I'll accompany you this time."

Cen Si said yes.

Jiang Shiye lowered his eyes again.

He had just finished counting Cen Si's right hand, and the five fingerprints were all dots, and now he broke off the ring finger of his left hand.

Keep counting.

There are also four in the left hand.

As the saying goes, one fights poor and two fights rich, and nine fights and ten fights enjoy happiness.Cen Si has nine buckets, which shows that his life is very good.

That's right.

"Cen Si."

"Huh?" Cen Si looked at the little rain marks sliding on the car window, and his heart trembled instinctively when Jiang Shiye called his full name.

"...Do you know what wish I made on the day of the meteor shower?"

Cen Si touched the back of his ear: "What."

"Will it not work if you say your wish?" Jiang Shiye hesitated.

"No, it depends on what kind of wish you make, whether you rely on yourself or God's will, man will conquer heaven." Cen Si put on the posture of subjective materialism again, and after a second thought, "Your wish can't depend on me."

Jiang Shiye smiled.

At that time, Cen Si was very narcissistic and said that he should not grant wishes related to him, Jiang Shiye also felt a little hypocritical.

But the wishing itself was a bit pretentious, and it matched his uncontrollable tears.

"No, what I promised was about myself." The sound of emergency brakes and horns sounded outside, combined with the sound of windshield wipers, it seemed that Jiang Shiye spoke very softly and cautiously, "I mean, I hope I can always be in my lovepeople and people who love me.”

The car turned into the bustling street, and Cen Si looked at the blue street signs that blended into the rain, as if they were Gaussian blurred.

Coincidentally, at that time he kept saying that he didn't believe in heaven and wouldn't make a wish, but in fact he might have the same wish as Jiang Guangyan.

But the story is different.What he said was—

"Zombie."

"how."

"You should say, I hope that the person I love and the person who loves me will always be by my side." Cen Si said slowly, "Let others surround you instead of always thinking about giving yourself, this is called a wish."

Jiang Shiye was taken aback.

He pursed his lips, put his ear against Cen Si's thigh, and the cloth was grinding against his ear, rustling.

After a long time, he obediently responded:

"I see, Sizi."

The next day, Cen Si took Jiang Shiye to the hospital where he was being treated for the first time.

The doctor who treated him was an old man. Cen Si called him Grandpa on the surface, but in private he called him Old Man Qi.

"His granddaughter used to be our family's personal doctor. I don't know if you can remember that she gave you a cold before."

Jiang Shiye had the impression that he was the sister he met the night Cen Si carried him into the house.

Her grandfather, old man Qi, is the director of this private hospital, and he looks like an old urchin.In front of Jiang Shiye, he didn't say anything serious, and only after he dismissed Jiang Shiye to get the newly prescribed medicine did he ask Cen Si: "How long are you going to do it?"

"It's coming soon. After a few activities in August, nothing will happen. Then I will come to see you every day."

Old man Qi ignored his poor mouth, and flashed his reading glasses:

"I believe you! Didn't you just say that your bullshit variety show is over?"

"The plan has changed."

Old man Qi sighed: "Sizi, you can't hold on like this anymore. It's not an option to consume medicine like this, it hurts your stomach, and it's not very useful anymore. You're sick..."

"I know, a patient should look like a patient, and he should lie down." Cen Si still had a playful smile on his face, "But grandpa, I'm only 21 years old, so I don't want to lie here every day."

Old man Qi continued to blow his beard and stare: "You are not lying under my nose now, and then I can only ask your brother to order a coffin for you to lie in."

Cen Si couldn't stop laughing.

"I've said everything I need to say, Sizai, your boyfriend loves you very much, so don't make him sad."

Cen Si lowered his eyes and pulled his fingers.

After a while, he asked in a low voice:

"But it's something I can control."

"You can control part of it. You have to work hard, don't think about humiliating yourself like you did back then."

Practicing means that there was a period of time when Cen Si wanted to die every day.

I really feel that life is meaningless.The Paris Olympics will start soon, and he would vomit just thinking about it. He really vomited, the kind that made his condition worse.Then he couldn't take it anymore and tried to commit suicide.

He was still rescued.

Terrified, the family tried desperately to cheer him up.Cen Fang was red-eyed and compromised and said, "Why don't you find Ono", and stepped on Cen Si's minefield.

He no longer wants to contact Jiang Shiye.

Living people didn't work, but it was Cen Yang's sentence "Mom will be so sad if she sees you" that knocked Cen Si sober.

He went to listen to Chen Zui's song, and uncontrollably searched for Jiang Shiye's song.

He doesn't know how to listen to "Solution", there are too many fencing elements in it, it is the song of champions.

Just listen to "Lucky", the song of confession.

Cen Lan saw him once, and happened to hear a line in "Fortunately", "If you are shocked, you can still rehearse as usual, like an actor in a play, over and over again." Suddenly, she had an idea and asked him to act in a sudden emergency.

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